"There is actually a premise for whether you stick to the end," Zheng Xiyi stretched out his hand and touched the position of his heart, "whether what you insist on is the real dream in your heart." If you can't be sure of this, then it may not be a good thing to persevere, and the so-called obsession and unrepentance are not necessarily praise. The source of everything comes from your heart, your original intention, do you unswervingly want to become an IDOL, stand on that stage and sing and dance? When you didn't debut, you had to practice dancing and singing for more than 12 hours a day, competing with countless juniors who were more talented than you and more handsome than you, catching up with more than a dozen trips a day after your debut without rest, having less than a week off a year, and not being able to go home to reunite with your loved ones on holidays, and not getting much money off album sales, hiding from everyone's sight when you fall in love, dating is basically impossible, you may not see each other for a month, not to mention convincing you how much career regression will be brought about by two years of military service. Even so, do you still want to keep going?"

Park Jung-so's face became more and more pale when Zheng Hee-yi said it, and he unconsciously pursed his lips and frowned. Zheng Xiyi looked at his face and said coldly: "If you feel very painful when you think about it, I think Brother Jeong-so, you should quit the company and go home, find a job after college, and be an ordinary person." ”

Park Jung-so's head slowly drooped, and his waist became weak, and it seemed that the whole person would collapse to the ground in the next moment. Zheng Xiyi's hands were also slowly clenched, and he was a little nervous in his heart: Could it be that I have already practiced Zhou Xingxing's peerless mouth cannon? If Brother Jeong-so really chooses to quit the company, Bao'er will not have to fly back from Japan and chop me into shredded pork with Jing sauce! She asked me to enlighten Brother Zhengzhu, but I told him to quit the company, and what should I do with SJ in the future...... Am I going against the sky?

Park Jung-so suddenly raised his head and pointed at Jung Hee-yi and laughed, "Hahahaha, I should really take a picture of Hee-yi's current appearance, how about it, my acting skills are not bad, I scared you!"

Zheng Xiyi was really frightened, he fell backwards and quickly supported the floor with his hands so that he didn't fall down, he looked up at the ceiling and let out a long breath, bounced his upper body back with both hands, raised his hand to grab the T-shirt on Park Jung-so's chest and shook it vigorously, "Ah! Brother Zhengzhu! You are really scared to death to death! If you really quit the company, I have to buy a ticket and flee back to the United States immediately, otherwise Bao'er's girl will fly back to South Korea tomorrow and throw me into the Han River!"

Park Jung-so was so happy that he let Zheng Xiyi shake him, tears came out of his eyes, and Zheng Xiyi was so angry that he pushed him down and rode on him and slapped him hard. "Bang" The door of the practice room was pushed open, and Lee Hyuk-jae rushed in and was just about to speak, when he saw Jung Hee-yi and Park Jung-so playing on the floor, he didn't care what happened, he didn't hesitate to run over and press on Jung Hee-yi and Park Jung-so's bodies, and shouted in his mouth, "Haha, you two are having such a good time, I'm here!"

"Ahh

So the three of them got together and rolled around on the floor, and Kim Hee-cheol, Kim Hyo-yeon, Kwon Yo-ri and Lim Yoon-a, who walked into the practice room after Lee Hyuk-jae, were all stunned to watch the three seniors playing on the floor like middle school boys. Zheng Xiuyan, who walked in slowly and leisurely at the end of the team, was also stunned, the corners of her mouth turned up slightly and immediately tightened, rolled her eyes and snorted in disgust, first took out her mobile phone and took a few photos around the three people who were fighting, and then stepped forward and stepped on the back of Li Hezai, who had finally turned to the top, "Hey, can you three be a little bit like seniors, is it really good to have a love triangle in front of so many juniors?"

"Poof!hahaha, Xiuyan Oni's brittle bones!"

"Praise for Xiuyan's seniors!"

"It turns out that Hee-yi OPPA likes Jeong-so OPPA!"

"Ahh

"Click!" Zheng Xiuyan completely ignored the questioning of the two, and pressed the photo button on the face of them indifferently.

"Ahh Oops, it's very clear...... In the end, this Hee-yi OPPA and Jung-so OPPA have exactly the same pose and expression. ”

Zheng Xiyi and Park Jung-so's faces fell, knowing that this time they were completely planted in the hands of Zheng Xiuyan, and they didn't know what this girl would use these shameful photos to blackmail them. The two of them looked at Li Hejae, who was still lying on the ground, looked at each other, and simply rode on him without doing anything and repaired it fiercely.

In the end, after agreeing to the price of Jung Hee-yi and Park Jung-su to pay three big meals each, Jung so-yeon deleted the photo in front of them. Of course, what the two of them didn't know was that the photos had already been sent to every girl's mobile phone through MMS, so one day long after, Jung Hee-yi, Park Jung-so and Lee Hyuk-jae paid a "painful price" for these photos again.

Solving Park Jung-so's knot, Jung Hee-yi feels that he has finally completed a major event entrusted by Bao'er. Although Park Jung-so will eventually become SJ's captain Litt even if he doesn't persuade him, it's better to be able to untie his knot early than to let him continue to be suppressed until he debuted in 2005. Zheng Xiyi thought about whether he should solve Zheng Xiuyan's camera phobia easily, but after thinking about it again, he decided to let it go first, because he didn't know if if Zheng Xiuyan's psychological problems were solved so early, then she would wait until 2007 to make her debut as a member of "Girls' Generation". He remembered that Zheng Xiuyan had been close to debuting many times before "Girls' Generation", all because of this psychological problem and was finally eliminated, if this psychological problem had been solved early, maybe Zheng Xiuyan would have debuted as a member of other groups, what would the girlhood be like without JESSICA Zheng Xiyi doesn't want to know, even if Girls' Generation and JESSICA herself have paid the most painful price for it.

January 15, 2003, the day "ALLIN" premiered.

Lin Xiyin pushed open the door of Zheng Xiyi's apartment, looked at the empty living room and frowned, let go of his voice and yelled, "Zheng Xiyi, where did you die?"

The bedroom door opened, Zheng Xiyi's head popped out, and he looked at Lin Xiyin, who was standing in the hallway with a confused face, "What's wrong? Sister, why are you here so late? I'm reading." ”

"When is this, are you still reading, will you die if you don't read it for a while?" Lin Xiyin rushed over without taking off his shoes and grabbed the hair on the top of Zheng Xiyi's head, "You come over to me!"

"Ahh

Lin Xiyin reached out and picked up the remote control on the sofa to turn on the TV, and began to rummage through the SBS channel, "You kid is too confused! "ALLIN" premiered today!"

Zheng Xiyi touched the top of his head and sat up, looking at Lin Xiyin like an idiot, "Sister, are you my own sister? Are you my agent? Do you know that I have acted in six TV series in the United States? Isn't it just a supporting role with only two episodes? Why are you so nervous?"

"Hey Xi!" Lin Xiyin raised the remote control in his hand and was about to smash it, Zheng Xiyi hurriedly hugged his head and lay down on the sofa again, "You have acted in a hundred TV series in the United States and in the United States, this is your first time in South Korea, of course you have to take it seriously! This is related to whether you can gain a firm foothold in South Korea in the future!"

"Sister, can you put down the remote control first and then talk to me?" Zheng Xiyi curled up on the sofa with his head in his hands and looked at Lin Xiyin through the gap between his arms, Lin Xiyin waved the remote control in his hand at him fiercely, and then put down the "murder weapon".

Zheng Xiyi quickly put down his hand and got up to grab the remote control in his hand, and turned off the TV easily, so he breathed a sigh of relief. Lin Xiyin rolled his eyes at him, walked over and sat beside him, "You used to go back to Huaxia to go to school, and your parents and I don't care." It is true that China's basic education is stronger than that of the United States, although it is not as pioneering as the United States, but you have been studying in the United States for several years, and your way of thinking is the same as a little monster, and we are not worried that you will be stuffed into a dead brain by the Huaxia set. But you don't want to go back to Hollywood and stay in Asia, and you still come to South Korea, South Korea is not the time of the Asian Tigers, the South Korean economy has not recovered since the Asian financial tsunami in '98, and even if it is slowly recovering in the past two years, it is still not as good as it used to be. If you stay in China, we can accept it, after all, there is a market of more than one billion people, I remember you said before, Huaxia's economy will maintain rapid growth at least until 2020, and the entertainment market will also grow explosively. Although you haven't made a wrong choice since you were four years old, I'm still very worried this time, and my mother should be very worried, otherwise she wouldn't have driven me over. ”

Zheng Xiyi reached out and gently hugged Lin Xiyin and patted her back, "I know, sister." I'm sorry, I've always felt that you should understand my choice and trust my choice, but I forgot that in your eyes I will always be a child, and no matter how much I have done to reassure you, you will never really be reassured. ”

Lin Xiyin hugged him, and then pushed him away hard, "Okay, don't be sensational, your tears will come as soon as you say it, do you still want to make me shed tears! If you don't say one, two, three today, I'll pack you up and ship you back to the United States!"

Zheng Xiyi rolled his eyes, playing family affection with his old sister was really acting for the blind man, "From the perspective of economic development, it is true that South Korea can't catch up with Huaxia, at least in ten to fifteen years." But there is a word in China called system problems, and that is why I chose South Korea. As I told you before, there are too many policy factors affecting China internally, and if it is simply the economic market, it is better to say that the economic market is becoming more and more unable to be controlled by policies, which is the trend of the times, and no one can stop global integration. However, the entertainment market is not only an economic issue, it is also related to culture and ideology, culture does not matter, Chinese culture is the most inclusive, and how many foreign races have been finally integrated into Chinese culture for 5,000 years. Only ideology is a dead end, and Huaxia will not let go of its control, so if I stay in Huaxia to develop, I will inevitably be tied up, sensitive roles may be blocked, and sensitive films may not be approved, such an environment is unacceptable to me. ”

Lin Xiyin nodded, and shook his head again, "Wouldn't it be good to go back to the United States, with those aunts and sisters you have in the United States, are you still afraid that you won't have a role to play? ”

"I didn't choose Japan because I didn't like this nation, and the madness hidden in the bones of this nation really made me think about it very carefully. As for speaking of Hollywood...... It's true that I don't have a role, but I definitely can't play the leading role, at most it's just a supporting role, I've already won the Oscar for Best Supporting Actor, I don't want to wait for me to look at a cabinet of trophies and find that all of them are Best Supporting Actor. Our yellow skin is the biggest original sin, white and black people can win the best actor, but yellow people can't, my best supporting actor is already the limit, or because I was only nine years old at the time, if I want to change to the current me, 99% can't get it. I don't want to only play a supporting role, I still want to taste the actor, I can't win the American actor, then I'll go home and get the Asian actor. The actor in China is a little troublesome, the population base is large, this is not good, there are too many talents, it is too difficult to grab the actor among so many top actors, it is better to pick up an actor in a place the size of a firewood stick like South Korea, and then get the actor from Japan and Huaxia as well, when the time comes, your brother and I will be the Asian actor, and by the way, the actor of several European film festivals will be piggybacked. How about it, sister, will it be special to take me out at that time?"

Lin Xiyin stretched out his hand and stroked Zheng Xiyi's face, and said to him gently: "You just dream, Zheng Xiyi!"