Chapter 26: To each his own heart
Some pain, after the baptism of the years, slowly sutured, the wound healed, you think you have forgotten, until one day peeling off the cocoon, only to find that the wound is only healing on the surface, and the pain has been spreading in the five organs and six lungs.
That night, I broke out of the door and left the hotel angrily, and I took the train all night and went back to school heartbroken.
Along the way, I guessed countless possibilities: Zhang Fei might wake up and be frantic about my farewell, he would rush back to school to join me, maybe he would break off his mother's mother-son relationship and elope with me desperately, or do something more extreme. However, all this is my wishful thinking.
He never appeared at school again, and over the years, he seemed to have evaporated from the world, and even for a while, I thought he was a perfect image that I had imagined illusory in my predicament.
A week later, I learned that he had gone abroad, and I went crazy and asked his good buddies, his little brothers, and even his counselor, but no one knew where he went, his mobile phone number, QQ, school intranet, and Weibo, and all traces were lost in an instant.
I have become an abandoned woman who pokes her backbone in the back, and everyone says that I am a poor woman who is tired of being played with by men and ruthlessly abandoned by men!
Later, I went back to my old life, I didn't go to another person to fill the gap in my heart, and it was too tiring to love someone again.
I once thought that I trampled on my body in revenge for my parents' indifference and contempt for me, gave it to a man who loved me, and completely overturned the chastity soup that my parents made for me. It wasn't until I lost Zhang Fei that I knew that I had already loved him to the bone, and I finally understood what Zhao Jun said to me, "Jingjing, if you don't understand love, you won't have results." "Maybe it was an angry word, maybe it was a curse, punishing me for not cherishing every day I used to be with Zhang Fei.
The story of me and my first boyfriend, like most men and women who fell in love for the first time, became the most beautiful regret.
After the story was told, Tang Wanwan and Wang Jinjin couldn't cry, the two of them hugged me in unison, and kept comforting me, all over, all over.
After a period of sisterhood, the more the two girlfriends thought about it, the more angry they became, and pointed the finger at Zhang's mother.
Tang Wanwan gritted the straw, gritted her teeth, and scolded: "The old immortal woman, so to speak, it is the dictatorial woman who beats the mandarin ducks, it is really hateful, it is so old, and she still asks for the right door." ”
Wang Jinjin was even more angry, his chest was so angry that he was panting, and a pink and delicate slender hand covered the door of his full heart, "A poisonous woman who has been stabbed a thousand times, what if his son marries a woman who is in the right family and lives happily? She doesn't care about the quality of her son's marriage at all!"
"Okay, okay, pay attention to the wording, you are all highly educated women, don't be the same as those shrews in the market, my party hasn't jumped like thunder! Look at the way you two can't hold your breath! It's all something in the past tense, you should listen to the joke!"
"We're fighting for you, what a good man, shouldn't you end up being messed up, right?"
"I don't think eight or nine are close to ten, otherwise how could Jing Jing be disheartened and marry Lao Chen, who is six years older! "Wang Jinjin felt sorry for me, and I couldn't wait to travel back to the past, and tear the stick for me to beat the mandarin duck Zhang's mother.
"Jin Jin, how can you say that Lao Chen, you are a man Lao Chen is a pick-up man? I think Lao Chen is very good, a university professor with social status and knowledge, and now one of the favorite occupations of mothers-in-law, maybe it was Lao Chen who saved Jingjing's broken heart! What's wrong with being six years older? Do you see that there is a big difference between a 70-year-old man and a 76-year-old man standing together?"
"Wanwan, what do you think, when Jing Jing was 1 year old, Lao Chen was 7 years old, and he could make soy sauce. In a few years, Lao Chen's cow may not be able to plough this fertile land, or it is better to be of the same age, you see that the women outside who can't feed are starting to look for small milk dogs! In marriage, this is a very important factor, which determines whether the husband and wife can go on in the long run. ”
"The gender aspect is really important, but the three views are the same, and the same personality is more important, some of my best friends' husbands are ugly, and every time I toss a woman, there is no after-the-fact care and communication, continue to play games, brush the circle of friends, and watch Douyin, as if women are just their venting port, which is really a typical after-the-fact recognizance. ”
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The two are like debaters on both sides and opposites, and the two sides hold each other-for-tat. No one can convince anyone, and no one can argue against anyone. The air around seemed to freeze. I used to be a late acquaintance and a sister, but now there was a war of words in the coffee bar.
"Sisters, can we stop bickering? I know you're all worried about my sexual life, but don't worry, my old Chen is still very good. In the future, when you see Lao Chen, you are not allowed to talk nonsense, my Lao Chen is a veritable vinegar jar, and you can smell the vinegar for ten miles. Okay, it's time for you to speak, don't pretend to be confused, for the sake of fairness, you just agreed, one person wants to say a large-scale boudoir secret! My ears are already impatient~"
Married women love to talk about gender topics the most, and Wang Jinjin's conversation box can't wait to pry open.
Ms. Wang Jinjin took a sip of fruit tea elegantly and took the lead in volunteering, "It's hard to chase after a horse, so I'll reveal my scars first." However, you will have to keep it a secret for me, and I will treat you as a good sister. ”
"If you don't talk about women, why tell those men? ”
"Yes, yes, rest assured, promise to keep your mouth shut. ”
Wang Jinjin was like taking a reassuring pill, sighed a sad breath, and spoke eloquently.
"In the past, Yang Jie in our family was like a hungry and thirsty teddy at night, except for my menstrual period every month, this guy had to turn clouds and rain every day. Every time I heard him roar like a beast and fall on top of me, I would scold him with satisfaction, 'Dead dog, something that can't be fed!', but I didn't expect that after thirty, Yang Jie seemed to be unable to do anything in that regard, and the silver spear wax was useless. Since giving birth to a second child, the family is noisy all day long, we haven't loved well for a long time, and occasionally do, he is also hasty, obviously he is useless, and said that it was because I gave birth to two babies, and the place is not tight. Now we don't have a month sometimes, when I think about that, I always sit next to him, whisper in my ear, and flirt with him, although I am a woman who has given birth to two children, but I think I am in very good shape, and those wild dogs walking outside don't know how many times they look back at me! Yang Jie is useless, he is indifferent to me. Later, I found out that it wasn't that Yang Jie didn't want to, he couldn't do it, and every time he came to the final attack, he was discouraged. Hey-I'm only a thirty young woman, and before I reach the age of forty like a tiger and fifty sitting on the ground and sucking soil, he won't be hit, and it will be difficult for me to live on adult products in the next life!"
Tang Wanwan suddenly said: "Why don't you take Yang Jie to the hospital to check, it is said that the Oriental Male Hospital specializes in treating these unspeakable secrets, and the confidentiality work is very good, don't worry, personal information will never be leaked." ”
"Why are you clear, is your boyfriend also ......?"
Tang Wanwan's cheeks were like peach blossoms, "No, don't you see these advertisements on the bus stops! And that 360 software always pops up a piece of such news coldly." ”
"Hey-my husband has a good face, if he is willing to go, I will still be here to spit out my bitterness with you! If this continues, I'm afraid I'm going to cheat!"
"Cheating?" I was taken aback, "what? It can't be with your personal trainer, right?"
"It's not good, my personal trainer Xiaopeng tells me all kinds of humorous jokes all day long, and I'm in love with fitness now, but recently, he started to talk about meat jokes, and I'm not embarrassed to say anything about him. I heard those jokes that made my little deer bump into me, but when I got home, I looked at Yang Jie's thing and still looked like a dead pig who was not afraid of boiling water, either he was out to entertain and returned late, or he didn't touch a finger of me. Lying on the bed, the personal trainer's jokes kept playing in my ears on a loop. I'm telling you, come closer, and don't be heard at the next table. ”
The three women seemed to be discussing national affairs, and their three heads were gathered together, and they couldn't even breathe calmly.
The robbers broke into the bank, held their guns and shouted: Lie down, don't move! The robber glanced at the cashier who was lying on the table and said, "Please lie down and be civil!" This is a robbery, not a forced woman!"
"Once, when the cannibal tribe caught a blonde beauty and was about to throw her into the oil pot according to custom, the chief's guard came over and said, 'Slow, let her go with me, the chief will eat ...... on the bed."
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"Oh my God, this personal trainer is so daring, you can complain about him!" I blushed to the back of my ears.
Tang Wanwan sneered, "You don't know your best friend, Jin Jin is a sweet burden, she likes to listen to it but can't let go of her identity as a wife and mother, I'm afraid that in my heart, I have long been restless, and I still enjoy inquiring and scolding with my personal trainer!"
A suspicious flush crept up on Wang Jinjin's face, like a shy red rose.
After Wang Jinjin vomited, she suddenly felt that her heart was not so congested, she breathed a sigh of relief, gathered the green silk in her ear, and continued with silky eyes, "I won't tell you, I've already gone out to eat a few meals with my personal trainer, don't get me wrong, it's just that the students invite the coach to eat purely, I'm not so uninhibited." However, Xpeng ......"