Originally, I thought that Wang Hanyin had something to say to me, and it was completely my guess, but now when I suddenly heard Wang Hanyin say such things, my heart inevitably trembled...

What does this mean? Let me persuade Jiang Ziyun to stop having any thoughts about her, isn't that no different from asking me to fool Jiang Ziyun and make him give up?

Although I don't know exactly what Wang Hanyin thinks, but... It's not a good thing either.

Wang Hanyin is not a fool, she naturally knows that Jiang Ziyun likes her, and I already knew it.. Otherwise, she wouldn't have said this to me, but doesn't the meaning of her words show that she still doesn't have any feelings for Jiang Ziyun?

When I think of this, I inevitably feel a little sorry for Jiang Ziyun again, I have seen it during this time, Jiang Ziyun likes Wang Hanyin very much, it can be said that it comes from the bottom of my heart.

But all along, it seems that there is no response from Wang Hanyin, even if Zhang Ming seems to have hinted at Wang Hanyin many times, even if everyone thinks that Wang Hanyin should start a new life, but Wang Hanyin seems to be still frozen in her own world, no one comes out, and no one can approach her...

I know that she rejected Jiang Ziyun, I think Jiang Ziyun's depressed appearance that night can be thought of in my mind, but Jiang Ziyun is not discouraged or anything, I don't know if there is any progress between Jiang Ziyun and Wang Hanyin during this time, but at least the last time I went out to play, the atmosphere was still good, why did Wang Hanyin suddenly say such a thing again?

Maybe I have been thinking about these things for a long time, Wang Hanyin saw that I was suddenly silent, and couldn't help but look at me, and asked softly

"Is it okay? What I said.. Do you embarrass you?"

Wang Hanyin's words brought me back to my senses, and I looked at her, and her expression was a little embarrassed.

This made me sigh after a while, and asked a little concernedly

"Why? I think.."

"He's still serious about you, right... And.. Don't you have a boyfriend now?"

Although I feel that it is a bit superfluous to say these words, after all, this kind of thing is not for me to take care of, this is a matter between Wang Hanyin and Jiang Ziyun, and I shouldn't have said anything more.

But at this time, I always feel that it is not good to say some things without saying them, after all... I still very much hope that Jiang Ziyun can be with Wang Hanyin...

Sure enough, Wang Hanyin was also stopped by what I said, she looked at me, and did not speak again immediately, but quieted down...

The atmosphere suddenly became awkward, and there were a lot of people around, but Wang Hanyin and I were the only ones here, as if we were engaged in a cold war.

After a long time, I couldn't stand the atmosphere and couldn't help but say

: "That.. I, I treat you as a friend, so.. There are some things I still want to tell you... I know.."

"You and Zhang Ming have had a relationship, and I know that the kind of relationship between the two of you is not ordinary, although I don't know why you separated, why you didn't come together, but... Zhang Ming told me personally.."

"He is the one who most wants you to be able to step out of the shadow of the past, some things, the past is the past, and it is not good for you to live forever in the memory, so.."

"Why do you keep going like this?"

I rarely tell a lot of big truths to women, but I still broke my vows today, probably because, seeing Wang Hanyin like this, I was also a little depressed...

Although I don't know her well, I still know that she is a good person, I don't know how many injuries she has suffered, how she has been, but I still know that now she should refuse to get close to happiness, at least I think Jiang Ziyun can give her these happiness..

As a result, after I finished speaking, Wang Hanyin still didn't say anything for a long time.

She was quiet like an angel, and there was not a trace of waves in her clear eyes...

After a long time, Wang Hanyin finally looked at me and said word by word

"Wang Ming, you are a very good person."

Inexplicably, I was issued a good person card, as if I was rejected by Wang Hanyin.

I looked stunned, looked at Wang Hanyin for a long time, and then spoke

"Uhhh This.. This makes me say something good."

As a result, Wang Hanyin took a breath lightly and said slowly

"You don't have to say it, I know... What does Xiao Zhang think.. I already knew... I know that too .."

"A lot of people around me want me to be like this... Hopefully I can get out of my old life sooner... But.."

"But... I can't do it."

"If it's as simple as it sounds... That's good to be.. However, it's really not that easy... For me.. It's really hard.."

Wang Hanyin's tone was particularly sad when he said these words, and I suddenly felt a little itchy in my throat, and my heart seemed to be shrouded in a layer of cloth, falling into darkness...

Truly.. Our words are just lip service, and the person who really wants to do it is Wang Hanyin!

We are not a party, how can we be able to understand Wang Hanyin's mood...

At this time, I was a little speechless, and I could only look at her somewhat lonely expression again, and I was stunned for a while.

Wang Hanyin lowered his head and stayed for a while, and then spoke

"I'm not saying that there's anything wrong with Jiang Ziyun, on the contrary... I think he's pretty handsome, and I can feel his heart for me... It's just.."

"I'm really not ready to start a new life, a new relationship... I don't know how long it will take me to start over, how long it will take to forget those things in the past, and that's exactly what happened."

"I asked you to tell him this, he doesn't have to waste his time on me, and I won't... Because of guilt and soft-heartedness, I reluctantly be with a person I don't have feelings for.,In that case,In the end, the one who will be hurt will only be the one who pays more.。。。 So.."

"I really think that you, as a good friend of his, should tell him well... There are some things that I really can't say... I don't want to see him sad in front of me."

Wang Hanyin's words are all about discussion, obviously she has already had these ideas...

Seriously, what Wang Hanyin said is really reasonable, indeed, she has no reason not to know Jiang Ziyun's goodness, but she refuses to be with him, not because she doesn't like Jiang Ziyun, but because she doesn't want to hurt Jiang Ziyun at all...

If Wang Hanyin can't get out of the emotional entanglement in his heart for a year or two, three or four years, then Jiang Ziyun will have to wait like this for a year or two.

It turns out that I misunderstood Wang Hanyin a little, and it was precisely because Wang Hanyin was so kind-hearted that she would say such things to me, and asked me to say that to Jiang Ziyun..

After thinking about this, I suddenly realized that I had no reason to reject Wang Hanyin...

Or rather, I can't find the words to refute her...

If just now I was confident to let her get out of her inner demons as soon as possible and win new feelings as soon as possible, then now, I am speechless...

Not everyone is willing to start a new relationship to forget the past, at least Wang Hanyin doesn't plan to do this, because this is too sad for the person who is being used, especially if that person still likes himself, so it's total, playing with other people's feelings...

Wang Hanyin didn't want to be such a person, and he didn't want Jiang Ziyun to be hurt, so he planned to do so.

Thinking of this, I took another deep breath and spoke

"So, I see... It's like.."

"I can finally understand your feelings.."

After saying this, I paused for a moment, and quickly added jokingly

"It's really not easy to understand a girl's mind!"

Wang Hanyin seemed to be stunned for a moment when she heard me say this, and soon she smiled again, looked at me and said

"Huh.. Is that so? maybe. But.."

"If you don't want to talk to Jiang Ziyun, it doesn't matter... Possible.. It's been a long time.."

"He'll give up on himself.."

The tone of the last sentence seemed to be a little trembling, and it seemed that he was not sure about it.

I found that Wang Hanyin is quite smart, and she seems to know that she can't convince herself at all.

After all, judging from the current situation, I don't feel that Jiang Ziyun will choose to give up easily. After all, he likes Wang Hanyin, but it's not Xiao Kai's kind of love for Zheng Jiayue at first sight, if Jiang Ziyun hadn't fooled me, he would have thought about Wang Hanyin for a long time. Of course, I don't know how long it was, but it must have been back when I was a student...

It's not something that the average person likes can do, so... I think Jiang Ziyun will at least stick to it.

But I didn't tell Wang Hanyin about these thoughts again, I looked at her, and after a while, I still spoke

"Well, I can't promise you, but.."

"I'll talk to him if there's a good opportunity... Of course, there is one condition: That's it.."

"Before Jiang Ziyun doesn't give up, don't either. Hit him or something, maybe, over time you have something to him to also produce ... Ah, anyway, don't tell him anything... I'll tell him about it when I get a chance."

Although this is not a perfect solution, at least my words ensure that Jiang Ziyun will not receive a fatal blow from Wang Hanyin in a short period of time... As for me, I have to really look at the situation, in case this Wang Hanyin of his meow is really dead or alive, will he still let Jiang Ziyun hang himself on this tree? Fungus harvester or something..

At this time, Wang Hanyin heard me say this and thought about it, and soon she nodded and spoke

"Okay, this way.. It seems to work too.."

As soon as she finished speaking, the meal for the two of us came up...

Because the topic just now was a little depressing, at this time I smiled at Wang Hanyin again, and then spoke

"Okay, then let's say so, that.. Hurry up and eat while it's hot, you'll have to go to work in a while, right?"

Wang Hanyin snorted and said

"Okay, that's. I'm moving.. You can taste it too.."

After speaking, the two of us picked up chopsticks one after another and began to eat.

Come to think of it, this seems to be the first time for the two of us to eat out alone?

I don't remember either, but it was a strange feeling anyway. Because I always feel as if I am with Zheng Jiayue.

I still remember when I first met Wang Hanyin, I thought she was a bit similar to Zheng Jiayue, but later I found out that she was much more rational and calm than Zheng Jiayue many times, and her appearance of always being calm was completely different from Zheng Jiayue.

But it can't be denied that Wang Hanyin feels very comfortable, and she can feel that she is a very good girl, and it can even be said that she feels better than Zheng Jiayue and Yu Qian.

Later, the two of us chatted while eating, but the topics we talked about were relatively simple, all of which were unimportant little things.

After eating, Wang Hanyin went to the side to settle the account, I originally wanted to pay, but I felt that this was also near her company, and I rushed to settle the account It didn't seem to be good, so I gave up..

Later, the two of us went out of the store again, and Wang Hanyin quickly waved at me and spoke

"I'm going back to the company, Wang Ming, you're going back too, right?"

I nodded, and spoke

"Yes, you go back, I'm going back to the company to talk about something... That one.. I'm not going to send you."

Wang Hanyin smiled and said

"It's right that I won't send you away, then.. I'm leaving, you can go back too.. Call if you have something~"

After saying this, Wang Hanyin waved his hand at me again, and soon set off and walked in the direction of his company.

I stood there and saw Wang Hanyin slowly walking away, and then I sighed deeply.

I don't know what Jiang Ziyun would think in his heart if he knew about Wang Hanyin's conversation with me...

But now is not the time to think about this, I stretched out my arm and quickly set off to rush back to my company.

The way back was relatively smooth, and when the company went upstairs, Zheng Jiayue was not in his seat, I don't know where this little guy went..

At this time, I went directly to Chen Yanyu's office, Chen Yanyu was inside, I don't know what I was sorting out, in short, there was a thick pile of documents next to the desk...

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Hearing Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.