The rain kept falling, and Qiu Han drove home alone, and it was already past nine o'clock in the evening.

didn't eat food, didn't take a bath, just turned on the computer, and began to draft the divorce agreement according to the agreement when he and Zi Yuyan were separated.

Then use QQ to make countless modifications on both sides. before an agreement was reached. There were no quarrels in the process, let alone entanglements.

Zi Yuyan only needs a house, which is a single-family courtyard near the lake, and Qiu Han paid her some fees.

As for the children! Originally, Zi Yuyan wanted fruit. But Qiu Han rejected her proposal, a divorced woman with children, it is not easy to live in a metropolis full of cruel competition in Jiangcheng, where else to pursue her so-called love?

For example, Qiu Han asked for full custody, and at the same time rejected Zi Yuyan's proposal to Zhongyu Group. After the company has gone through the ghost gate, there must be no more trouble. What's more, Zi Yuyan never asks about the company's affairs, which can't be touched.

It's the best decision for the kids, for the staff. He needs to give employees a guarantee, a guarantee for their children's lives, and an explanation for their parents.

After all, he is the only pillar of this big mouth, and he can't collapse. Although he has to face Zi Yuyan saying that he is selfish, it doesn't matter, if he is selfish, he will be selfish!

In the end, Zi Yuyan chose to compromise......

and agreed that the time would be 9:30 a.m. the next day, and Jiangcheng would wait for her on a certain avenue.

At this moment, the rain outside the window stopped.

This rain is for the autumn cold, Ziyuyan came. I don't know if it's a sign of regret or a new life?

This rain took away all the temperature, leaving only cold and unforgiving.

At home, Qiu Han turned off the computer, sat on the sofa, looked at all the objects about Ziyuyan in the house, and smoked all the time.

Zi Yuyan in the rental house put down her mobile phone and sat at the head of the bed, at this moment, she completely let go of her pride in front of Qiu Han, and couldn't cry, maybe this has not been the result she wanted?

Love is as intoxicating as wine and as deadly as poison!

The next day, Qiu Han got up and went to where his parents were......

As soon as she entered the door, the mother looked at her son and asked, "Have you stayed up late?"

I smiled reluctantly and said it was okay! Then I entered the room, looked at the child who was still sleeping, and felt a pang of cramping in my heart, the child was about to lose its mother, and I would accompany them in the rest of their lives.

This is an incompetent husband, an incompetent wife who brings disaster to the children, what are they doing wrong?

Looking at the little faces that were flushed with puffs, Qiu Han hesitated again. How important the integrity of the home will be to the child!But when he thought of Zi Yuyan's resolute expression, Qiu Han once again disarmed and surrendered.

They all say that they are used to her, so let's get used to her for the last time! Even if it is a wrong decision.

Gambling will bring you a decision that will be regretted too late!

After looking at the child quietly for a while, Qiu Han turned around and walked out of the room, found his mother and asked, "Mom, where is the marriage certificate?"

"What do you want to do with this, and you're arguing again?" asked Mom.

"No noise!" I replied.

"What do you want to do if you didn't quarrel?" asked Mom.

"There's no quarrel anymore, and it's not fun to be together, give it to me, Mom!" I said weakly.

Mom stared into my eyes for a long time, and I knew that her heart was full of pain.

She said calmly, "Has Xiaoyan never come home?"

I nodded silently, and I didn't go back once, there was a man, and I didn't want to ruin her good in my mother's mind.

"You didn't go to her?" asked the mother, impatiently.

"I found it, but I didn't go back!" I replied.

"You should sit down and have a good talk! I know you have a deep relationship, but you don't want to neglect your children for your own pleasure, do you?" asked my mother, looking me in the eye.

"I'm alone. I said calmly.

A touch of helpless sadness flashed in the mother's eyes. She still said to me earnestly: "I don't know what happened to you, when it's good, it's better than anyone else, and when you quarrel, it's like an enemy, and now you don't go home, and you don't care about your children." You're too busy, and you can't let it go, so you don't know what she wants.

"You have been married for so many years, I helped you raise the children, I always thought that you two would be happy, who knew that you would still have to come to this day, and you won't even live a life. We didn't teach you well, it's also our responsibility, as for Xiaoyan, she will also be a mother-in-law in the future, mom, I can't stop her, you can ask your dad about this!"

After the mother finished speaking, she went into the room and went to Zhang Luo's child.

I smoked a cigarette alone, thinking to myself, Qiu Han, Qiu Han, what do you want?

At this time, my father came back from throwing out the garbage, saw me smoking a house full of cigarettes, and said angrily, "Smoke less, what about the children?" ”

I got up and went outside, because I didn't know what to say to my father. He has always been a person who stands and dies and buries himself in his words, and he has a good face in his life, but now it's okay, his best son in the village back then is going to divorce?

Just as I didn't know how to answer and walked out with my head down, my father stopped me: "Hanzi, you came so early, is there something wrong?"

I stood there and nodded slowly.

From beginning to end, I told my father what he knew and what he didn't know over the years......

My father, who has been quitting smoking for a long time, suddenly asked me for a cigarette, and I helped him light it, and he took two puffs and coughed violently. After coughing, he said, "Did the two of you decide this? Do her parents know?"

I nodded, then shook my head.

The father spoke again: "Love is a matter of the two of you, but marriage is a matter of two families, you have to ask Xiaoyan and let her inform her parents, of course you are all adults, and we have interfered in this matter for many years." Since she started to shout divorce at the beginning of the small quarrel, I have also helped you collect this book for so many years, since you insist, I will give you things, but you have to think about it, think about these children......"

After that, my father dropped the cigarette butt and got up and walked towards the room, his steps becoming heavier.

After a while, my mother came out with two red notebooks in her hands, which were the second time that the marriage certificate had been replaced.

I clearly remember that Zi Yuyan clamored for a divorce, many times, I never agreed, and I don't know if it was that time, she angrily tore off her original documents.

This was originally reissued in my hometown when the relationship between the two suddenly warmed up.

Looking at this book, which I hadn't seen in years, I reached out and took it.

I didn't dare to look my father's eyes, so I lowered my head and walked outside.

At this time, Zi Yuyan's message came, which said that she had arrived at the place we had agreed.

As I drove the car, I thought about my parents' words over and over again along the way.

It is only a few minutes' drive to the agreed location. When I arrived, Ziyuyan was already standing there.

I parked the car and didn't say hello to each other. Zi Yuyan got into the car, and she chose to sit in the passenger seat this time.

I don't know why she chose this way, so she just cared about driving and followed the direction of navigation to the Civil Affairs Bureau.

She didn't speak all the way, as if waiting for me to speak first.

I didn't speak, and the two of them just stood stubborn, watching the navigation get closer and closer......

Most of the rainy days in Jiangcheng were prolonged, and the rain that had just stopped for a short time began to fall again. The rain outside the window slapped against the windshield, shattering and sliding down.

The rain was heavy. I parked the car on the side of the road, and the crunch of the twin flashing lights was extremely clear in the car, just like listening to the "ticking" of the clock at night, to take away the sadness of the night.

What is the difference between this rainy day and this dark night?

I shook the glass down a few centimeters, lit a cigarette, took a puff and said, "Did you really think about it?"

When I said this, I was even fantasizing that Zi Yuyan would say that it was not yet, or even shake her head.

She nodded, and a crisp "um" popped out of her mouth.

I smoked again and didn't speak. Strangely, she didn't get as tired of reminding her not to smoke in front of her.

When I finished my cigarette, I turned off the hazard lights and let the car roll on the road again. I drove very slowly, and only I knew how important the rest of the journey was to me.

She had been silent, and I knew that the only good thing she had left in her heart was withering and withering, or maybe she was waiting for me to turn back?

I tentatively asked, "Did you inform your father and mother?"

Zi Yuyan turned her face to me and said, "Qiu Han, this is a matter for the two of us, I can decide for myself, why should I notify them?

It was this sentence that my heart had gone to the grave, with fantasies about her.

I didn't speak anymore, but Zi Yuyan suddenly asked me, "What is your parents' opinion?"

I didn't speak, took out the marriage certificate that I had placed on the car door, and handed it over.

Unexpectedly, Zi Yuyan immediately became domineering, and she said a little hideously: "Everything is given to you, isn't it just agree?"

I suddenly felt a great humiliation, why do you want to divorce N times in your mouth, is that talking about looking for excitement? Or should my parents have kept these things in order, no matter how you make trouble, they can only watch each other hurt, we hurt each other, is it their mistake to give a certificate?

"Do you know what they say?" I retorted.

"What do you say?Is it important?Isn't it for you?Isn't this just attitude?" Zi Yuyan scolded angrily.

I was directly stopped by her.

After a while. I said, "This is our stuff and should be kept by ourselves, and they have been holding it in their hands for so many years, just because they are afraid that we will make mistakes on impulse." Give it to me today, let me deal with it calmly. I want to ask you, if it weren't for my parents, would this marriage have been divorced early?"

I didn't get angry, I just said calmly.

Zi Yuyan calmed down instantly, she looked at me and said, "That's right! Yes, I should have left a long time ago, just ahead of schedule!"

I felt a blockage in my chest, but I was annoyed, as if I had said that! I kicked the accelerator and drove the car as fast as I could, a few kilometers away, and arrived in an instant.

Parking the car in the parking lot outside the lobby of the Civil Affairs Bureau, we went upstairs one after the other.

……

There are really a lot of people in the divorce hall in the hall, about the same age as us, and I look at these people who entered the marriage hall sweetly at the beginning, and now they are all grinning.

There are for houses, cars, companies. There are also for real estate, business, and money, but few people take the initiative to fight for children, especially girls.

There was even a couple who quarreled over 10,000 yuan in an agreed divorce, and I thought at the time, if I could not divorce for 10,000 yuan, I would rather be the one who couldn't afford 10,000 yuan forever.

But what about us? Is it about money, is it about houses, cars......

What's wrong with this society? It's sick, it's bloated and impetuous, it's infected with lonely and frivolous people.

Most of the divorce is divorced by agreement, this divorce is as simple as ten minutes, as long as both parties agree, write the agreement, seal and sign, and then take a photo, it will completely end a marriage and declare the failure of the marriage.

By the way, they still call the number......

There are still many people in front of me and Zi Yuyan, and the civil servants of this government unit leave work at 12 o'clock on time. Looking at the number of people in line in front of us, our business can only be after lunch.

Holding the number strip printed in black letters, I looked at Zi Yuyan and said, "This marriage, we failed, let's have a meal together at noon, let's break up!"

Zi Yuyan ignored me, walked out of the hall, and walked to a shop that made breakfast, followed by me.

Looking at her back, I suddenly felt sad. I walked over, grabbed her, and walked towards a nearby restaurant.

It's still early, and the restaurant already has business, so I think it's probably the same as us, right?

I asked for a private room, arranged for Zi Yuyan to sit down, and ordered her favorite sautéed shredded potatoes and a few dishes. Then we were very harmonious, smiling and chatting......

We don't remember the past, it's a beautiful memory and a painful memory!

We talked about the illusory tomorrow and the future, the children who will grow up in the future, her future, and my future......

Humans are the most hypocritical animals in the world, because they have thoughts and are good at disguise.

I didn't touch the dishes on the table, looking at the steaming dishes, I just drank water, smoked a cigarette, and looked at Zi Yuyan.

After a few cigarettes, Zi Yuyan turned around and asked, "Qiu Han, do you love me?"

I looked at her, my eyes filled with tears in an instant, and I said, "Love!"

She asked, "Do you know how to love me?"

I didn't dare to answer, so I could only look at her with tears in my eyes.

She smiled at first, reluctantly, and then burst into a heart-rending cry......

At this moment, she collapsed, and I was completely crushed, and the two of us hugged each other in this private room, crying bitterly, and the tears couldn't stop for some reason, like the rain outside, the cry of heaven......

Feelings are the knife inserted in our hearts, this knife connects me and her, it is too deep, we can't pull it out, and we can't move, it hurts!

After a long time, we stopped crying, looked at each other and smiled.

I asked, "Is it really a separation?"

He replied, "Leave!"

I asked, "Why?"

She replied again: "Some people teach each other to grow up after all, not to mention that we don't leave home after divorce!"

I couldn't understand and accept it, what kind of logic was this? Is it the popular thinking in today's society?

I said, "If you leave, you will never remarry!" but the momentum is weak to the bone.

Zi Yuyan was indifferent, just looked at me and smiled.

At this moment, I wonder why she is laughing?

Before we had eaten any food, she took my arm and we walked towards the civil hall again.

The first one to work in the afternoon.

When the clerk stood in front of us, I shrank behind Zi Yuyan with some timidity.

When we were called to sign, Zi Yuyan did not hesitate at all, and directly picked up the pen and signed her name.

I stupidly looked at her back as she walked forward, and my heart was completely dead.

I was tempted to back down, but in a fit of rage, I went up and wrote my name.

Looking at the name on the agreement, my eyes tightened with pain. But everything is already doomed and cannot be changed......

Holding the divorce certificate, which was still red, I had mixed feelings, and Zi Yuyan was also silent......

I don't know what she's thinking? She doesn't ask me what I think.

Out of the hall, the rain stopped, I looked up at the sky, there was a golden sun hanging in the sky, shining brightly, this light seemed to imply that in addition to this, you will be happy with each other?