Chapter 590: My Wife
ă92ză "You...... Do you still remember Liu Ruyan?" When Xiaoying said this, although she felt very uncomfortable in her heart, on the other hand, she felt relaxed, as if she had let go of some baggage.
"Liu Ruyan?" My brows furrowed slightly: "Who is Liu Ruyan, I don't remember, but this name seems to be very familiar......"
I whispered, and then I felt something, as if involuntarily slid down my face and landed on the back of my hand.
I glanced down at the back of my dirty hand, it was liquid, like tears.
Why, when I heard this name, I actually cried, when I was so painful before, my tears never fell, but now I just hear this name, and the tears fall uncontrollably.
Obviously, I don't know about this woman, I don't remember what happened to this woman, but why do I feel this way in my heart?
It's empty, as if a big piece of the heart is missing.
That feeling made me want to howl in pain.
I don't understand, I don't want to cry, I wiped my eyes with my dirty hands, I thought it was dirty in my eyes, that's why it's like this.
But it didn't work at all, no matter what I did, the tears just couldn't stop falling, more and more.
The heart, the eyes, are an indescribable sourness.
Tears even wet the dirt on my face, and my hands were wiping it haphazardly.
"I really don't remember......" I muttered softly.
Seeing my appearance, Xiaoying sighed slightly.
Memory disorder, many memories can't be retrieved, and they may not be able to reconnect for a lifetime, but ...... So what?
Even if I can't remember, but in this man's heart, the attachment to that woman has not weakened in the slightest, and when he hears this woman's name, this man will still subconsciously cry, which is the tears of three years of longing.
That woman is really happy, if this kind of happiness can be her turn, how good it would be.
Xiaoying smiled bitterly, and finally shook her head helplessly.
"Who is that woman?" I asked in a hoarse voice.
"O thy wife, thy lover. Xiaoying replied softly.
When Xiaoying answered this question, she knew that she had cut the thread between the two.
My wife, my love? I repeated the words in my mouth, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with my dirty hands, and then scrambled to pull out the worn, yellowed photograph from my bosom.
Trembling hands were sent to Xiaoying: "Is it the person in this, you tell me, you tell me quickly, I really can't remember." â
This photo is still preserved.
It's been so long, and the whole person has become like this, but this photo is still well preserved.
Xiaoying felt that her nose was a little sour, resisted the urge to cry, and even a smile bloomed on her face, and took the photo.
"This photo was given to you when I was in the hospital, do you remember?" Xiaoying whispered.
I shook my head blankly, hospital, have I been hospitalized?
Xiaoying's heart became more and more bitter, but the smile on her face remained unchanged: "These four people, the one on the far left, is your mother-in-law, whose name is Liu Xianglan." â
"Mother-in-law, Liu Xianglan?" a nerve in my brain seemed to be pricked, and I subconsciously grabbed my right shoulder, which still had a faint pain.
In my mind, a bloody knife involuntarily appeared, and some hideous and terrifying faces.
"As for the second one in the middle, it's Liu Ruyan, your wife. Pointing to the second person, Xiaoying said.
My wife, I didn't expect me to have such a beautiful wife before.
My fingers rubbed over the photo, and I don't know why, but when I saw the photo, the first clip that came to my mind was actually this woman curled up in the corner of the bed, holding a pair of scissors in her hand, and then looking at me in fear.
This picture makes me feel a little weird in my heart, is it that the relationship between me and my wife is not very good? Otherwise, why should I hold scissors, I don't understand.
Give me a baby...... Such a sentence involuntarily came to mind.
I couldn't help but pause for a moment, and then I realized that the atmosphere inside the carriage was a little weird.
When I looked up, I found Xiaoying staring at me with a flushed face: "You...... What nonsense are you talking about?"
Huh? I just said that?
"If you want to have a child, go to your wife by yourself, you are considered sexual harassment, do you know?" Xiaoying said a little angrily.
I don't know why such a sentence suddenly appeared in my mind, my face was full of embarrassment, and I hurriedly waved my hand: "I'm sorry, you continue, the third one, who is this girl." â
"Your daughter, Ellie. Xiao Ying gave me a blank look, and then continued.
My daughter? I wonder how old my daughter is? Oh my God, how old am I.
"But it doesn't seem to be related to you. â
In a trance, the picture of a girl circling my neck and the sound of a little dad in my ear seemed to come to mind.
"As for the last one, it's your sister-in-law, whose name is Liu Ningyan. â
Liu Ningyan......
This name seemed to sting me deeply in some part of my heart, and I shook my head vigorously, and in a trance it seemed that I had returned to a dark and narrow alleyway, where a girl faced three bastards......
In the end, the scene freezes in a strange place, a girl kissing me on the lips.
When Xiaoying said the names of these four people, my brain was strongly touched, and there seemed to be many things connected together in my mind, but they were not comprehensive, and there were some cracked places.
But even so, I still can't remember who they were, and even though I knew I knew them, and there must have been many, many things going on, but I just couldn't remember.
The intense, almost twisted sensation made me almost go crazy, and I involuntarily let out a terrible scream in my throat, holding my head in my hands.
The painful feeling that I hadn't seen for a long time came back to my mind again, and my body was constantly rolling in the car.
Xiaoying and Xin Yi, who was driving in front, were startled, and Xiaoying hurriedly hugged me: "My head hurts again, Xin Yi, drive to the hospital immediately, hurry up and ......" Xiaoying couldn't help but shout.
Whenever she sees my painful appearance, Xiaoying has a sad feeling.
This man has endured too much pain that should not have been borne by him.
He's a good guy, really, although he has killed countless people and his hands are covered in blood, but none of the people who died at his hands were innocent, all of them were damned people.
It is not an exaggeration to say that such a person is doing the right thing for heaven, why does God torture such a good person so much?
"No need to ......," I hissed, my mouth still biting my lip: "...... After a while, it will be fine, I am like this, I can't go to the hospital. â
True, the hospital is not a charity, it is impossible to receive a beggar.
"You go to the hospital first, go and get the bullet out first. I said in a hoarse voice.
Xiaoying didn't care so much, and urged Xin Yi to drive to the hospital quickly.
I don't know how long it has passed, but the taste of pain has finally faded away.
Soaked with sweat, I was already outside the hospital when I struggled to sit up.
Xiaoying pulled me to let me go to the hospital, but I refused: "You go first, I'm not in pain now, anyway, I'm not in a hurry at this time, wait until I clean up a little." â
I couldn't resist it, so Xiaoying could only hold her shoulders and go to the hospital with Xin Yi's support.
I was alone, gasping for breath in the car, and the stinging pain in my head hadn't actually gone away completely.
But I know that going to the hospital like this will definitely embarrass Xiaoying, and I don't want to cause trouble for Xiaoying.
Leaning back in the seat, his eyes slightly rolled up.
"Hey, buddy......" [Just love Chinese]