I can't remember how it ended, just as I can't remember how it all started.

There was only the aroma of wine mixed with her nose, and on her lips, only a cold touch remained.

How do you describe that feeling? soft, chilly... But it's so heartwarming.

I don't know why Zheng Jiayue did this all of a sudden, maybe she drank too much, maybe she just wanted to thank me, or... Apologize for the T-shirt and pants she almost ruined.

In a word.. It doesn't matter anymore.. It was on such an eventful day, on such a quiet night, that I was without my first kiss.

I never thought that my first kiss would be like this, nor did I think that my first kiss would not be in the hands of a little beauty who had just vomited on me.

At this time, the sound of her heartbeat kept ringing in her ears, and her shoulders were gently pressed by the hand she put up, and she felt a sense of weight that she had never felt before.

I don't know how long it was, Zheng Jiayue's lips moved away.

It was as if the hands of time were starting to beat again, and everything was back to normal.

I looked at her with wide eyes, unable to make out her face in the darkness.

All I knew was that she slowly straightened up, then opened the door and walked out.

The room lit up the moment she opened the door, and soon it was dark again.

I looked in the direction of the doorway for a long time before I reached out and touched my lips with a trembling hand.

There is also a faint aroma on it, and the soft touch seems to have not dissipated yet.

It was a long time before I moved my finger up again, and my fingertips quickly touched what had fallen on my face.

Is it tears?

It's tears...

Zheng Jiayue just now.. Crying?

Thinking of this, this tear seemed to turn into a thin steel needle, piercing my heart along my fingertips, and every second, every breath made me faintly painful.

Later, I can't remember when I fell asleep, maybe I was too tired, maybe the strength of the wine came back later, but when I woke up, it was already dawn.

I instinctively touched the side of my pillow and realized I wasn't at home until my hand was empty.

I sat up, unfamiliar with the surroundings in front of me.

The night's hangover still made my head tingle a little, and I looked at the light outside the window in front of me and looked a little dazed.

Everything that happened last night began to pour out in my mind, and the final picture was fixed on the gentle face that came over in the dark.

I was stunned, a little confused about whether what happened last night was true or not.

Is it true? Or... Just a hallucination after being drunk?

Thinking of this, I looked at my body again, I didn't see it clearly last night, and I only saw the pajamas completely today.

Anyway, it's not like the pajamas I wear at my age, in other words, it looks a little old and not suitable for my age.

This made me vaguely feel something, hesitated for a moment, or got out of bed to go out to see...

When I cautiously opened the door, the living room outside was quiet.

The dining table on the side had obviously been cleaned up, and two dishes and chopsticks were neatly placed on it.

I was a little surprised, and when I turned my head to the side, I saw Zheng Jiayue standing at the door of the bathroom, looking at me with strange eyes.

I was a little inexplicably panicked the moment I saw Zheng Jiayue, but soon I came back to my senses and asked in a somewhat stammering tone

"You.. What are you doing?"

Zheng Jiayue nodded when I asked her so, her mouth didn't move much, and she said in a slurred voice

"Hmm.. You can't see it... I'm making a face mask."

Indeed, at this moment, Zheng Jiayue has a white mask on her face, her hair stands back, and her bangs are also tied up.

I don't know why I saw her like this, and I inexplicably remembered the thing that made me vomit on my face last night, which made me a little painful, and after thinking about it, I still spoke

"Uhhh Who makes a mask in the morning... Don't you think it's weird?"

I didn't expect Zheng Jiayue to react when I said this, she didn't seem to be able to make any expressions, so she could only say vaguely

"I seem to have forgotten to do it last night, so I made up for it this morning. You're up, aren't you? Wait for me, I'll be fine, you come and wash up, I'll heat up the meal."

After saying this, Zheng Jiayue turned around and was about to wash her face, and I heard her say this a little strangely, strange why Zheng Jiayue was so calm..

Why does she feel like nothing has happened to her now?

Can't she remember what happened last night? Is everything my Nanke dream after all?

Just as I was thinking about it, I saw that Zheng Jiayue was about to wash her face, but as if she remembered something again, she hurriedly walked past me again and walked straight back to her room.

It didn't take long for her to come out again, still holding my T-shirt and pants...

Soon she looked at me and spoke

"It doesn't seem to have dried out yet.. What should I do, do you want to wear it? Do you want me to blow it on you with a hair dryer?"

Hearing Zheng Jiayue ask this, I quickly shook my head, stepped forward and touched it with my paws, and felt that the humidity was still within my acceptable range, and then I spoke again

"No need, just make do with it, and I'll be done in a while.."

I am also a sturdy man, and I will dry my clothes in a while with my flesh.

Seeing me say this, Zheng Jiayue hesitated for a moment, then handed me the clothes again, and then walked into the bathroom and washed her face.

I was stunned for a moment when I saw her usual behavior, and then I walked back to my room and changed my clothes.

After changing my clothes, I hesitated for a moment, folded the quilt and pajamas, and walked out with the pajamas.

To be honest, I don't know how long my own quilt hasn't been folded, but how to say that this is a girl's house, so naturally I have to behave like a gentleman.

And after I came out again, Zheng Jiayue had already washed it, and she still had her usual face, and the gentle face from last night in her mind gradually overlapped with her current appearance.

I watched her silent for a moment before I asked again

"This pajamas.. Do you want to wash it? Put it here or..."

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue didn't look at me, she rinsed her mouth, spit out the water in her mouth, and said with an understatement

"I've got it for you.. It's new anyway.."

What she said left me a little speechless... I looked at her, shook my head, and said

"No need.. I don't wear it either.. I wore it all night.. You don't hate me so much, do you? But.. That's you, too.."

I was embarrassed to say the rest of the words, because I think Zheng Jiayue should remember what kind of dog she vomited me last night.

Sure enough, my words made Zheng Jiayue blush, she still didn't look at me, but looked away and said

"Then throw it away.. I don't mean to dislike you, it's just... It's useless.."

Although Zheng Jiayue pretended to be calm when she said this, there was still a hint of sadness in her tone.

I could tell something was wrong with her, so I thought about it and asked

"Uhhh This pajamas: It can't be your dad's, right? Looks like it's worn by someone who isn't too young."

I don't know why I say that, but maybe I'm a little curious...

As a result, my words made Zheng Jiayue's body tremble, and she was quiet for a while before whispering again

"Hmm.. Sort of.."

"I was going to buy it for him as a birthday present, but... In the end, I didn't expect to see him even on his birthday, so... It's long since lost its original meaning.."

Zheng Jiayue said such a sad thing very calmly, as if she was talking about something that didn't matter to her.

I was a little embarrassed to hear her say this, and for a while I felt that I had asked too many questions, which reminded her of such a thing, and she must have been depressed again, right?

Thinking of this, I moved my mouth again, and then spoke

"Ahhh I see... That's a pity, but... It's not going to throw it away.. Just leave it here for you... You put it away, if I come to your house again one day and be vomited by you again, I will wear it at night."

My words made Zheng Jiayue's eyes widen instantly, she first glanced at me, and then quickly looked away in a panic.

Then she moved, reached out and took the pajamas from my hand, and then spoke

"Hurry up and wash up, after washing and eating, I have to go to work, and I'll be late if I'm late.. And also.. I'll put your old antiques on the coffee table for you, and you can take it yourself."

Hearing Zheng Jiayue talk about my old antiques, I realized that she was referring to my big Nokia, which put everything next to the sink when she was doing laundry last night, and she would have forgotten it if she hadn't said it.

Soon she stopped saying a word and walked out of the bathroom, and I sighed softly and began to wash up.

Originally, I usually wash quickly, but now there are no toiletries here, so I naturally speed up.

After I washed it out, Zheng Jiayue was just preparing a hot meal, and when she saw that I was finished washing, she stared at me and asked with some surprise

"Have you washed it yet?"

I nodded and said

"Washing quickly and washing clean or not are completely different things, okay? Do you want a hot meal? or I'll do it... I'm afraid you'll have a replay of last night."

My words made Zheng Jiayue glare at me, she didn't say anything, but signaled me to go and wait honestly.

Seeing her like this, I didn't force it anymore, and after taking the phone, I honestly sat aside and waited.

As I sat and waited, I looked in the direction of the kitchen and had a trance-like feeling.

I can't remember how long it's been since I've had breakfast with anyone, and I've long forgotten how someone feels like making breakfast for me.

Since I went to university, the date I went home was the holiday, and now that I am staying in Beijing, I have long forgotten what it is like to be able to eat breakfast made by others when I get up.

I waited for a while, and Zheng Jiayue finally got it.

She took her meal, walked over to the seat across from me, sat down, and spoke

"Let's eat.. Hurry up and eat, I'm going to go to work when I'm done."

I don't know if it's my delusion, I always feel that Zheng Jiayue is still a little strange, how to say it, she seems to be cold and hot to me, anyway, it's different from usual.

It made me a little uncomfortable, but if what happened last night was true, she would know it herself, right?

What I can conclude is that she must have drunk the rest of the wine again when she cleaned up by herself last night, otherwise there wouldn't have been such a big smell of alcohol in my room, and her behavior was obviously not normal for her? There must be something wrong with it..

When I thought of this, I was suddenly stunned, and I realized something in an instant.

I remember yesterday Zheng Jiayue said that she just drank too much and was a little later. It's a little bit else, is that what she's doing? drunk and kissing or something?

If you think about it carefully, it seems that there is really such a person in life.,Little Lori like her is usually very clingy.,If you drink too much.,Naturally, it's more sticky.,It's not impossible to get a kiss when you catch someone!

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a lot clearer, but when I thought about it, I felt that I had lost.

If that's really the case, then the old man didn't lose a lot, last night's that... But if Zheng Jiayue had that problem, her first kiss might not have known where she died... It's totally unfair!

In fact, to be honest, although I don't have any emotions like Zheng Jiayue, but... It's still acceptable to be robbed of her first kiss or something, after all, in other words, Zheng Jiayue is also a little beauty!

The only pity is that I don't know if Zheng Jiayue is the first kiss, and I don't have a good feel for that kiss... It started inexplicably, and then it ended inexplicably.

Thinking of this, I sighed and shook my head a little helplessly.

As a result, although Zheng Jiayue didn't look at me, she seemed to have been paying attention to me, she took a bite and asked while chewing

"Why are you sighing so well, what's wrong?"

I was stunned when she asked this, I looked at her, thought about it and spoke

"Uh... It's okay, it's just.. I feel a little tired.. Let's not slow down yet."

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue looked at me again, she still deliberately avoided my eyes, but she continued to say

"If you're too tired, don't go to work today... I can help you take another leave this time, and besides, there shouldn't be anything going on today... I'm about to take a break.."

When I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, I immediately shook my head, I don't necessarily have a good rest at home, it's better to mix in the company for a day.

And it's been an extraordinary period recently, if something happens Chen Yanyu can't find me and blame me, wouldn't it hurt.

Seeing that I shook my head, Zheng Jiayue didn't say anything, she suddenly put down the dishes and chopsticks, and then spoke

: "I'm full, I'm going to change my clothes.. We'll go to work when you're done."

With that, she got up and walked back to her room.

Seeing that she didn't eat it, I naturally didn't feel embarrassed to eat anymore, and I really didn't have any appetite, and I felt that my breath smelled of alcohol.

I stood up and waited for a while, and Zheng Jiayue came out with a new pair.

She wore a tracksuit, which looked like she was going for a run rather than going to work.

Although she is a secretary or something, she usually seems to wear very casual clothes all the time, and there are still a lot of professional clothes in our company, if there is any emergency that needs to wear formal clothes, this little guy can change into it at any time.

I couldn't help but smile when I saw her dressed like this, and then asked

"Are you dressed like this to make it more comfortable to sleep when you go to work?"

It seems that I have been hit by a word, Zheng Jiayue pursed her lips and said in a low voice

: "Cut.. Let's go.. I'm going to be late.."

With that, she took me, opened the door, and walked downstairs.

After going out and going downstairs, I still felt in a trance.

I can't believe that I slept in Zheng Jiayue last night, and I can't believe that my first kiss was gone last night.

However, Zheng Jiayue didn't mention this matter at all, I don't know if she forgot it or didn't want to mention it, in short, she was like nothing had happened, and she was still the same as usual.

Because her home is not very far from the company, I walked with her.

She didn't walk fast, as if the person who had just said she was going to be late wasn't her at all... But I can still see that she has something on her mind, and I don't know what she's thinking along the way, in short, she rarely speaks.

I know that Zheng Jiayue is a person who talks a lot, so I feel very strange that she suddenly talks less.

But I didn't know what to say to her, and after walking for a while, I spoke boringly

"You're so good, you don't have to crowd the bus every morning... Just take a walk yourself.."

My words made Zheng Jiayue turn her head to look at me, she smiled softly, and quickly whispered

"It's okay... I thought it was good at first.. After walking for a long time, I feel bad."

"Walking alone to and from work.. It's still boring."

Hearing her words, my heart trembled, and I vaguely felt something, it seems that since yesterday, she has unconsciously mentioned that she is a person, and it seems that yesterday's events still have a lot of influence on her.

But what did she say to me, presumably... That's what she says, right?

Beijing is a bustling city, full of people, but at the same time it is a lonely city, because people are always like separated from each other, and they can't get close.

I don't know where that sense of distance comes from, but in short, many people live a lonely and lonely life here.

Apparently Zheng Jiayue is one of them, and I... It is also one of them.

It's just that I'm more used to it... And Zheng Jiayue, although she is also used to it, she has always had this knot in her heart.

Thinking of this, I smiled at her and spoke

"Uhhh It's nothing.. In fact, I often commute to work alone. You don't have to squeeze the bus, and when you squeeze a few times, you will know how happy it is to be able to walk to work alone."

My words made Zheng Jiayue smile slightly with me, and soon she looked at me again and asked with some curiosity

"By the way, you live so close to Sister Qian... Why don't we commute together?"

Her words reminded me of Yu Qianlai again, I hesitated, but still spoke

"Uhhh I'm with her... Just walk through it together two or three times once in a while... She doesn't seem to be in the company much all the time, and often goes out for a walk. After all, she has a boyfriend, and I commute to work with her or something, and it's not good to be seen by others.."

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue said "oh", and soon she smiled again and spoke

"I don't think there's anything... In fact.. Sister Qian and Mr. Lu are not necessarily so good... She is often absent from the company because she... It's a lot busy, right? Anyway, you can talk to her next time... It would be nice to have a companion to walk with."

I heard Zheng Jiayue say that Yu Qian and Lu Mao didn't have a good relationship or something, and I was suddenly happy in my heart.

But soon I suddenly thought of something, and suddenly looked at Zheng Jiayue beside me again, and asked

"Uhhh That's it.. By the way, do you know or not.. Yu Qian: Going on a business trip this time?"

"It seems that she is going to go on a business trip to Shandong or something with that Lu Mao, right?"

The reason why I asked Zheng Jiayue like this is because I suddenly remembered that when I asked Yu Qian if she was going on a business trip, Yu Qian asked me if Zheng Jiayue told me, so it is very likely that Zheng Jiayue knew about it.

Sure enough, my words made Zheng Jiayue show a trace of surprise, she looked at me and asked with some curiosity

"Yikes... Right? Strange, how do you know? I heard that... It seems that I am indeed going to Shandong.. It seems to be a place in Qingzhou or something.. What's wrong? Why are you asking this?"

Seeing that Zheng Jiayue really knew that I was suddenly in spirit, I looked at her and immediately asked again

"Really? Just the two of them? I just think. Then Lu Mao has a little bad intentions.."

"So I feel that Yu Qian is going out with him. Isn't he always the same as Chen?"

My words made Zheng Jiayue even more strange, she looked at me puzzled, her expression was a little difficult to describe, but it didn't take long for her to smile again and continue

"Hmm.. It should be okay, right?Xiao Xiaoming, you think too much, although that Mr. Lu is not very good, but he is still very good to Sister Qian. So don't worry about it.."

As soon as I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, I thought what an egg, he meowed so much that she was still good to her on the day of the drug?

But I can't say it directly now, I just looked at Zheng Jiayue, thought about it and said again

: "Anyway.. I don't think it's good.. Now that you know, is there any way to do it... Can you stop it? Don't let Yu Qian follow Lu Mao to Shandong?"