Chapter 114: Suicide
Fang Jidong refused to break up, and she was not allowed to mention it again. Heartbroken, she hid in her room alone and cried. She doesn't know what else to do but cry now.
Fang Jidong brought a housekeeping aunt and said that she had come to cook and clean the house. In fact, the purpose was really to come to see her, wherever she went, the honest Aunt Liu followed her, almost inseparable. Even if she went to the bathroom, Aunt Liu would stand respectfully at the door.
"How much does Francis pay you, you have to be so conscientious. Shen Yuxi finally couldn't bear it anymore.
"Miss Shen, Mr. Fang cares about you. ”
"Is he afraid that I will sneak away? Or is he afraid that I won't be able to open it?"
"Mr. Fang is for your good. These words were repeated over and over again, and Shen Yuxi was bored, so he didn't ask anymore.
Aunt Liu still followed her very dutifully, even if she was angry and said something nasty, she didn't care at all. Shen Yuxi was discouraged and felt that she couldn't get along with Aunt Liu, which didn't make her feel much better. What's more, Aunt Liu takes money to do things and does her duty.
Shen Yuxi no longer went to work, and Fang Qingmo still called, still comforting her and telling her not to think too much. The job will be kept for her, and she can come whenever she wants.
She stayed in her room every day, didn't go out, didn't speak. Sometimes I refuse to even eat, and when my stomach hurts, I swallow pills. Even so, Fang Jidong did not let go of her request.
She began to suffer from insomnia and couldn't sleep every day, because as soon as she closed her eyes, she would see Grandma Fang. She was so frightened that when she couldn't sleep, she went from room to room, like a ghost.
Sometimes she goes back to the old days, when she was in the orphanage. She lost all her relatives at that time, and she was as scared as she is now, she couldn't eat well every day, and she couldn't sleep well. She always got up in the middle of the night and wandered around the orphanage.
Later, when the director found out about her, he thought she was insane and almost sent her to a psychiatric hospital for treatment, but he gave up because of the high fees. Everyone began to fear her, looking at her like a monster, and no one would be close to her.
She didn't care, she still went her own way. Until one day she suddenly felt that it was really torturous to be alive, and there was no hope. She moved a little thought, what joy is life, and what is the pain of death.
But God refused to accept her, so she met Grandpa Fang. Grandpa Fang gave her a second life and saved her from the dire situation. But instead of repaying Grandpa Fang's kindness, she also put him in a sad and sad situation.
She blames no one else, her good luck has finally run out. In fact, it is her own life that is not good, and there will always be a price to pay for happiness.
She accidentally broke a bowl in the kitchen, which was a set of cutlery that Francis had brought back from France. She gasped when she heard the price. She laughed at him: "Is it delicious to eat with this set of utensils? Or can you live a long life? Where is it worth tens of thousands of yuan? You can't be deceived, right?"
"How could it be? With my ingenuity, how could I be deceived? You have to believe my vision, it's definitely worth the price. Franciscan assured.
Shen Yuxi studied it for a long time and felt that this tableware was no different from ordinary ones. Some of the textures are not as delicate as those in Jingdezhen, and the prices are much fairer. She scoffed even more, even if the value was really expensive, there was no need for such an expensive meal. Fang Jidong is this kind of extravagant consumption concept, she is very despised.
Every time she eats, her heart trembles, and she even wants to worship the Bodhisattva, but she doesn't dare to fall. If you accidentally break it, thousands of pieces will be gone.
But there is also an advantage to using this set of utensils, she always excuses that it is too expensive to touch it, and it will be very sinful in case she falls. So she refused to wash the dishes, so the dishwashing business fell on Fang Jidong, and he finally regretted it, knowing that he would not buy this tableware, because it was not worth it.
Now that she's finally accidentally dropped one, she doesn't feel anything. Picking up a piece of debris on the ground and looking at it closely, it still feels very ordinary. The sharp horns pricked the fingers, and the blood beads quickly came out, and the sharpness was better than the domestic ones
She didn't feel much pain, but she shed tears. She cried a little desperately, and her consciousness slowly became blurred.
"What are you doing?" Francis' voice brought her consciousness back to her, and she threw the pieces away from her hand.
"Why was it so careless?" Fang Jidong took her hand and saw that there was a small cut in his finger, which was still oozing blood.
"I'm sorry, it's a pity that I dropped such a valuable bowl. Shen Yuxi muttered.
"What is there to regret, just a bowl, don't be sad. ”
Fang Jidong put her finger in his mouth for a while, and then brought a band-aid to put it on her. Shen Yuxi watched him in a daze, with mixed feelings in his heart. He was so good to her, she was always reluctant. But it has reached this situation, and no matter how reluctant you are, you have to be willing to give it.
"When I'm done with this time, let's go to Dali to relax, okay?"
"No, I'm not going anywhere. Shen Yuxi coldly refused.
"You're not in good shape, and you're going to be suffocated if you stay at home. ”
Shen Yuxi looked at his fingers and didn't speak for a long time. After a while, she raised her head and looked at Fang Jidong: "I can go to Dali with you, but can you agree to break up with me first?"
"Shen Yuxi!" Fang Jidong called her name faintly, "I told you, don't think about the breakup, I won't agree." Next week, at the latest, we will go to Dali together. ”
"I'm not going anywhere, don't you understand?" Shen Yuxi suddenly became angry and threw all the objects on the coffee table to the ground. She's been very grumpy lately, and it's not uncommon for her to drop things. She herself felt terrible, and her face became very hateful. Maybe sooner or later, Francis will hate her current self, because she hates her current self.
Fang Jidong watched her finish making trouble, and said calmly: "It's okay to drop things, don't hurt yourself." ”
Shen Yuxi looked at him coldly and said lightly, "You are really a fool. ”
Fang Jidong felt that she was really not normal, she was in a trance every day, either cutting her hands or kowtowing, and she scarred herself every day. After a few words, he became angry, and his emotions were very easy to get out of control.
So, Francis invited a psychiatrist to her home, but she resisted and locked herself in her room.
"I'm not sick, I just need to break up, I don't want to be with you anymore, you let me go. She shouted loudly in the room, and after a while there was a crackling sound of things falling again.
Francis brought the spare key to open the door and dragged her out in a fit of rage, curled up in fear and looked at him pitifully.
"If you're not sick, you have to see it. He yelled at her, he had never yelled at her so loudly, Shen Yuxi trembled with fright, and he finally eased his attitude: "You are obedient." ”
She pursed her lips and tears fell, and after crying for a while, she suddenly knelt on the ground, hugged his legs, choked and said, "I'm really not sick, I don't want to see a doctor, you just let me go, I'll be fine." ”
Fang Jidong grabbed her arm, lifted her up, glared at her and said word by word: "Don't think about it, I don't believe you, you won't live better without me." ”
Fang Jidong went to the company again, and someone called to say that there was an accident at the resort. The resort is largely finished, with only a little finishing touches left. Some workers fell off the scaffolding, and their lives were in danger. The family members had a lot of trouble in the hospital, and the leader in charge really couldn't solve it, so they called him.
He went to see her in the bedroom before leaving, she was in a bad mood, she cried too much, her cold never got better, and her cough was worse. He was distressed but helpless, so he had to say to her: "There is something in the company, I want to go." You have a good rest at home, don't think nonsense, and when I come back, you calm down and we'll have a good talk. ”
Shen Yuxi closed her eyes and didn't speak, Fang Jidong kissed her forehead and left.
The accident was worse than he had imagined, and the worker had drunk too much alcohol at noon, climbed onto the scaffolding without taking safety measures, and fell down within minutes. There were multiple fractures on the body, and the fatal was cerebral hemorrhage, the amount of bleeding was too large, and his life was in danger, and the doctor issued a critical illness notice. The family members are crying to death in the hospital, and there seems to be only one pillar in the family, the old and the young, if the people are gone, everything will be gone.
Francis promised that the medical expenses will be fully covered, and the first treatment will be important, and the subsequent compensation will be gradually paid. That's all he could do, and the family was already noisy, but when they saw that he seemed to be speaking with great weight, they gradually quieted down.
He waited in the hospital until the operation was over, and the operation was successful, but the workers were not out of danger. The family members began to cry again, Fang Jidong was troubled by Shen Yuxi for a day, he was already very tired, and the crying of the family members gave him a headache.
He couldn't do anything but help him financially. He sat on the bench in the hospital and sighed, life is really fragile, people who are alive and kicking in one second may die in the next second.
Although he sympathized with them, crying alone would not solve the problem. Fortunately, there are still sensible people in the family, probably the younger brother of the injured, who should have also seen some of the world, and they are very calm to discuss compensation with him.
The family members were honest and did not open their mouths widely, and the request was reasonable, and Fang Jidong agreed very happily.
After dealing with the affairs of the hospital, it was almost evening, he was in a hurry to go to the company to hold an impromptu meeting about the safety accident, and called Shen Yuxi on the way, but no one answered. The more he thought about it, the more uneasy he became, so he asked Su Zhi to go to the house to take a look.
Halfway through the meeting, his phone rang suddenly, and when he picked it up, it was Su Zhi. As soon as I answered, I heard Su Zhi crying: "Brother, come quickly, talk to her...... She committed suicide. ”
The person who was in the meeting saw the boss hang up the phone and stumbled out of the conference room. They looked at each other one by one, probably no one had ever seen the boss lose his temper like this.
Assistant Chen quickly followed and stopped him in front of Fang's car.
"Mr. Fang, you can't drive in your current state. Where are you going? I'll send you there. ”
Fang Jidong's hands trembled like words, and after a while, he took out the car keys from his pocket and said very softly: "Go to the hospital." ”