I guess there is no I will suddenly ask like this, Xiaoxue sister paused for a moment, and quickly looked at me.

After a while, she still smiled and said, "I remember that I seem to have answered your question, in short, fate has not arrived, fate has arrived, and naturally there will be suitable people."

Looking at Xiaoxue's sister like this, she shouldn't be in a hurry, to be honest, on her terms, she really doesn't need to be in a hurry or anything, I feel that there should be a lot of people chasing her, but I haven't met anyone who has feelings..

Thinking of this, I looked at her, smiled and said: "You think very openly, mainly because you are a woman, women are generally more passive, men are different, many times, men need to take the initiative!"

Sister Xiaoxue glanced at me when she heard me say this, smiled and asked, "Really, are you very proactive?"

I was a little stunned when I was asked, and after thinking about it carefully, the active party between myself and Zheng Jiayue was really not me, it had always been Zheng Jiayue or something, so I looked at Xiaoxue a little embarrassed, shook my head and said, "Ah, I'm an exception.haha.. In short, I hope you will find the right person sooner, so that you can go to those good places."

Xiaoxue also seemed to think that what I said made sense, she looked at me and smiled, and said: "It's true, but I'm not in a hurry, I have to wait for Xiaoyue's side to decide... Speaking of which, I think Jiang Ziyun is really kind and a good person. ”

I thought to myself that you didn't see his undisciplined side, but as a brother, I naturally had to think about him, so I immediately touted: "Of course, handsome and rich, the main thing is that he is still sincere to Wang Hanyin, and I think the two of them are very suitable."

I didn't expect to hear me say this, Sister Xiaoxue shook her head, she still opened her mouth after a while, and said: "It's not suitable, how can others see it, I hope there is also fate between the two of them.."

Xiaoxue is not wrong in what she said, it may seem quite appropriate to others, but what we can see after all is only the surface, what the real hearts of the two people will be, no one can say...

In this way, I didn't continue the topic with Xiaoxue, but chatted casually, and soon walked to the subway.

Because it wasn't in the same direction, Xiaoxue and I quickly separated... I was a little speechless on the way back alone, what happened today was still relatively sudden, but it was not completely unlucky.

But what I didn't expect was that Xiao Kai would defect so simply, and there will be more enemies in the company in the future.

In other words, he really has no vision, can he get any good end if he follows Lu Mao or something? Then Lu Mao and the goatee are not good people at first glance, so if it were me, I would definitely not stand on their side, at least it would be better to follow Chen Yanyu.

But to be honest, I can also understand Xiao Kai to some extent, not only do I work under me, but the girl I like is still with me, what's worse is that I don't do anything at all, he's all busy with him, and the credit will have to be counted on my head at that time, and it is normal for him to defect.

But although I think so in my heart, it still makes me very uncomfortable to have such an enemy, and what hurts even more is that I lost to him in the game today...

I rarely lose when I play games, mainly because I didn't think I would lose to Xiao Kai, but in the end, it's because I haven't played for a long time, I used to go to school, and I always gave myself a reason to indulge, but now that I'm working, I really started to give up these entertainments slowly, maybe everyone is like this..

In this way, I went home alone, and when I got home, I lay in bed with nothing to do, thinking that I would simply rest in the company these days, and by the way, I would like to find a way to see how to get Queen Guo's side..

To be honest, the solution that Xiaoxue came up with for me today is still quite good, the problem is difficult, where can I find the other three beauties, damn I don't know any too good beauties, and those who can be on the look, Xiaoxue and Wang Hanyin, but both of them are Queen Guo's subordinates, how can they be fooled by me so easily!

The more I thought about it, the more it hurt, and suddenly I remembered that Li Xinran came, if she was there, she could still act as a quota, but it was a bit too dangerous, after all, Li Xinran had encountered such a thing, and I still wanted her to act as a quota, what a scum or something.

But at this time, I remembered what Li Xinran gave me yesterday, so I turned it out again and took her mobile phone in my hand.

Maybe everyone will have the idea of peeking at other people's privacy, I actually want to see Li Xinran's phone, but I think it doesn't seem good, after all, she put it here and probably knew that I wouldn't look at it.. How can I just peek at it?

But in the end, my reason still didn't overcome my desire, and I don't know when Li Xinran will come to get it, so it shouldn't be anything to see...

With this thought, I opened Li Xinran's mobile phone, and it turned out that there was a boot password...

This gave me a bit of a pain, so I quickly turned it off again and gave up.

Although I don't understand Li Xinran's intention of putting the phone here with me, it should be nothing anyway...

After a while, I lay down on the bed and fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up the next day, it was already dawn, I didn't have any energy, although I didn't necessarily have anything to do when I went to the company on weekdays, but suddenly I didn't have a position, it was like I had lost my purpose in life.

After a while, I packed up and went to the office.

When I arrived downstairs in the company, I suddenly thought that I didn't know what happened to Jiang Ziyun and Wang Hanyin yesterday, Jiang Ziyun wouldn't be stunned to the end, right?

But soon I realized that I was not qualified to care about others at all, so I quickly went upstairs again.

After going upstairs, Zheng Jiayue had already come, this little guy was very worried, and he seemed to be relieved when he saw me coming, looked at me and said: "Xiao Xiaoming, you came so late~ I want to call you~"

I looked at her and said strangely, "What? Do you still think that I am so disheartened that I don't want to come to the company because I lost my position?"

Zheng Jiayue glared at me, and said, "I'm afraid, who knows what will happen to you as an idiot~"

I smiled and said, "Don't worry, I don't have that bad mental quality yet, and... I'm pretty good now, I don't know what to do when I come to the company, it's just a break, it's all a vacation.."

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue frowned, she looked at me, and quickly said again: "Cut, you really don't care at all, I didn't worry about you if I knew you~!"

I nodded, looked at Zheng Jiayue and said, "Don't worry, you don't have to worry about me or anything, anyway... You just have to do your own thing, there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, and Mr. Chen may not let me leave the company or anything."

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue said "um" again, and soon she seemed to think of something, and then looked at me and whispered: "By the way, after work today.. Xiao Xiaoming, you follow me~ Go to my house, I.. I've got a surprise for you~"

Zheng Jiayue's words made me stunned for a moment, I looked at her and thought to myself, what a surprise?

Thinking about it carefully, it was really sweet enough when the two of us went to Japan, and suddenly I heard Zheng Jiayue say this again, and suddenly gave me the feeling of Hokkaido again.

But then I smiled lewdly and said, "Ahhhhhhh What kind of surprise? Isn't it, some special costume? Like, fruit apron or something?"

Zheng Jiayue's face turned red when she heard my words, she reached out and knocked on my head, and said: "Perverted Xiao Xiaoming, what do you want!!

"You'll find out when you go to my house at night~"

Zheng Jiayue was quite embarrassed when she said this, and she didn't know what she had prepared for me, but since she said so, I couldn't say anything else, so I naturally agreed.

Seeing that I agreed, Zheng Jiayue seemed to be very happy, and she didn't know what good ideas she came up with, but I think it should be because I'm afraid that I'm sad and disappointed, so that's why I'm like this...

There must be something prepared that can make me happy, so Zheng Jiayue will tell me like this.

This makes me feel more and more that Zheng Jiayue is very sensible, and I even feel that if suddenly one day I don't have Zheng Jiayue by my side, then maybe I am really a failure...

——Heard Yu Qian say something like this.. I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...

However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight, it is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, between me...

So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian...

Yu Qian was motionless in my arms, she also hugged me tightly, I could still feel the temperature of her hand around my waist, her hand was gently on my waist, her head rested on my arms, tightly pressed against my chest.

I can't think of how I can describe my feelings at this time.

In short, there is a warm feeling in my heart, I don't know if this warmth comes from Yu Qian's body, or from the feeling in my heart.

In short, at this moment, I am snuggling up to each other like Yu Qian... Neither of us said anything more, as if the voices of the world had all disappeared...

Later, I don't know how long it took, and Yu Qian in her arms heard a thick breathing sound.

It seems that Yu Qian is asleep, she leans on my arms, breathing steadily...

This made me can't help but look at her in my arms, only to see Yu Qian's eyes tightly closed, she seems to be asleep, as if she doesn't know what the situation is now.

I just looked at Yu Qian's sleeping face quietly, looking at her, with a quiet face.

For the first time, look at her like this.