Xiaohui kissed me frantically, I also felt Xiaohui's enthusiasm, my hands directly wrapped around Xiaohui's waist, sucking her, stroking her, feeling her, I was like a fish about to die of thirst, thrown into the sea, I was swimming on Xiaohui's body.

This sudden enthusiasm and intimacy caught me a little off guard, but I knew that this might be the last chance for me and Xiaohui, I didn't know what the consequences would be, but looking at Xiaohui with a shy face, I knew that I was willing to bear whatever the consequences.

My hands roamed over Xiaohui's body, touching her softness, and I completely fell into her arms.

The clothes were peeling off one by one, and we were so honest with each other, I had never seen such a snow-white and beautiful body.

Xiaohui* was wheezing, tempting me to get closer to her, I was completely distracted, the whole person was lost, I explored her body, as if I was reading an obscure story, page by page, addicted, unable to extricate myself.

Xiaohui and I were sticking to each other, cooperating with each other, we were both feeling each other's speed and strength, we had never enjoyed it so much, and at the last moment, I was exhausted and Xiaohui cried.

I was a little overwhelmed, so I quickly found toilet paper and helped her wipe away her tears, I hugged Xiaohui tightly, and the feeling of being afraid of losing but having to lose almost drove me crazy.

Xiaohui, it's my woman, I have to protect her, I want to be strong, I made up my mind in my heart, but unfortunately Xiaohui can't hear it.

"I love you. ”

"I love you too. ”

After receiving Xiaohui's response, I felt my own insignificance and helplessness for the first time, and hated my own incompetence.

Why, why did these things happen to me? I just want to live an ordinary life with my beloved, and live this life without regrets.

All the conscientiousness, all the hard work, in exchange for what? But to miss the beloved?

I smiled bitterly, for the first time I felt so helpless, a man, would be so wretched, I felt that I was so useless, I couldn't wait to punch myself right now.

Xiaohui hugged me tightly, as if feeling the last warmth on my body, I was almost crazy uncomfortably, especially Xiaohui's tears, which seemed to fall on the pillow, but actually smashed into my heart, why, I finally had a woman I loved, but I still had to let her cry.

"Baby, don't cry, okay? ”

After I said this to Xiaohui, Xiaohui held back all her sadness, showed me a smile, hugged me hard, she hugged me very hard, I don't know how to describe my feelings, I was very happy, happy to a little sad.

We felt each other's emotions and shared each other's sorrows, and I never felt so close to anyone's feelings.

"I'm sorry. ”

Suddenly, Xiaohui said this to me, I was a little confused, why did he suddenly say such a thing to me? I looked at Xiaohui in a little panic, as if I had guessed something, but I didn't want to believe it, I would rather believe the temperature in my arms now, than listen to what Xiaohui wanted to say next.

"What's wrong, baby?"

I try to restrain my emotions and make myself look less stupid. Looking at Xiaohui's smile, I panicked even more, for fear of hearing something I was afraid to hear, and hearing something I didn't dare to hear.

But I didn't expect that Xiaohui still spoke.

"We can't be together. ”

Xiaohui said this sentence almost tremblingly.

What it feels like to be heartbroken, I know it, and I understand it thoroughly.

In fact, I was still naively thinking just now, can I elope with Xiaohui, go to a place where no one knows, go to a place where I can start over, there is no one else, just me and Xiaohui.

Unexpectedly, even if it was a dream, all this woke up too quickly, which caught me off guard, and just touched the edge of happiness, and everything was immediately shattered again.

Xiaohui's words almost made my whole body tremble and speechless, and the hand that was hugging her tightly just now suddenly let go, and all imagination and good wishes were just illusions after all.

Xiaohui looked at me with empty eyes and didn't answer a word, and she instantly became uncomfortable, laughing more ugly than crying.

"I'm sorry... Zhang Luo, really... I'm sorry..."

Xiaohui said that she knew what kind of person her brother was, she didn't want me to be sad in the future, and she didn't want to owe my sister, my sister was too good to her, she owed her sister too much, and as she spoke, Xiaohui's tears fell one by one, I wiped her tears with my hand, and I couldn't say anything, I finally realized what is called the cruelty of the real world.

At this moment, I finally came to my senses.

I hugged Xiaohui, unwilling to let go, I didn't want to let go, I knew in my heart that this might be the last time, maybe Xiaohui and I would meet again with different identities in the future, maybe too, never again.

Can't say what it feels like.

It's so uncomfortable.

Happiness is right in front of me, and I want to reach out and grab it, but I can't grasp anything.

I can't even wait to drink it and just give myself a slap in the face to sober myself up.

"I will always remember this moment. ”

After Xiaohui finished saying this in my arms, she broke free from my arms, and she got up and began to dress, as if she wanted to leave. I was in a hurry, and I grabbed her hand at once.

"Don't go, okay?"

I was almost crying, I was a big man, and tears were about to fall.

Xiaohui didn't look back, didn't look at me, shook off my hand, put on her clothes, and left.

Looking at her back, I could see that she was still wiping her tears, and my heart seemed to be grabbed, reaching out to grab her, but I could only grab her back, but I couldn't keep her steps to leave.

Is this the end of me and Xiaohui? Is it really just like this? It's not officially together yet, it's going to end like this?

Okay, Xiaohui, you said you can't owe your sister, then I promise you.

Looking at the back of Xiaohui who has left, I have silently made a decision in my heart, I know, maybe I am naïve, but I love her, I am willing to give everything for her, I am willing to compromise for her.

I smiled wryly, took out my phone, and found Pan Ying's phone, I hesitated for a long time.

Thinking about the words that Brother Pan said to me, thinking about the words that Xiaohui said to me, and the resolute back when she left, I seemed to have made up my mind like this, isn't it just getting married?

Can't I say yes? Will I still drive people to death? I don't believe it. If this is Xiaohui's decision, then I respect her, I now feel that everything doesn't matter to me anymore, and the only thing I care about now is Xiaohui.

Since she wanted me to marry her sister, so good, I promised her. Now I don't have any thoughts anymore, my heart is full of despair, and I don't have any expectations for Xiaohui or the future.

I, if there is one accurate word to describe it, then I am like a walking corpse.

I dialed the phone, and it didn't take long for the phone to be answered, and Pan Ying's voice over there sounded a little nervous, asking me what was wrong, if something was wrong.

"Let's get married. ”