31 Do not hold grudges

If the villain has the will, he will turn right and wrong upside down, and will make black and white unclear. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

A well-meaning person has long sent me a message saying that some things in the unit have changed, and my squad leader post has been replaced by someone else. When I learned about this, I was trembling with anger, and I didn't know how to vent this anger. But my subconscious tells me that it makes sense. The person who manipulated all this is a nemesis I have met since I worked, I don't flatter people, and I don't drink with people, so I am just an ignorant clown in the eyes of others.

I have long heard about how dark state-owned enterprises are, and I have never believed such cruel facts. I think there may be darkness, but not everywhere. But my own experience proves once again that darkness is all around us, and that just because I say something like this doesn't mean that I don't love my job, or that I don't love my country. I'm attacking some rats who have spoiled a pot of soup, those people are embarrassed, gangs and factions, and act misbelievably and self-righteous in the one-acre and three-point land given by the state, but fortunately their qualifications do not need to be personally intervened by the Commission for Discipline Inspection, so they show a bloody back molars, sit there and talk about the world, and have a hippie smile.

I returned to work from my hometown, and on the first day I went to work, my hands were shaking when I put on my work clothes. I didn't know how to stand in that impersonal place, and a kind of self-improvement from the depths of my heart encouraged me to face it bravely, so I went out as usual and went to the place where I went to work.

I smiled and said hello to my familiar colleague, and I saw the girl in front of me who didn't dare to look me in the eye, and said a word to her. This girl is the one who was transferred to take over my job, I don't have any complaints about her, it's just that I think her work ability is far inferior to mine, it's not a matter of self-confidence, it's a fact. But now, she's my class president, and I have no reason to disobey or question her.

I'm trying to adapt to my new state, but I'm going to get a little tired. Involuntarily sat on the iron chair against the wall, I wasn't going to do any work this day, I just wanted to sit quietly like this, and then look at the faces of some people, waiting for this leader who covered the sky with one hand, I wanted to see his happy appearance.

That day was unforgettable for me, and every minute I sat there was an ordeal and a pain. I didn't dare to look up, I was afraid to see the surprised expressions of others, I didn't dare to speak, I was afraid that others would call me stupid. I didn't dare to get up and work, I was afraid that people would say that I didn't have any backbone.

A man with a gloomy face and a heavy expression walked into the duty room, and the whole atmosphere suddenly became solemn, and many people began to behave in front of this person, or offer courtesy. I still sat in my chair and didn't look up. Even if I don't look up, I can imagine that every piece of fat on this person's face is twitching, and the expression must be very ugly. People also have good looks, but when they are good-looking, there are flaws, when the wind and water are booming, when laughing, his front teeth show a gap, which makes people feel crying and laughing.

In fact, we each knew very well in our hearts that if he didn't speak, I ignored him. I was thinking, it's not a big deal, if you have the ability, fire me, I can find a reason to fight back. But apparently he doesn't have that much power yet, he's at best a beam-jumping clown, bouncing in his own sky. If I suddenly stood up and greeted him, it was certainly not from my heart, I probably wanted to stay in that place for one more day.

I was going to stay quiet for the day, to silence those people. But after thinking about it, am I so vulnerable? I am so vulnerable to being easily crushed by such a trick!

No, I'm going to work for myself. So I stood up with a grumbling heart, putting a very unnatural smile on my face, trying to quickly integrate into the group. But strangely, no one cared about my feelings, I glanced at the female squad leader, and she quickly turned her gaze to other places, as if there was poison in my eyes, and one look at me would be poisoned. The only leader here has a very deep look, always ready to find some logic in these nonsense words, and then express his opinion. He always makes someone a laughing stock, using ridicule and sarcasm to find that satisfaction. This female squad leader is the product of his hard work, and some of her strange remarks can always make this round boss laugh. It's ridiculous to say, the female squad leader is too pretentious, so frivolous and pretending to be very cultured, when everyone else is discussing the four strange books, she suddenly interjected, saying that her father has been telling her the story of the golden bottle plum since she was a child. Everyone fell to the ground laughing at once. I thought to myself, what a wise father, telling his daughter about such a classic thing as the golden plum so early, this is a bit uncomfortable in China.

Reality will make a person understand everything, people can't be like a darling, always hope that everything can take care of themselves, and be prepared to fall at any time, otherwise one day a sudden fall will collapse. When our destiny and future are controlled by others, we ourselves will be angry and strong! We must not just sink, otherwise we will be doomed.

After working for six years, I found that there was too much helplessness and speechlessness along the way. Some things are not what you want them to be, on the contrary, what you think, it will go the other way. I have met a lot of self-righteous people, some of whom even live extremely illusory, live as an immortal, do not eat the fireworks of the world, have high morals to the extreme, and are complacent, always giving themselves full marks. I'm tempted to ask, where did you get so much confidence?

My frizzy personality is destined to make me take a lot of detours, not to be affirmed, not to be favored, this is who I am. But I'm on a path to compete with it, and I'm trying to be myself and blinding them. It's very simple, I don't want to be unspoken by other people's lives, I have my life, I have my thoughts. But my life situation is still good, not so bad, at least there are many people who believe in me, there are many people who care about me, and along the way, they are indispensable for their enthusiastic help.

Calm down and think about it, there is no need to hold a grudge. It is difficult to know how to cherish without harm, and how can we grow rapidly without setbacks? Many things, experienced, feel pain. But once it's a memory, those pains are good medicine.