She thought she would lose sleep again on nights like this. But the warmth and familiarity of Francis's embrace reassured her, and she fell asleep quickly, and she never woke up in between. A dreamless night. She hadn't slept so well in a long time.

When he woke up in the morning, Francis was no longer in bed. Thinking of the incident of last night, she patted her head in annoyance, why could she do such a thing, how much effort did she use to leave Francis in the first place, how did she go to bed in a daze, if he wanted to start over, how could she refuse in such a dignified manner?

She got dressed and went out, and Francis was standing in the dining room setting breakfast on the table, and she glanced at her favorite food.

Francis smiled at her, and the smile scared her. She would rather he still be as cold to her as he had been the other day.

"Come over for dinner, I'm going to see Jibei later. After a while, Fang Jidong saw that she was not moving, and looked up at her: "What's wrong with you?

Shen Yuxi suddenly sneered: "Do you prepare breakfast for your female companion so intimately before?"

Hearing her words, his face changed, his eyes fixed on her and asked, "Do you know what you're talking about?"

Shen Yuxi brushed the hair from his ears and showed a amorous smile: "Of course I know what I'm talking about, and I'm sure Mr. Fang understands it." ”

Fang Jidong slowly walked up to her, his eyes were full of anger, and he grabbed her neck hard: "How do you compare yourself to those women?"

Shen Yuxi felt that she was about to run out of breath, but she still looked at Fang Jidong calmly, and pulled out an extremely ugly smile.

In the moment when she was about to suffocate, Fang Jidong finally let go of her, she crouched on the ground and gasped for air, tears coming out of her eyes. Fang Jidong walked to the table and took a glass to drink, but his hand was shaking, he slammed the cup on the table, and the quilt broke in his hand.

The glass ballast pierced into his palm, and the blood flowed out quickly, and he didn't feel pain. He took out his wallet from the coat on the sofa, took out a step of money from it, slammed it in front of Shen Yuxi, and said coldly: "Then let me tell you, I will still give money to those women." Your performance last night is worth the price. ”

Shen Yuxi raised her head to look at him, she smiled hard and said thank you bitterly. She picked up the money one by one, and when she saw the blood on the money, she looked up suddenly, and Fang Jidong's hands were already full of bright red, and the blood dripped down her fingers on the floor, shocking.

She stood up anxiously and went to shake his hand, but he dodged her.

"Your hand, hurry up and get to the hospital. ”

"You don't care. After speaking, he took his clothes and went out, Shen Yuxi watched him leave resolutely, and finally cried bitterly, she hurt him again, she should go to hell.

She cleaned up the room briefly, the blood on the floor stinging her eyes. The breakfast on the table was already cold, so she drank a big bowl of porridge with tears in her eyes and ate a few buns. When she went out, she met the cleaner who came to clean, maybe her pale face and red and swollen eyes were too scary. The charitable aunt thought she was being bullied and gently asked if she needed help, to which she smiled dismally and said no.

When she went to Francis' ward, it was close to noon. He was the only one eating lunch, and she secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but fortunately, Fang Jidong was not there, and she didn't know how to face him now.

Fang Jibei was startled when he saw her floating in like a ghost.

"What the hell is wrong with you two? I haven't seen you for a few years, are you miserable together now? My brother came with a bloody hand, and you are now like a terminally ill patient. Fang Jibei put down the dishes and chopsticks in his hand, his face was puzzled, Fang Jidong came over and refused to say a word, and was forced to go to the clinic by him.

"Is he okay?" Shen Yuxi stood in front of the window and looked out, there was a gazebo downstairs, and there was a person sitting in the pavilion, his right hand was wrapped in a thick bandage, his left hand was smoking a cigarette, his eyes were looking into the distance, and his back was very lonely.

"Can it be okay? There are a lot of stitches on my hands, and a lot of broken glass ballasts are pulled out of it, and the whole palm is blurred with flesh and blood. Fang Jibei said as he looked up to observe her reaction, his face was even more ugly than before, and he continued to add in a bad way: "I didn't even take the anesthetic, I just held on silently, and I hurt him." ”

Shen Yuxi stood there motionless, looking at Fang Jidong sitting downstairs seriously and intently, after a while she turned to look at Fang Jibei, her face was already full of tears, Fang Jibei hurriedly said: "Hey, don't cry, I added a little more oil and vinegar, he is not as serious as I said." ”

She has been crying a bit a lot lately, and her eyes have been swollen and very uncomfortable. Her mind was not very clear, and she thought for a while and said intermittently, "It's me who is not good...... He probably didn't want to pay any attention to me. ”

Shen Yuxi spent half an afternoon in Fangjibei's hospital room when a nurse told her to go for a check-up. She remembered that she was still a patient, and Fang Jibei seemed to be tired and needed to rest, so she silently went out of the room.

After the examination, there was no major problem, but the doctor instructed her to stay in the hospital for a few days for observation and rest more. She went to the hospital room to change into a hospital gown and lay groggily on the bed and fell asleep.

At dinner, Fang Jidong finally appeared, and Fang Jibei concentrated on eating and didn't pay much attention to him. When he finished eating and the nurse took away the dishes, he said to Fang Jidong, who was sitting on the sofa with his eyes closed, "What are you going to do now? One hand is injured, the other neck is bruised, and I haven't seen it for many years, do you want to do it so intensely?"

Fang Jidong opened his eyes and glared at him, and Fang Jibei was even more angry: "You know, I am the injured person now, I need to be comforted, okay? Why do you want me to comfort you in turn? Where can I reason." Yuxi has been crying here for an afternoon, and you are here to die again, I have provoked someone, and you have to be tortured like this. ”

Fang Jidong ignored Fang Jibei's complaints, took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket, just took out the cigarette and was about to light it, remembering that it was in the ward, and silently put it back. Fang Jibei laughed at him: "What did Shen Yuxi do to make you so upset?"

After thinking for a long time, Francis recounted the events of the morning. After saying that, he asked, "Is she really planning to never get along with me now?" will she be very happy to say those words?"

"You usually pride yourself on being smart, why can't you figure out why she separated from you in the first place, it's not because of grandma, this matter can never be changed, and it is difficult for her to change her attitude towards you. She blames herself and suffers in her heart, how can she easily turn back and reconcile with you. After a while, he added: "What happened last night probably made her regret it, so she said some insincere things in the morning, and the purpose was so clear, that is, to make you angry, and you still fell for it." ”

Fang Jidong stared into the distance, and Fang Jibei continued: "She is a girl's family, alone in a foreign land, and she doesn't even have any relatives and friends, it's really not easy. The place where she lived was small and broken, and the security was not very good, so it was not the place she should be staying at all. Now that we've seen her this time, let's talk to her and bring her back. ”

It was already night when Shen Yuxi woke up, there was no light in the room, and through the outside light, she could vaguely see a person sitting on the sofa, she thought it was the nurse aunt, and called softly, but no one answered. She sat up from her bed, and was about to turn on the light, when the man said, "Are you awake, are you hungry?

Shen Yuxi didn't know how to speak, she just watched him walk towards her step by step, turned on the light, and the bright and dazzling light in the room made her eyes a little uncomfortable, and she raised her hand to cover her eyes. After a while, Fang Jidong appeared in front of her.

Fang Jidong reached out and stroked the bruises on her neck and asked, "Does it hurt?"

Shen Yuxi shook his head, and Fang Jidong whispered again: "You go to change your clothes, and I'll take you to dinner." ”

She was indeed hungry, and she had eaten cold food in the morning that made her stomach uncomfortable, and she did not eat at noon. When I slept until now, my stomach was empty.

Fang Jidong took her to a restaurant, he didn't order many dishes, he didn't eat much, Shen Yuxi had a bad appetite, although he was hungry, he ate little. The meal ended quickly, Shen Yuxi took the napkin and wiped her mouth seriously, and after wiping it, she took out a wiping finger, wiped it carefully for a long time, and found that Fang Jidong was staring at her, she threw the tissue into the trash, and thought for a while before saying, "I'm sorry." ”

Francis was still looking at her so intently that she was nervous, and she took a sip of water from her cup and looked away silently to ease her nervousness.

"Why are you apologizing to me?" said Francisco, suddenly.

"Last night...... And this morning. ”

Fang Jidong looked at her and smiled, there was an unknown emotion in his eyes, "Last night, we were willing to do it, everyone was happy, there is nothing to apologize for." As for this morning, what you said was too contrary to your intentions, and although I am very angry, I do not want to deal with you. ”

"In addition, although my hand hurts, but I can't control my emotions, it has nothing to do with you, you don't have to blame yourself. Besides, I hurt you too, let's settle it twice, don't mention it again in the future, I don't want to hear you apologize. ”

Shen Yuxi went back to the hotel with him, he didn't give her a chance to refuse at all, she wanted to go back to the hospital, but as soon as she was halfway through the words, she was frightened back by his eyes.

She was afraid that yesterday's incident would repeat itself, so she went to the bathroom in a panic and took a shower, so she ran to another room and locked it.

Not long after, Fang Jidong knocked on the door, and Shen Yuxi stood at the door and asked, "Is there something wrong?"

"Come out, I have something to say to you. ”

Shen Yuxi refused and refused: "I'm very sleepy now." ”

Fang Jidong seemed to laugh for a moment, and then said: "Lie, it's only eight o'clock, you slept all afternoon, how can you be sleepy?"

After being exposed, Shen Yuxi felt a little embarrassed: "If you have anything to say, won't you say it again tomorrow?"

"I'll give you a minute, or I'll call room service to pick the lock. Fang Jidong made a big move, Shen Yuxi was helpless, she put on her pajamas, wrapped a thick bathrobe outside, and slowly opened the door after cleaning up. Fang Jidong leaned against the door, looking at her with a smirk.

He came and took her hand, and she struggled a little, but without breaking away, she went with him.

They sat together on the couch, the TV was on, and the central five sets of football games. She didn't like to look and looked down at her fingers. They sat too close together, and she tried to distance herself, but he held her tightly in his arms. He had a familiar smell on him, and she wanted to cry without tears, and always felt that she was about to lose her mind again.

Fortunately, Fang Jidong didn't move excessively, just hugged her. After a while, I don't know if the room didn't turn on the air conditioner, or if she was wearing too much, or if he hugged her too tightly, her body was extremely hot, and a layer of dense sweat appeared on her forehead. She finally couldn't help but ask, "Don't you have something to say?" ”

He stared intently at the TV screen, probably which team had scored, and cheers rang out from the TV, but his expression didn't change in the slightest, and she remembered that he liked football. Without a response, Shen Yuxi struggled to get up and said, "If you're okay, I'll go to sleep." ”

Fang Jidong was finally willing to turn his head to look at her, and he looked at her seriously, his expression was kind, and his eyes were gentle. "Do you want me all these years?"

Time passed little by little, and Shen Yuxi didn't know how to say it, so he simply kept his mouth shut. But Fang Jidong didn't seem to intend to let her go, kissed her ear with his lips, and said in her ear: "Whether you want me or not, I think about you all the time." ”

A wave of electricity swept through her body, and she couldn't help but shudder. Her bathrobe was unbuttoned at some point, and even the buttons of her pajamas were unbuttoned. She reached out and grabbed the fingers on her chest, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't, don't do this." ”

Fang Jidong withdrew his hand, changed direction, and gently stroked her back, the tentacles were slippery. "Isn't it hot to wear such a thick outfit? You're sweating, I'll help you take off your bathrobe." ”

What a high-sounding reason, knowing his purpose, but she obediently did it. When her pajamas were half-withdrawn, she reacted a little, grabbed the corner of her pajamas, and said dryly: "No, we can't do this." ”

He kissed her lips, tangled ambiguously with her tongue. "What can't be? huh?" his voice was deep and deep, with an irresistible temptation.

Shen Yuxi was teased by her, and her breath was unstable, but she still maintained the last trace of clarity: "Don't you have a girlfriend?"

He let go of her suddenly, stopped moving, and looked at her with deep eyes, "Who told you? Fang Jibei? You only came to ask me now, are you too slow to react? And if I have a girlfriend and come to pester you, in your eyes, will I always be so dirty?"

In fact, Fang Jibei just mentioned it casually, and also said that he didn't believe it was his girlfriend. She's just making excuses now, she can't go on making mistakes anymore.

"Even if we don't, we can't ......," she paused for a moment and whispered, "We've broken up a long time ago." ”

"So what, can't you do it all over again?" he hugged her again, kissing her cheeks, lips, neck, and chest. "Don't you want me? Shen Yuxi, do you think you can escape me now?"

Fang Jidong made up his mind to take her down, and he knew her body too well, so in the end she lost her armor. The sofa beneath her was soft, and she seemed to float in the clouds. From time to time, cheers could be heard on the television, and with their eager breathing, it was very harmonious.

She curled up in Fang Jidong's arms, tears still hanging from the corners of her eyes, covered in sweat, sticky and greasy. He carried her to the bathroom and took a shower, she was lying on the bed with her back to him, he held her from behind, and his hand was on her waist and rubbed gently.

She felt tired and didn't want to resist his touch. The room was quiet, only the whirring wind from the air conditioner could be heard. After a long time, Shen Yuxi was almost asleep, and Fang Jidong spoke: "Come home with me, okay?"

She refused to answer, stubbornly pretending to be asleep, and in the darkness of the night, she seemed to hear a sigh of nothingness.