Chapter 116: Leave
Shen Yuxi was about to leave City C, but she didn't expect that it was Song Qing who saw her off before leaving.
"I heard that you and Francis broke up. Song Qing's tone was flat, and there was no emotion on his face.
Shen Yuxi didn't know Song Qing's purpose, and replied quietly: "Yes." If you're here to see my jokes, then please hurry up, I've got something to do. ”
Song Qing suddenly smiled: "It seems that my impression in your heart is really bad, I have used endless means to sabotage, but I have not been able to break you up, why did you let go so easily this time?"
"I'm not obliged to answer your question, why are you looking for me?" Shen Yuxi faced Song Qing, and his patience was always not too much.
"I'm just not worth it for him, he's so good to you, you don't want it if you say don't. You're just looking at your own well-being, but it's not fair to him, what did he do wrong? Don't you think you're too selfish?"
"You're really here to condemn me today, okay I'll listen, too many people have comforted me these days, and some people have come to scold me, which makes me feel more comfortable. ”
Song Qing snorted lightly: "I won't go along with your wishes, why should I be this bad guy." After a while she added, "If I say I'm here to persuade you, you probably won't believe me." You are now in a dead end, thinking that Grandma Fang's death was caused by you. But that's grandma's fault, she has always been paranoid in doing things. She made up her mind to hurt you, and you're a victim too. Grandma has been punished, Fang Jidong refused to let her go, and sent her to prison, she should not be able to get out until she dies. The only thing I could do was for her not to suffer too much in prison. You hate her, but she's always been nice to me, and I can't ignore it. ”
Shen Yuxi sneered, he knew that Song Xiuzhen should have sent her to prison when she kidnapped her. She is to blame for ending up like this now. But in the end, she was soft-hearted and afraid that Song Simin would be hurt, so Fang Jidong let them go. In the final analysis, it is her own fault, and she can't blame others.
"It's not your fault, it's that you can't figure it out. Song Qing continued.
How strange it was, she and Song Qing were originally incompatible, but now they can sit here, drink coffee and talk calmly. And Song Qing actually enlightened her.
"I don't understand, we're separated, don't you have another chance, how can you come to persuade me?" Shen Yuxi expressed the doubts in his heart.
"He doesn't love me anymore, why should I pounce on myself to practice myself, I'm so good, someone wants it, it's not that he has to. Song Qing said lightly, and seemed to have really let go of her and Fang Jidong's past.
The two of them drank coffee silently, no one spoke again, and after a long time, Song Qing spoke: "Do you really not think about it anymore?" I am really afraid that you will be like me in the future, and when you regret it and want to turn back, you will find that there are already other people around him, and he will not stand still and wait for you. ”
Shen Yuxi's heart throbbed slightly, she couldn't think about it so much, in short, she was sorry for him, if there was really such a day, she would bless him.
"I've decided to get out of here, and I probably won't be coming back. Shen Yuxi finished drinking the coffee in the cup, took out a piece of money from his bag, and put it on the table: "As always, we don't have any friendship, AA." ”
Shen Yuxi got up to leave, and Song Qing suddenly shouted, with a slight tremor in his voice: "Slightly cool, we've seen it before." ”
Shen Yuxi turned his head suddenly, looking at Song Qing without blinking. Song Qing continued: "When you were a child, not long after you were born, I hugged you, you were beautiful and cute at that time, and I often played with you. You loved to laugh at that time, and you laughed when you saw me, so I liked you very much. It was only then that my dad's job was transferred and he left. Later, when I came back, your mother had divorced your second uncle, and you were taken away, and I was sad about it for a long time. ”
Shen Yuxi suddenly remembered that she had a rag doll before, she didn't know who gave it to her, no one paid attention to her at that time, she played with the rag doll, and she had to hold it when she slept at night. She had a hard time, and she was accompanied by rag dolls. Later, when the orphanage moved, the doll was lost, and she cried for many days.
She burst into tears, tears streaming down her face. Song Qing also shed tears, and after a while Song Qing said, "I'm sorry, if I knew it was you, I wouldn't have done that to you." ”
Shen Yuxi wiped away his tears and pulled out a smile: "Thank you, thank you for giving me a warm world when I was most painful and difficult." ”
Shen Yuxi left City C two days apart, and she didn't notify anyone to see her off. She sent a message to Fang Jidong and Su Zhi: I'm leaving, don't look for me, I will live well, and you have to take care of yourself.
After Su Zhi found out, she rushed to Fang Jidong's office as soon as possible.
"Yuxi is gone, do you know?"
Fang Jidong stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, his hands in his trouser pockets and looking into the distance, and after a while he hummed lowly.
"You know, why don't you keep her?" Su Zhi was a little angry.
"You think I'll be able to keep it?" Francis sat back in his chair, took a cigarette from the cigarette case on the table, and lit it silently.
Su Zhi was extremely frustrated: "How do you know that you can't keep it if you haven't tried?"
"What if you keep her, watch her wither little by little, live a ghostly life, or watch her die again?"
Su Zhi was helpless: "How did you get to the way you are now?"
Fang Jidong was silent, looking at the courier she had just received on the table, and the bank card she had sent was lying inside. His face was gloomy as if it was about to drip water, and she didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore?
Grandpa Fang heard about Shen Yuxi's departure, and called Fang Jidong home.
"You broke up with Yuxi?"
"Hmm. ”
"Where did she go?"
"I don't know. ”
Grandpa Fang sighed, "This kid's life is not good, he has suffered so much, and he hasn't changed back to a stable life." ”
Fang Jidong sat on the sofa without any image, and suddenly looked up and asked, "Grandpa, how did you find her in the orphanage?"
"You know all about it? Alas, I also discovered by accident, the orphanage is in poor condition, Yuxi has stomach problems, and the whole person is thin and small. I hadn't seen her in a long time, but she looked so similar to her mother that I recognized her at a glance. Her mother Jia Min died young, she has never had a good life since she was a child, and now she is away alone, I hope she can live a good life in the future. ”
As soon as Grandpa Fang's words fell, Xia Jingyi walked in.
"Dad, whose child do you say Yuxi?
"Well, it's Shen Jiamin's, she looked like her mother when she was a child, and when she grew up, she didn't look alike anymore. I was going to tell you, but this child is sensitive, and I don't want you to know that she is most afraid of others taking pity on her. ”
Xia Jingyi's face suddenly became ugly, she sat on the sofa with her butt and muttered to herself: "Yuxi is actually Jia Min's child, I don't know, I shouldn't let her go." ”
"Mom, ...... you" Fang Jidong wanted to say something, but he didn't say it, with Shen Yuxi's personality, even if Xia Jingyi didn't go to her, she would probably make such a choice.
Xia Jingyi and Shen Jiamin work in the same company, Shen Jiamin is a few years younger than her, but they have similar personalities and have a very good relationship. At that time, Xia Jingyi was already married, and even Fang Jibei was born. She had nothing to do all day, so she began to give Shen Jiamin a boyfriend, and later introduced her to Song Mingcheng. The two fell in love at first sight, and soon began to talk about marriage.
Shen Jiamin's family conditions are not good, Song Xiuzhen has always been powerful, and she fell in love with Ye Ning of the Ye family at that time. The Ye family has a big business, and if they can form an in-law with the Ye family, it is undoubtedly the best choice for the Song family. Of course she didn't agree with Shen Jiamin marrying her, but Song Mingcheng was bent on marrying, and she had to die or live for this, so Song Xiuzhen was forced to accept her in desperation. Later, because the child was born prematurely, Song Xiuzhen talked about the child, saying that Yuxi was not her own. Song Mingcheng and Shen Jiamin gradually became suspicious, and they divorced after not long.
Shen Jiamin took the child away, not even a year, because he was standing on the ladder to repair the electric light, he accidentally fell down and hit his head. She and Yuxi are renting a house that is about to be demolished, because there is no one to live in, Yuxi is young and doesn't know how to open the locked door, so she can only cry in the room, crying so much that her voice is hoarse. Two days later, a person found a rag and called the police.
Shen Jiamin passed away and lost too much blood. Shen Yuxi was dying of hunger and spent many days alone in the hospital. No one paid any attention to her, as if she had been abandoned by the world, until her grandmother came and took her away.
Unexpectedly, when she was seven years old, her grandmother fell ill and died. She was so frightened of the hospital that she had sent off her loved ones at a young age, and it was as cold as a cellar, like a giant man-eating monster.
The police sent her to an orphanage, where she lived in a bad environment and had severe stomach problems since she was a child, and she sometimes felt that she would die here. She wanted to die so that she could go with her mother and grandmother.
She didn't expect to see Grandpa Fang, she had been to Fang's house before, Grandpa Fang was very kind to her, always gave her delicious food, and bought her toys to make her happy. She was really impressed with him. Grandpa Fang funded the orphanage, her life was better, she slowly learned to be cheerful, she studied hard, was admitted to university, and finally lived up to Grandpa Fang's expectations for her.
Xia Jingyi has always regretted that she matched Jia Min and Song Mingcheng at that time. If she hadn't been so enthusiastic, Jia Min might have been able to marry a good family, have children, and raise children like her. Instead of dying early, he couldn't even raise his daughter with his own hands, and he couldn't watch her grow up, get married and have children.
Xia Jingyi once went to W City to find Shen Yuxi, but she didn't know that Shen Yuxi had changed her name at that time, and finally returned in vain. Now Shen Yuxi is obviously by her side, but she didn't recognize it, and drove her away with her own hands, which is really tricky. If she had known this, she should have been nicer to her. She will not be sad and despairing, and go away.