78 apricots
From the moment a person comes to the world, he is endowed with seven emotions and six desires, and has feelings and cognition. It was the same age as a flower, and the young mind was full of curiosity and ignorance about everything in the world, without too many distractions, just a simple kind of liking, and unconsciously, those things have passed for many years.
When I first entered junior high school, I was still a childish child, my body was still thin as a child, and I was the youngest in the class. There were a lot of unfamiliar faces in the class, most of them were promoted from other elementary schools to our school, I don't know how long it took, everyone got acquainted with each other, and began to play together. Play,I have a little sense of humor since I was a child.,Maybe it's the reason why I'm more like a little brother.,At that time, although I was young.,But I've begun to learn to appreciate a girl's appearance.,There's a girl in the class who looks very delicate.,Maybe most of the boys are watching her in their hearts.,But no one confessed.。
One afternoon, it was a political class, I sat in the first row by the window, the little girl was in the middle of the second row, a casual turn of the head, eyes accidentally fell on the little girl's face, when I was about to put away this little action, the girl subconsciously glanced at me, two different directions of eyes intertwined, at that time my ears should be very red, anyway, I saw that the girl was a little embarrassed, afraid that this small detail was found by the good friend sitting next to me, immediately retracted my shy hot head, at that moment, the heart beat fast, breathing a little difficultI found out that I had actually been paying attention to her for a long time.
Before going to bed at night, in addition to the homework assigned by the teacher, I also had to think about her sweet smiling face, and I couldn't wait to go to school every day, so I saw the girl early, and suddenly felt that I was really a little precocious. That girl must have started to like me in her heart, too, and I saw it in her eyes. I can't help but glance at her during class, and of course she notices me when I look at her. After school in the afternoon, many classmates still have to stay in school to memorize the day's classical Chinese, because I am close to home, I have always had this habit, the place where I endorse is on the steps behind our classroom, is pacing back and forth, the girl later also stayed in the school to endorse, and I on the same steps, when we paced each other, we looked at each other, in addition to classical Chinese, there are many fantasies in our minds.
In the summer, there are a lot of apricots at home, and she often brings some to school, and many times she has to leave a few for me, which makes me feel beautiful. However, in the blink of an eye, I was about to go to high school, and there was only the last year of sprint time left, and I found that my grades were a little worried, and there were signs of decline, if I didn't work harder, I might not even be able to get into high school, in the third year of junior high school, I seemed to have changed as a person, and began to deliberately avoid that girl, she must be very depressed, how could I say that change will change, the pressure of learning made me realize what I had to face, if I didn't let my heart calm down at that time, it was estimated that I couldn't get into high school in the first year, and later, she may have found out that I was deliberately avoiding her, and she was also cold to me, I didn't have too much frustration, I just felt a little sad。
The high school entrance examination is over, I was successfully admitted to high school, and her grades were not very good, and then she repeated her studies for another year in the third year of junior high school, and since then, we rarely see each other, maybe her grades are so unsatisfactory, maybe it has something to do with that little episode, and now I think about it, I was really a little ignorant at that time.
It wasn't until last year that I met her online, she is now in college, talking about the past of those student days, we also mentioned that good time, compared to that time, we were much more calm than before, we bravely admitted that we were ignorant at that time, for now, all this is no longer important, all that is left is the beauty after the time has passed, and we can only bless the girl in our hearts.