79 Diary of Youth
One
At this time, the temperature of the sun seems very soft, no longer so hot, there is no slightest coolness, bathing in the sun is really one of the great joys in the world! You are like the sun in my heart, always giving me soft sunshine and making me feel that life can be so comfortable.
Whenever I am surrounded by loneliness, I can always see my phone flashing for you, and the loneliness will disappear immediately, although I know that I am lonely for you. Whenever I was sad and wanted to cry, you always tried to comfort me and tell me that I would see a rainbow after the storm, so I escaped from the pain. When I excitedly tell you that I am very happy today, you always laugh first, and then ask me if it is true, and tell me everything that happened to you today, I don't think it's boring, but I think it's happiness, happiness with you!
I have complained, not complaining about your appearance, but complaining about why God is always unfair and arranging you so far away from me, maybe it is because God values us! Let us overcome all the barriers that stand in the way of "love" and reap the joy of victory!
I don't get bored because your light lasts, because you make me happy and happy, and I don't want to lose you one day.
Two
Singles' Day is here, and although I'm already in love, I can't say that my mother gave birth to me and have a girlfriend! At this time of the year before last, I was also a single person! On this single holiday, the sticks used their best to celebrate the freedom of being single in different ways, long live the singles! It's like a black man celebrating his independence. It's funny, Singles' Day, you have to be happy!
When I came in the morning, I met Willow, and it seemed that this name seemed strange in my diary, because I had never written her in my diary. She was the girl I chased in my freshman year, but then I don't know why, I didn't catch her, hehe. It's all a thing of the past, if Xiao Jiu knows about it, wouldn't it fall into the vinegar jar again!
Back to the topic, when I met Liu today, I couldn't help but feel a little sad and a little entangled, and I was very happy to see that she and Zhang were developing very well. But today she looked haggard, and only after asking did she learn that it was because of a cold, and although it was all a thing of the past, she liked people after all! I only hope she can be happy.
Here, bless the singles!
Three
Now the fog is very large, the visibility is only a few meters, and the fog covers everything in the barracks. I just sent Mr. Li away, and I was in a very bad mood, and I felt very bad when I saw him go back alone.
The military training will officially start tonight, and it may be very tiring, and it may encounter difficulties that have not been encountered in military training before, but since it is here, we must grit our teeth and persevere.
Four
On the second day of military training, it was very tiring, but it was very fulfilling, after all, it was an unprecedented excitement to receive training as a soldier.
The life of a soldier is very monotonous, and every day there is a repetitive step of walking and stepping, but behind the monotony, there is a noble faith.
The letter to Xiao Jiu arrived in Henan today, and Xiao Jiu told me that he was very touched, and there was a trace of relief and happiness in his heart. Military training restrained arbitrariness, but it couldn't restrain thousands of miles of lovesickness.
Five
My heart suddenly felt empty, and I was a little anxious, the world was lonely because of your silence, and I began to be anxious because the world didn't have you. I told Xiao Jiu last night, I want to be quiet for a few days, I don't want to be disturbed by anyone, my dear is very obedient, I really didn't call me, I picked up my phone and wanted to send a message to my dear, but after thinking about it for a while, I didn't send it, it is necessary to adapt to this feeling, let's gradually adapt to this painful day!
In the face of people's hypocrisy and conceit, I found that what I wanted was not those, it was not as good as a little happiness, in the work, do my duty well, finish a job, and then take the part of my labor, and let the rest of the clouds blow into the sky! Sometimes I blame myself for hearing things that I shouldn't hear, so I'm tired, why don't I let the things that go in my left ear go out from my right ear!
The hearts of people are swallowed up by self-interest, they have lost their primitive innocence and innocence, life is not for pleasure, but hypocritical acting, and it has become so pathetic that I am very disgusted with the hypocrisy among my classmates at school, and yet, now I have to face this ugliness.
I suddenly feel that the future with my dear is beautiful and bright, and the important thing is a sincere heart, as for work, it is all adaptable. Therefore, shouldn't I sigh and complain that we are not destined to be given?
Six
This is the most beautiful scenery I have seen here, and for the second time, the earth has been frozen into snow white by the fog, which makes people feel very refreshing, very pure, and have a kind of sacred, holy, inviolable majesty.
As soon as you step out of the building, you will be able to see a natural illusion at a glance, first of all you will be blinded by the white light in front of you, because everything is dressed in white, and the sun's rays make everything start to glow. I am an idealist, I have hardly seen many places of interest since I was a child, because of idealism, few beautiful scenery conquered me, however, this white picture in front of me made my heart move for a long time, I couldn't help but want to take out my mobile phone to take a few photos, afraid that the pixel is too low, affecting the perfection of the picture, so I can only let the eyeballs keep all this.
Along the way, the trees are covered with a white veil, simple but not lacking in beauty, just like a Uygur girl in full costume smiling sweetly; from the cold air, the trees appear to be cold and resolute, like a strong sentinel on the Pamir Plateau, there is a spirit emanating; walking, the white is endless, the world is free of stains, and suddenly it is as pure as moonlight.
Walked out of the intoxication, I wanted to find someone to share this beautiful scenery with, obviously the person next to me did not have a trace of mood to appreciate this picture, maybe, thousands of miles away, there is a person who will be willing to accompany me with the nerves! Maybe the sadness mixed in the beauty is because of the absence of her company.
A sight that can give people laughter, surprise or sadness does not change the reality of the beauty and ugliness.
It is difficult to find and stay in a good time, and I have witnessed the existence of this beauty and left this memory that is hard to find.
Seven
At this time, I have time to sit in the apartment I just moved into, sorting out the many things that happened a few days ago, and it was a dream that had not yet come out, so real but inadvertently disappeared.
On the night of March 4th, I got on the familiar 1086, and the painful train seemed so sweet, painful and happy. After 40 hours of travel, 1086 times of "love train" arrived at the station, and finally saw the girl who often appeared in the dream, she was still as shy as before, although we were excited and excited with each other, but did not hug each other and howl, just slightly with a smile that could not help but return to Longhu Town, the moment of happiness came quietly.
The place where I live is still the Xinyuan Hotel, this time it is not so hot, the cold of winter makes me restless, happiness can not be conquered by the cold, or so happy, sweet.
The first time a girl washed my feet, a warm current spread throughout my body. It was also the first time to lift my dear's not small feet, and I washed her feet seriously and unambiguously;
I promised to invite my dear to eat pig's trotters, but I went late that night, so I bought a chicken instead, to my surprise, my dear bought a pig's trotters to reward me, haha, but the cute little nine did not give up, according to her, pig's trotters can be beautified, so, for the sake of beauty, pig's trotters are to eat another one!
Xiao Jiu's billiards skills have improved by leaps and bounds, and she plays decently, and it is said that there are still people who worship her! But I still won her, thanks to her mercy! Haha! Of course I am very happy to see her so happy. And that's not all, it's the romantic bike ride that is fun! It's nice to ride a blue tandem bike with your dear. My dear said: She thought that only on TV could have such a beautiful picture, so it turned out!
Dear classmates, roommates, and fellow countrymen, although they are not very familiar with each other, they have fun playing together. The night before leaving Zhengzhou, Qiannu, Xiao Cui, Xue, and Xiao Zhu came to say goodbye to me, and we had a great time, but unfortunately, there is no feast in the world!
Of course, there are also a lot of jokes, and once during a meal I accidentally overturned the stool and fell under the table, which surprised them.
Also, when we adults were taking pictures, there were children peeping at us, which was really ......
Eight
Take advantage of your free time to fill in today's gaps in this diary full of old times. The content of the whole diary used to contain the story of me and Xiao Jiu, so it seems that I wrote a diary before to remember some good things, and now I turn it out and taste the taste of pain. Of course, Xiao Jiu may rarely appear in the diary in the future, because she is forever hidden by me. But I will silently bless her life with a trace of hatred. I once swore to Xiao Jiu: If you lose me, it will be a regret in your life, and in order to prove this, I will not be decadent in the future.
After experiencing a love affair with Xiao Jiu, I finally became what I am now, which is neither bad nor good. Falling out of love was a devastating blow to me, and I couldn't escape, and when I came out of the shadow of lovelornness, I almost lost my desire for the opposite sex. So far, I haven't been able to re-treat a new relationship, which is closely related to the fact that the new her has not yet appeared. I promised everyone that I would pick myself up as soon as possible and find a new home, and I set the floor at the end of the year, hoping that I could make good on my promise.
Everything will be fine, I have always believed in this deceptive motivational phrase, no matter what kind of past, those are in the past, and more importantly, what kind of future there is, these are all things I am looking forward to!
The future is coming! Are you ready?