Seeing the words on Zheng Jiayue's mobile phone screen, I was stunned, I didn't expect Zheng Jiayue and her father to call her at this time, what was her father calling at this time? Is it because there is something to say? Is it because... Have they all cleaned up over there?

I don't know, Zheng Jiayue didn't answer the phone immediately at this time, but she looked at me and seemed to be thinking about something.

Seeing Zheng Jiayue's stunned appearance, I paused, and then said again: "Answer the phone, what are you doing in a daze.."

Zheng Jiayue came back to her senses when she heard me say this, she thought for a while, and actually took a step to the side, as if she was going to answer the phone.

Seeing that Zheng Jiayue deliberately avoided me at this time, I didn't say anything, after all, she didn't want me to hear it.

I can actually quite understand Zheng Jiayue's thoughts, maybe her father won't be a good thing when he calls, so... It's okay if she doesn't want to answer the phone in front of me...

I stood in place like this, watching Zheng Jiayue walk aside, at this time I didn't feel very good in my heart, because I had a bad premonition, but... I don't know what Zheng Jiayue and her father will say, so I can't be too pessimistic now, it's better to think about what to take Zheng Jiayue to eat.

While thinking about this, I looked at Zheng Jiayue from the side, she didn't go too far, she turned her back to her, and her body looked so thin.

I don't know what's going on, seeing Zheng Jiayue's back like this, my heart feels like being pressed against a stone, dull and breathless.

Zheng Jiayue answered the phone for a long time, and I didn't hear her say anything, but every minute that passed, I felt more uneasy in my heart.

Finally, after a while, Zheng Jiayue seemed to put down the phone, she didn't come over immediately, but stood in place for a while, and then turned around and walked towards me again.

Zheng Jiayue, who walked back to me, showed a smile at me and said, "Xiao Xiaoming, have you thought about what you want to take me to eat~?"

I could see that Zheng Jiayue was smiling a little forcefully, so I looked at her, and after a while, I still asked, "Who?

"What did your dad say?"

Zheng Jiayue was stunned for a moment when she heard me ask this, and after a while, she nodded and said, "Well, yes, I didn't say anything special, I just said.."

"They have already packed up over there and asked me when I will go back..."

Zheng Jiayue's heart sank when she said this, I looked at her, and suddenly I couldn't make a sound.

After a while I nodded again, and then asked, "Is it... That.. What do you say?"

"I... I said a few days, I haven't figured it out yet, what's the matter.. It's Christmas over." Zheng Jiayue didn't look at me, but she still said like this.

I was a little depressed when I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, because I didn't expect it to be so soon, I didn't expect Zheng Jiayue to go back so soon.

Although Zheng Jiayue is saying so now, I know from her that her father can't stay in China for a long time now, right? Especially this kind of disease, it is impossible to stay for too long, so it is very likely that Zheng Jiayue will really leave after giving me Christmas.

I was a little upset, but I still looked at Zheng Jiayue, and after a while, I said, "Is it? That.."

"Alright then, it's over Christmas, right... When the time comes, I'll send you back, right? I don't know where your house is."

Zheng Jiayue quickly shook her head when she heard me say this, and after a while, she said again: "No need, let's talk about it then, that.. Let's go eat first, I'm going to starve to death, go eat."

Zheng Jiayue deliberately diverted the topic, I saw that she said so, and after thinking about it, I agreed.

In this way, I took her forward for a while, and finally arrived at the snack street.

I first discovered this place with Yu Qian, but speaking of which, I haven't been here to eat for a long time.

And when I came before, it was almost at night or something, and I rarely came at this time.

Sure enough, there were a lot fewer people on this street at this time, and Zheng Jiayue and I walked in, just the smell of snacks made Zheng Jiayue hungry.

At this time, Zheng Jiayue was not a picky eater at all, she just kept looking at me, as if waiting for me to make a decision.

I didn't know what to eat, so I just took her around and finally saw a burning shop.

Zheng Jiayue and I still rarely eat these things, so I asked Zheng Jiayue about it.

Zheng Jiayue said that now she can eat anything, but the fire seems to be much faster, and it is not convenient, so the two of us hit it off and walked in immediately.

I went in and asked for a few roasted pork rolls, and I asked Zheng Jiayue for a bowl of soup and started immediately.

Zheng Jiayue was so hungry that she didn't bother to talk to me.

I watched Zheng Jiayue eat the fire, and I was a little moved in my heart, and after a while, I still said: "Look at how fragrant you eat... You obviously haven't eaten in the morning and noon, how can you make it look like you've been famine for several years..."

Zheng Jiayue didn't have time to bird me, just glared at me and continued to eat..

At this time, the two of us ate for a while, and I still couldn't help it, and looked at her and asked again, "That.. Actually.."

"You won't stay long, will you? You just stayed with me after Christmas, right? Otherwise, you'd have gone back with your parents, right?"

Seeing that I was still concerned about this issue, Zheng Jiayue was a little surprised, at this time she looked at me, and after a while, she still said: "Xiao Xiaoming, don't ask... I don't know how to answer you, anyway.."

"If I can stay with Xiao Xiaoming for one more day, I will definitely stay one more day... Don't worry, Xiao Xiaoming.."

Zheng Jiayue said so, so I didn't ask anymore, but I thought that one day it would be like this between me and Zheng Jiayue, and it would be measured by days.

After all, there are only a few days, right? Although Zheng Jiayue can't leave right away, but... I'll see if I'll stay longer.

These thoughts made my mouth quite unpleasant, and I suddenly felt a little unable to eat, but because I was in front of Zheng Jiayue, I still forced a smile and said, "That's it, hahaha.. Got it, then, stay a few more days.."

Zheng Jiayue didn't say anything more at this time, she silently burned and ate the fire in her hand.

The atmosphere between the two of us fell into a low point again, as if each of us had something on our minds and was unwilling to say it.

Later, after eating, Zheng Jiayue seemed to be resurrected, I took her out of the store, and the two of us walked on the way to my house again.

Zheng Jiayue and I walked very slowly along the way, because there was no plan and no things.

Later, I couldn't stand this silent atmosphere, so I looked at Zheng Jiayue again and asked, "By the way, do you have any other places you want to go?" If you can't think of it, I can think about it, there must be more fun places tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, right?"

Zheng Jiayue was stunned for a moment when she heard me say this, she looked at me, and after a while, she still said: "Actually, I actually, I thought about where I was going for Christmas a long time ago, so... Xiao Xiaoming, don't worry, I just don't know where I'm going in the past two days, so it's just near your house, right? Xiao Xiaoming, you have been doing so much for a while, the house must be very messy, it will be near your house today.."

I couldn't help but be a little surprised when I heard Zheng Jiayue say that she already had a plan for Christmas, but after thinking about it, Zheng Jiayue must have known that it was my birthday, so Bacheng had already planned what to do in those two days, she just didn't say it, she just kept saving, she must want to surprise me then, right?

Thinking of this, I looked at Zheng Jiayue, paused and nodded and said, "Okay, then let's go back to my house first."

Zheng Jiayue nodded and followed me to where I lived.

Soon the two of us walked back to my room, and after entering the door, Zheng Jiayue and I both stopped.

Speaking of which, maybe because my mind is not here these days, I didn't think it was messy before, but this time I brought Zheng Jiayue here, and I found out that it was really messy...

Zheng Jiayue on the side looked like she expected, she looked at me at this time, and said after a while: "Okay, it seems that it is going to be cleaned up~"

I looked at Zheng Jiayue and said, "I'll help you?"

Unexpectedly, Zheng Jiayue shook her head and said, "No need, Xiao Xiaoming, you can watch from the side, after all..."

"After all, this may be the last time I'll clean up the house for you... So, just look at it.."

I was stunned for a moment when I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, and I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, so I couldn't help but say: "Eh... Needless to say, it's so sad, does it feel weird."

As a result, Zheng Jiayue took off her coat and said, "I am. . . Give Xiao Xiaoming a vaccination first.. Anyway.."

"I'm right, am I... You're going to be sad then, so I'll make you feel some of it now, and when the time comes... When you are separated, you will feel a lot less."

———— heard Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...