Chapter 173: Ticket to Heaven

Zhu Si's face turned pale, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but be bitter, and he hadn't even tasted a thing or two of his feelings, so he was in a hurry to explain to Zhang Yanran, and he resolutely couldn't let her misunderstand Yan Yiling.

"That's not what I meant, ma'am. ”

"I'm sorry, I lost my word. ”

Two different voices sounded at the same time, one anxious and the other frank, which fell on each other's ears clearly enough, and the response was even more tacit.

"I know. ”

"It doesn't matter. ”

I don't know why, when Zhu Si refuted Zhang Yanran for the sake of words, her heart tightened, and she was a little unscrupulous, saying some hurtful things, and even she herself was a little uncontrollable.

"On the day you disappeared, Mr. Yan used his private account to inject 300 million yuan into the Zhang Group so that we can operate normally, of which 200 million is the funds to start the reorganization of the hotel restaurant, so he will definitely do what he says and return the shares to you for disposal. Zhu Si was worried that Zhang Yanran would not believe it, so he took out the transfer record from his bag and showed her: "At present, all the personnel of Zhang's Finance Department have been dismissed, and Mr. Yan contacted Miss Chen at that time to explain the reason for the matter, and asked Miss Chen to arrange a new financial incoming, and..."

"Alright. Zhang Yanran interrupted her words in surprise, her fingertips involuntarily lifted her hair, turned her head sideways and looked calm: "I'm sorry, I'm a little tired and want to rest for a while." ”

"Mrs. Yan, I just want to tell you, don't miss a good person. Zhu Si slowly stood up and took a deep breath, holding the thin transfer record in his hand.

Zhang Yanran smiled.

Zhu Si couldn't help but be annoyed: "What are you laughing at?"

Zhang Yanran smiled and said nothing, she never concealed that she was with Yan Yiling just for profit, and he knew very well that all this was just a transaction, she was willing to marry him, and he promised to help Zhang, it's fair, isn't it?

"Zhang's ability to get to this point today is due to the Yan family. Zhang Yanran lightly reminded her that if it weren't for the persecution of the Yan family, no matter how bad the Zhang family was, she would not have come to this point, couldn't she even have doubts?

Zhu Si was stunned for a moment, and was unconvinced and quibbled: "Yan does not include him in the family, and he has not interfered in this matter from beginning to end, don't you know? Also, he built a ship and a castle for you, arranged the design with his own hands, planted flowers with his own hands, personally prepared for the wedding, personally came forward to refute the rumors for the Zhang family, and led the company step by step in a good direction, can't you see all this? Doing so much for you, is it not enough for you to forgive him?"

"You can't deny everything he's done for you because of one thing, you can't deny that it's true that he loves you, you can't deny him like that, you can't doubt him, you don't trust him. Zhu Si was emotional, counting these things one by one, every sentence was sharp, and his tone was full of grievances for Yi Ling.

Zhang Yanran's pupils gradually shrank, and she looked at the excited woman in front of her slightly, casually: "In what capacity are you questioning me now, and in what capacity are you ordering me?"

Zhang Yanran's words were like a basin of cold water slowly poured on the top of Zhu Si's head, making her sober, cold and piercing, what position does she have, and what identity does she have? Even she doesn't know herself, how can she answer Zhang Yanran?

"I'm sorry, but I said too much. Zhu Si was unwilling to admit her mistake but had to admit her mistake, the reason why Yan Yiling cultivated her was to do things for the woman in a wheelchair in front of her, how could she repeatedly forget her sense of proportion?

Zhang Yanran raised her hand lightly, and her tone was as indifferent as water: "There is no need to apologize, you are his person, it is very appropriate to say a few words for him, I hope you can recognize that the matter between me and him is not something you can interfere in." ”

"I understand, I still have something to do, so I won't delay your rest, wife. Zhu Si gritted his teeth and squeezed out a few words, tried to keep a smile on his face, and resigned himself to leaving the ward, but he kept slandering in his heart.

The sharp sound of the high heels hitting the ground, as well as the sound of the door closing, all told Zhu Si's dissatisfaction in his heart, frank and unconcealed.

Zhang Yanran operated the wheelchair and followed, the funny thing is that she is very familiar with the operation of the wheelchair, the electric wheelchair does not take any effort, she easily dodged the nurse to go downstairs, passed through the back garden of the hospital, and found a place with a wide field of vision and shade to stop and look at the sky.

It wasn't that the windows were too small, or the ward wasn't wide enough, and staying in the room was like a stone pressing on her heart, making it difficult for her to breathe smoothly, so she couldn't help but escape from that suffocating space.

She didn't deny what he had done, and she didn't want to admit that his good was out of compensation, if as Zhu Si said, because he had done a lot for himself, he had to forgive him for abandoning himself and putting Zhang in an unrighteous act, would that also indirectly admit that he was only making amends to himself, not loving her?

"Daddy, are we going to get out of here soon?"

A crisp child's voice sounded, and a father and son walked in front of them, both of them were wearing blue and white striped hospital gowns, and the man took the child and comforted: "Of course, we will be able to leave here soon, let's go to a place called heaven together, okay?"

"Will Mommy go too?" the child asked.

The man's eyes were moist: "There is no mother there, but there will be a lot of toys you like, there will be a lot of beautiful places, there are a lot of kind people, we can go and see first, and my mother will come to reunite with us later." ”

"Why didn't Mommy come with us?" the child asked again.

The man seemed to be a little out of breath, sat on the garden bench, thought about the reason, and told the child: "Because there is no ticket, mom is going to take the next bus to find us, let's go to heaven first, isn't it okay to settle down first and wait for mom to come?"

"Okay, Dad, we're going to get the license plates and street signs ready in heaven, Mom is always lost, I'm worried that she won't find us, so what should I do?" said Tong Sheng.

There was a bit of pampering in the man-man's helpless tone: "After a long, long time, we will go to the station to pick up your mother, we can't let her come so early, street signs, license plates, and house numbers will be built for a long, long time, so long that it will take a lifetime." ”

"I want to see my mother soon, I don't want to live that long. The child asked anxiously.

The man shook his head and said to the child seriously: "No, we have to do our best to pick up your mother, we can't fool your mother so-so, right?"

"Yes, okay then!" The child was a little disappointed: "Then I'll wait for my mother for the rest of my life." ”

Less than a few minutes later, they were talking about what to build in heaven and where to play, and the curious children's voices and patient male voices kept in Zhang Yanran's ears, until they began to walk away, a young woman-man walked from the corner to the place where they had sit, covering her face and crying, her eyes were firmly fixed on the father and son in front of her, and she clearly heard the woman-man sobbing: "What should I do? I can't wait for a lifetime, I really can't wait." ”

The reddish rays of the setting sun shone on the woman's body, not only did it give her a little warmth, but instead set off her endless sadness, and the suppressed cry faintly reached her cochlea.

When Zhang Yanran came back to her senses, she had already driven the wheelchair to the woman, she had no tissues, and she could not comfort people.

"You say, why is God always so unfair?" The woman's sobbing voice sounded again, and she couldn't seem to find the focus in her eyes: "My husband is still so young, my children are still so young, one loves me so much, the other is so sensible, I have never done anything bad in my life, there should be this kind of retribution, but God wants to take back the two men I love the most, but let me live." Why do they have tickets and make me wait for the next bus?"

"I often get lost, what should I do if I can't go home after he leaves? I always don't remember to bring an umbrella, what if it rains? I don't remember to collect the clothes at home, what if the wind blows away? What if my hands and feet are cold in winter and I don't have him to warm my feet?" the woman muttered to herself, suddenly thinking of something, and her eyes became very worried: " He always takes advantage of my absence, eats cold meals and cold dishes, his clothes are dirty, he can't wash them himself, the child has a cold, he won't deal with it, he will only be anxious, the child's school needs both parents to be present, how can I not go? How can I not be there?"

"They're all going to get on the bus, how can I stay here and wait for the ticket?" The woman was in a trance, holding Zhang Yanran's hand tightly, and asked her: "My life is so long, so long, what should I do if I can't wait? What should I do if I can't wait for a ticket?"

"I wanted to secretly get in the car with them, but I was afraid that he would blame me, that he would scold me for following them in the car, that he would lose his temper, that he would not love me. The woman hesitated, tears falling down her eyes, as if she had turned on the switch of her eyes, but she couldn't turn it off.

Zhang Yanran shook the hand of the stranger in front of her and patted it gently: "The next bus will always come, my mother also left first, there is no place for me in that car, I think, she must want me to sit on the next shift to find her." ”

She also said: "You have to live well, live well in their place, you have to give them time to build a home for you in heaven, a warm home for the three of you." ”

The woman looked at her in a daze, didn't cry anymore, she showed a harsh smile, staggered up and left: "They haven't eaten yet, I'm going to go home and cook for them, they can't get used to other people's cooking." ”

Between the words, it is full of their interdependent love, such bits and pieces seep into their hearts, if they really go first, how much strength will she have to take to support the next train?

A warm tear fell on her hand, Zhang Yanran looked down at her hands, the tears fell in conformity, she gently brushed away, dripped away, dripped away, dripped down, persistently brushed away.

The next second, she fell into a warm embrace, the man-man gasped slightly in her ear, she looked away to the bony hand, tears dripping down his hand.

His arms stiffened a little, and he asked softly, "What's wrong?"

"Could it be that you left first because you didn't have my ticket?" Zhang Yanran's voice was very soft, with a bit of painful depression, and his gentle greeting made her suddenly feel extremely aggrieved, and tears blurred her vision: "How can there be no more of my ticket?