"The results are still being tested, and now I don't want to know the situation with you? Zhou Yu's expression was a little vague, and then comforted, for fear that she would be cranky: "What symptoms do you have when you have a seizure?"

"I don't know what happened to myself, my mind seems empty, and I can't remember the events of those days clearly. Zhang Yanran held her forehead, tried her best to hide her fearful side, and chuckled: "I only know that every day I wake up more weak than the day before, dizzy, and even unable to get up, and it didn't take long for me to lose my mobility, because I didn't have any strength to support my body, and finally I sat in a wheelchair, and even my head was crooked." ”

Once, they didn't look in the mirror for her, but now, it is she who refuses to look in the mirror, she knows that she is extremely ugly now, and looking in the mirror will only make her want to die.

"Everything will pass. Zhou Yu didn't even notice that he had scratched the medical record, and comforted her with a warm smile, except for a simple reassurance, he didn't know what to say to her.

"My hands can now be lifted, but they are not as flexible as they used to be, and my legs, completely lacking strength, seem to be unable to walk. Zhang Yanran nodded understandingly, and there was a bit of self-deprecation in her smile: "Actually, there is no difference from the disabled." ”

"No, it's all temporary. Zhou Yu put down the medical record book, went around to the end of the hospital bed and lifted the air conditioner quilt, checked her legs left and right, and asked her, "Does it hurt?"

"It hurts, but the pain is very dull, maybe five minutes later, maybe ten minutes later, maybe even I don't know when it will hurt so much that I can't sleep, for example, when I cut my pulse, it doesn't hurt, and soon, I will feel a pain that pierces my heart. Zhang Yanran lowered her eyes and looked at the gauze re-tied on her wrist, thoughtful: "You say, do I want to tattoo something?"

"The current scar removal technology is very mature, and when you are well, I can arrange surgery for you to remove the scar, and there will be no traces left. Zhou Yu re-covered the quilt for her, and stood next to him with his hands and arms, maybe he could still do something for her, such as removing scars, but unfortunately, she didn't give him this opportunity.

Zhang Yanran shook her head lightly and smiled bitterly: "I don't want to have scar removal surgery, these traces are proof of my personal experience, I have to keep in mind that people can't be too kind, otherwise they will really be bullied." ”

She must keep in mind that in the future, she will return to that person a hundred, a thousand times, and she wants him to be ten thousand times more painful than her, so why should she forgive others for hurting her? She can't be so generous, she can't say anything to thank the person who hurt her, so that she can grow up so quickly.

There are many ways to grow, but hurt is hurt, forgiveness can be said to be a kind of sublimation, but also cowardice, and she doesn't like herself to be so cowardly, and when she returns the hurt, maybe it is the time to sublimate, she can talk to them about what forgiveness is.

"It's going to be tiring, and you should let yourself go. Zhou Yu didn't know what she thought, but just hoped that she could live happily: "And all this will pass with time." ”

"I let myself go, but who wants to let me go?" Zhang Yanran raised her eyes to look at him, bright and cold: "Time can only blur memories, but it can't deny that all this really exists." ”

"You have a good rest first, I'll come to see you later. Zhou Yu retorted speechlessly, just explained that she had rested earlier, and hurried out with the medical record book, not daring to look into her eyes.

There was still Yan Yiling at the door, who was supposed to go home to take a bath, he raised his eyebrows and looked at Zhou Yu's embarrassed appearance, the corners of his lips raised a mocking smile, and he didn't say anything.

Zhou Yu's face was full of panic, and he escaped from the suffocating ward: "Don't you think she has become terrible? How could she have said such things before? How can she become like this now?"

"Terrible?" Yan Yiling's face was displeased, and he said bluntly: "I can't accept her changes, I can't accept her ideas, I can't accept her now, the real terrible person is never her, but you, you will only keep saying that she is not the former Zhang Yanran, this is the most terrifying place." ”

He said coldly: "You haven't experienced what she went through, so who are you to ask her to be who she used to be?"

Life is like a blank paper, experience is like ink, a stroke is written on paper, as time goes by, things happen, the paper will be written all over life, no one can deny every stroke, even if you try to cover up, there will be traces of covering.

Yan Yiling turned to leave, Zhou Yu was stunned in front of the door of the ward for a long time, and he looked a little lonely in the long corridor.

No one knew that there was another person behind the door of the ward who was shocked, she was sitting in a wheelchair and was about to ask Zhou Yu who was leaving in a hurry to ask something, but she didn't know that she heard this conversation.

Yes, it's never her who is terrible, but they who can't accept their own changes, no one will be the same in their lives, if there is, how happy should that person be? How many people should protect her? And she, how envious should she be?

At this time, Zhang Yanran also lost interest in finding Zhou Yu, she skillfully controlled the wheelchair to the window, stared at the outside blankly, and looked at it for a long time, and she didn't even notice that someone came in.

"Ma'am. ”

A female voice recalled Zhang Yanran's thoughts, she turned her head and saw Zhu Si standing behind her, she nodded lightly: "Why did you come here?" She didn't think that Zhu Si was here to visit the patient.

Zhu Si put a brand-new mobile phone on the table, took out the reissued phone card from his bag and installed it, turned it on and handed it to her: "This is what Mr. Yan ordered for you, do you like it?"

Zhang Yanran's expression was indifferent, she didn't say whether she liked it or not, she just stared at the new mobile phone in her hand, so that Zhu Si couldn't guess what she was thinking for a while, and she was a little nervous in her heart.

Later, Zhu Si patted his head: No, I didn't give this mobile phone, what are you nervous about?

"How is the Zhang family now?" Zhang Yanran didn't know what she was thinking, her eyes narrowed, and she pretended not to care and asked casually.

Perhaps, it is long overdue for her to declare bankruptcy, right?

Speaking of Zhang's, during Zhang Yanran's absence, Zhu Si couldn't wait to divide herself into several people, running around Zhang's house, Yan's house, construction sites, hotels, and sometimes running public relations, and she didn't sleep for three hours for nearly a week, she never complained, and was willing.

But for some reason, after Zhang Yanran asked, Zhu Si felt full of grievances, tears condensed in his eyes, and he wanted to answer several times, but he was so choked that he couldn't speak: "Zhang, Zhang..."

This look fell in Zhang Yanran's eyes, and she seemed to be able to predict it in her heart, she smiled and comforted: "It's okay, it's not your fault, the Zhang family will come to this day, it's all my fault, you did your best, it's enough." ”

The more she heard this, the stranger it became, Zhu Si was confused, how could it become Zhang Yanran's mistake again? Suddenly, she seemed to know the reason, and instantly burst into laughter, quickly wiped away her tears, and said intermittently: "Madam, you, you misunderstood." ”

"Misunderstanding?" Zhang Yanran looked at Zhu Si, who was crying and laughing in front of her, inexplicably, stretched out a tissue, and patiently asked her, "What is the misunderstanding?"

Although there was some vagueness in his heart, he didn't dare to make a rash conclusion, but his heart followed Zhu Si's every move, for fear that it would be as he thought.

"Madam, in the past few days of your absence, everything has been fine with the Zhang family. Zhu Si slowly squatted beside the wheelchair and said the situation slowly: "Mr. Yan instructed that no one should know about your disappearance, and declared to the company that you are unwell and need to recuperate for a period of time, but all official affairs will be handed over to you." ”

"I bring the documents that need to be processed back to Qingyaju every day to Mr. Yan, according to his arrangement, the Zhang family temporarily stabilized, the current closed door reorganization of more than 129 hotels, 79 restaurants, 63 dismissals, including people from the finance department, as well as the previous cooperation of the Lucheng hotel project has begun to take shape, I believe that as long as three months, it can be successfully opened. Zhu Si's face gradually opened, thinking that all the efforts during this period of time were rewarded, she was as happy as a child: "The company's image has no previous labels, but has reshaped a new corporate image, and when our hotel and restaurant reopen, there will be good results." ”

How could the shareholders of the Zhang Group easily listen to Yi Ling's excuses, those shareholders are businessmen who eat people and do not vomit bones, and they all wish that she would abdicate and take the opportunity to sell Zhang's to a rival company in order to earn a pension.

"What else are you hiding from me?" Zhang Yanran did not breathe a sigh of relief, but turned her eyes to stare at her, her eyes slightly cold: "You should know that I don't like people who talk half of the time." ”

Zhu Si sweated: "Zhang's shareholders have changed, a few have left, and one has come." ”

Zhang Yanran smiled lightly and said nothing, and her soft eyes gave her great pressure.

Zhu Si panicked: "It's Mr. Yan, he is acquiring the shares of several shareholders." ”

Zhang Yanran's eyes darkened, and she used all her strength to hold the wheelchair handle with her fingertips, but it looked like an ordinary person holding it inadvertently, she lowered her eyes and hid herself from laughing at herself.

Sure enough, the Yan family still intervened in the Zhang Group, presumably half of the equity is now held by Yan Yiling, otherwise how could that group of people obey and believe him?

"Madam, don't think about it, there are some twists and turns in this matter, Mr. Yan didn't have the intention to buy it, but he was forced to have no choice, the situation was urgent, and he could only take those shares. Zhu Si was afraid that he would mess up Yan Yiling's plan, so he hurriedly explained: "He said that in the future, these shares will definitely be returned to you and let you dispose of them." ”

"Give it back to me?" Zhang Yanran raised her eyebrows, obviously not believing what Zhu Si said: "It's not a day or two that the Yan clan wants to swallow us." ”

She'd never seen the food she ate before, and she spit it out whole?

"Mr. Yan, he will really pay you back, I believe in his character, he has always done what he says, and he will not lie to you. Zhu Si didn't even want to refute her directly, it seemed that no one was allowed to doubt him.

Zhang Yanran smiled meaninglessly: "Also, you know him better than me." ”