212: I've been waiting for you for a long time
That voice, she was familiar with. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
It's her own voice.
Xiao Ziyu couldn't understand why he would say such a thing, painful and confused.
Despair to the extreme.
She walked into the depths of the begonia forest in her memory, and through the starlight like a summer firefly, she saw that the place was actually a clearing.
Nothing.
There were no begonia trees, and no words she had carved.
Xiao Ziyu was stunned and a little distracted.
She wore a black cloak at night, and the shredded starlight in the sky, through the branches of the begonia flowers, left a patch of silver on the small half of her face.
Her skin glowed with a radiant glow.
The doubts that have accumulated for almost two years seem to be coming to an end at this moment.
She thought for a long time before she turned around and went back to the trail, walking towards Bai Congjian's house. Her steps were not hurried, but her expression was very pale.
Obviously she had only been here once, but she knew better than anyone how to get to that person's yard.
The courtyard where Bai Congjian lives is not very big, and there are several pots of orchids and camellia under the porch, each of which looks like it is budding, and it is moving.
The light in the room is not bright, but it gives people a warm feeling.
As if he was waiting for someone, he kept a candle flame on it.
"Knock...... Knock ......"
She raised her hand and knocked on the door, and soon a gentle male voice sounded in the room, and there was a hint of hoarseness in the voice: "Come in." ”
She gently pushed the door open, and was greeted by a faint smell of herbs, which smelled very pleasant. And Bai Congjian is still the same as before, his jet-black hair is combed very neatly, fixed with a white jade crown. Maybe he didn't have to go out, he just wore a frost-colored straight patch today, tied with a light-colored belt, and wore a mutton fat jade pendant around his waist. On the small kang table on his left hand side, there was also a unicorn incense burner, and I don't know what kind of spices were burning in it, which made her originally impetuous heart slowly calm down.
In his hand, he was holding a bamboo slip that he had found out of nowhere, and after hearing the sound of her pushing the door, he stopped his movements and raised his eyes to look at her, his appearance was a little blurred behind the few green smoke.
Even if it is so vague, Xiao Ziyu can still see that behind this wisp of green smoke is a young man who is as beautiful as Zhilan, handsome and elegant like the warm starlight outside the house.
"You're finally here?" Bai Congjian's voice was warm, "I've been waiting for you for a long time." ”
It's just a short sentence, but Xiao Ziyu listens to something that is not good.
She pursed the corners of her lips, and when it came to her mouth, she swallowed again.
She wanted to ask him if she and he had a past life.
She wanted to ask him why he deceived her.
She wanted to ask her......
She wanted to ask a lot, but she didn't know how to speak.
Under the candlelight, she still carried a string of Buddhist beads on her exposed half of her wrist.
It's not like a woman at all, something she likes to wear.
"Yanyan. Bai Congjian put down the bamboo slip in his hand, still smiling, "Come here." ”
Xiao Ziyu looked hesitant, but he still listened to Bai Congjian's words.
She walked to Bai Congjian's side, and the medicinal fragrance was even stronger.
She couldn't concoct a lot of poisonous herbs these days, and every taste of it caused a lot of damage to her body, and her fingernails had begun to turn white and appear a faint blue. Even, she inexplicably felt that there were countless small insects in her cheeks, tearing at her flesh and blood one bite at a time.
She knew that if she had concocted medicinal materials for a long time, she was afraid that she would not be able to come out to meet people like now.
She's going to be an abomination.
Bai Congjian raised his hand and poured a cup of tea for Xiao Ziyu, "Warm your hands." ”
Although it is almost summer, the breeze at night is still as cold as autumn.
Xiao Ziyu took the teacup, held it tightly with both hands, and said after half a ring, "You know I'm coming?"
"I don't know. Bai Congjian gave her a rare vague answer, "However, I want you to come." ”
Xiao Ziyu frowned, "I remembered something, not much, just a few words...... I want to ask you......"
She licked her lips, and her petite lips were a little more bloody because of her movements, like plums blooming in spring. She wanted to calm herself down, "Do I know you?" or rather, what is the relationship between me and you in the past!"
She asked directly, and the confusion in her eyes was palpable.
Bai Congjian was stunned and smiled.
He was already elegant, and when he laughed, it was more like a flash in the pan, dazzling and short-lived.
"You're asking me so many questions. Bai Congjian said, "Which answer should I start with?"
Xiao Ziyu was silent for a long time, and the hand holding the teacup became more and more forceful.
"Are the previous memories really so important to you?" Bai Congjian said, "Actually, I am also very distressed, I really want you to think about it, but I am afraid that you will think of it, it is very contradictory." ”
His voice was soft, and every word was incomparably clear.
For Xiao Ziyu, he didn't seem to have anything to hide.
Xiao Ziyu smiled bitterly, "I didn't believe in gods and Buddhas before, I think everything in this world can only rely on myself." I think you're like me, thinking that the gods are too busy to bless us who are small. I don't believe in gods and Buddhas, but the weirdest thing happened to me. I've been wondering if I've met something I shouldn't have encountered......"
"I always think of a lot of bits and pieces. Xiao Ziyu continued, "After I fell into the water at that time, I was very panicked, I thought that something would happen to me and I would never see my relatives again. As a result, I survived, and somehow learned to concoct medicinal materials, obviously I only know how to repair medicinal materials, but I can treat Mo Yan's legs, and even know how to change some prescriptions. ”
She held the teacup in one hand, raised her right hand slightly, and put it on her lap, "I'm going to be very scared, I feel like there are two people in my body." It took me a long time to tell myself not to be afraid of what came suddenly. ”
During those days, it was extremely tormenting.
She didn't even dare to touch her favorite nine-section whip anymore, it seemed that there was poison on it, and she would die if she touched it.
She couldn't tell anyone.
If she said it, they would think she was crazy and delusional.
However, in fact, she just knew, she knew a lot of things in advance.
This cannot be changed.
At that time, she was alone in Gusu, and her mother Gu was not by her side, and the only people around her who could talk were Chu Qing and Broken Rain.
As a result, Broken Rain was an abandonment.
She asked herself that she had treated these two little girls well over the years, and although she had a bad temper, she had never been angry with them for no reason.
But Breaking the Rain betrayed her, and it was very complete.
"Oh yes, you shouldn't know about Mo Yan. Xiao Ziyu smiled a little pitifully, "It is a mastiff sent to my father by North Vietnam, and my father gave it to my mother, and it has been kept in ......."
Bai Congjian interrupted her, "I know everything, I know everything you say." (To be continued.) )