I don't know where this feeling comes from, maybe I saw my own shadow from Zheng Jiayue's body at this moment, right?

Or maybe I felt the loneliness in her.

In fact, a long time ago, I should have known that Zheng Jiayue was very lonely... This kind of loneliness is not only that she has no friends around her, she has friends, Yu Qian, Jiang Ziyun, Chen Jiaojiao, and Chen Yanyu are all her friends, but she is still lonely, because in her heart, there is no one.

No one shares her sadness, and there is still no one to share her joy... Even before I came to the company, the seat next to her was so lonely, she was like being on an island, living her life every day, and no one cared about her.

Thinking of this, my heart felt a little painful, not because I felt pitiful for Zheng Jiayue, but because I felt that she shouldn't bear all this, she was so simple, kind and lovely, this kind of sadness shouldn't appear on her.

And just when I was thinking about this, Zheng Jiayue suddenly noticed me.

She turned her head to look at me, then whispered again

"Xiao Xiaoming, have you finished washing?"

I nodded when she said this, stepped aside and asked

"What are you doing, admiring the scenery?"

Zheng Jiayue smiled, pointed out the window and said

"Hmm.. Sort of... It looks pretty good on the outside, it's quite lively.. I just don't know how long it will be lively, whether it will be noisy at night, if it is still very noisy in the middle of the night, I will not be able to sleep."

Zheng Jiayue looked serious when she said this, and what she said was the same as the truth.

As soon as I heard her say this, I couldn't help but laugh again

"Come on, it's so noisy in the company on weekdays, and I can't see you sleeping... Your worries are a bit unnecessary."

My words made Zheng Jiayue pout again, and then she thought about it again, and then walked to the edge of the bed from the window and spoke

"If you refute me, you can sleep on the floor."

I was stunned when I heard her say this, but I didn't expect her to use this matter to pressure me, and I immediately said with a look of convincing

"Okay, okay, I think it's better for me to not talk until I go to bed?"

Unexpectedly, Zheng Jiayue shook her head again, she looked at me, and immediately spoke again

"No, if you don't speak, you can sleep on the floor."

When I saw Zheng Jiayue say this, I was shocked, and then lowered my head and pondered for a few seconds, and then pounced on the bed with the speed of a leopard.

Zheng Jiayue didn't expect this sudden move, she was so frightened that she couldn't help but hide to the side, and when she came back to her senses, I was already lying on the bed!

At this time, Zheng Jiayue smiled and was a little angry, she walked up to me and frowned, stared at the opening and said

"Xiao Xiaoming, are you crazy, aren't you? The bed was almost collapsed by you!"

I heard Zheng Jiayue say this and moved again, and continued

"It's okay to be crazy, I'm going to sleep in bed anyway, and it's useless for you to threaten me now, because as long as I don't want to go down, no one can get me out of bed!"

I'm completely a scoundrel at this time, anyway, Zheng Jiayue often does this with me, and I can be regarded as retaliating at most.

Sure enough, Zheng Jiayue was speechless by my appearance, and she looked at me for a long time before she said again

"Xiao Xiaoming, you're a scoundrel, aren't you?"

I shifted to the side and spoke

"Don't you blush when you say this? Obviously, I said that I would sleep in the bed and make it difficult in every way, you are the scoundrel first, OK?"

My words made Zheng Jiayue blush, she seemed a little speechless, and after thinking about it, she "hummed" again, and then walked to the side of the bed and said

"Little scoundrel, lean aside, I'm going to bed too, you go over there, although you let you sleep in the bed, but you can only sleep in a quarter of the place in this bed... Otherwise, I'll kick you out of bed, do you hear?"

Zheng Jiayue's words made me spit blood, I looked at her and spoke

"You're still not human, I paid for the room, and you let me sleep a quarter? A quarter of this bed isn't as thick as my arm, okay?"

"What, what about your clothes... It also cost me a lot of money~ It's good to let you sleep a quarter, but... If you beg me, I can consider letting you sleep a third of the way."

"I'm sorry, I want to hit you... Before I can make a move, it's safer for you to take back what you just said?"

As a result, as soon as I finished saying this, Zheng Jiayue slowly went to bed.

I saw her sit on the bed, look at me and speak

"You fight, see if you have the guts.."

Zheng Jiayue didn't care when she said this, obviously she knew that I would definitely not dare to hit her...

It's true that no matter what I say, I'm still a very gentleman, and naturally I won't hit a woman, and neither can a girl.

So I could only look at Zheng Jiayue for a while, and then said stubbornly

"Forget it, you're so weak, I'd better stop bullying you... Anyway, this bed, one and a half, if you don't agree, you have to agree.. Because I've decided to take your new nickname, scoundrel to the end!"

My words made Zheng Jiayue seem to have no choice, she stared at me for a while, and then moved her mouth and said

"Xiao Xiaoming, when I first saw you, I thought you were an honest person, but I didn't expect you to be so bad... Really.. You're a man who doesn't see the same thing on the outside, and you're dead in your heart."

When I heard Zheng Jiayue describe herself like this, I immediately retorted

"When I first saw you, I thought you were an elementary school student, but who knew you were a college student?

Zheng Jiayue's face was a little red when she was choked by my words, and she bit her little lip gently, and finally stopped talking.

I was a little proud when I saw Zheng Jiayue silent, and when I looked at her, I saw her sitting on the bed in a very cute posture.

This is a kind of duck sitting, and it seems that only girls with particularly flexible bodies can sit like this.

I looked at Zheng Jiayue like this, and suddenly remembered the picture I had just imagined when I was taking a bath.

This made me feel a little embarrassed again, my throat became a little tickle, and I could even feel a fire start to surge back and forth in my body.

Soon I took a deep breath and spoke

"Okay, I won't mess with you, I'm tired this day, let's go to bed quickly.. I slept anyway.."

After saying this, I turned over, and after estimating that the space I occupied was not large, I sighed again.

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue next to me seemed to sit for a while, and then I could feel that she was also lying down.

As soon as Zheng Jiayue lay down, a burst of aroma wafted over, and I could smell the smell of shower gel in the bathroom just now.

This made me even more excited, and I couldn't help but swallow my saliva again.

It's not the first time I've slept with a girl, but this time, it feels a little different...

I can't say what's different for a while, but I feel very nervous, even more nervous than the last time I slept with Yu Qian.

Just when I silently adjusted my breathing and told myself to calm down, Zheng Jiayue's voice suddenly came from beside me

"Xiao Xiaoming, you go turn off the lights~"

I was stunned for a moment and asked instinctively

"Why should I go to Guan?"

"Because you're close, idiot.. Go quickly.."

I couldn't help but let out an "oh" when I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, and sat up to turn off the lights.

However, just as I was about to get out of bed, I suddenly realized something, turned my head to look at Zheng Jiayue and asked

"Is it that I can't get up after getting out of bed and turning off the lights for a while?"

At this time, Zheng Jiayue was lying on her side on the bed, her hair was scattered, and the whole person looked. It's very exciting.

And hearing me ask like this, Zheng Jiayue squinted her eyes slightly, she looked at me, smiled again, and said

"No, I'm not as scoundrel as you... Come on, the lights will be so dazzling when you lie down."

After Zheng Jiayue's words were finished, I still looked at her, and after thinking that she should indeed not be so scoundrel, I walked to the side and turned off the light.

As soon as the lights were turned off, the whole room fell into darkness, and only the window on the side let in some light, making the room still somewhat bright.

I turned off the light and fumbled to the side of the bed again, and before I got into bed, I touched it with my hand to make sure there was nothing wrong with it, and then I lay back on the bed.

As soon as I lay down, the whole room became quiet, so quiet that only the faint sound of my heartbeat kept ringing in my ears.

I don't know how to describe the feeling in my heart at this time, some calm, some excited... It's as if half of your body is in a state of excitement and the other half is about to fall asleep...

After lying like this for a while, Zheng Jiayue next to her spoke again.

Her voice was soft, and it came abruptly.

"Do you want to cover the quilt Xiao Xiaoming."

I was stunned for a moment, thought about it and lowered my voice and said

"You can cover it, it's not too cold, I'll just sleep like this."

Although there are two pillows in this room, there is only one quilt, of course I gave it to Zheng Jiayue.

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue let out a shallow "oh", and quickly asked again

"Then you.. Won't it be cold at night? If you don't cover the quilt, it's easy to catch a cold."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me laugh, I moved my body, and spoke again

"It's not cold, but... What do you want to do? Is it a conscience that is ready to give me the quilt and fight the cold virus yourself?"

After I finished saying this, the room instantly became quiet again, and after a while, Zheng Jiayue's voice came again

"No, it's not. It's just that.. If you're cold too.."

"It's not impossible to cover a quilt.."

Although Zheng Jiayue's voice was very small, it shocked me all of a sudden.

At this time, I suddenly realized why I felt a little weird lying in the same bed as Zheng Jiayue, and I understood why I was a little nervous, because I actually knew that Zheng Jiayue liked me.

Meow can be said because Zheng Jiayue likes me, so she is willing to open a room with me, live in a room with me, and sleep in a bed, right?

After understanding this, my heart began to get nervous again, to be honest, I slept with Yu Qian last time, because I knew that Yu Qian would be like that out of trust in me, but this time it was different, it was the first time for me to sleep in the same bed with a girl who liked me!

Thinking of this, I instinctively took another deep breath, and after thinking about it, I still said with a trembling voice

"Uhhh No need for it.. That's not good.. I'll just sleep like this.."

After I finished speaking, there was no movement in the room, because my back was to Zheng Jiayue, so I didn't know what she was thinking, and I didn't know what kind of state she was in now.

But after a while, all of a sudden, I could feel a little bit of a quilt on my body.

This made my whole body tremble, and I heard Zheng Jiayue's voice next to me again

"I don't care, Xiao Xiaoming, what are you shy about... I.. Although it doesn't seem to be very good... But.."

"In comparison, I don't want you to catch a cold, so... So be it... I'll cover you a little."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me a little unexpected, and I suddenly felt a little warm in my heart, because her words really moved me a little...

I still remember her nervous expression when she heard me say that she might be expelled by Chen Yanyu after losing the game, in fact, I should have known at that time that she cared about me very much, right?

These thoughts made my heart throb a little again, and I was silent for a while, but I spoke

: "That.. Thank you.. You've succeeded in dispelling the idea that I'm going to beat you while you're asleep."

After saying this, she heard Zheng Jiayue's shallow whisper beside her, she smiled, and soon spoke again

"Xiao Xiaoming, why are you turning your back to me... Are you embarrassed to see me? I want to ask you... Is this .."

"Isn't it the first time you've slept in the same bed with a girl, Xiao Xiaoming? Don't lie to me to tell the truth, otherwise... God will punish you for me!!"

Hearing Zheng Jiayue ask me like this, I immediately froze and panicked. But I quickly calmed down, and I slowly shifted myself to twist myself, and then began to lie

"Yes, it's the first time. Why do you ask this? How. Isn't it the first time you've ever had?"

Although I was lying, I didn't feel weak at all, because I felt that God was punishing me every day. That's why I'm still afraid of an egg!

And Zheng Jiayue saw that I turned around and suddenly moved a little embarrassed, she seemed to have been looking at me, at this time she first shrank into the quilt, and then spoke

"What... I.. It's not the first time I've done this."

Seriously, when I heard Zheng Jiayue suddenly say something like this, my first reaction was to think crookedly, after all, when a girl talks about her first time, she always can't help but think of somewhere else.

But at this time, I was still very calm, I looked at Zheng Jiayue and asked

"Uhhh Really, there are other men besides me who have slept in the same bed with you? Did you torture him for a long time like you did with me?"

I asked this very casually, because I knew that Zheng Jiayue was like me, and I don't know where this feeling came from, anyway, I just thought that Zheng Jiayue couldn't have slept in the same bed with other boys.

Sure enough, seeing me say this, Zheng Jiayue "cut" again, and soon heard her say again

"What, I asked you just now, is it the first time to sleep in the same bed with a girl, but you asked me directly, I often sleep in the same bed with girls... So.. Not for the first time, of course!"

Although I had known that Zheng Jiayue would cheat on my father, I really didn't expect her to play word games with me, and when I looked at her, I seemed to be able to see her smug smile in the dark.

Soon I took another deep breath and continued

"Okay, so it looks like I'm the only one with the unlucky kid?" but... At least, it's my first time."

I couldn't help but say this, and after I finished speaking, I felt a little awkward, it seemed... It's easy to make Zheng Jiayue think crookedly, she won't think I'm very much. Blame it..

Fortunately, Zheng Jiayue heard me say this, but she was quiet for a while, and I don't know how long before her voice came again

"Uh-huh, yes.. Even if.. It's cheap again, Xiao Xiaoming, what about you.."

Although Zheng Jiayue's words were not very loud, the words in her words still made me feel energetic again.

At this time, I remembered the kiss I had with her, and I remembered the picture of her lowering her head and putting her lips on mine...

It seems that that is Zheng Jiayue's first kiss, that is, her, the first kiss, right?

So the word "again" in her mouth now should refer to that thing...

Thinking of this, my breathing became a little short, and after looking at Zheng Jiayue, who was also lying sideways in front of me, I sighed slowly after a while.

As a result, as soon as I finished sighing, Zheng Jiayue's voice rang out again.

"Xiao Xiaoming, can I ask you something? if you don't want to answer... It's okay if you don't say it.."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me nervous inexplicably, because although she hadn't asked yet, I could already feel that it wasn't a good thing, otherwise she wouldn't have said that.

However, it was already like this anyway, and there was nothing to hide, so I moved and spoke

"What's the matter?" You ask.."

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue seemed to be thinking about something, and after a while, she asked a little tentatively

"Well, okay .. That.. I asked. Xiao Ming, you were last night.."

"Why didn't you answer Sister Qian's call? I know you lied to me yesterday. I saw that your phone still has power.. You just didn't pick up.."

Zheng Jiayue's words made my body shake suddenly, I didn't expect her to ask this question.

Meow, sure enough, Zheng Jiayue saw it when Yu Qian called yesterday, so did she deliberately not tell my lies yesterday?

This made me a little entangled, and I couldn't think of how to answer her for a while.

After a while, I sighed again and continued to speak truthfully

"I don't know how to answer you when you ask... Actually, maybe it's just that I don't know what else I can say to her after answering the phone... Or.."

When I said this, I paused, thought about it, and said what was in my heart.

"Or maybe I thought... Maybe you won't be happy when you answer the phone, so you don't answer.."

I don't know how I said that, but when I think back to that moment yesterday, I really had that thought in my heart.

And Zheng Jiayue next to me seemed to be a little stunned after I said this, she may not have expected me to answer her so simply, or she may have been shocked by my answer.

She and I looked at each other face to face like this, and after a while, Zheng Jiayue suddenly spoke again

"Oh .. That's it.. That.. Xiao Xiaoming is actually you.. It's sad, isn't it?"

"What happened at the exhibition made Xiao Xiaoming very sad, right?"

Zheng Jiayue's tone was very soft when she said this, and the voice seemed to pierce my heart through my skin, and I was a little sad when she asked this, but after thinking about it, I still spoke

"That's right... It's very sad... It's not so much sad as down."

"After all, I knew it was going to be like that, I didn't have anything, from the beginning, it was just a simple fantasy.."

I don't know why I said such things to Zheng Jiayue, maybe I have been holding these words in my heart for the past two days, and I want to release them.

It stands to reason that I shouldn't tell Zheng Jiayue, at least no matter who I tell it, I won't tell Zheng Jiayue, but at this moment I really couldn't hold it back, so I instinctively said it out of my mouth.

After I said this, Zheng Jiayue still didn't seem to react, she didn't seem to be sad or happy.

She just held that position, and in the darkness, I seemed to see her bright eyes.

She's watching me, she's watching me all the time...

I clenched my fists slightly, and I heard Zheng Jiayue whisper again

"No... Xiao Xiaoming, you are not.. Nothing.. Because, at least you still have me."

"And I'm here... The two of us, now it's just leveled.. Because yesterday you heard me say something sad... I also heard you say it today... We.. It's flat."

Zheng Jiayue's words made my body stiffen, and I understood why she suddenly mentioned Yu Qian's matter to me.

Because she already knew that a large part of the reason why I went home was because of Yu Qian, although she liked me, she also knew very well that I liked Yu Qian, and I would be happy or sad because of Yu Qian's affairs.

Of course, in the same way, Zheng Jiayue will also be happy or sad because of my affairs...

She wanted me to release what was going on in my heart, so I'd rather hear me say something like that that would make her uncomfortable, and I'd rather feel uncomfortable than feel better.

At this moment, I finally felt a little bit, and I felt what kind of gift Zheng Jiayue's liking was for me.

I even suddenly wondered why I liked someone... Not her?

Why wasn't the person I liked at the beginning Zheng Jiayue?

When I thought of this, my heart was a little sour, I couldn't speak, I couldn't make a sound, and my body couldn't move anymore...

And at this time, there was a faint temperature on the back of my hand, and I felt Zheng Jiayue's little hand reach over and gently put it on the back of my hand.

Before the temperature on the back of his hand dissipated, Zheng Jiayue's cautious words came from his ears again.

"Can I hug you?" I think.."

"Hug Xiao Ming, you."