213: Let her think
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After listening to Bai Congjian's words, Xiao Ziyu's heart beat faster for a while, and he was extremely decadent for a while.
She was stunned for a long time.
"Whatever you want, I'll tell you. Bai Congjian was very patient and whispered, "Then where do you want to start listening?"
They have a life that is not long, but it is beautiful.
At this moment, Bai Congjian was happy.
As a human being in two lives, Xiao Ziyu's temperament is very stubborn, he doesn't like to tell anyone about his inner affairs, and he likes to carry everything by himself. Even, there are some stubbornness.
She is very much like her mother Gu.
Now, she confessed to him, talked about her doubts, and even talked about her past life.
In fact, in Bai Congjian's memory, the things in his previous life were already very painful, and what he wrote down was the simplest life before her and him.
Listen to the rain to make tea, candles to talk at night.
Her favorite thing in the past was to wield a nine-section whip under a begonia tree.
The cold nine-section whip was flexible like a living snake in her hand.
Every time, when she stopped, she would turn and smile at him.
It seemed that every time he looked up, he could see her not far away.
Everything seemed to be frozen in that moment.
He also asked himself that he was not a tragic and pitiful person, why he would not hesitate to agree when Xiao Yuzhu mentioned that incident to him.
He wants to protect this person for a lifetime, or even longer.
It's just that he didn't do a good job after all, allowing her to fall from his palm and shatter it.
Xiao Ziyu closed his eyes a little tiredly, put down the cup in his hand, and buried his forehead in his palm.
She didn't want to think about it anymore, the matter between her and Bai Congjian seemed to be taken for granted, she trusted this person incomparably, and was even willing to tell him the deepest words in her heart. It seems that no one can ...... except him Parents can't, brothers can't.
None of them can.
He is the only one she can trust.
Xiao Ziyu was a little exhausted, and after a long time, she spoke, "The previous memories are very important to me. But now...... I don't want to hear it. ”
She was timid for the first time.
For the first time after she had been searching for the truth for so long, she didn't want to face it, like a stubborn ostrich, hiding her head in the sand and running away.
She was afraid that if she heard something bad, she would be estranged from Bai Congjian.
Reason told her to run away, to escape.
And now, the only thing she could do was to look at him weakly, like a defeated general on the battlefield, surrendering to the young man in front of her.
Bai Congjian's eyes flashed slightly, and his originally gentle smile was also a little frozen.
He sighed helplessly, and said dotingly, "If you want to know, come and ask me." ”
As he spoke, he stood up, walked behind Xiao Ziyu, and gently hugged her, his chin resting on her shoulder, very gentle.
Xiao Ziyu didn't resist, she was very familiar with this person's hug and breath.
He whispered, "Don't be afraid, I'll always be there." ”
After saying that, he raised his hand and helped her comb the fine hair between her sideburns.
"I haven't lost my word about what happened before. Bai Congjian's movements were gentle, and his voice was even warmer, "In the fire of the White Horse Temple, I was not injured. I just don't like to see customers, and I want to hide for a while. So, you don't have to worry about me. ”
Xiao Ziyu stared at him, "I'm not worried about you. ”
This sentence seems very contrary to his will.
Bai Congjian didn't expose her either, and continued, "However, what I promised you did, so what about you?"
Xiao Ziyu frowned, "What am I?"
He spoke softly and slowly, and every word was like coaxing a child, and he was extremely indulgent.
Bai Congjian took her hand and flipped it to the back.
In the faint light of the candle flame, her pink nails were no longer as pale as before, they were all extremely pale. If the light was a little stronger, he could even see clearly that there was already a cyan color in this trace of white.
Somewhat hideous.
"You can't always take care of yourself. Bai Congjian replied, "Yanyan, what should I do with you?"
His short sentence seemed to be extremely distressed.
His hands were not cold, and there was even a hint of warmth, but Xiao Ziyu seemed to feel some scorching breath and wanted to withdraw his hands.
"I ......" Xiao Ziyu wanted to defend himself and deceive him with white lies, but when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them back because of his pitying eyes.
After half a ring, she just said, "Whatever we had before, I want to ...... Save you. ”
Her short words made Bai Congjian's expression stunned, as if he had lost his soul.
In his memory, in her previous life, she wore a hat, hid her face under the veil, and said the same thing.
At that time, he obviously hid a lot of things from her, which made her very sad.
Still, she smiled wryly.
She said, "I am your wife." ”
In this world, is there a reason for wives to watch their husbands die?
At that moment, his originally frozen heart seemed to be melted by the fire, warm as the spring sun.
Bai Congjian hugged Xiao Ziyu into his arms again.
He said, "Yanyan, stay with me." ”
This night was incomparably long, until Xiao Ziyu left the Bai Mansion with an uneasy face, Bai Congjian was still intoxicated with the faint herbal breath on her body.
He didn't like medicinal herbs, and felt that these medicinal herbs were always filled with this bitter aura, which made his heart feel like he had planted an infinite yellow lotus, and he was miserable.
However, in the days of waking.
He liked the taste.
Because, on Xiao Ziyu's body, there is this breath.
Bai Congjian didn't bother to read the book again, he closed his eyes and sighed secretly.
It was indeed an accident that he would marry Xiao Ziyu in his previous life.
At that time, when he agreed to the Xiao family's family business, everyone was surprised by his decision. At that time, some people were happy for Xiao Ziyu, and some people felt pitiful for Xiao Ziyu.
They thought that he was dying, and wanted to find someone to rejoice.
Bai Congjian heard this, but smiled bitterly.
His idea at that time was very simple, he wanted to protect the little girl who caught him in the yard with her eyes covered but caught him, under his wing, so that she would not be hurt again.
Maybe it's a moment of pity, or maybe it's a moment of curiosity.
His feelings for her fell into a place of no return.
Two lives, never forgotten again.
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When Xiao Ziyu left the Bai family, his steps were more hurried than when he came.
She remembered the words that Bai Congjian whispered in her ear, and her heart was even more uneasy.
Both sad and joyful.
In the end, the only thing she could say to him was, "Let me think." (To be continued.) )