Shen Yuxi seems to have had a long, long dream, in which there is her mother, grandmother, and Grandma Fang. They were far away from her, only looking at her, their eyes cold and silent. She wanted to speak, but she couldn't. She cried anxiously, but watched them grow farther and farther away from her, and gradually disappear. She was the only one left in the vast world, and no matter how she shouted, no one appeared.

When she woke up from her dream, she was in the hospital, and Su Zhi was sitting in front of her bed crying quietly. Seeing that she finally woke up, Su Zhi opened her mouth and scolded: "What are you going to do? How big of a thing can it be, you want to commit suicide like this? If something happens to you, what do you let me do? What should my brother do?"

Shen Yuxi was surprised for a moment, she didn't think about it, how could she commit suicide?

"Are you mistaken, I just have a cold. Shen Yuxi spoke softly.

"Aren't you going to kill yourself? When I went to look for you, you couldn't wake up, and there was a bottle of sleeping pills on the bedside table, and the doctor's diagnosis was that you had overdosed on sleeping pills. Do you think I'm going to believe you?" Su Zhi looked at her suspiciously, and accused her with tears in her eyes.

Shen Yuxi's face was pale, she only felt a little trance, she shook her head, she didn't know how to justify, she only asked in a dumb voice: "Where is he?"

"My brother, he was frightened by you, and watched over you almost all night, and just went out. You want to see him, don't you? You wait for me to call him in. ”

Not long after, Fang Jidong came in, his face was even worse than hers, his eyes were bloodshot, his hair and clothes were crumpled, he probably smoked a lot, and there was a strong smell of smoke on his body. She had never seen him so embarrassed, he had a habit of cleanliness, and he had always been clean and neat. But the way he looked now made her heart throb, and tears fell down one by one.

He looked at her, his face was expressionless, his face was full of exhaustion, and before she could speak, he said coldly: "What are you crying for? Do you feel sad? You just want to break up, why do you need to use such a tragic way, life is so unimportant in your eyes? Have you ever thought about my feelings? Do you know that I will also be in pain, and I will also be sad and sad. ”

Looking at his painful appearance, Shen Yuxi choked up: "Whether you believe it or not, I didn't think about suicide." I just caught a cold and couldn't sleep, so I took a few more sleeping pills. I really didn't want to kill myself, and I don't know how it could be?"

"Shen Yuxi, I've been thinking these days, grandma's affairs really make you so desperate? Seeing how you are in a trance every day, I also deeply doubt that it is really for your good to want you to stay with me, but then I think about it, you have been with me for so long, and you have long been accustomed to my life by your side. I'm sure that life won't be too easy if you leave me. So, no matter how much you cry with me, watching you toss yourself into a madman, I won't let go. Because I'm even crazier than you, I'm afraid you'll go away quietly and find someone to keep an eye on you. I think I'm a fool, when have I ever been so crazy about a woman? But I never thought you were going to die. I thought you loved me and one day you would figure it out and go out of your way for me. Now it seems that I was wrong. I shouldn't force you, force you to do things you don't want to do. The result is only a lose-lose situation, isn't it? Our fate is over, isn't it?" Fang Jidong said a lot of words softly, and every sentence seemed to use all his strength.

Shen Yuxi listened to him quietly, and said with difficulty: "I really don't want to die, I accidentally ......" She suddenly stopped, because she herself didn't believe these words.

"Whatever you want, don't you want to break up? Fang Jidong left, leaving her alone in the room, which was quiet and blinding. They finally broke up, she should have been relaxed, but her heart was like a boulder, which overwhelmed her, and her tears were like bursting the embankment, and after a long time she couldn't hold back anymore and cried.

The nurse went to the door to make rounds, saw that she was crying fiercely, and quietly withdrew. After a while, Su Zhi came in, patted her on the shoulder, and said helplessly, "Why are you doing this?"

She stayed in the hospital for a few days, and Fang Jidong never came back, and Su Zhi stayed with her. Fu Jing came over to see her once with a big belly, and didn't say anything except sighing. Just tell her to take care and not do anything stupid. Everyone thought she couldn't think about it, and she didn't want to explain it anymore, and it didn't make sense to say anything.

Shen Yuxi sat on the hospital bed, the sun shining on her body through the window, it should be warm, but her heart was cold. Francis's words always echo in her head: I thought you loved me, and one day you would figure it out and do everything for me. We're at the end of our fate, aren't we?

She couldn't do anything for him, and he should be disappointed. She wouldn't be happy without him, she believed. From the moment he agreed to break up, she was already having a hard time.

Su Zhi brought her dinner, but she had no appetite and ate very little. Su Zhi couldn't help but speak: "You said that as long as my brother agrees to break up, you will be fine." But the way you are now, is it really okay?"

Shen Yuxi was silent, and Su Zhi said again: "I didn't want you to be together before, because I thought my brother was unreliable, and I was worried that he would let you down one day." But in the end, it was he who was the most affectionate. When you had an accident, you don't know how worried he was about you? How long has it been since I've seen him shed tears, and he actually ...... that day. Yuxi, you will regret giving up on him, he is so good, don't you feel sorry for him?"

Isn't it distressing? How could it be? Her heart hurt like she had been pricked by a needle, and it hurt so much that she couldn't breathe.

Her condition wasn't serious because she really just took too much medicine. On the day she was discharged from the hospital, only Su Zhi came over, took her to dinner, and sent her back to Francis's home.

She cleaned up her things in the bedroom, and Su Zhi sighed on the side: "Why do you have to break up? ”

Shen Yuxi stopped, as if thinking about something, and replied after a long time: "It's because I can't stay by his side with peace of mind, why should I? Although my grandmother is not the murderer I killed, she has something to do with me after all." How can I still have the face to continue to be with him, there will be a better girl for him, I don't deserve it. ”

"How can you think like that? Alas, you always think too much, you are sensitive and suspicious, and it will be very hard for you to live like this. ”

Shen Yuxi stopped talking and concentrated on packing up her things. In fact, she didn't have many things, except for some changes of clothes, and there were no important items.

Some of the jewelry that Francis gave her was placed in a jewelry box by her. Finally, she touched the ring on her finger, sighed and gently took it off, and put it in the box. After a while, she picked it up again, put it in a small bag, carefully sealed it, and put it in her own bag.

She finished cleaning up and was about to go out with Su Zhi when the doorbell rang. This is really an accident, it turned out to be Zhong Zheng.

She didn't understand why Zhong Zheng appeared at Fang Jidong's house, until Zhong Zheng said that he was commissioned by Fang Jidong, and she was still a little foggy.

Zhong Zheng quickly got into the topic, he took out a house transfer contract from his bag, Fang Jidong had transferred the ownership of this apartment to Shen Yuxi's name, and now only she needed to sign it, as well as some equity transfers from Dongsheng. There was also a card, the amount of which he didn't say, but it wasn't too little, and he had always been generous to her. What's more, his breakup fee has always been substantial. He used to laugh at her, and he always thought about the breakup fee when he had nothing to do, but now it's finally her turn. Presumably her life will be worry-free for the rest of her life.

Shen Yuxi stared at those things for a long time before he said to Zhong Zheng: "You can bring them back, I won't want these things." We are not divorced, we just broke up, how can I ask him for so many valuable things? I have been with him for a few years, he has been so good to me, I have enjoyed too much, there is no need to compensate me like this. ”

Zhong Zheng thought for a long time, and said to her softly: "If you don't accept it, I am derelict in my duty, which makes it difficult for me to do it." And as a friend, I also hope that you can accept it, at least to ensure that your future life will not be too bitter. ”

Shen Yuxi sighed, finally took a step back, and picked up the card on the table: "I accepted the card, and I really can't ask for the rest." ”

"Don't you think about it anymore?" Zhong Zheng asked.

"Yes, Yuxi, my brother didn't give you these to compensate you for anything, but just hoped that your life would be better in the future. Don't be stupid, just take it. ”

"He's given me enough, I can't take him any more. Su Zhi, he doesn't owe me. ”

Before Zhong Zheng said goodbye, he said to her very solemnly: "I didn't expect you to come this far, he really loves you." ”

"Do you know why he asked me to connect with you?"

Shen Yuxi looked at him in confusion and shook his head.

Zhong Zheng smiled and exhaled a long breath: "Because he thinks I like you, I will stand in your position and think, and I will fight for more rights and interests for you." I don't really like him, in fact, I have to admit, it's more jealousy. I asked him for a house, money, and equity for you, and he agreed without even blinking an eye. ”

"At that moment, I realized that I was not wronged at all when I lost to him. To be honest, as a lawyer, I have come into contact with many divorced couples, whether poor or rich, almost always maximize their interests and give as little as possible to each other. But I didn't expect him to do this, after all, you are not married, probably because he has too much money and has nowhere to spend it. Maybe what he gave you is, in his eyes, not worth mentioning at all. ”

Shen Yuxi had mixed feelings in his heart, and he didn't know what to say. He loved her, and of course she knew it. It's always sad to hear it from other people's mouths.

Zhong Zheng watched her be silent all the time, and finally sighed: "Yuxi, I really feel sorry for you." ”