Grandma Fang's funeral was very simple, and only a few relatives and friends were invited. Shen Yuxi was not exactly a member of the Fang family, and she blamed herself for guilt, so she only stood in the back row and watched from afar. She didn't understand that she was obviously sad and sad in her heart, but she couldn't shed a single tear at the moment.

She hadn't seen Fang Jidong in days, he was the eldest grandson, and he had been busy dealing with all kinds of guests who came to pay their respects. He was wearing a solemn black suit, his face was pale, and he was slightly bent over, which was completely different from his previous radiant appearance.

Grandpa Fang stood at the front, holding a cane in his hand, his condition didn't seem to be very good, Fang Liwei was holding on to him. Shen Yuxi felt that she owed Grandpa Fang all her life, and it was she who made Grandpa Fang fall into this heartbroken scene until now.

Towards the end of the funeral, it began to rain. Shen Yuxi felt shameless to face the Fang family and left the scene early.

She didn't bring an umbrella with her, and when she got home, she was soaking wet. She went into the bathroom and took a casual shower, then got into the quilt. She couldn't sleep well for the past few days, and when she closed her eyes, she seemed to feel that Grandma Fang was in front of her bed, and she didn't speak, just looked at her and smiled. She felt so guilty that she could barely sleep at night.

When she woke up in the middle of the night, her throat was burning and aching, and she couldn't even breathe through her nose, probably because she had caught a cold in the rain. She got up from the bed and went downstairs to drink water, and the flickering light of the fire and the thick smell of smoke downstairs made her heart chuckle, and a dense layer of sweat rose on her back. She looked closely, and there was a man sitting on the sofa in the living room. She swallowed and called softly, "Francis?"

"Hmm. He hummed and got up to turn on the headlights in the living room. When Shen Yuxi saw his appearance, he finally breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.

He stood there, his hair disheveled, his shirt unbuttoned, and his tie hanging loosely across his chest. His eyes were bloodshot, and there was a dark shadow below, and he must not have slept well in the past few days.

"Why haven't you slept yet?" said Francis, who extinguished the cigarette in his hand, untied his tie, and threw it on the sofa.

"I went downstairs to drink water. As soon as she spoke, she was startled, her voice hoarse as if it had been polished by sandpaper, and a thick nasal voice.

"What's wrong with you, do you have a cold?" said Francis, walking over to her forehead. His fingers were a little cold, and when they covered her forehead, she felt comfortable.

Shen Yuxi was picked up, she wrapped her neck tightly around Fang Jidong's neck, and rested her head on his shoulder. He has a faint smell of tobacco, and he doesn't like to smoke much, only when he's upset.

Francis put her on the bed and got up to leave. Shen Yuxi reached out and grabbed his cuffs, he turned around and touched her head: "You seem to have a fever, I'll go get the thermometer and I'll be back in a while." ”

Shen Yuxi took his temperature, which was close to 39 degrees, and he was really feverish. Fang Jidong gave her fever-reducing medicine and went to the bathroom to take a shower by herself. He went to bed and lay down beside her, touching her forehead with his hand, she leaned into his arms, and Fang Jidong hugged him and sighed in her ear: "I'm sorry, I haven't taken care of you these days." ”

Shen Yuxi was groggy, his eyes were sour, and he suddenly shed tears. She was already nasal congestion, she couldn't breathe from crying, and her head was buzzing and hurting. Fang Jidong patted her on the back gently, and I don't know how long it took, probably the medicine she took had a sleeping effect, and she finally fell asleep deeply.

When Shen Yuxi woke up, Fang Jidong was still asleep. She quietly got out of bed and went downstairs to fill a large glass of water. Her cold symptoms worsened, her throat was dry and sore, and she was coughing. She lay on the couch with all her body weak, perhaps because of her illness, which made her mood worse.

I accidentally saw the pots of flowers she raised on the balcony, all of them were languishing, as if they were going to die, she didn't seem to care about them for a long time, she didn't have the talent to raise flowers. These flowers are destined not to live, in fact, she should have known the ending a long time ago, it was her own stubbornness that refused to let go.

There were a few financial magazines on the coffee table, which had always been Fang Jidong's favorite to read, and she occasionally flipped through them, but she couldn't read most of them, and found them boring and boring, but every time he read them like he was reading a fairy tale, and he read them with relish. She has always admired his brain, no matter how complicated things are, they will become extremely simple in his eyes.

When Fang Jidong went downstairs, Shen Yuxi was already asleep on the sofa in a daze. It wasn't until she heard a doorbell ring that she woke up from her dream. Francis opened the door, and it turned out that he ordered a takeout for breakfast. Shen Yuxi sat up from the sofa with a blanket on his body.

Fang Jidong put breakfast on the table, saw her sleepy-eyed, walked up to her, and looked at her carefully, "Why do you run to sleep on the sofa, are you still sick?"

The tone that seemed to be reproachful was full of concern, Shen Yuxi's nose was sour, and he wanted to shed tears. She lowered her head, afraid that he would see her weakness, and whispered, "I had already woken up, but I don't know what's wrong, and I fell asleep again while lying on the sofa." ”

"You go to wash your hands and eat breakfast, take your medicine after eating, and then go to sleep for a while, it's normal to have a cold and be tired. ”

Shen Yuxi obediently went to wash, and the two of them finished eating silently. Shen Yuxi cleaned up the dining table, Fang Jidong got dressed and prepared to go out, and said before leaving: "There are some things in the company, I'll deal with them, and I'll be back soon, you have a good rest at home, I asked you for leave from Qingmo, you don't have to worry." ”

Shen Yuxi stood at the door, entangled in his heart for a long time, and finally spoke: "Well, you go, I'll wait for you at home, you come back early, I have something to say to you." ”

Fang Jidong didn't wait to come back, but waited for Xia Jingyi.

Xia Jingyi's purpose for coming was very clear, she didn't even want to beat around the bush, "You and Fang Jidong break up, I think of some bad things you did, it's not worth it for him." If it weren't for you, grandma, she would ...... You probably don't think you're shameless, I shouldn't have been soft on you in the first place. ”

Shen Yuxi didn't speak, Xia Jingyi looked at her with a gentle look, and was even more upset: "There is too much difference between you, how long can you last with just a momentary passion? If you really love him, you should let him go earlier, you drag him like this, and in the end he is tired, and you are also tired." ”

Shen Yuxi finally cried, she understood that she and Fang Jidong couldn't go to the end, she knew it from the moment her grandmother died.

Xia Jingyi saw that she was crying breathlessly, knowing that she was really sad, her attitude eased a little, and she took out the tissue on the table and handed it to her: "Don't cry, things have come to this point, you have to turn back, you can't go to the dark like this." Long pain is better than short pain, separate from Francis and get out of here. You're still young, I'm sure you can find a better one, you're a good boy, okay if you listen to your aunt?"

"I know you're sad too, but this has happened, and you won't be able to face Francis calmly in the future, will you? You will always think of grandma, although you didn't kill you, but it really started because of you. If you continue to be with him, it will be even more painful and guilty. Listen to me, let it go, you'll be better. ”

Shen Yuxi wiped away her tears, and she heard herself say with difficulty: "Auntie, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for Grandpa, and I'm sorry for Fang Jidong." I know what to do, you can rest assured, I will definitely give you a satisfactory answer. ”

Xia Jingyi left, Shen Yuxi sat on the sofa in a daze, I don't know how long it took, the sound of opening the door made her wake up like a dream.

She got up from the couch and looked into the room, walking towards her Francis Dong step by step, she felt like she was in a different world. She pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled at him, "You're back." ”

Fang Jidong frowned at her, his face was pale, his eyes were red and swollen, his fingers covered her face, and he asked her gently, "What's wrong? Are you still not feeling well? Are you not taking medicine? Or I'll take you to the hospital to have a look." ”

Shen Yuxi shook her head, tears flowed down her face, and she said softly: "Big brother, I have been lonely for half my life, and I couldn't live for a while. It wasn't until I met you that I realized that this world is so beautiful. If I hadn't met you, I think it would be difficult for me to experience the feeling of being pampered, hurt, and held in the palm of my hand in my life. I probably won't meet someone as nice as you again, you have fulfilled all my imagination of a man. Thank you for liking me, thank you for being so nice to me, thank you for taking care of me all the time, thank you for being tolerant of me, in short, thank you very much.

Fang Jidong looked at her silently, his face was a little not good-looking, he gently wiped away the tears on her face, and his tone was a little forbearing: "What do you want to say?"

Shen Yuxi looked up at him, serious and focused, she might not have the opportunity to look at him like this in the future. The words tossed and turned in her mouth, and she gritted her teeth and finally said, "Let's break up." ”

"Do you have a fever again? What nonsense. Francis reached out and touched her head

Shen Yuxi dodged, closed his eyes slightly, and opened them again, his eyes firm, "I'm not talking nonsense, I'm thinking it through, let's separate, it's good for everyone." ”

"I don't agree, don't even think about it. Francis didn't seem to want to deal with her, he probably thought she was being vexatious.

He walked past her upstairs, Shen Yuxi followed behind, pulled his sleeve, and said while crying: "Let's break up, I beg you, I'm sad Do you know? I've been so sad these days that I'm dying of sadness, and I can't be with you anymore." You're so good, but I'm not worthy, I don't deserve to have such a good you. ”

Fang Jidong was annoyed by her crying, and ripped off the tie around his neck, "Don't mention breaking up again, you are not conscious now, wait until you calm down and think clearly before talking to me." ”

"I'm very sober and very clear. Your mother didn't like me all along, and your grandmother died a miserable death because of me, why didn't you beat me and scold me? Why the hell did you insist on being with me? Are you a fool?" she kept babbling, and she didn't mean to stop.

"Shut up. Fang Jidong suddenly became angry at her, and his eyes became terrifying, "I don't allow you to say that again." ”

Shen Yuxi was taken aback by him, and cried with a sobbing mouth, Fang Jidong slowed down his tone: "Grandma's matter is not to blame you, you are not wrong." Don't take this on yourself again, and don't mention it again, I'm really going to be angry. ”