Chapter 603: It's up to you

Hearing my question, Xiaoxue's sister really thought about it seriously, she thought for a while before she spoke again: "Travel, if you want to go to a cleaner place, it's best to have mountains and water... There was also a small boat, the kind that allowed me to row on my own. ”

Hearing Xiaoxue's sister say this, I nodded and said, "There seem to be quite a lot of places like this?

Xiaoxue nodded and said, "Yes, I don't have any thoughts about traveling abroad, the main thing, I don't want to go anywhere alone, it's okay to have a companion~"

This reminds me of the fact that Xiaoxue's sister seems to be still single, it is true that she is alone, and it is not interesting to go anywhere, at this time, I saw Jiang Ziyun on the side was already a little impatient, and hurriedly looked at Wang Hanyin again, and asked, "What about you?

As soon as I finished asking, Jiang Ziyun pricked up his ears, it's not funny like that.. Sure enough, Wang Hanyin seemed to be thinking about this question just now, and after a while, she looked at me again and said: "I want to go to the place, but no, there is no place I have always wanted to go from the beginning, but if I have something to say, I recently found a place that is very good, if I have the opportunity, I am also interested in wanting to see it."

As soon as Wang Hanyin's words were finished, Jiang Ziyun on the side opened his mouth and asked, "Where is it?"

After asking, he seemed to feel a little too direct, and Jiang Ziyun showed an embarrassed expression on his face.

Wang Hanyin glanced at Jiang Ziyun, thought about it and said, "Well, a small island, Palau~ I don't know if you know.."

I definitely don't know, looking at Jiang Ziyun's appearance, he doesn't seem to know where it is, but since Wang Hanyin has said it, I believe Jiang Ziyun will check it in a while..

Seeing that the two of us looked confused, Wang Hanyin smiled lightly and said: "It's a small island, it is said that the sea there is more beautiful than that in Bali~ So I kind of want to go.. But I'm too, I don't want to go alone."

After Wang Hanyin said this, I glanced at Jiang Ziyun, and quickly said again: "Ah, that's it, otherwise, I'll rent Jiang Ziyun to you, and the two of you will go, right? Jiang Ziyun is a professional bodyguard, and he has money, all kinds of bags and whatever, you can let him follow him wherever you want.. Professional housekeeper or something.."

Of course, Wang Hanyin knew that I said this on purpose, but Jiang Ziyun was a little embarrassed, looked at me and said, "Don't talk nonsense.."

Xiaoxue's sister on the side laughed, and she also said, "Sounds good, Xiaoyin, you should think about it."

Wang Hanyin didn't say anything, just looked at us and smiled slightly.

Soon Wang Hanyin ordered something again, they should often come here to eat something, so they ordered a lot, and after ordering, they remembered that I came with Jiang Ziyun, Jiang Ziyun said that the two of us are free, just follow the food..

After ordering things like this, the table was quiet all of a sudden, Jiang Ziyun is very fond of talking on weekdays, but in front of Wang Hanyin, he seems to be a little unable to let go, I can naturally see it, after thinking about it, I decided to tell the two of them about what happened first, after all, this matter is also related to the two of them, there is no need to hide anything.

I thought about it for a moment and said, "By the way, I'll tell you a not-so-good news first... It's the live broadcast project that our company cooperated with your company, and I'm no longer in charge, so if the two of you talk about something in the future, you may have to talk to someone else, that is, the Xiao Kai who had dinner together before, I don't know if you still have an impression?"

Wang Hanyin and Xiaoxue obviously didn't expect me to say this, both of them looked at me and couldn't help asking, "Ah, what's going on? Why don't you care?"

I had known that the two of them would ask that, so I sighed and told them the general story.

Of course, I still saved face for Xiao Kai, I said that I didn't have any energy, or I didn't have the ambition to do it, and I felt quite powerless, so even if I gave in half, if it wasn't for the fear that the two of them would be pitted when they dealt with Xiao Kai in the future, I wouldn't have said anything about Xiao Kai stealing my position.

But the two girls were not stupid, so they naturally heard the meaning of my words, only to see two people looking at me, and after a while they still said with emotion: "Ah.. Why is he like this, I didn't see it last time, it seems that your company is also quite troublesome~"

This was said by Wang Hanyin, and her words made me understand at once, in fact, every company is almost the same, Wang Hanyin and her company must have such a thing..

But I sighed and said, "No way, the weak eat the strong, in short, you two should pay attention in the future.."

Seeing that I didn't want to say more, the two girls looked at each other, and didn't continue to ask, and I looked at them, thought about it and said, "Actually, it's nothing, the workplace is like this, there will be new opportunities.."

Wang Hanyin agreed, she nodded, as if she wanted to continue to ask something, but in the end she still didn't ask.

After waiting like this for a while, the things we ordered came up, and because it wasn't the first time we had eaten together, everyone was not polite and ate quickly.

Anyway, the food in this place is really good, much stronger than I imagined, at least the shrimp is very fresh..

Halfway through our meal, I saw that Jiang Ziyun had been wanting to talk but was embarrassed to say it, so I took a deep breath again, looked at Xiaoxue's sister and said, "By the way, Xiaoxue, I have something I want to tell you, convenient.. Let's talk about it alone?"

Sister Xiaoxue felt strange to hear me say this, but she hesitated for a moment, quickly nodded, and said, "Yes.."

I saw that Xiaoxue agreed, and said that I was not in a hurry first, and I would talk about it when I finished eating..

In this way, a few of us have eaten for a long time, and we have been chatting about topics that don't hurt or itch, but then we seem to have found a good entry point, Jiang Ziyun talked about the places he had traveled to before, and I couldn't see that this product had been to a lot of places, and he knew a lot of things.

Later, the meal was almost over, and I felt that the time was about the same, so I signaled Xiaoxue again, let's go out and talk..

In this way, Xiaoxue and I quickly walked out of the door of the store, leaving Jiang Ziyun and Wang Hanyin in the store.

After going out, it was already completely dark outside, and Sister Xiaoxue stood beside me, looked at me and asked a little curiously, "Wang Ming, do you want to tell me something?" Or do you want Jiang Ziyun and Xiaoyin to be alone?"

I shook my head when I heard Sister Xiaoxue say this, and said, "Sort of, but I also really want to ask you for help with something, and I guess only you can help me now, which is a very important thing.."

- Comment, I heard Yu Qian say something like this.. I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...

However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight, it is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, between me...

So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian...

Yu Qian was motionless in my arms, she also hugged me tightly, I could still feel the temperature of her hand around my waist, her hand was gently on my waist, her head rested on my arms, tightly pressed against my chest.

I can't think of how I can describe my feelings at this time.

In short, there is a warm feeling in my heart, I don't know if this warmth comes from Yu Qian's body, or from the feeling in my heart.

In short, at this moment, I am snuggling up to each other like Yu Qian... Neither of us said anything more, as if the voices of the world had all disappeared...

Later, I don't know how long it took, and Yu Qian in her arms heard a thick breathing sound.

It seems that Yu Qian is asleep, she leans on my arms, breathing steadily...

This made me can't help but look at her in my arms, only to see Yu Qian's eyes tightly closed, she seems to be asleep, as if she doesn't know what the situation is now.

I just looked at Yu Qian's sleeping face quietly, looking at her, with a quiet face.

For the first time, look at her like this.

For the first time, with such a mood, such a form, looking at her.

Yu Qian slept soundly, as if no sound could wake her up.

I just watched her quietly, and after a while, my eyes couldn't help but fall on her lips.

Although it was pitch black, Yu Qian's red lips could still be seen.

That color is hard to describe, but in my mind, I still have the gentle kiss of Yu Qian some time ago...

At this time, an idea suddenly popped into my mind...

That is, if I go to kiss her.

What would it look like?

At this time, Yu Qian shouldn't reject herself, right?

At this time, she just expressed her affection to herself, she shouldn't refuse, right?

However, if he did kiss her, what would that count?

What is the kiss between me and Yu Qian?

Between friends? or. betrayed Zheng Jiayue, a kiss only for his own selfish desires?

Thinking of this, I felt a bad feeling in my heart, because Zheng Jiayue's face appeared in front of my eyes again...

I suddenly came back to my senses and realized that everything I was doing now, as long as Zheng Jiayue knew about it, it would hurt her heart very much...

This made me pass for a while, and finally sighed, hugged Yu Qian motionlessly, and slowly closed my eyes.

I can't let go of her now, so I can only do what Yu Qian said.

Just give her a night out...

Such a night can be regarded as for her, and it can be regarded as for herself..