And like others, reading can read an epiphany, so I am more willing to read some leisure that does not require the use of the brain, not seeking self-cultivation, but hoping to be able to read some hearty paragraphs and float a little white.

But even if it is such a leisure, if you read it thoroughly, you may be touched by your heart and read a lot of empathetic sighs.

The so-called touch bypass, touching the text, is actually touching the author's state of mind when he put down the pen.

I read with the intention of looking for my old dreams, and sometimes I can glimpse the author's similar dreams between the lines, and the stirring makes the old dreams that have long been forgotten by us clear, and the author's hidden thoughts hidden between the words are also clear - sometimes it is this feeling of sympathy that binds the author and the author together.

Maybe it wasn't an epiphany, but maybe it was just an unexpected midnight dream.

Midnight dreams like a drunken midnight.

Absurd, poignant, ridiculous.

It's just some exaggerated words, how can it make this heart that has been indifferent for too long beat violently?

It's just a few pretentious sensationalisms, how can these eyes that have been dry for too long suddenly moisten?

From beginning to end, there is still a bit of innocence, a bit of fragility, and a bit of naivety in our hearts.

So when Lao Huang passed away, I would feel ridiculous.

It's not ridiculous, how could Xu Fengnian be willing to let this loyal old man go to Emperor Wu City alone to prove his sword path by death?

After the incident, he was sad and remorseful alone, and even did not hesitate to go to Emperor Wu City to try to avenge Lao Huang?

The old man is gone, what remorse, revenge, it is really something that feels ridiculous the more you do it, and what can you get back if you lose it?

The more ridiculous I felt, the more angry I felt.

It's not that the author is angry because he wrote about Lao Huang, but because he is angry with his past self.

Once upon a time, there was also an "old yellow" around us, or an elder, or a close friend, who quietly accompanied us to care for and protect us, and we were like an ignorant bear child, who only knew how to enjoy this care and protection, and never knew how to reciprocate with care.

It wasn't until one day, when he left us in an unexpected and reasonable way, that we began to panic, to be afraid, to be sad and painful, and then to hypocritically and viciously transform these panic, fear, and pain into some unwarranted hatred, just to cover up the guilt hidden in the depths of our body and mind

- In fact, we have always understood that those people around us who pay silently without asking for anything in return are actually the most easily touched group of people in the world, because they are always ignored by despicable and selfish people like us. But we still keep ignoring them until we lose them.

Lao Huang was lucky, because before he died, he fulfilled at least one of his dreams;

Xu Fengnian is also lucky, because he can at least tell himself openly that he didn't keep Lao Huang at the beginning, but let Lao Huang chase his dreams, and he can also erase the remorse in his heart in the form of revenge for Lao Huang.

But most of the "Lao Huang" in our lives are just so bland that they even leave us a little bleak, and afterwards, we can't have any high-sounding excuses to appease ourselves, let alone the object of revenge - compared to Lao Huang's death, it turns out that we are even more absurd.

Therefore, Hong Xixiang is willing to give up his self-cultivation, just to let Xu Zhihu feel bitter when he ascends to the immortal.

Bitterness, not because of the flood wash

A hard-working person is inevitably numb, while Piao Piao is a person who has not yet become numb.

Therefore, when Yin Tianqiu said the phrase "came out to sell", Piao Piao was angry, but the other prostitutes did not, and even one prostitute even grabbed the angry Piao Piao and said: "Don't be like this, we are what we are." ”

Yes, Piao Piao is unwilling, she is not willing to be a prostitute for the rest of her life, she still craves respect and love.

And too much suffering twisted her. When she finally finds a true love, she still has her trepidation.

Therefore, Yin Tianqiu said: "I will raise you." When she refused, she refused: "You better take care of yourself first." ”

But she was moved, turned around and sat on the Taxi, and finally couldn't help herself, crying like a mess.

To be honest, watching this episode is even more touching and sad, because people will always become more rational and mature as they grow up, so do you still have the courage to make a non-habitual decision for something you think is worthwhile?

Next, for the sake of this true feeling, Piao Piao, who was beaten all over her body, resolutely said: "No!" I'd rather be beaten to death than go to prostitute again. Female pick-up.

When she came to Yin Tianqiu again, she still didn't immediately say the purpose of her coming.

That sentence: "Hey, is it true that you said last time that you were going to raise me?" When she saw the juan'er beside Tianqiu, how much courage did she muster up before she opened her mouth.

In the last scene, Yin Tianqiu returned late, and in a series of scoldings, her humility and panic were also reflected.

"Where have you been, you came back so late, you can't cook your food! Why are you dressed like this, aren't you playing the leading role, telling you, whether you are the protagonist or a trickster, you will support me for the rest of your life. ”

In fact, she is frightened, afraid and abandoned, but her words seem to be intimidating, which is the characteristic of Piao Piao, Piao Piao's expression.

And she really loves Yin Tianqiu, knitted a scarf for him, sat at the door and waited for him to come home. Later, she saw the blood stains on Yin Tianqiu's neckline and thought it was a lipstick print, and said, "Red, lipstick print? ”

In fact, any woman will make a lot of trouble when she sees this situation, but Piao Piao is "Let you go this time, not next time." ”

Also because she was humble, she didn't dare to ask too much of the other party, after all, she was a prostitute. Woman.

And then added a sentence: "What are you doing, don't be convinced, hit me?" is also a fluttering expression.

She was humble and didn't want to be noticed.

There are two main lines about this play - ideals and love.

Ideal.

Yin Tianqiu's ideal is to become an actor, which is also Xingye's ideal.

The film is said to be biographical in nature. In any biography, it is often depicted that a successful person goes from obscurity to blockbuster, but this film only describes obscurity, and the ending gives people the feeling of a dog's tail continuing to mink.

But I don't think that's the film's downfall. On the contrary, it is such an ending that makes the film great.

Everyone can see the brilliance of success, but the process of struggle is known to a few people.

Life often has such an ending because of such a choice, and no one can look at the ending to make a choice.

If today's Xing Ye is not Xing Ye, but is still this Yin Tianqiu, will he persevere?

Or, did the star master back then foresee that he would stick to it today?

Let's talk about love.

The love in "Journey to the West" is indeed shocking and classic, but it is a castle in the air after all.

"The King of Comedy" tells a story that can really happen around you.

And the greatness of this love lies in its purity.

Yin Tianqiu's simplicity has built this purity, and Piao Piao's unextinguished hope for life has built this purity.

still remembers that when Yin Tianqiu finally had the opportunity to be the leading actor, Piao Piao, who was beaten all over her body, came and shouted to the car that was far away: "Hey, is it true that you said last time that you were going to support me?"

Yin Tianqiu replied: "Yes." ”

Piao Piao: "You won't lie to me, will you?"

Yin Tianqiu: "Of course not, I'm waiting for you." ”

In fact, everyone knows why Yin Tianqiu has such an opportunity?

And his "yes" will ruin his future.

But he blurted out without even thinking about it, and then went to find Sister Juan with great interest.

In fact, he never thought that between true love and career, he could only make a choice between one or the other.

If people don't have ideals, what's the difference between them and salted fish.

Yin Tianqiu only knew that he could realize his dream through his own efforts, and he only believed in this right path, and he never thought of other channels.

And Piaopiao, she followed Yin Tianqiu, did she really just hope that someone could support her?

To be honest, being a prostitute must be more comfortable than following this "dead run" life.

But what she wants is this respect and this true affection.

still remembers the sentence "Whether you are the protagonist or a trickster, you have to support me for a lifetime", Piao Piao is not a woman who loves vanity, she follows Yin Tianqiu, whether he is famous or penniless, she will follow him.

This love is pure, and this love is also precious.

The morning after Piao Piao and Yin Tianqiu spent the night, Yin Tianqiu called to ask Hong Ye what the price of the overnight stay was, and then gave all his savings to Piao Piao.

Including a watch he used to prop up the façade.

The reason why he did this stemmed from the humility of his little people.

How can a person who has problems even eating believe that he can have love.

And Piaopiao's reaction when she saw the money was: "Thanks, boss." "Turn around and leave.

What a self-defeating words! What a painful turn!

And a moment ago, sitting on the windowsill, fluttering, without grease powder, was so pure and beautiful.

The bills made her realize that she was still just a prostitute. Woman, why should you have a love?

Love, in her eyes, is so noble and unattainable.

When Li Xusheng watched "The King of Comedy", it was "Meteor". When "Garden" was on the air, the strange thing is that after watching that play, in addition to thinking that the boys were good-looking, I didn't feel the theme of this play - love.

They are too wealthy, love is a matter for them to consider after dinner, and they are too socially statused, they have the right to speak of nobility, and of course they have the right to have noble love.

And what about Liu Piaopiao and Yin Tianqiu, in terms of their living conditions and social status, can they still believe in love, is it even more moving?

Think about it, a person who owns a mountain of gold is willing to share his mountain of gold with you, and you are more moved than a person who only has only one steamed bun left but is willing to give you half of it. At least for me it's the latter.

So in fairy tales, I have always disliked "Cinderella", but I only love "The Little Match Girl", and I often wonder why the prince would marry Cinderella instead of helping the little match girl.

Very happy, Yin Tianqiu still mustered up the courage and shouted: "I'll raise you?"

And Piao Piao also shouted loudly: "Is it true that you said last time that you were going to raise me?"

They finally broke through themselves, did not give up hope, did not give up the pursuit of love.

No matter how cruel the reality is.

This love is really great.

There is also a scene in the play where I laughed the first time, and when I watched it the second time and the third time, I cried.

Yin Tianqiu and Du Juaner auditioned. He burst into tears, snot running into her mouth, as if decades of repressed unhappiness had been released and exploded in an instant, and I believe that at that time, he was not acting, but talking about himself.

He said: Juan'er, I have suffered too many setbacks in my life, and I am so tired. If I lose you, I really can't support it anymore.

This passage is actually Yin Tianqiu talking about himself and Piaopiao.

After Piao Piao rejected him, there was no camera or line to explain what Yin Tianqiu felt in his heart, but he gave the most appropriate explanation when Yin Tianqiu and Du Juan were auditioning.

He was out of action at that moment, so we were all moved.

There are two key words about this play - humble and great.

", I'm a puddle of. Life is cheaper than ants, you sit in a Mercedes-Benz, I dig my nose, and I know that death is no longer moving. ”

When I heard this song, I was really sad, especially the sentence "I know that death is hard to move", there are so many people in the world, how many are successful and great?

People's lives are so short, and some people are just a puddle of until they die.

There is a TV series called "Difficult Brothers", and I feel that Li Qi and Xie Yuan in it are a bit like Xing Ye and Liang Chao in life.

Of course, Xing Ye is not as unlucky as Li Qi.

In our case, "Difficult Brothers" only ran for 20 episodes, and it is said that later, Li Qi, who was notorious and had a ruined future, became a taxi driver.

still remembers Li's Situ Bat, just because his father can't write outstanding extraction words, he only called Situ Bat, and his life is the same, he has always been "pulling", but he has never been "extracted", and he has not spelled success until he died.

Their lives are so humble. Yin Tianqiu is exactly like this.

But he is great, his persistence and persistence in ideals, and his persistence and cherishing of love have made him great.

Greatness is not different because of the cause you are engaged in, Sun Zhong, Shan is great, Yin Tianqiu is as great, everyone who adheres to their ideals and struggles unremittingly is great, and every "gentleman loves money, and takes it in the right way", and people who adhere to the right path to achieve their ideals are equally great.