Hearing Zheng Jiayue's mouth suddenly say such words, it was as if something in my heart was beginning to melt.

The little warmth in his hands also began to amplify wirelessly, and slowly, his whole body warmed up.

I didn't say anything, I didn't promise or deny.

But I know that at this moment, the subconscious in my heart does not want to reject Zheng Jiayue.

I can't refuse her, I can't refuse this, she's always thinking about me...

Zheng Jiayue and I looked at each other like this and were quiet for a while, and after a long time, Zheng Jiayue moved her mouth again, and her voice said softly and quietly

"Xiao Xiaoming, if you don't speak... I'll just take you by default.."

After saying this, Zheng Jiayue moved her body again, but she only moved slightly, and did not come into my arms, obviously my silent state made her hesitate.

Sensing her hesitation, I took a deep breath, then moved my hand and coldly took her into my arms.

My move made Zheng Jiayue surprise "ah~".

Soon the room fell into silence again, and all that could be heard seemed to be the sound of each other's heartbeats, as well as Zheng Jiayue's... The sound of nervous breathing.

She didn't expect me to do it, so she curled up in my arms like a frightened bunny.

And I didn't think I'd do it, just a moment of unconsciousness, a moment of .. Wanted to do so.

Maybe I want to thank her, maybe I want to touch her...

Anyway, I can't care so much, after all, Zheng Jiayue is already in my arms, and the two of us are lying on the same bed, covered with the same quilt, and then, hugging each other.

This is the first time I took the initiative to hold a girl into my arms on the bed, and at this time I remembered the picture of myself hugging Zheng Jiayue in the rain a few days ago, and suddenly I felt that everything that happened was very unreal.

Obviously, Zheng Jiayue was still crying in my arms at that time, why is she lying on the same bed with me and panting nervously in my arms at this time?

This makes me a little confused, and I always feel like I've experienced countless things in the past few days, as if more than ten years have passed...

However, just as I was thinking about this, suddenly Zheng Jiayue in my arms spoke again.

Her voice was a little painful, and she whispered

"Xiao Xiaoming.. You're holding me down by the hair.."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me suddenly excited, and I suddenly raised my arm again, only to realize that I had just inadvertently pressed the piece of my shoulder against Zheng Jiayue's hair.

It made me a little embarrassed and watched her speak

"I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to.. It hurts you.. ？”

"Of course. . . It hurts... I'll bite you if you mean to.."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me gasp, this little guy who meowed a cat is really simple, a lonely man and a widow are in the same bed, she said to me "bite"?

But fortunately, I didn't have any distractions in my heart at this time, because I was moved by Zheng Jiayue for a long time just now, so holding her at this time, I can only say that I am more grateful.

Thinking of this, I took another deep breath and spoke

"Uhhh All right.. That.. I'm like this.. Isn't it taking advantage of you?"

As soon as the words came out, Zheng Jiayue moved again, she seemed to lean into my arms by herself, and quickly spoke

"Why don't you count, of course you forget it.. This is taking advantage, okay~?"

Zheng Jiayue's words startled me, I looked at her in my arms, and then spoke

"Isn't it? You asked me to hold you... How can this be considered an advantage."

Unexpectedly, Zheng Jiayue also looked at me after hearing my words, she quickly moved her mouth, and said with a very reasonable look

"What's the matter, I just said it.."

"It's me who wants to hug you... But.. In the end, you hugged me~ So you are taking advantage of me.. Xiao Xiaoming, you're done.. If you take advantage of me, you have to compensate me.."

Zheng Jiayue's words made my eggs hurt so much that I couldn't help but say something

"That's okay, you don't just know how to play with words."

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue seemed to smile shallowly, and her exhaled breath gently hit my face, feeling warm, and at the same time I heard her speak again

"No matter, anyway.. Cheap you take advantage of.. You're going to have to be responsible."

As soon as I heard that Zheng Jiayue was starting to be a scoundrel, I said with a little pain

"Didn't you just talk about compensation? Why are you responsible for this? ？”

Zheng Jiayue snorted and said

"Almost, anyway.. That's it.. Xiao Xiaoming, you choose one, if you compensate... I haven't figured out how I'm going to compensate you yet. Words of responsibility.."

Speaking of this, Zheng Jiayue paused, and then said in a low voice

"If you are responsible... You get the idea.."

I was a little helpless by Zheng Jiayue, so I could only take a deep breath and say again

"Let's make amends.. I can.. I don't know how to be responsible.. You think about how to compensate you.. First of all, I'm going to sleep in a bed and not on the floor."

At this time, Zheng Jiayue laughed twice, and soon fell silent, as if she was thinking about how to make me compensate.

After a few seconds like this, suddenly Zheng Jiayue spoke again...

Her voice was very crisp, but she said with a little confidence

"Kiss me."

My heart fluttered with Zheng Jiayue's words, and even the arm that was gently holding her moved.

First of all, I have to admit that I didn't expect Zheng Jiayue to say this at all, and then her words actually made me a little tempted...

I think it's probably because of the atmosphere... Such a night, such a room, such a gentle and active word... I'm also a normal man, how can I not be moved?

And at this time, I immediately realized that Zheng Jiayue liked me.

Because she likes me, so... These things of hugging and kissing don't make her feel offended, but maybe make her feel happy... It's just that..

At this time, I began to feel a little entangled again, I really didn't know what I was going to do...

After a long while, I still took a deep breath and said very bluntly to Zheng Jiayue in my arms

"Hey, hey.. What are you doing? I'm a man, anyway, you're like this. I might not be able to resist the temptation."

When I said this, I could feel my cheeks burning, I really couldn't imagine that I would be in such a situation with Zheng Jiayue, and I couldn't imagine that I would say such straightforward things to her, damn it, who will tell me that all this is really not a weird dream?

What I didn't expect was that not long after I finished speaking, Zheng Jiayue in my arms spoke again.

Her tone was strange at first, but then it became very indifferent

"Eh? Do I have the temptation to Xiao Xiaoming~?Forget it, if you think so... It doesn't matter... Just.."

"Think I'm tempting you... Seems pretty good, too."

Zheng Jiayue's words made my whole person become a stone carving, and at this time I suddenly had such a feeling, feeling that Zheng Jiayue told me at the station, "If you can't go, don't go.." , she was thinking about this...

That's why she chose a room, a room with a big bed, and... Got into my arms in your own way, and said to me that I wanted to kiss her?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but swallow my saliva again, and then spoke

"Huh? isn't it... This.. No way.. This is definitely not going to work... What you just said.. Hug me... Now I hugged it too. Let's go to bed quickly.. Go home early tomorrow, or my parents will be worried."

As I said this, I moved my arm and removed my hand from Zheng Jiayue's body.

I actually said this on purpose because I couldn't control myself a little bit... If it goes on like this, I don't know where Zheng Jiayue will be fiddling with it all the time.. Although I admit that the Zheng family is a little beauty, and I also admit that I can't wait to attack her right now, turning myself from a boy to a man and from a girl to a woman, but... This doesn't work..

Because I have a lot of respect for Zheng Jiayue.. I don't feel anything yet, and I don't want to take advantage of her just because she likes me... So at this time, I stopped it in time, which can be regarded as a kind of respect for her...

However, when I moved my hand away from Zheng Jiayue's body, I felt her body move unnaturally, although I couldn't see her current expression clearly, but I could feel it more or less, feel... She's not that happy...

This feeling makes me a little flustered in my heart, and I don't know what Zheng Jiayue will say next...

But after a long time, Zheng Jiayue didn't say anything.

She was as if she was asleep, motionless, not even the sound of her heartbeat and breathing...

At this time, the quieter I was, the more scared I became, and I even felt my back break out in a cold sweat for some reason.

Sure enough, just when I was waiting for Zheng Jiayue to speak, she spoke...

Her tone was very lost, and she said very sadly

"Xiao Xiaoming... What do you think: Am I casual?"

"What do you think... A girl says something to let someone kiss her... Isn't it simple?"

Zheng Jiayue's words were like a sharp knife suddenly stabbing at me, and suddenly pierced a bloody hole in my body.

At this moment I just felt my bones squeak, and I realized that I had done something very excessive...

Yes, is it easy for a girl to say something that makes someone kiss her?

The answer is: It's hard, isn't it...

Although it was a joking tone, although it seemed to be said very casually, but in fact... It's the truest thought in Zheng Jiayue's heart.

She's a girl, she's such an excellent girl lying with me, liking me, caring about me, and looking forward to it at the same time, wanting to get a little warmth from me, but I... But she ran away from everything she wanted.

I'm really doing something wrong like this...

Thinking of this, I couldn't hold back the sourness in my heart, looked at Zheng Jiayue with some self-reproach, and said again

: "I'm sorry.. I.. I just.."

"I just want to. Respect you a little more, don't want to.. I'm sorry I didn't take your mood into account."

After a while, Zheng Jiayue spoke again...

"It's not taking advantage of me... I.. It's all my thoughts... Maybe it's me, I didn't take into account Xiao Xiaoming's mood, right? It's just me, selfishly wanting. Xiao Xiaoming, you hold me.. I want to do it too.."

Speaking of which, Zheng Jiayue's words didn't go on anymore, even if she didn't say it, I knew what she wanted to say later.

Her words made the sense of self-reproach in my heart a little heavier, and at this time I had a very strange thought in my heart...

That's why do you always want to deliberately return to Zheng Jiayue?

Why do I always shy away from her feelings for me?

Is it because I like Yu Qian? or because... I don't have that much affection for her? or... In my subconscious, I didn't take Zheng Jiayue's feelings for me seriously?

When I thought of this, my mind began to mess up again, I felt bad for the first time, obviously I was treating the people around me and the things around me with my own thoughts, but it seemed that I had been doing something wrong, and some of the things I did brought only harm to others...

This made me start to wonder if there was something wrong with me... Should I change myself, should I try to accept the waves and surprises that come my life?

With this thought, I looked at Zheng Jiayue again, at this time her hair had blocked her eyes, although she didn't cry, but now she is like the embodiment of sadness.

Her appearance made my heart ache again and again, and after a while I slowly stretched out my hand again, hugged her in my arms again, and said

"In such words... Would you feel better?"

There was silence in the room, and there was no answer.

Zheng Jiayue's body was soft and didn't move.

The oppressive atmosphere blurred my vision a little, and I moved my hand again, gently brushing away the long hair that was blocking her eyes.

It was a pair of eyes without a god, it was a pair of eyes, full of lost eyes...

I looked at the eyes in front of me and couldn't help biting, and my eyes slowly fell on her HC again.

I can't see clearly in the dark, I can only vaguely see that touch of red...

After watching it like this for more than ten seconds, I slowly poked my head over, and ZC gently stuck to Zheng Jiayue's HC.

The moment the lips touched, a chill came.

Zheng Jiayue's lips were cold, just like her heart now.

At this time, I instinctively closed my eyes, and my hand held her in my arms even harder.

Zheng Jiayue's body is so soft, and her ZC is so soft.

Somehow, my mind began to flash her appearance.

The first time I saw her, the first time I saw her eating cherries.

The first time you called me to help her cook, the first time I called Xiao Xiaoming...

Ordinary her, not ordinary her...

Say to me that she likes her... She burst into tears in front of me...

The mind is full of her, all Zheng Jiayue, and in the ears, it seems that only her voice is left.

"If I said yes... Will you be happy?"

"Do you like me... Xiao Xiaoming.."

"I want to know. Do you like me?"

This kind of voice makes me feel as if my heart is being pulled together, I have such a feeling inexplicably, I feel that in my heart, I actually care about Zheng Jiayue very much...

Otherwise, why do I remember everything about her so clearly?

The thought made my heart throb a little, and the feeling was exciting and unsettling, and there are no good words to describe it.

In this way, I don't know how long my ZC has been posted on Zheng Jiayue's ZC, and I finally moved again... Moved his own ZC out of the way..

I opened my eyes the moment I moved away from ZC, and soon saw Zheng Jiayue's face close at hand.

Her cheeks seemed to flush, her hand gently pinched my neckline at some point, and her eyes were tightly closed. I could even feel her long eyelashes trembling.

Just when I was looking at Zheng Jiayue's good-looking face in a little daze, Zheng Jiayue suddenly opened her eyes...

Her eyes were a little misty, and when she saw me staring at her, she dodged a little embarrassedly...

Soon I saw her move her mouth softly again, her voice was very soft, so light that only me and her could hear it in this world.

"Now.. Now I feel a little better... But.."

"I didn't say let Xiao Xiaoming you.. My ZC: You.. You're too good at asserting. It's gone.."

Zheng Jiayue was very gentle when she said this, and she felt that her heart melted.

I didn't expect her to say this, so I couldn't help but pause, but soon I looked at her and asked softly

"Which do you want me to make.". As long as it makes you feel better, anything."

This tone of mine seemed to make Zheng Jiayue's face redder, she froze for a moment, and her eyes began to dodge again...

It took about seven or eight seconds before she looked at me firmly again and spoke

: "I... No.. No need to change it.."

"Let's do it again. Just once.. Let's do it again.."

Zheng Jiayue squinted her eyes again after saying this, I could feel her nervousness, because her body was trembling slightly, and the hand holding my clothes was even harder.

And I couldn't help but feel her state again, and soon I took a deep breath, looked at the HC I had just kissed, and pasted ZC again.

(!!The kiss scene is skipped.. The kiss scene is skipped... Kiss scene skipped.. Say important things three times!)

I don't know how long I've been with Zheng Jiayue like this, and when I came back to my senses, Zheng Jiayue had already fallen asleep in my arms...

She is like a baby with her eyes closed and breathing evenly... Lying quietly in my arms.

Her hair was a little messy, probably because she had just tossed with me.

Her cheeks were still flushed, maybe it was because of what she had just done.

I looked at her lying in my arms like this, and suddenly it felt like everything was so unreal.

What did you just do? What did you just do to Zheng Jiayue?

Do I like her? Is it because of guilt that I agree to her request, or is it because of my subconscious that I have begun to care about this inscrutable girl?

Thinking of this, my heart began to clog, and my thoughts were a little confused for a while.

I know I actually still like Yu Qian, but... I did something like this to Zheng Jiayue again.. Although the irrationality of the moment just now made me cater to her, but... I know that I have more of Zheng Jiayue out of a kind of intolerance.

I can't bear to see her give so much to me without reciprocating it, I can't bear to see her like me, sad because of others...

Maybe I saw my own shadow from Zheng Jiayue, I never thought of it before, but now I know that people who like others are really like idiots.

Thinking of this, I smiled self-deprecatingly again, and then I heard Zheng Jiayue's shallow breathing.

She was asleep soundly. I know her all too well.

Usually in the company, this is the case, once she enters this sleep mode, the general movement can't wake her up.

It seems that Zheng Jiayue is also a little tired all day, after all, it has been a whole day of shopping, so it's strange if she is not tired..

Realizing this, I tentatively shifted my body again, and I took my hand off her body, and she didn't wake up.

Seeing that she was still asleep, I got up and walked lightly into the bathroom next to her.

At this time, I wanted to smoke a cigarette, and at this time, I suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette to calm down...

My heart is so chaotic, it's like a windy sea, constantly churning waves.

So I hid in the bathroom and smoked hard.

In the past, I used to hide in the bathroom and play the little prince, and I rarely smoked and hidden.

But now it's not me in the bathroom, and I'm still embarrassed to show my little prince in front of the two little goldfish. After all.. Some birds still like to eat fish... I'm afraid to scare both of them.

After smoking and spending a while in the bathroom, I rinsed my mouth and walked out of the bathroom again.

After coming out, Zheng Jiayue still didn't wake up, I carefully lay back on the bed, and smelled the unique aroma of Zheng Jiayue in my nose.

The aroma was so comfortable that I didn't touch her any more, but lay flat on my back, closed my eyes, and fell asleep.