It's Chen Qingyu.

She held Xiao Good Morning in her arms and stood on the edge of the rooftop, motionless.

The wind, blowing her long hair, lifted her long skirt.

After the child was born, her weight dropped rapidly, and she returned to the appearance of Duan Yichen after his death in a car accident, skinny and skinny.

She just stood there, motionless, as if she would be blown away by the wind at any moment.

Xu Xiangyang's heart mentioned the voice.

"Xiaoyu," he said in a trembling voice, "what are you doing?"

Hearing the voice, Chen Qingyu slowly turned her head, her eyes were hollow, and her face was full of pain.

"Brother Xu. She said softly, "You're back." Just in time to say goodbye to you. ”

"Xiaoyu!" Xu Xiangyang's face turned white, "Come here, let's talk slowly, okay?"

Chen Qingyu shook his head: "Brother Xu, thank you for taking care of you all the time." Just before you came back, I saw Ah Chen again. He said he missed me and my son a lot. I want to take An An to meet him. ”

"Do you want to see him? Okay, I'll take you there. But Xiaoyu, you come down first, okay?" Xu Xiangyang approached her quietly.

Chen Qingyu smiled sadly at him, turned around, and just as she was about to make a move, Xu Xiangyang rushed over with an arrow and dragged her and the child down.

The nanny immediately took the child in her arms and stood far away.

————

Downstairs.

Duan Yichen passed by in a wheelchair.

A group of people gathered around, looking up, people's faces were full of nervous and worried looks, and some looked like they were watching a good show, and even took out their mobile phones to take pictures.

"Ah Ying, what happened?" Duan Yichen asked.

Qin Luoying stepped forward to inquire and soon came back to report.

"There is a pregnant woman whose husband has died, who is said to have postpartum depression, is holding her baby and is about to jump off a building. ”

Duan Yichen's face was expressionless, and he let out a faint "um".

As long as he is willing to look up, perhaps, he can see Chen Qingyu holding a child on the roof of the fourth floor.

But he didn't, but turned his wheelchair and left.

There were cheers behind him, and it was the woman who was about to jump off the building that was rescued.

————

Garret.

"Why don't you let me die?" you let me go!" Chen Qingyu roared, "Without him, life is better than death, it's better to let me die!"

Xu Xiangyang hugged her tightly: "Xiaoyu, I don't allow you to do this!"

"Without him, what is the point of my life?" Chen Qingyu burst into tears.

Xu Xiangyang closed his eyes: "Xiaoyu, listen to me, I don't think he is dead, he must be alive somewhere in the world." What if you seek death now, what if he comes back one day and can't find you?"

"You lied to me. He's dead!"

"Xiaoyu, believe me! he must still be alive. Xu Xiangyang said bitterly.

He would never lie to her, but now, in order to stop her from seeking death, he had lied to her.

"Xiaoyu, you must live, raise An An well, he will come back!"

"Really?" Chen Qingyu looked into his eyes, "You didn't lie to me?"

"I don't lie to you!"

"Okay, let's go back. ”

Back in the apartment, after Chen Qingyu ate something, he lay on the bed and fell asleep.

When she woke up, she fell into a state of severe depression.

On this day, the nanny was busy cooking, and Xiao Chenan was sleeping alone in the crib.

As soon as Xu Xiangyang came back, he found that Chen Qingyu was holding the quilt and covering Xiao Chen'an's face.

He was taken aback, and hurriedly pulled Chen Qingyu away: "Xiaoyu, what are you doing?"

Chen Qingyu smiled weirdly: "I miss Ah Chen, I want to take An An to see him, I'll kill him first, and then I'll kill myself!"

Xu Xiangyang was so shocked that he hurriedly tore off the quilt, and when he saw Xiao Chenan's face was bruised, his legs were weak and he almost collapsed to the ground.

Little Good Morning was finally rescued.

After Chen Qingyu was sent to the hospital, she was diagnosed with postpartum-induced mental abnormalities, and she was sent to a psychiatric hospital.

After taking antipsychotics, she became conscious.

Recalling all the things she had done to Xiao Chen'an when she was sick, she trembled all over.

She almost killed her own son!

With only two months left before the end of the exchange program, Chen Qingyu did not return to school, but stayed in the hospital to concentrate on treatment.

Fortunately, there is Xu Xiangyang, he found someone to pretend to be Chen Qingyu and sign in to school every day, so she became pregnant and gave birth to a child, then killed her son and entered a mental hospital, and was tightly covered and no one found out.

After being hospitalized for two months, Chen Qingyu never had the courage to see Xiao Chen'an, and relied on the photos passed by Xu Xiangyang every day to relieve his thoughts.

She didn't dare to see Xiao Chen'an, because she was worried that she would get sick one day, and she would poison Xiao Chen'an again.

Before being discharged from the hospital, she knelt down towards Xu Xiangyang and shed tears: "Brother Xu, I look like this now, I can't raise An An in person, I beg Brother Xu to help me find a good family and send An An to foster care." ”

She has come to terms with the fact that she is mentally abnormal.

If An An continues to follow her, she is afraid that it will not be conducive to her growth, and she will even be seriously injured.

Xu Xiangyang was silent.

After a long time, he said: "Xiaoyu, actually, I don't mind being An An's father. You know, my parents love kids......"

His parents have been retired for a few years, and they are very bored on weekdays, always urging him to get married quickly and give them a grandchild.

Chen Qingyu looked at him in surprise: "Brother Xu, I'm ...... I've always thought of you as an older brother. If you think An An is your son, you ...... with your girlfriend."

"We've broken up. Xu Xiangyang smiled faintly and interrupted her.

"But ......"

"Xiaoyu, An An's growth can't be without his father. Don't you trust us?"

"Brother Xu, I really thank you and your uncle and aunt for taking care of you all the time, but I really can't drag you down. I owe you so much. Chen Qingyu said seriously.

"Xiaoyu, you don't owe us anything. I like An An very much. In my heart, he is my son. Xu Xiangyang looked into her eyes, "If you reject me, you don't trust me......"

He said a lot, Chen Qingyu never knew that Brother Xu's eloquence was so good, and in the end, she felt a burst of guilt in her heart, as if she didn't hand over An An to their Xu family, she would owe them a lot.

In the end, Chen Qingyu had to agree to Xu Xiangyang.

Brother Xu is a good person, and Uncle Xu and Aunt Xu are also good people, and handing over An An to them makes her feel more at ease than handing it over to anyone.

Xu Xiangyang also realized this, and he did this because he didn't want her to live in fear all day long.

He is just helping her, and no one can predict what kind of accidents he will encounter in the future. I just want to be good to her every minute and every second now, and make her happy, happy, happy.

Even if it is impossible to get her love in his life, he is willing to pay for her.

In this way, Xu Xiangyang became the father of the child and named Xu Chen'an.

He took Xiao Chen'an back to Yangcheng and handed it over to his parents.

Unexpectedly, parents love their children very much when they see them, where do they care that the child is an abandoned baby so much?

They treat Xiao Chen'an like their own grandson, pampering, but not doting. In the next few years, Xiao Chen'an grew up happily and healthily under their care.

For up to a year after returning to China, Chen Qingyu secretly took antipsychotic drugs every day, but fortunately, no one found out.

Every time she remembered that she had done something to her own son, she felt chills all over her body. She doesn't deserve to be a mother.

The psychological burden is getting heavier and heavier, she is more and more afraid to face Xiao Chenan, and she is less and less courageous to let Xiao Chenan call herself "Mommy".

Such a heavy burden has been with her for several springs, summers, autumns and winters.

I never thought that Xiao Chen'an would say to herself that she had the smell of mommy on her body.

Perhaps, this is the blood relationship......

————

After Chen Qingyu was taken away from Gu Yunfan by Duan Yichen, she was dragged back to the house in the Yayuan villa area and threw her into the bathtub again.

He suspected that she was having an affair with another man, no, she slept with another man, so his words and actions hurt her deeply.

At this moment, Chen Qingyu was lying in the water, his expression numb and his eyes empty.

The man who used to be gentle as water to her is now becoming more and more cruel to her.

She thought that if he was as gentle as ever with her, perhaps, she would be desperate to tell him about Xiao Chen'an.

***

Duan Yichen couldn't wait for Chen Qingyu to come out of the bathroom in the bedroom for a long time.

It's been an hour.

He pushed open the bathroom door, and when he saw Chen Qingyu lying in the bathtub with his eyes closed and his face pale, his face changed abruptly.

"Rain. ”

He hurriedly scooped her up, and when he touched her hot skin, his heart sank, and he hurriedly pulled the bath towel to wrap her tightly and carried her out of the bathroom.

She soaked in the bathtub for too long, the water was getting colder, and her physical fitness was poor, so she fell ill and developed a high fever.

He took her to the hospital.

Maybe it was burned, Chen Qingyu, who was in a coma, kept calling "Ah Chen" and "Ah Chen", listening to Duan Yichen's ears, his heart was both comforting and bitter.

When he heard "An An" and "Brother Xu", his heart instantly turned cold.

Yu'er, how many people live in your heart?

Brother Xu, he knew that it was Xu Xiangyang.

So, what about An An? Which man is it?

He sneered, which man did she love so much that she lived? Otherwise, how could she call people in her sleep, and she kept calling "An'an"!

What an affectionate call!

A strong sense of reluctance came up, and he threw her away from the door, throwing her in the hospital and to the doctors and nurses.

Mr. Duan was very angry!

He didn't know that he was having dry vinegar with his own son!

Although she was very angry with her, she still couldn't rest assured after all.

He went out for a circle, and when he returned to the ward, he had already carried an insulated box in his hand, which contained the white porridge he had made himself.

————

Not long after Duan Yichen left, Chen Qingyu woke up quickly.

To be exact, she woke up with a painful stimulus.

Due to the high fever, the dehydration was somewhat severe, and the doctor prescribed an infusion to Chen Qingyu.

At this moment, a nurse is burying her head in a needle.

After three stitches in a row, Chen Qingyu opened his eyes.

When the nurse saw her wake up, she didn't speak, switched her other hand and continued to stick the needle.

Chen Qingyu asked, "Miss Nurse, do you have a grudge against me?"

As she spoke, she let out a cry of pain, and the nurse pushed the needle into the muscles, not the veins.

The nurse was wearing a mask and hat, and she couldn't see her face clearly, she couldn't see her expression, but from her eyes, she saw a glint of hatred.

Chen Qingyu sat up from the bed with difficulty, looked at the needle hole on the back of his hand, and sighed helplessly: "Miss nurse, please tell me, did I provoke any of your wishful husbands?"

The nurse stood up straight and said angrily, "I warn you, stay away from Brother Yunfan!"

Chen Qingyu was stunned, Yun Fan?

She couldn't laugh or cry.

Sure enough, there are always strange women around such men.

She had only been in contact with Gu Yunfan for a while, and she was actually approached by someone.

"Miss, I think you're mistaken. I have nothing to do with him. She said helplessly.

"Nothing?" the nurse gritted her teeth, "A woman like you, who was divorced by the Luo family, and abandoned by her adoptive father and mother, is helpless, who knows if you want to find a strong backer." I warn you, Brother Yun Fan is not something you can touch!"

"You're not a nurse here!" Chen Qingyu said affirmatively, "Miss, are you too boring?"

"If you have any wrong thoughts about Brother Yun Fan, let me tell you, I will let you walk around without eating!"

It happened that Duan Yichen went and returned.

He glanced at the girl, then at Chen Qingyu's white face, and asked in a deep voice, "What happened?"

When the girl came into contact with the man's sharp eyes, her body trembled, she turned her head and glanced at Chen Qingyu fiercely, and strode out.

"Ah Chen, don't let her go. Chen Qingyu said.

By this time, the girl had already walked out of the door of the ward.

Listening to Chen Qingyu's words, Duan Yichen threw out the long whip, rolled her back in the girl's horror, and sent her to Chen Qingyu, the long whip like a snake had tied her to death.

"What do you want to do?" the girl didn't mean to be afraid at all, "If Brother Yun Fan knew what you did to me, he would definitely not be able to spare you!"

Chen Qingyu glanced at her expressionlessly, then raised his hands and said numbly: "How many stitches you have pricked in my hand, I will return a lot of stitches." ”

Duan Yichen looked at the back of her hand that was oozing with traces of blood, only to feel very distressed, anger surged up, he restrained the girl's body, pressed her in front of Chen Qingyu, picked up the needle, handed it to her, and said softly: "Yu'er, do it." Don't be afraid, I'm here!"

"You dare!" the girl was finally scared, "Brother Yunfan won't let you go!"

Duan Yichen tore off her mask, no matter how beautiful that little face was, he picked up a dirty rag next to her and stuffed it into her mouth, looking at Chen Qingyu's eyes, both distressed and gentle.

"Rain, let's get started. He said softly.

He squeezed the girl's hand.

Chen Qingyu glanced at him, picked up the needle, and stabbed it on the back of the girl's white and tender hand.

The girl trembled and struggled violently, but she couldn't move, and the man beside her was amazingly strong, and her body was tied up firmly, she was like a piece of meat lying on a cutting board, cut by others, but she had no ability to fight back.

, she has as many needles as she has pricked.

The two work together seamlessly!

The girl struggled in pain, her big eyes filled with tears.

Finally enough was pierced, and Duan Yichen let go of his hand.

"Get out!" he said coldly, "If you don't get out, do you want to get a few more stitches?"

He withdrew his whip.

"You wait!" the girl threw away the dirty rag and ran away with tears in her eyes.

***

Chen Qingyu couldn't help but laugh when she saw the girl's back running away.

Turning his head to look at the man beside him, he smiled and said, "Ah Chen, you are too powerful." Have you ever seen the way she looks at you, like she's seen a ghost?"

Duan Yichen smiled slightly: "Of course, who do you think your man is?"

Chen Qingyu said: "Of course, my family Ah Chen is the most powerful. ”

Duan Yichen took her hand, looked at the red dots on the back of her hand, and asked distressedly, "Does it hurt?"

Chen Qingyu nodded: "It hurts." ”

"I wish I could chop off her hand!"

Chen Qingyu nodded and said, "Okay, if there is a next time, I will definitely chop off her hand!"

Duan Yichen hugged her: "Yu'er, I'm sorry, if I come back early, I will never let this kind of thing happen." ”

"Ah Chen, don't blame yourself. She's here for me, and even if it weren't for now, she'd be looking for an opportunity to come. ”

"Why did she do this to you?"

Chen Qingyu said depressedly: "Have you forgotten? It's not Gu Yunfan's man." ”

Duan Yichen asked, "How did you provoke him?"

"He rescued me from the police station, and I was just grateful to him for complying with his request to share lunch. But who knows, then you appeared. ”

"How did you get to the police?"

"I fought with someone and scratched someone's face, I guess I was disfigured, and it was Gu Yunfan who settled it for me. I also wonder why he helped me now. We don't know each other. Thinking of Gu Yunfan, Chen Qingyu was very puzzled.

"Yu'er, why are you fighting with people?" Duan Yichen continued to ask.

"It's not that she's talking nonsense, calling me a slut......" Chen Qingyu said sullenly, but she suddenly stopped talking and couldn't say any more.

I just felt like I was back in love four years ago.

The two worked together to bully a girl and make people cry, she actually forgot what had happened in recent months, but was immersed in the past, so her expression and words were just like when she faced his beloved four years ago.

Duan Yichen also seemed to have come to his senses.

He stared at Chen Qingyu, as if he wanted to see something from her flustered eyes.

Chen Qingyu's heart was pounding, and the nervousness and uneasiness were evident on her face.

It's so dangerous, she almost told An An about it just now!

If he knew that An An was his biological son, he didn't know how he would react, in case he seized custody of An An, then He Biling would become An An's stepmother, with He Biling's temperament, I don't know how to fix An An!

As soon as he thought of An An's future, Chen Qingyu felt extremely frightened.

Therefore, she decided to hide all the news about An An from Duan Yichen.

***

"Why didn't you say it?" Duan Yichen asked.

Chen Qingyu lowered his head and smiled bitterly: "What else do I have to say? My reputation has been gone since the moment the video appeared at the wedding banquet." Am I just a slut in other people's minds? Don't you think so? Otherwise, you wouldn't have insulted me like that, or I wouldn't have gone to the hospital with a high fever. ”

She said weakly.

"Who is An An?" Duan Yichen suddenly asked.

Chen Qingyu was shocked, what did he know, how did he learn about An An?

She secretly took a deep breath, stared at Duan Yichen and asked, "What do you think?"

Duan Yichen sneered and asked fiercely, "Which man is it?"

Who the hell is it? Actually in this damn woman's dream.

What important position does that An An occupy in her heart?

Chen Qingyu was taken aback.

"Mr. Duan, are you managing too much?"

"You are now my adopted lover, and you actually call other men's names in your dreams!" Mr. Duan's vinegar bubbles flew all over the sky at the thought of her delicately calling other men's names.

Chen Qingyu smiled bitterly: "Duan Yichen, what you are supporting is my body, not my heart! I can't control who it pulls in!"

Duan Yichen clenched his big fists and held back his anger: "Damn, who is that An An?"

Who is the "Brother Xu" in her mouth, he knows, as for the one called "An An", it seems to have a strong attraction, attracting him heavily, he should be damned, he especially wants to know, who is it?

Chen Qingyu looked at his appearance and smiled: "Nonsense, of course it's my lover." ”

Well, little lover!

"Otherwise, you think it's my son?

After saying this, her whole body trembled and stiffened, and when it was over, she accidentally blurted out.

She struggled to suppress her nervousness.

Fortunately, Duan Yichen, who was in a rage, didn't notice it.

"About this An An, Chen Qingyu, I warn you, I will only give you one chance, next time, if I hear your name calling his name in your dreams again, or let me find out that you have any contact with him, I will definitely cut you adulterers and adulteresses!"

Listening to his threatening words, Chen Qingyu was not afraid at all, but stared at the man, the corners of his mouth slightly curved, as if he was smiling.

Hahaha, this possessive man actually eats his own son's vinegar!

That's a big joke!

She suddenly wanted to see how this man would react when he found out that An An was her son.

"Mr. Duan, I think I and you are adulterers and adulteresses, right?" she laughed, "If your wife knew that you had taken care of me, she would still not know how to scold us as adulterers and adulteresses!"

"Shut up!" Duan Yichen roared.

"Weak heart?" Chen Qingyu smiled, "Scared? If that's the case, you will let me go." ”

"Let you go, so that you can fly with your An An?" asked Duan sourly.

Somehow, Xu Xiangyang couldn't pose a threat in his heart. It's a subconscious feeling that's at work.

"That's right!" Chen Qingyu said with a smile, obviously very tired, but he still had to squeeze out a smile that was more ugly than crying.

"Chen Qingyu, let me tell you, you will die of this heart. You are my person in life, and my ghost in death!" Duan Yichen said hatefully, seeing the pain in her eyes, her heart suddenly softened inexplicably.

He hugged her and said softly, "Yu'er, let's put aside all our hatred and hatred for the time being, and be together, okay?"