So depressed!

Kesan was hung up, and he was in a very bad mood all of a sudden. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info hung very unwillingly, I don't accept it. The examiner is purely using his own power to strangle me, but since I am hanging, I don't want to worry about it so much, how can everything be so smooth. In such a depressed mood, I recalled some unhappy things and used them to fight poison with poison. Men, why don't you be cruel to yourself?

During that time, my relationship with my ex-girlfriend had reached a dead end, and I knew in my heart that it might be over. It's also a kind of unwillingness that forces me to care, and I am constantly torturing myself. I said, since we are going to break up, we must make it clear in person! I seem to have a little hope for her, hoping to keep her in my heart in person. She must have been in pain during that time, but the only difference was that there was perhaps a man comforting her while she was in pain, and I, alone. She agreed to my offer and arrived in my city by train a few days later.

She came, but my heart wasn't as hot as it used to be. Deep down I was very haggard from the torture of that relationship, and many times I blamed myself, why should I be so in love! Why can't I let it develop freely! I can't remember the first expression she had when she came here for the last time, so it seemed to be very happy, and I pretended to be indifferent to greet her. But in so many expressions, what I remember is a smiling face. That expression was hurtful, and I could tell from her expression that she didn't love me that much anymore, and maybe she wanted to end it right away and go back to another man. I have never wanted to accept the reality of her betrayal of her feelings, because it is a shame for a man. But since she can still come, I think she has some conscience. Love, get together and disperse.

It's easy to get together and disperse, which is easier said than done. For me, it's going to be harder. Of course, it will take time for everything to fade away.

She was lying on her side in bed that day, staring at me all the time. I pretended not to notice, closed my eyes tightly, and sorted out the mess in my mind. When I opened my eyes to look at her, there were two tears streaming down her cheeks, and her eyes were drowned in tears. My heart was aching at that moment, and I wanted to wipe away her tears as before. But this time I didn't, I asked her, why the tears?

She cried and told me that I was afraid that I would never see each other again. My heart hurt again, yes! I never saw each other again. At that time, I was also very sad, and I held back tears and said to her, it's okay, you can still be friends after you break up! Breaking up and being friends is too far from my bottom line. The reason why she said such a sensational sentence against her sincerity was mainly to relieve her sad mood and give me a chance to buffer.

I don't know how to spend the last time together, which will leave unforgettable memories for the rest of the year.

On the way to Donghu Park, we sat on the No. 5 bus, and I kept holding your hand and writing the Chinese character "don't break up" in the palm of your hand. Write over and over again, all the way to the East Lake Park site. You proudly say that you want to divide it, and you have to divide it when you say anything. I could only smile helplessly, since you have made up your mind, then divide it. Anyway, the purpose of your trip was to break up!

My heart was completely destroyed, and I just felt like there was no strength left in my legs. I simply sat down on a chair in the park, and you turned to look at me, urging me to go. But did you know that I don't have the strength to take another step?

Well, now that you've decided, I'm not going to keep it. You can go whenever you want, I know very well that there are people waiting for you to go back!

I joked the other day that I would love to beat you up and break up. You calmly replied to me, yes, but there are people who want to cut you with a thousand knives. My heart is cold again, yes, if I am still in your world, naturally someone will want to cut me with a thousand knives, which shows that the man is still a little bloody.

The day before leaving, we revisited Quanhu Park together.

We're all a lot more silent than before, I'm too tired to say anything, and you, I guess the silence is just to deal with me. When we walked to the wooden bridge over the lake, you suddenly stopped leaving, and I walked in front and turned around and asked why you didn't go. You looked at me with a squint and said to me, suddenly very reluctant. I smiled at her, and at that moment I didn't know what to say, so I set my eyes on the lake.

"I want to hug you now!" she said to me suddenly.

I looked around and there were a few tourists. I said, why suddenly have this thought, so many people, I would be shy. You ran to me and hugged me. I was a little overwhelmed, should I hold you or push you away? I was stumped by such an uncomfortable question, so I chose to stand dumbfounded, and you hugged me and rested your head on my shoulder. That hug represents goodbye. I dare to assert that we have become friends for the next life and will never meet again in this life.

You changed your mind again, let go of your hands, and said to me, "Let's not break up!

I was a little shocked and couldn't believe it. Because my gut tells me that we are no longer fit to go any further. After hesitating for a long time, I asked in surprise, "Really?

You nodded slightly.

"Haha, that's great! It's good not to break up, it's good not to break up!" I was a little flattered and reveling.

Even though you said you wouldn't break up, my heart was already scarred, and I was thinking that you would definitely change your mind.

I put you on the train, and I looked at the train for a long time and didn't want to leave, because there was you in that car, and there was the shadow of you leaving. Don't take the person I love the most, okay?

Looking at the train that was gradually moving away, I burst into tears, farewell, her.

Less than a day after you left, I received a text message from you.

"Let's break up!"

When I saw this message, it was like a bomb about to explode in an instant, and all the bad feelings came to my heart, and I completely lost my mind, but I couldn't let others think I was crazy, and I tried my best to control the psychological defense that had collapsed.

Go crazy, be decadent, cry!

When you're sad, you'll cheer up, and I'll be blown away by something inexplicable. My heart was so rotten that I even thought about suicide, I wanted to end all my suffering. In my opinion, being a monk does not show my determination to see through the red dust.

The story is over, and that's how it ends with her.

It's been four years, and time has diluted everything. When I think about it again, there is only bitterness, no pain. It's good to get together and disperse!