Chapter 531: Low self-esteem

"It's been a few days since you came to the capital, and I've taken you all the things you should play and watch all the things you should see, but I haven't had the opportunity to have a good chat with you, I've seen so many scenery and met so many people, what do you think in your heart?"

Liu Haohao's attitude is as kind as usual, in fact, she is not without disappointment in her heart, she has tried her best to teach her three younger siblings for a while, but as soon as they come to the capital, they show timidity, either cowering, or like Grandma Liu into the Grand View Garden, frizzy and irritable, not calm at all, sensitive She read surprise and disappointment from the eyes of everyone, those eyes seem to say, they are Liu Haohao's younger siblings?

Liu Xuexue and the three of them are also excellent among their peers in the countryside, but after all, they have seen too little of the world, and as soon as they arrived in the big city, they lost their self-confidence and spirituality in their eyes, and there was no way to be as humble or arrogant as she expected, which was the inferiority complex in their hearts.

She also understands that this is not something that can be reversed overnight, if she is not from a few decades later, if she does not grow up in a family environment like in her previous life, she may not be much better than them, but she still hopes that they will become better, and it is inevitable that parents will have such a mentality.

"I was still talking about it just now, the capital is really good, and I will work hard to be admitted to the university in the capital every day and upwards in the future. Liu Xuexue looked at a pair of younger siblings gently.

"The third sister snatched my fountain pen!" Liu Xiang held up his newly acquired fountain pen with affection, "She said that this head is made of gold, is it true?"

"You all think the capital is very good, don't you? The buildings here are taller than the provincial capital, there are big factories, there are a lot of bicycles, there are a lot of things sold in the department stores, and even the bookstores are bigger than ours...... "Liu Hao nodded busily every time he said a word.

"Living in the capital, it's not easy, during my time in the capital, I always think about the southern province and our hometown, so people often say that the golden nest and the silver nest are not as good as their own thatched nest. ”

"What's so good about our family?" The three children were very surprised, and anyone with a discerning eye knew that even if it was a provincial city, it was much worse than the capital, "If you can really live in a golden nest and a silver nest, who wants to live in a thatched nest?"

"Although the thatched nest is poor, but we are hatched from the thatched nest, others think that the thatched nest is not good, we ourselves can not feel the same, do not want to live in the thatched nest, so we try to transform our own thatched nest into a golden nest and silver nest. ”

"The eldest sister is right, although the capital is good, it is not our home," Liu Xuexue nodded, "I walk on the road, I always feel that those people in the capital are looking at me, which makes me feel uncomfortable, they must look at us as countrymen and look down on us, or better at home, at least we can walk with our heads held high." ”

"Have you ever thought that it is precisely because you are always walking with your head down in the capital that people will look at you? People always look at you when they see you, and they think that there is money on the ground, so they look at you a few more times......," Liu Hao said half-jokingly.

Liu Tiantian and Liu Xiangxiang laughed, and Liu Xuexue blushed with laughter.

"We haven't done anything embarrassing, let alone done anything wrong, why do we always have to keep our heads down? Raise our heads generously, we are no worse than anyone else! Usually we are just a little calmer, but in the past few days, I have shrunk my hands and feet, and I used to be very lively A child, now I don't even dare to raise my head when there are outsiders, every day, just the opposite of the two of you, shouting, what are you doing. We come from the countryside of Southern Province, and the capital is indeed better than our hometown, but no one will laugh at us because we are from Southern Province, and no one will look at us more because we are rustic in our clothes. ”

Since he said it, Liu Haohao unceremoniously counted down in a row.

"Okay, you all straighten your backs, even if you can't overcome the inferiority complex in your heart for a while, you have to talk and walk with your head held high. Liu paused well, "In the next few days, let's go to Uncle Zhuang's house, they have two little uncles and aunts who are about the same age as you, Aunt Su means that you are about the same age, you can make friends, and in the future, we will all be relatives, so we can move around with each other." ”

Liu Xuexue felt his scalp tingle when he heard it, "Sister, I want to go home first, I'm about to go to the double robbery, and I also need help in the production team." ”

"I'll go back and help too. Liu Xiangxiang hurriedly agreed, although the capital is good, but he is really afraid of getting along with the people in the capital, especially their fluent Beijing films bring him a great sense of oppression, often they talk for a long time, but he is confused and can't understand, although he reacts slowly, his mind is very sensitive, even if Liu Haohao doesn't say it today, he can also detect that although those people didn't say anything on their faces, but the eyes showed a sigh, as if to say that Liu Haohao's younger brother turned out to be a fool.

Liu Tiantian is the only one of the three children who is reluctant, what she is most afraid of is doing farm work, what is the big deal if she is laughed at a few times, and being able to go back to help with the double robbery is the most important thing.

"Aunt Su has already sent a message to let us live there, but the two of you want to go back, aren't you obviously not giving her face? The eldest sister is going to marry into the Zhuang family in the future, if you leave, it will hurt the eldest sister to offend her future mother-in-law, why don't you think about the eldest sister?" Liu Tiantian didn't want to go home, so he didn't hesitate to pull up Liu Hao as the banner.

"You don't have to be afraid that I will offend people, the most important thing is what you think. You will soon go to the provincial capital to study at university, and you will be a teacher in the future, you are so afraid of communicating with people, how can you be a good teacher? I'm not going to blame you for anything, I know you've done your best, and in fact you've done a great job, and if there's anything missing, it's because I haven't taught you well......"

"Eldest sister, it has nothing to do with you, it's because we don't fight ourselves, and we are far worse than you. Liu Xuexue whispered, when Liu Hao arrived in the capital, no one taught her to mention her, she can still mix here and be valued, but she doesn't even dare to raise her head and talk to people, this can't blame anyone, only blame them for not being angry.