"Even if I can't get you, I will let you remember my existence for the rest of your life, Zhang Luo, you are destined to be entangled with me for the rest of your life. ”

Zhang Qian suddenly put her head in front of me, and she seemed to have become a flesh-and-blood existence again.

Her enthusiasm is still aimed at me, the only regret is that I can see from her eyes that Zhang Qian is taking revenge on me.

"What do you mean by that?"

I frowned and grabbed Zhang Qian's collar, I didn't understand what she was doing.

Does Zhang Qian really hate me so much, does she have to let me fall into hell like her to feel happy?

"Don't you still understand that as long as I exist, the relationship between you and the gangster will never be what it used to be, and you are destined to live in my shadow. ”

Zhang Qian raised her hand, unhurriedly pulled my fingers away from her collar one by one, and then patted the folds on her clothes.

Her voice was soft, and if you weren't paying attention, it would sound very indistinct.

Her voice was still sweet and lovely, as delicate and slow as a comprehensive stream, but every word contained a lot of malice.

This is a curse from the abyss of despair, as long as Zhang Qian is alive for a day, she can still breathe, this curse will always take effect, never stop.

"As long as you like it, there's nothing wrong with that. ”

I felt relieved in my heart, as long as this makes Zhang Qian feel happy and happy, there is nothing bad about it.

The only thing I was afraid of was that she would target my friends, lovers, and relatives because they didn't know anything, they were all innocent.

But I'm different, I can only be regarded as guilty and deserved, I am destined to be punished like this, I should suffer silently whatever Zhang Qian wants to do.

"I like you, Zhang Luo, from beginning to end, the only person I like is you. ”

Zhang Qian raised her eyebrows and asked herself, what a ridiculous joke this is, and said that she could do anything as long as she liked.

Men are really the same goods, full of nonsense!

If it really follows her wishes, Zhang Luo should abandon everything and be with her regardless of it.

Zhang Qian grabbed my shoulder, stood on tiptoe and raised her head to try to kiss my lips.

I tilted my head to avoid the somewhat cold kiss.

Zhang Qian is now a gangster, no matter how wandering I, Zhang Luo, should not touch my brother's woman.

Zhang Qian still didn't give up, grabbed my chin and began to look for my lips again.

"Don't be like this, don't continue to deceive yourself, your feelings for me are just an attachment to your elders, you don't like me at all!"

The anger in my heart came out all of a sudden, and as soon as I shook off Zhang Qian's hands, I grabbed her shoulders and began to shake.

I've given her enough time, but Zhang Qian still doesn't have any intention of coming to her senses.

Deep down, she actually knew that she didn't really like me at all.

It's just because I appeared at the right time, just when she was at her most vulnerable and helpless, and appeared in her world as a big hero.

From the very beginning, her feelings for me were not liking, just an insecure dependence, and she was just afraid that I would leave her like her parents.

"Do you dislike me?"

Zhang Qian didn't say a word and just stared at me, and just when I thought she was moved by my words, Zhang Qian spoke.

Her voice was soft at first, and her tone was less like something I was talking to me, more like a kind of self-doubt.

Later, her whole body entered a hysterical state, and she began to roar.

"Is it because I've been by other men that you don't like me?"

"I didn't mean that, Zhang Qian, you know, we are not suitable for each other, from the beginning, we were people in two worlds. ”

I shook my head, I never thought that Zhang Qian's paranoia had reached such a point, just because of my refusal, so many thoughts popped up in her head.

Now Zhang Qian is really a little too sensitive and cowardly, not so much that she is doubting me, it is more appropriate to describe her as self-avoidance.

She knew very well in her heart that what I said was true, but she didn't have the courage to admit it.

"That's what you mean! It must be that I'm not pure enough, and I'm pregnant with your brother's child in my belly, so you're starting to dislike me. ”

Zhang Qian let out a low roar, her guess was indeed right, these men were all the same.

The gangster is like this, and so am I, I clearly dislike her in my heart, but I still keep holding this kind of hypocrisy.

She said that she was so beautiful and sensible, how could I not like her.

Sure enough, because of what happened to her, because of her impurity, everyone became like this.

"I don't mean to dislike you, I am, I am, it's ......"

I shook my head a little helplessly, I never knew what it took to change the mind of a person who was bent on going his own way.

I'm not what Zhang Qian thinks in her head at all, I just don't like her, where do you need so many reasons for such a thing.

"Look, you really can't say it, Zhang Luo, you're just starting to dislike me!"

Zhang Qian snorted coldly, and sure enough, everything was the same as what she thought in her heart, and Zhang Luo would reject her because he disliked her.

I can't even come up with a reason to deceive her, it's not that I dislike her.

Zhang Qian suddenly sighed deeply, and the whole person suddenly slipped into the corner of the wall weakly, hugged her knees and covered her face and began to cry loudly.

It was a long, long time before she looked up at me again.

"But Zhang Luo, everything is not willing, even the gangster, I also treat him as you, and everything has become what it is now. ”

"Zhang Qian, calm down, no matter what, he is a good man, he really likes you, he will live well with you. ”

I squatted down, grabbed Zhang Qian's shoulders and hugged her into my arms.

She is no different from my own sister who I watched grow up, the same fragile and innocent girl, she shouldn't have suffered such a terrible thing.

Her future should be bright and hopeful, and she should be full of imagination about the future now.

It's all because I'm useless, I'm incompetent, so that everything has become like this.

"I don't believe it! I won't believe any man except you. ”

Zhang Qian screamed, pushed me away, ran to another corner in three or two steps to squat, helplessly hugged her body, and then relaxed and eased again.

She doesn't trust anyone anymore, men are all the same species, and none of them are good.

The gangster was just obsessed with her beauty for a while, and in the end he was still the same wolf in sheep's clothing.

"The gangster just looks at me and wants to play with my feelings. ”