Chapter 195 Our portrayal

The second floor of the tea house.

Qiu Han chatted with Liu Si, and they became unrestrained between them. After all, being willing to have someone willing to help you when you are in trouble is something that should be remembered.

After a few cups of tea, the second floor ushered in two beautiful beauties with some charm, and they greeted Qiu Han very warmly as soon as they came up.

"Uncle, why are you here?" Qiu Han, the beautiful woman who spoke, still couldn't tell which one was Ru Chu and which one was Ru Ran!

Twins are not terrible, what is terrible is that the twin sisters are the same, and they are all the same in appearance and dress, which makes it difficult to distinguish.

"I'll come over to see the fourth brother, and by the way, thank you for your help!" Qiu Han said.

"Ahh

"What are you talking about?Ru Ran?" Liu Si glared at him.

But his "angry" eyes didn't work at all. Ru Ran, who spoke, was not afraid of her elder at all. She still said quickly: "Fourth brother, why are you staring at me? Am I wrong? Uncle, are you right?"

After speaking, she looked at Qiu Han with wide eyes.

Qiu Han smiled, only feeling that the current children were in chaos. Shaking his head, he said, "I didn't say you said the wrong thing, but I really came empty-handed." ”

After a pause, Qiu Han said again: "How can you thank you?"

Qiu Han's words made Ru Ran's beautiful eyes slip in an instant, and she didn't know why she was a little dazed in her heart, and she didn't know how to answer.

She gently pulled Ru Chu next to her, and whispered a few words in her ear, only to see Ru Chu nodding silently.

"Okay, you can buy us two ice creams, plus a big meal, and thank you!"

As soon as he finished speaking, Liu Si, who was still full of curiosity, widened his eyes again, he felt that this generation gap and treatment completely refreshed his worldview?

Qiu Han was also very surprised, originally thought that these two tricky girls would give themselves a debut problem, but they didn't expect it to be so simple?

"It's as simple as that?" Qiu Han asked, full of doubts.

"Or how complicated do you think?" said Ru Chu with a chuckle.

So everyone laughed and made an appointment to eat together. After chatting with each other for a while, and drinking some tea, Qiu Han got up to say goodbye.

In the tea room, Qiu Han learned from Ru Ran's mouth that after they disbanded the barbaric Mei'er, the originally fierce Colorful Society also quietly faded out of everyone's sight.

Qiu Han felt that there were too many things in life that came and went quietly, and passed in a hurry.

Looking at the time, it was already past four o'clock in the afternoon.

Qiu Han went to the bus station. After looking back and forth for a long time, he got on the bus to the forest park, where is the place where he and Zi Yuyan have a common beauty, and where there are their unforgettable memories......

The bus stopped and stopped along the way, and after about 40 minutes, the bus stopped at the stop sign of the forest park.

Qiu Han was the last to get out of the car, looking at the forest park in front of him, although there were many changes, but there was a sense of familiarity in his heart.

……

I'm back, I'm in the square!

Look up.

The archway at the gate took off the old paint coat from many years ago and replaced it with a new stone outfit. The plaque in the middle of the door is particularly dazzling with several large characters in block letters. The square seems to have only been renovated for a short time, with a wide marble pavement on both sides surrounding a huge green belt in the middle, planted with winter greenery and flowers, and all kinds of bizarre trees of different shapes, which look like they have been carefully cared for, and countless steps in the distance extend to the mountains behind......

I didn't step up the steps, I walked down the square with my head down.

The path next to the gate is no longer the cement pavement it used to be, and it is poured with black asphalt. The stop bar at the entrance looks like a stout tree lying in the center.

It's still the same as more than ten years ago, I scattered a cigarette and said to the doorman to go to so-and-so's house for dinner, and the doorman looked at this point in time and nodded politely and let him go.

Along this once familiar road, Qiu Han walked all the way to the cottage in his memory......

The bustling pedestrians on the road are walking towards the outside of the park, and their laughter and laughter interpret today's happiness. Occasionally, a vehicle passed by, and the speeding wheels took away their joy......

Walking inside, a few unknown birds will fly by from time to time, and their "chirping" sounds interpret the joy of returning home.

It was getting dark, and I kept going, walking towards the hut of the first night, and the further back I went, the heavier my steps felt.

Many years ago, my promise has become an empty sentence at this time, I once promised to take care of you Ziyuyan for the rest of my life, but now? Now you and I have each other's stories in our hearts, I can't read what you want!

We are not here to remember happiness, but to negotiate for the future?

Walking...... The street lights are on, and they are still dozens of meters away, which looks dim and quiet.

Walking...... The familiar hut not far away gradually became clear, and the hut was still the same as before.

After so many years, some of the old walls have begun to fall off, the glass of a wooden window is already broken, only the old green tiles on the roof interpreting the traces of time, are still bearing the rain, snow, wind and frost of nature, and the sun of the four seasons.

On the side of the road opposite the hut, on a stone about knee-high, Zi Yuyan was sitting there, and she seemed to be quiet.

She didn't look around, her eyes were always looking towards the window of the hut, and because of the bad light, I couldn't see her face, and I could only feel that she was thinking back at the moment, and her side face was facing the direction I had come.

I walked over and put my hand gently on her shoulder, she didn't look up, didn't refuse, just said softly, "You're here!"

I didn't say anything, just stood quietly beside her. She didn't ask me anything more, and I didn't say anything more.

At this moment, time seems to return to those countless nights many years ago, and I don't know how many such nights, we are just like now, just quietly accompanied, and our hearts are full of happiness and serenity.

The eyes of the night are for reminiscence.

She sits, I stand. I don't know how long it took for the silence to fall, but there was a light rain in the sky.

"Let's go, let's just be here before!" Zi Yuyan said.

"Why don't you go down and have a look?" I asked.

"No, let's go up this road a bit!"

I nodded and stayed by Zi Yuyan's side. I didn't take her hand, I had some scruples, and her unwarm words made it impossible for me to read her mind.

"Qiu Han, do you remember everything that happened here?" Zi Yuyan's tone was very calm.

"Remember!" I replied. I remember every day, every hour, every moment here, and all the thoughts of the past came back to my mind like a spring, and I said slowly: "This is it, I held your hand and said a lot of stupid things......"

"And here, I've picked flowers for you......"

"And here, I'll ride your bike and take you through a fall......"

"Oh, it seems, you really remember!" Zi Yuyan continued.

I happened to walk under the street lamp, and when she said this, she stopped and looked at me, the last trace of temperature in her eyes was replaced by a cold frost on her face, which made me confused for a while.

"What's the use of remembering it in your mouth? It's just a formal thing! What about your heart?" Zi Yuyan's words seemed to be carrying ice cubes, piercing directly into my heart, and my heart couldn't help but tighten.

I looked at her with empty eyes, I didn't know what a woman needed? I don't remember? I remembered, but I remembered, why should I be distracted and distracted?

What's the difference? Is it that I don't understand? I don't care, or is she too demanding?

Looking at my innocent expression, Zi Yuyan smiled and said: "You have deceived me here, and it will be more than ten years since you lied to me! You once said that you would take good care of me for the rest of your life and not let me suffer a little grievance, but how did you do it? Did you do it? You said it, but you can't do it, even if you lie to me, why don't you lie to me for the rest of your life?"

"You don't have to answer me, you didn't do it! My heart is already bruised for you. You ignored me, you scolded me for being ignorant, and even you touched me, this is not what I want, whether I am sensible or not, I want you to always treat me well. ”

"And my only recognition for you is this family, you have taken your due responsibility, but for me, this is a man's basic responsibility, and it is also the final responsibility. Isn't that man all the same? You don't give what I want, I just need you to be good to me, it doesn't matter if it's material or not!"

I opened my mouth to say something, or to refute it. She interrupted me very mercilessly.

"You don't know what a woman wants? You don't understand me at all, my beauty to you is only stuck in me when I was a girl, but now I don't need it, I want to give you back all the pain you gave me. Before coming here, I wanted to convince myself, but I can't do it, so I respect your decision and leave tomorrow, right?"

After Zi Yuyan finished speaking, don't turn your face and stop looking at me. I didn't have the slightest bit of manliness in front of her, and I asked stupidly, "Is it because of him?"

"Whatever you think! The problem is all in yourself, don't you need to find other people's faults, right? I know you've been through a lot, and Zi Zixing has told me about it, but this doesn't affect the things between me and you, my feelings with you have changed, even if we live together again, it's the same past, that's not the life I want, I hope you can respect your own decisions, and you can respect me again!"

At this moment, Ziyuyan felt very strange to me, I couldn't find a trace of warmth in her words, and there was no unforgettable past in her mouth......

What else can I say? There is no right or wrong, and I don't want to quarrel like I used to.

The rain in the sky gradually became heavier, and my heart was full of knife wounds at this moment, and Zi Yuyan's words cut my heart like a knife.

I turned around, stopped looking at her, and said lightly, "Go back, just talk about the divorce in the evening." Since you can't feel the same sorrow in my heart as yours, let it dwell in death at this moment......"

After saying that, I walked directly towards the road I came, moving forward quickly, as if this was the only way to make myself look like a man.

But I still can't do it! I really hate myself for why I can't be chic in front of her. I walked forward for a while, but I still couldn't let go of my heart, I turned my head leisurely and saw Zi Yuyan still standing in place.

I can't help but worry in my heart, this forest park is like a dark night in the mountains, a woman walks on the road, safety is always worrying.

Turning around, I ran in her direction again.

Recently, I said, "I know I'm not a gentleman enough, and I can't be chic." At least let me accompany you through the night, and when we get to the exit, we will each leave!"

Zi Yuyan didn't speak, she cried......

I didn't try to coax her because I didn't know why she was crying again. I could only stand in front of her and watch her tears fall to the ground drop by drop.

Long.

She asked me, "Can we still be friends?"

I heard something that made me feel insulted and replied, "I don't think it's necessary, right?"

"Why can?" asked Zi Yuyan.

"That's someone else, I'm myself. I replied.

"But we still have three children?" Zi Yuyan said weakly.

I stood stunned, staring at her. I forgot what I was trying to say.

Ridiculous people! are so selfish that they are talking about three babies?

In the silence I knew she was waiting for my answer.

"What exactly do you want?" I asked.

"I ...... I want love!You ruined my love!" Zi Yuyan finished speaking, crying......

"Love, love with whom?, then pursue your so-called love!" I could only reply coldly, and the corners of my eyes began to moisten at this moment......

She stopped talking, and I didn't want to. So we stood in the rain, with tears in our eyes......

The winter rain slapped on my face, but it hurt in my heart, and the song and story I had always loved in my heart quietly crept up to my heart:

A love is silently irrigated,

No one cares about the flowers blooming,

Uncertain love swaying from side to side,

I had to stuff my sadness into my heart.

I'm waiting for your return,

Is it only a sentence that deserves it,

A person is quietly in a daze,

The two people are different and helpless,

What a good love,

Ah, how can it slowly go bad?

The cold ice rain slapped indiscriminately on the face,

Warm tears mixed with cold rain......

……

It's the two of us, once favorite songs, but now it's the truest portrayal of me.

The rain grew heavier and heavier, and she drenched my memories and destroyed my thoughts. I also made Zi Yuyan remember tonight like an executioner......

Why the hell are we here tonight?