Of course, Chen Qingyu didn't know that her sister said such ugly words in front of her parents.

And Chen's father and Chen's mother actually believed in Chen Xiaoman's hypothetical problem and rejected Chen Qingyu's request to go abroad as an exchange student.

Chen Qingyu was anxious, if he couldn't get out, in a few months, if his belly would get bigger, it would be impossible not to be discovered, and when the time came, the child would definitely not be able to keep it.

Ah Chen is no longer there, Aunt Duan is nowhere to be found, she must give birth to the child!

She knelt down in front of Chen's father and Chen's mother: "Parents, please let me go out, let me go out for a walk." I promise I won't cause anything more. When I return, I will listen to you for everything. ”

Staying in Yangcheng, every place he goes, he will always recall the bits and pieces of Duan Yichen, and this kind of memory, after the sweetness, is endless pain.

Time, perhaps, can wear away a trace of pain, perhaps, can make pain a habit, get used to its company, become, the cruel spice of life, stimulate the courage to live.

No matter how Chen Qingyu begged, Chen's father and Chen's mother just didn't agree.

Chen Qingyu gritted his teeth: "Dad, Mom, if you don't let me out, I don't guarantee that one day when I can't bear it, I will commit suicide." ”

Father Chen was furious: "You are the opposite! You dare to threaten us!"

If she really did this, there would be such a rumor circulating in the entire Yangcheng at that time: The eldest lady of the Chen family committed suicide because of love!

That is a scandal that can be compared to unmarried pregnancy! Because, once it spreads, the paparazzi will definitely dig into the roots, and at that time, everything will be dug up! Including unmarried pregnancy and forced abortion!

If something like that really happened, the Chen family would really have no face to live in Yangcheng again.

Mother Chen said: "Qingyu, are you trying to anger us?"

Chen Qingyu said with tears in her eyes: "Mom, Dad, I don't mean to threaten. I love Ah Chen, and his death hit me hard. I couldn't find a reason to live. In Yangcheng, there are many memories of us, and often when I touch the scene, I feel painful. I went out, not never to come back. Instead, I went out to study as an exchange student. I promise that I will not do anything that will disgrace the Chen family again......"

In the end, Chen's father and Chen's mother reluctantly agreed.

What they are worried about is that her suicide will have a negative impact on the Chen family.

Chen Qingyu burst into tears and smiled and thanked his parents.

Chen Xiaoman said sourly: "Sister, let me stop what you say, don't find a man who loves you to death, and finally let us wipe your ass for you." It's okay for you to have a boyfriend, but don't make black friends, even if you have black friends, you must remember that you must wear a condom, don't think about being happy for a while, and don't even do it. If I get pregnant, I have to beat it, I don't want to become a little aunt. ”

Father scolded: "What nonsense are you talking about!"

Chen Xiaoman said dissatisfiedly: "What I said is also something that may happen, okay! What are I going to do?"

----

Chen Qingyu excitedly went back to the bedroom to pack his luggage.

She didn't bring much with her, and she quickly packed it up.

Thinking of the child in the womb, and then thinking of the parents who broke their hearts for themselves, I feel very guilty.

She thought that after the child was born and made arrangements, she would return to her parents, and from now on, she would listen to them in everything and be filial to them.

But she never thought that she was not the daughter of the Chen family, and Chen's father and mother would choose to abandon her when her scandal was exposed and she was withdrawn from the Luo family......

Texting Xu Xiangyang to tell him that his parents had agreed, Xu Xiangyang breathed a sigh of relief, and repeatedly comforted her that she didn't have to panic about the future, everything was with him.

Xu Xiangyang had already applied for the opportunity to study in a hospital in country M for half a year.

In this way, Chen Qingyu, accompanied by Xu Xiangyang, flew to country M.

After Xu Xiangyang told her to apply for an exchange student for her, Chen Qingyu began to make up for English, and when she arrived in country M, her communication with people gradually became proficient from the initial jerky.

In order to take care of her, Xu Xiangyang rented a two-bedroom house and invited Chen Qingyu to live with him.

At first, Chen Qingyu was a little uneasy.

Xu Xiangyang raised his hand and scratched her nose: "Fool, what do you want?"

Chen Qingyu asked uneasily: "Brother Xu, are you ...... Is it because of me that I went to country M to study?"

Xu Xiangyang said: "Naturally not. You said that you want to give birth to a child, and it just so happens that I am also going abroad to study, so I brought you here by the way. Or do you think I'm just for you?"

Chen Qingyu was embarrassed: "I thought it was ......"

"You think I like you?" Xu Xiangyang interrupted her with a smile, "Fool, of course I like you." But it's my brother's liking for my sister, you know? I've always thought of you as a sister. Besides, you are the life-saving benefactor of our Xu family, the benefactor is in trouble, as the manly husband of the Xu family, he naturally has to solve problems for the benefactor!"

Chen Qingyu put his mind at ease: "That's good." If you like me between men and women, it's too scary. ”

Hearing this, the sadness in Xu Xiangyang's eyes flashed by.

Xiaoyu, you have Duan Yichen in your heart, so naturally you can't feel my feelings for you. In fact, how can I be as simple as my brother to my sister?

Xiaoyu, in fact, it was because of you that I went abroad to study at my own expense!

Fool, I've always loved you!

Xu Xiangyang's heart was filled with a sour feeling.

However, his feelings for Chen Qingyu have reached a realm that ordinary people cannot reach.

To love someone is not to possess her, but to fulfill her happiness!

Fulfill her and Duan Yichen, and fulfill the crystallization of their love.

He, seeing her happy, so, is good.

***

In the days since, Xu Xiangyang is like a brother, caring for and taking care of Chen Qingyu meticulously, as long as he doesn't go to work, he will always cook for her and make soup, people who don't know think that they are the most ordinary couple.

If it weren't for love, who would be willing to give for another person without asking for anything in return?

Once when she went out, an old lady said to Chen Qingyu with a smile: "Child, your boyfriend is so good to you, cherish it." ”

Hearing this, Chen Qingyu was obviously stunned.

And Xu Xiangyang's face changed abruptly.

He understood that as long as Chen Qingyu knew his feelings for her, he would definitely refuse his kindness to her, and even move out of the apartment he rented.

He had to make up a lie.

"Xiaoyu, don't have any pressure in your heart. I've always thought of you as a sister. It is only natural for an older brother to take care of his younger sister. I'll tell you the truth, I've got a girlfriend. ”

Later, in order to fulfill this lie, and also afraid that she would leave him, he really found a "girlfriend", a nurse who studied in the hospital where he was located, and came from the same land as them, but the little nurse was from another city. In order to get rid of the terrible entanglement of a certain doctor, the little nurse found him, and the two hit it off, and occasionally acted in front of Chen Qingyu.

Chen Qingyu put her mind at ease, what she was most afraid of was that Brother Xu had different feelings for her. Because, if that were the case, she was destined to fail him.

Fortunately, he really only treats her as a sister.

Since then, Chen Qingyu has eliminated all distractions and no longer doubts that Xu Xiangyang has a love for him and men.

She was ashamed of her crankiness.

***

The days passed.

Until the fetus is six months old, Chen Qingyu's pregnant belly is still not obvious, but the fetus is very healthy at every prenatal checkup.

The weather was getting colder and colder, and she was wrapped in a padded jacket and shuttled around the campus, and no one could tell that she was a pregnant woman.

Another day of prenatal check-ups.

Chen Qingyu was fully armed, accompanied by Xu Xiangyang, and appeared in the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital.

The results of the examination came back and everything was normal.

When Xu Xiangyang went to pay the fee, Chen Qingyu sat alone on a bench in the hall.

The crowd suddenly surged.

She saw a man in a wheelchair appear in the public eye from a distance, and was soon surrounded by a group of women.

"So handsome!"

"Celebrities?"

"Look at the appearance and skin color, is it Asian, Z, H, or RB?"

"It's a pity, it's a cripple. ”

……

Those people were talking in English, and in the midst of the commotion, Chen Qingyu heard those gossiping women say.

Later, she faintly heard a man's voice sound, speaking in Chinese.

"Young Master!"

Looking up, the people surrounding the man in the wheelchair had been dispersed by a man in a black suit.

They got into the elevator.

From beginning to end, Chen Qingyu didn't see the appearance of the two men, they kept their backs to her.

She thought, they and she are both from country Z, right?

Later, she completely forgot about this scene.

didn't know that the disabled man in the wheelchair was Ah Chen, who she missed.

On this day, Duan Yichen had just woken up from a long coma.

On this day, the child in Chen Qingyu's belly was thirty-seven weeks short of a week, and clinically, it was not yet full-term.

Sometimes, that's how fate plays tricks.

If on that day, Duan Yichen turned his head and glanced behind him, or the fates of him and Chen Qingyu would definitely be different.

It's just that in this world, there are no ifs!

The two of them were missed by fate in this way.

***

When he left the hospital, Chen Qingyu suddenly felt irritable.

She didn't know where this irritability came from.

Xu Xiangyang helped her walk slowly on the side of the road.

A car slowly passed by.

Chen Qingyu unintentionally looked up and saw a man sitting in the back seat of the car, and her heartbeat suddenly soared.

"Ah Chen!" she shouted.

Although the man only showed half of his face, in Chen Qingyu's opinion, he looked like Duan Yichen.

"Ah Chen!"

Forgetting that she was pregnant, she ran after the car and ran.

Xu Xiangyang was taken aback.

"Light rain, stop!" he cried out, "watch out for the boys!"

A car suddenly drove in front of him, blocking his view.

When the car drove past, he saw Chen Qingyu sitting on the ground.

Heart, mentioned at the glottos.

"Light rain!"

Xu Xiangyang ran over.

I saw Chen Qingyu burst into tears: "Brother Xu, I saw him again!"

"Xiaoyu!" Xu Xiangyang choked and hugged her.

Since Duan Yichen's death, Chen Qingyu's spirit has often been in a trance, and recently, she has often hallucinated, often seeing a tall and tall young man with a similar back as Duan Yichen.

Every time a hallucination appeared, she would always run towards that "Duan Yichen", throw herself directly into someone's arms, hug the strange man and cry loudly, saying sad words in her mouth.

Perhaps her crying was too sad, and the men who were inexplicably hugged by her faintly heard something from her words, and instead of blaming her, they comforted her.

In this world, no matter where you are, there are good people and bad people.

Some men were hugged by her, and they had evil thoughts in their hearts, and even coaxed her to the hotel, wanting to do wrong. It was Xu Xiangyang, who came in time, who rescued her, otherwise, the consequences would be unimaginable.

Since then, Xu Xiangyang has never allowed her to go out alone.

I took her to school every day and watched her enter the school gate before leaving.

He told him a thousand times that after school, he must wait for him to come and pick her up, and never go back to the apartment alone.

Her hallucinations, which came without warning, were the most dangerous.

Chen Qingyu was also afraid of accidents, and would wait for Xu Xiangyang obediently at school every time, if he was too late, she would have dinner at school, and then read books in the school library, waiting for Xu Xiangyang's arrival.

Fortunately, nothing has happened since I was tricked into going to the hotel.

It's just that Xu Xiangyang's heart hurts more and more every time.

Chen Qingyu hallucinated, and even once, in a rental apartment, she suddenly ran over and hugged him and called him "Ah Chen".

His heart throbbed terribly.

It's not because Chen Qingyu doesn't have him in his heart, but because he feels her pain, and he has no way to replace her.

If he could, he also hoped that she would treat him as Duan Yichen, be the shadow of that man for the rest of his life, and be by her side for the rest of his life, he didn't care......

But from the very beginning, in front of her, he played the role of an older brother and could no longer be reversed.

Because of the hallucinations, he accompanied her to see a specialist, and the doctor only said that the mental symptoms that appeared only after the influence of pregnancy and excessive thinking about a person, this symptom may only appear occasionally, or the fetus will disappear after birth, so there is no need to pay too much attention to it.

Pregnant women can't take medicine!

***

This time, Xu Xiangyang's hallucination of only Chen Qingyu appeared again.

didn't know that in the car that Chen Qingyu was chasing, it was indeed Duan Yichen who was sitting!

And Duan Yichen didn't know that Chen Qingyu also came to country M.

Two people, like two parallel lines on the same plane, never collide together.

***

The body of the girl in her arms suddenly trembled slightly.

Xu Xiangyang hurriedly let go of his hands and looked down to see that Chen Qingyu's face had lost its blood color at some point.

One of her hands was pressed on her lower abdomen, and her lips trembled: "Brother Xu, it hurts, my stomach hurts...... Kid ......"

Xu Xiangyang was shocked, and immediately hugged her: "Xiaoyu, don't be afraid, it'll be fine!"

He walked quickly in the direction of the hospital, his face tense.

Xiaoyu, you must hold on!

Blood stained the clothes of the two men red.

Xu Xiangyang carried Chen Qingyu into the rescue room.

"Adults and children must protect me!" he said in a deep voice and exited the emergency room.

The doctor came out of it and asked, "Who are you a maternity?"

"I'm her brother, what's wrong with her?, what about the child?" Xu Xiangyang asked anxiously.

The doctor said: "The adult is bleeding excessively, there is a possibility of shock, and he has been transfused." But the child, there is no way to continue to protect the fetus, so I can only take it out!"

"Okay!" Xu Xiangyang nodded, "Doctor, please be sure to keep their mother and son safe!"

"Do your best!" the doctor said lightly and entered the emergency room.

An hour passes, two hours passes......

Every second that passes, for Xu Xiangyang, it is extremely tormenting.

As if a century had passed, the door to the rescue room finally opened again.

The doctor said: "The child has been removed, and it is a man, but the situation is not very optimistic. It can only be placed in an incubator. ”

"What about her?" Xu Xiangyang asked anxiously.

The doctor sighed: "During the rescue process, there were respiratory and cardiac arrests, but they have been rescued. It is still being observed. ”

"Doctor, I want to go in and see her. Xu Xiangyang's voice trembled.

The doctor glanced at the red-eyed man and nodded in agreement.

————

Believe it or not, there is indeed telepathy in this world.

No matter where the person you care about is, as long as something happens to the other person, the other person can sense it.

When Chen Qingyu had respiratory and cardiac arrest, Duan Yichen, who was somewhere, suddenly felt a throbbing pain in his heart, and a large mouthful of blood suddenly spurted out of his mouth, and the person fainted.

Before fainting, he cried out, "Rain!"

Qin Luoying stepped forward to check, his breathing became weaker and weaker, and his heartbeat could no longer be detected.

His face changed drastically, and he hurriedly gave him heart compressions, while asking people to call the hospital for emergency services.

When the ambulance arrived, Duan Yichen's heartbeat had recovered, but it was beating extremely weakly and without any regularity.

The doctors and nurses rescued him and pulled him back to the hospital.

He was taken to the emergency room.

At the same time, in the rescue room next door, the doctor was nervously rescuing Chen Qingyu.

At the end of the rescue, the vital signs were stable, and the two of them were transferred out of the rescue room at the same time and entered the observation room.

The distance between the two beds is only three meters away, but the unconscious person does not know that the other party is by his side.

————

Xu Xiangyang put on an isolation gown, an isolation hat and a mask and stood in the observation room.

Looking at the pale face of the sleeping man, two tears suddenly slipped from the corners of his eyes.

Next to the bed, Qin Luoying, who was also wearing an isolation coat and hat, was guarding Duan Yichen. He didn't speak, and no one could see the handsome face under the mask, how nervous he looked.

Obviously, I was in good health for a check-up not long ago, why did I suddenly vomit blood after I went back.

Fortunately, the amount of bleeding is not much, otherwise, with the rare blood type of the young master, I am afraid that it will be difficult to find a blood source of the same blood type.

————

Xu Xiangyang wiped away the tears that fell unconsciously, and said in his heart: "Xiaoyu, you must be well." ”

He left the observation room and headed for the neonatal unit.

In the neonatal intensive care unit, through the glass, he saw the little baby lying in the incubator, wrinkled, with an oxygen tube in his nose, diapers, a bulging belly, and breathing very fast.

He only felt that his nose was sour, and he muttered: "Child, you are Xiaoyu's hope, so you must be good, you must be good." ”

————

After Chen Qingyu's condition stabilized, he was sent back to the ward.

A day later, she woke up in a coma and learned that the baby had been removed from her womb and taken to the intensive care unit.

Xu Xiangyang comforted her: "Xiaoyu, there is nothing wrong with the child." It's just that when he came out, he didn't breathe very well, and he was born prematurely and had to be put in an incubator. ”

Chen Qingyu cried into tears: "Brother Xu, it's my fault, if I hadn't hallucinated, I wouldn't have chased that car, and I let myself fall." ”

Xu Xiangyang hugged her: "Xiaoyu, don't blame yourself, okay? ”

Hearing this, Chen Qingyu immediately stopped crying.

"Brother Xu, I want to go and see the child. ”

"Well, okay, I'll go talk to the doctor. ”

In the insulated room, family members were not allowed to enter, so Chen Qingyu had to lie on the window pane and look at the little baby with tears.

He is so small, wrinkled, like a little old man, I don't know if he will grow into Duan Yichen when he grows up......

The child arrived earlier than expected, which Xu Xiangyang and Chen Qingyu did not expect.

I thought that Chen Qingyu's condition would gradually improve, but I didn't know that when she was twenty or four years after giving birth, she had postpartum hemorrhage, and her life was in danger, and she was once again sent to the emergency room for rescue.

After tossing for more than a week, it was finally safe.

And the child was also taken out of the insulation room.

Due to the special situation, the child could not even drink a mouthful of breast milk, and could only drink milk.

Chen Qingyu was very distressed.

Compared with more than a week ago, the child has gained a lot of weight, and his body is not as wrinkled as before, and his facial features are very similar to Duan Yichen, especially the nose and eyebrows, which are exactly the same.

She hugged the child tightly, and secretly made up her mind that from now on, she would live strongly.

"Xiaoyu, the child's name hasn't been chosen yet, look at it, what kind of name should you give the child?" asked Xu Xiangyang.

Before the child was born, Chen Qingyu thought of many, many names, but after experiencing this life and death, she abandoned all the names she once liked.

"I want to call him good morning. ”

Morning, the sound of the same Chen, An, means peace and security.

She hopes that her children will grow up healthy, safe and happy.

————

thought that when the child was safe, the smile on Chen Qingyu's face would increase.

However, somehow, not only did she not smile, but the sadness on her little face became more and more obvious, and she shed tears from time to time.

She often watched Xiao Chen'an distracted, and sometimes she would keep staring at him for more than an hour, not moving, even if Xiao Chen'an cried, made trouble, and urinated, she was indifferent.

Xu Xiangyang only thought of Duan Yichen when she saw the child, so she couldn't help but comfort her a few more words, but Chen Qingyu still didn't have a smile on her face.

On this day, when Xu Xiangyang came back from work, the nanny said to him: "Sir, my wife is very depressed, and I look a bit like postpartum depression." ”

Xu Xiangyang was stunned for a moment and hurriedly entered the bedroom.

It's just that there is no Chen Qingyu on the bed, and there is no little good morning on the crib.

Where did it go?

He hurried out of the bedroom and asked about the babysitter.

The nanny said, "Isn't my wife in the room?"

Xu Xiangyang seemed to have thought of something, and hurriedly rushed into the bedroom, looking out of the window, but saw many people standing below, their heads raised high, as if looking at something.

Xu Xiangyang was shocked, and a strong uneasiness immediately surged up.

He ran out and went up to the rooftop, and at a glance he saw a woman standing on the edge of the rooftop, holding a baby in her arms......