I am the backbone of the company.

Everyone said that I was very capable, and that I was the number one performer in the company at a young age.

I am a mother of a five-year-old child, and I am also the daughter-in-law of a square dancing aunt.

I rushed to do the housework with my mother-in-law, busy with housework, I am still a good mother who works hard, and my daughter and I will have a thunderous "parent-child time" every night, reading picture books, drawing, doing handicrafts...... This year, the homework assigned by the kindergarten teacher is clearly for the parents of the children.

I looked at the questions in the kindergarten workbook and sneered!

"Ask the children to draw the color of the milk they drank this morning, what are the ingredients of the colorful fried rice they eat at noon and draw them, ask the children to draw the moon in the sky every night for 30 consecutive days, and ask the children to design their own balcony ...... in their drawing books."

Damn! This is an exercise in the middle class of kindergarten? This is obviously a test for parents. If I knew how to design a balcony, I would have changed my career to building a house!

No matter how strong a mother is, there will be dilemmas in the balance of life and work, but most people will think that mothers' balance ability should be an innate talent.

I've heard a joke before that there are only two kinds of people in the workplace, one is a man, and the other is a woman who works like a man. When working women get married and have children, a third type of people in the workplace emerge - working mothers.

In front of outsiders, I am a steel strongman who can never be defeated, and I grasp both my career and family, and the sense of achievement is doubled, but the hardship is also doubled.

I am Chen Qingyuan's wife, married for five years, counting love, we have gone through three years of pain and five years of coldness together, and we are currently in the itch of seven years, whether we can go to the ten-year appointment together, I don't know......

After working mothers, they must not only fight on the front line like men, but also be ready to be called by the rear at all times. No matter how tired I am, as long as he Chen Qingyuan wants to perform the courtesy of Zhou Gong, he has to torture me to the point that I am powerless to resist, and the years have made me "black fungus and purple grapes", but I am still in the long flow of time, day after day. There are 365 days in a year, and I feel like I've only passed one day, and the rest of the 364 days are in the cycle of this day.

I, a good employee, a good daughter-in-law, a good mother, and a good wife, have been completely trying to get rid of the hat of the "four good" image because of a family conflict and disagreement recently.

On the eve of my daughter's fifth birthday, I found out I had it again!

I don't want to have a second child, I love my career, and my career is on the rise, because my performance is good, and I became a supervisor at the age of 30.

It is said that working mothers are the hardest, they have to fight with men in the workplace, and they have to face a bunch of sweet burdens when they go home. My best friend Wang Jinjin persuaded me to quit my job, become a full-time mother, and be a little woman behind a successful man like her.

I don't! I want fish and bear's paws!

I call my husband Chen Qingyuan Lao Chen, Lao Chen is actually not old, thirty-six years old, six years older than me, it is the age when men are in their prime and charming. Lao Chen also has a high-paying and high-status profession, a university professor. He will always be an eighteen-year-old girl in his life, in my mother's words, "Jingjing, you have to give birth to a handle, if you don't leave a legacy for his old Chen family, be careful that he contaminates the wild flowers outside! "Although the women around him are all eighteen-year-old girls, I don't worry at all, I still know Lao Chen's animal index well. As far as he is concerned, marrying me is already an old cow eating tender grass, and he is very content.

After putting my daughter Siqi to sleep at night, Lao Chen and I put our hearts to ourselves and spoke openly and honestly, after all, Lao Chen has the right to know the existence of the child in the belly who has not yet formed.

"Lao Chen, I have it. "After a tired day, I was paralyzed in Lao Chen's arms, like a soft beautiful snake, who made my zodiac a snake, it is still a little related.

"Yes, yes, you don't have any relatives to come in a month! Normal, don't worry, I won't think about you tonight. Lao Chen smiled evilly, a handsome face full of hormones, like Song Yu, and better than Pan An. The highest level of handsomeness is to be handsome without knowing it, and Lao Chen belongs to this kind of person.

There was a commotion in my heart, and they all said that if you are looking for a man, you must find a handsome man, because ugly men and handsome men will change their minds, so why not find a handsome man to feast your eyes.

Best friend Wang Jinjin often said, "A woman who finds a handsome guy to be her husband is the winner in life, when you quarrel, you look at his handsome facial features, and all your anger disappears." When I woke up from a big dream in the morning, there was a warm and beautiful man sleeping beside me, and my mood would be more comfortable all day. ”

Coming back to my senses, I returned the topic to the beginning, "Lao Chen, I'm pregnant." ”

Lao Chen got up suddenly, his eyes were like torches, and he took my hand with a smile, "Jingjing, really? You're not kidding, are you? I'm going to be a father again!", Lao Chen's obsidian-like eyes had a soft light, and the lights around him were gentle.

"Lao Chen, I don't want this child, I just became a supervisor, my career is booming, and Siqi is also older, isn't it good for us to live like this?"

"But, do you know that my mother wants a grandson, so you can't fulfill her old man's wish?

"Grandson, grandson, you are the same as your mother, you just want to continue the incense for your old Chen family, don't let me know it! Could it be that your family has an inheritance to the throne?"

Seeing that I was angry, Lao Chen didn't say anything more, he is a good man, I haven't agreed to anything over the years, and he won't force it too much.

Later, I went to the hospital, Lao Chen accompanied me to do a useless abortion, I saw him secretly wipe his tears, at that moment I complained about why I couldn't give birth to that child......?

When my mother-in-law returned to her hometown to visit relatives, I happened to be a small confinement child at home for half a month, and when I returned to the unit, I was a strong woman in the workplace.

Later, this matter was still known by my mother-in-law, she rushed back from her hometown, I was already lying on the bed and sitting up Xiaoyuezi, and Lao Chen was making soup for me in the kitchen. The mother-in-law saw that the wood had been completed and the water was difficult to collect, so she turned around lonely and returned to her room without saying a word.

Later, when I was not at home, my mother-in-law began to find trouble with Lao Chen in three days, scolding him for being sorry for his ancestors and ancestors, scolding him for leaving several properties, two luxury cars, stock money funds, and façade houses for being left to other people's families in the future, and scolding him for being unproductive and unable to fight his little daughter-in-law......

After a long time, Lao Chen is also tired, and the relationship between our husband and wife was disturbed by my mother-in-law to the freezing point in an instant.

At this time, I sat quietly in the underground parking lot of the community for nearly an hour, and the silence around me was silent, and the cold air couldn't help but give me goosebumps all over my body. There are still five minutes and eight o'clock, and it is time to soak milk for her daughter Siqi, tell bedtime stories, and comfort the baby to sleep.

But today, I want to be willful for once! My mind goes back to my childhood......