Chapter 197 Repeatedly
The sky is clear.
Qiu Han and Zi Yuyan were finally free, or they were happy. After stumbling through for many years, I finally left. When the sun shines on the earth, this moment breaks free from the fetters of the clouds......
On the way back, the two remained silent. They hid their heartbreaks, walking in the sunshine as the sky was already clear outside the car window......
The dull atmosphere in the car was completely broken by the music on the radio. The song "Many Years Later" repeatedly repeats the melody that makes people feel nostalgic for the past and full of hope for the future, which makes two seemingly strong people burst into tears.
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If we go through many years,
Do you still love me?
Will it still snuggle in my arms,
Call me husband?
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However, everything is a foregone conclusion. Zi Yuyan silently shed tears and was silent, she didn't wipe it, her eyes soaked in tears kept looking at Qiu Han, there was resentment, there was blame, and there was a meaning that Qiu Han couldn't read......
Qiu Han didn't look at her sideways, and pulled down the cap on his head, covering the corners of his eyes. made Zi Yuyan unable to see her eyes, which were already full of tears. He stared ahead, and drove the car intently in the direction of home......
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After a few minutes, the music stopped and the car fell silent. But this brief silence was once again broken by a thunderclap outside the car.
This year's spring thunder in Jiangcheng came earlier than usual. The weather was also changeable, and after a roar, it rained again, and it was even more violent than in the morning, and all of them were about to burst the embankment.
Zi Yuyan subconsciously leaned towards Qiu Han's side, she had always been afraid of the sound of thunder.
With this simple action, Qiu Han's original seemingly strong collapsed in an instant. He quickly parked the car on the side of the road, holding the steering wheel with both hands, feeling powerless, regret and sadness filled his whole heart, he didn't know why he was so chic and free, turning around with a light smile. What a ridiculous joke, perhaps?
The weather was unusual, and Qiu Han and Zi Yuyan were even more unusual! They thought they would be happy if they were really separated, but was happiness? Where did happiness come from? This was only the beginning of a more painful one, and this pain could accompany them for a year, two years, or a whole lifetime......
I cried for a while.
Zi Yuyan suddenly said, "Drive, let's go home!"
A simple sentence is worth a thousand words.
Qiu Han drove all the way home. It was still a messy home, but now it is exactly the same as when the two of them lived together before. Things were placed in an orderly manner, and it seemed that after Qiu Han left angrily, Zi Yuyan packed it up again.
Things are placed in an orderly manner, this is the first time the two have returned here together after the awkwardness, and the home has a temperature in an instant. Let's hope this temperature will make the cold winter pass sooner!
But two people who don't understand each other, can they put together a home? Can they really do not care about that piece of paper?
They shed too many tears this day, and their tears have become too common this year. If tears don't lie, then what about their tears? There are so many happy people in the world? Why can't you count the two of them?
If you want to have more, you have to listen more with your heart, and ......
The underfloor heating in the room is always on, and the temperature is like the climate in spring. Qiu Han looked at this warm spring-like home, stared at Zi Yuyan and said, "Isn't it hard to clean up?"
Zi Yuyan suddenly smiled, this smile Qiu Han was like a world away, he hadn't seen it for too long, too long, he couldn't help but stand on the spot.
"It's been nine years since you said this!
After Zi Yuyan said this, she went into the room. Qiu Han was left alone in the living room.
After a while, the sound of splashing water from the shower came from the room.
Qiu Han approached the TV and picked up the photo on the TV stand, which was still a photo of him when he was twenty-one or twelve years old, with a youthful smile on his face, full of handsomeness. Zi Yuyan in the photo is also eighteen or nineteen years old, young and beautiful, she is sitting on Qiu Han's lap, holding Qiu Han's neck with both hands, and her beautiful face is full of happiness......
But today's Ziyuyan is much thinner than she was then. Qiu Han was busy with business and family construction, but she never noticed it, until she saw her in the photo frame at this moment, and found that the person who had been with her had been ruthlessly ignored for too long......
"Qiu Han, help me take off my pajamas!" Zi Yuyan's voice came from the bathroom.
Qiu Han woke up from his memories and walked towards the room.
There was a set of purple pajamas on the bed, Qiu Han picked up the pajamas and walked to the bathroom and stood outside the door. After two light taps, a gap was opened in the door, Zi Yuyan stretched out her jade hand to take it, and the door was closed again.
Qiu Han looked at the closed door, remembering Zi Yuyan's habit of forgetting to take pajamas in the bath before, and couldn't help but smile. When he felt that Zi Yuyan was about to come out, he turned around and left, but he didn't expect that after walking a few steps, Zi Yuyan hugged him from behind.
Warmth struck, a burst of warmth flowed through the whole body, Qiu Han didn't turn around, this is the hug he is most familiar with, but this hug has been like three autumns so far?
The two of them did not speak at first, and were silent for a long time. When Qiu Han turned around and looked at the pretty woman in front of him after bathing, the sexy figure and familiar femininity strongly stimulated his instinct, and he kissed it......
A deep kiss completely ignited the emotions of the two of them for a long time, Qiu Han bent down and picked up Zi Yuyan, approached the bed, and gently put her down, and then couldn't help but sweep the wind and clouds and leave a picture that is inappropriate for children......
The clouds will be blown away by the wind, and the wind will rest on the pillow.
Zi Yuyan snuggled in Qiu Han's arms, her pretty face turned sideways, the flush on her face had not completely faded, Qiu Han hugged Zi Yuyan and asked, "Do we want to tell our parents about this?"
Zi Yuyan shook her head and said, "Needless to say, Zi Zixing is about to get married." ”
Qiu Han nodded and stopped talking about divorce, the two of them lay on the bed, chatting about the past, chatting about all the good, as if they were deliberately avoiding sad topics that should not be involved, and did not fall asleep until they were tired......
At night, when Qiu Han woke up, Zi Yuyan was still asleep. Looking at the sleeping Zi Yuyan, it seems that they have come back before, and their former love has also returned?
But everything seems to have been arranged, looking at Zi Yuyan's stretched brows, Qiu Han kissed her forehead lightly, quietly got up and went to the kitchen, at the end of this day, presumably Zi Yuyan should be hungry......
In ten minutes, a bowl of clear soup noodles was brought into the room, and Zi Yuyan just woke up at this moment. Looking at the steaming bowl in Qiu Han's hand, Zi Yuyan was a little moved, and she asked, "When did you get up, and what did you cook and eat?"
Qiu Han smiled and replied: "After a while, there is nothing left at home, except eggs and noodles!"
Zi Yuyan reached out and took the bowl and said, "Thank you!" and then put it on the bedside table next to the bed.
"Aren't you hungry, why don't you eat?" asked Qiu Han.
"Hey, you like to eat noodles yourself, so there will always be noodles at home, I don't eat noodles, you cook noodles every time?
Zi Yuyan turned her face away after speaking.
Qiu Han looked at the still steaming noodles thoughtfully. At this time, the information prompt of Ziyuyan's mobile phone sounded.
"Help me get my phone over. Zi Yuyan said.
Qiu Han took the mobile phone, the screen of the mobile phone was still on, but he inadvertently saw Liu Sang's sending: You are too hasty, say you don't understand, is it possible that Qiu Han doesn't understand either? What does this piece of paper mean to a woman? It means abandonment! In addition, Ni Song is not hospitalized with me.
What a stinging word! There is a story in the sensitivity? Qiu Han hesitated, but still handed over the phone.
Zi Yuyan took the phone, and the screen was dark. She pressed down and turned on her phone, and after reading it, she didn't speak. She looked at the noodles on the bedside table again, then at Qiu Han, got up and began to put on her clothes.
This seems to be a normal behavior, but Qiu Han suddenly feels bad. This Liu Sang and Zi Yuyan have been together for too long, her own marriage has broken down, and now with Dai Zicheng, it seems that she has forgotten the past!
After a long time, Qiu Han opened his mouth and asked, "Are you going out? Where are you going to Liusang? Go back to the rental hut? Someone is waiting for you?"
Zi Yuyan stopped the coat that she was about to put on her body, looked at Qiu Han and said, "Go back to the hut, but don't talk nonsense, no one is waiting for me, Liu Sang has something to do with me, and the company is about to start preparing for operation." ”
Looking at Zi Yuyan, who was talking nonsense with her eyes open, Qiu Han's heart tingled.
"Can't you stay at home for a good night?" Qiu Han asked.
Zi Yuyan's originally flushed cheeks instantly turned pale, and her tone was full of grievances: "Home, is this home, you ruined our home!"
Again and again, again and again, Qiu Han was bored, and he could still make a statement? He asked: "Does it matter if you say that you don't leave home for divorce? What are we?"
Zi Yuyan replied with a cold look in her eyes: "I take back what I said, we are already divorced." We are like this, maybe I can't help it, tonight is a farewell to us for so many years, right?"
After Zi Yuyan finished speaking, she walked in the direction of the door, Qiu Han didn't understand what was going on at all, and followed.
Why is it okay one moment, and the next moment it's back to before? He roared angrily at the lie: "Zi Yuyan, how did you become like this now? Is it because Liu Sang and that man? Or is it because you've been outside for too long and forgot what this place means? What do you really want?"
Zi Yuyan, who was about to step out of the gate, suddenly turned her head, looked at Qiu Han and shouted: "What are you talking nonsense? What does this have to do with Liu Sang? What man? I have never betrayed you! You don't want to find other people's problems every time there is a problem, okay? You and I are divorced, that piece of paper means that you have abandoned me......"
"I saw the message!" Qiu Han said.
"So what?" replied Zi Yuyan.
-for-tat, there was no need to continue to communicate, Zi Yuyan opened the door after speaking, went out mercilessly, and closed the door smoothly.
Qiu Han sat in the living room, thinking about Liu Sang's message just now, although the words that made her eyes hurt had her truth, but the last name stabbed Qiu Han's heart even harder.
After smoking a few cigarettes silently, Qiu Han picked up the coat on the chair, turned off the power, and went out of the house.
At this moment, the light is gone, leaving behind an inexhaustible darkness......
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Great Wall Garden.
Liu Sang was sitting next to a depressed man, she couldn't see the injuries on this man's body, and it was only from his account that she knew what had happened in the past two days.
"This autumn cold is too ruthless, it actually hurt you so much that you coughed when you spoke, and you can't see the obvious injury, this person is too hypocritical, right?"