At this time, I finally understood how big the gap between myself and Chen Yanyu and Gao Feng was, although these people looked very calm many times, but the degree of thoughtfulness was not comparable to ordinary people.

It's like this matter, I didn't think that things were so complicated at all, and now when I heard Chen Yanyu say this, I realized that things are not very simple, maybe if you are not careful, you will really be cheated by that Gao Feng or something.

This made me feel a little weak, and I didn't know what to do when Chen Yanyu said a word...

But looking at Chen Yanyu's appearance, she didn't seem to be worried at all, as if she was confident.

This made me a little suspicious, I always felt that Chen Yanyu was just saying it on purpose, what was she thinking?

After a while, I still looked at Chen Yanyu and spoke

"Ahhh This.. It also makes sense, it seems that I made things simpler, then.."

"Mr. Chen, what do you think is better? Let's still consider Mr. Gao's side."

Chen Yanyu snorted again when I asked like this, and quickly spoke

"Of course, I thought about it, how to get the most out of the money is the most important thing. Originally, I was a little worried, but now it seems that there is no need to worry, because I know, Mr. Guo must want to cooperate with our company more, because at the beginning, she may have planned to do so, and planned to let our company send all the best five models to her at the exhibition.. In other words, as long as we really agreed to her condition, of course she wouldn't care about the money, because the income brought to her at that time was far more than the price I offered, and even several times..."

Chen Yanyu looked confident when she said this, obviously guessing all of Mr. Guo's thoughts, which made me even more confused, I don't know what she was thinking in her heart...

After a while, I spoke again

: "That.. I'm a little confused Mr. Chen, what the hell is going on.. Can you do it?"

Chen Yanyu suddenly stood up, she stepped aside, and then spoke again

"You don't have to worry about this matter, I just said that, just to remind you, no matter what it is in the future, don't jump to conclusions, just like the last time you ate with me and Gao Feng, you directly said that you agreed to her, so that I have no reason to continue to spend with her.。。 So.."

"Be smart, but also learn a little... The mall is like a battlefield, there is only eternal interests, there is no eternal trust, you know?

Chen Yanyu's words made me understand a little bit, could it be that she just said that on purpose? In order to teach me a lesson or something?

At this time, I still didn't understand a little, but Chen Yanyu spoke again

"Okay, I'll talk to Mr. Guo about the rest.. Xiaoyue also came to me just now, and she said that she wanted to go out with you in advance."

Speaking of this, Chen Yanyu paused for a moment and spoke again

"Anyway, this matter can't be concluded in a short time, so it's better to let you go out first, and help me when you have had enough fun and come back with something.."

Chen Yanyu's words made me stunned, this... So, did Chen Yanyu let me go?

Meow, I have long felt that she said that she couldn't talk about not giving me a holiday, a little too much, now think about it, I don't know if she was talking about it at the beginning, after all, she gave Queen Guo such a high price, Queen Guo will definitely not easily agree, in fact, her real purpose, is to see what Queen Guo wants? Now after knowing Queen Guo's intentions, she also has confidence in her heart, after all, in terms of scale, our company is the largest, and the quality, is also the best... Coupled with this reason, at the same price, Queen Guo will definitely not go to someone else...

Sure enough, I blamed me for not thinking carefully about it at the beginning, what this woman said, I followed what I did, and I didn't notice that she was doing it on purpose, so now there is no obstacle to prevent me from going to Hokkaido with Zheng Jiayue?

When I think of this, a sense of relief comes to my heart, and I always feel as if I am relieved for a moment.

It seems that Chen Yanyu still cares about Zheng Jiayue very much, Zheng Jiayue must have told her that she wanted to go out with me earlier, and then Chen Yanyu agreed... Sure enough, the woman who meowed a cat is still towards the woman, so it's okay?

Of course, I didn't dare to say anything at this time, so I could only look at Chen Yanyu and speak after a while

"Really, Mr. Chen? You're going to give me a vacation then?"

Chen Yanyu smiled again and said

"Otherwise, am I the kind of person who doesn't think about my subordinates? And I know your value, I know when I can use you, and when you don't use it at all, so you should prepare for it in the next few days, when the passport and the like are half-clear, when to come to me, and let you go out with Xiaoyue when the time comes."

I don't know if Chen Yanyu's words are praising me or hurting me, but I nodded and looked at what she said

"Ahhh Well, thank you, Mr. Chen."

Chen Yanyu waved her hand and signaled that I would go out first if I had nothing else to do.

I nodded and hurriedly walked out of Chen Yanyu's office.

At this time, I must slip away first, otherwise what if Chen Yanyu looks at me and changes her mind...

After leaving Chen Yanyu's office, I thought I was like a primary school student who walked out of the teacher's office safely, and it was not beautiful.

At this time, I walked back to my seat, but Zheng Jiayue still did not come back.

I had nothing to do, so I just went downstairs and had a look.

As a result, he went downstairs, and Xiao Kai seemed to be still helping out in Li Xinran's live broadcast room. Although the two of them seem to have reached some kind of consensus, it has not yet been revealed.

This is also one of the things that I care about more, I walked aside and looked at the number of people and data of the live broadcast, and it was really very popular, it can be said that Li Xinran's achievements now alone can be equivalent to the sum of these others, especially this kind of live broadcast, it is very easy to snowball, one pass ten ten to hundred, the effect will naturally get better and better.

However, this is now, it didn't take long for Li Xinran to leave the company if he succeeded, so Xiao Kai would have to run with Li Xinran if he didn't get it, which was a big blow to me.

But when I think about it, Li Xinran may give me a million at that time, and no matter how big the blow is, I can bear it!

Thinking of this, I walked around downstairs, looked at other people, and wondered who still had the potential to apply Li Xinran's substitution method, but it seemed that there was really nothing too suitable, because it was too ordinary, and Li Xinran was completely because of his good looks, coupled with my and Xiaokai's skills, it reached the point of attractiveness.

Just when I was thinking about what to do after Li Xinran left, Xiao Kai seemed to come out.

This surprised me a little, but I quickly figured it out again, because Li Xinran's live broadcast time is now timed, and it is not long, so this Xiao Kai is estimated to have finished the fight.

At this time, Xiao Kai who came out saw me all of a sudden, and the moment he saw me, Xiao Kai's expression seemed to change.

I saw Xiao Kai's somewhat dodgy eyes, and I understood that this product was empty-hearted...

After all, he thought that I didn't know what was going on between him and Li Xinran, and this thing was really enough, so he took the opportunity to sleep with Li Xinran, and I felt a little guilty at first, after all, I robbed his Zheng Jiayue, but now I don't have this feeling.. Because, from this aspect, I don't think Xiao Kai deserves to say that he likes Zheng Jiayue...

Of course, I also know that this is a matter of everyone's values, and I won't say anything about Xiao Kai because of this, so I just pretended to be indifferent, looked at Xiao Kai who came over and said

"Finished live?"

Xiao Kai seemed to be worried, and when he heard me say this, his body trembled, and he quickly said in a panic

"Ah, well, it's over... Brother Ming, when did you come down?"

I looked at Xiao Kai and said

"It's been down for a while, and it feels like you're on the live broadcast, so you didn't go in, it's nothing, right?"

Xiao Kai was still a little weak when I asked him, he thought about it and said

"It's okay, it's all good, and the people are too.. It's going to go up and down. ”

Xiao Kai's preoccupied look really makes me feel weird, I found that it is good to be able to understand other people's minds, and now Xiao Kai's heart must be because he knows that he wants to go behind my back and Li Xinran to do that kind of stealing thing, and he is very panicked.

At this time, I didn't have any intention of scaring and scaring him, after all, in the end, he could be regarded as helping me to do something, and whether he could have a million or not depends on him now.

Thinking of this, I smiled and spoke again

"Okay, that's good, keep it up, then, just rest and go if it's okay." ”

Xiao Kai nodded when he heard me say this, and said

"Then I'll take a break Brother Ming first, and call me if something happens."

After speaking, Xiao Kai walked to the side.

I saw Xiao Kai walking away, so I sighed again, and then went upstairs alone.

After going upstairs, Zheng Jiayue actually came back, she sat in her seat, not knowing what she was doing.

Zheng Jiayue was also a little surprised to see me come back, and after I sat down next to her, she looked at me again and asked

"I just came back, oh Xiao Xiaoming~ How are you talking?"

I was a little speechless and spoke

"I'm already back, okay? I don't know where you ran away by yourself.

"It's okay to talk about it, although it hasn't been completely negotiated, but, this matter should be without me."

Zheng Jiayue's eyes flashed slightly when she heard me say this, she looked at me and asked a little surprised

"Really?

"Isn't it the matter of asking for leave as you said, there will be no problem~?"

I nodded at Zheng Jiayue and spoke

"Yes, by the way, did you go and tell Mr. Chen about it? Mr. Chen just told me, maybe it was also for your face, so he was willing to let me go first, she said that this matter may not be done in a short time, I estimated, how can it be next month, and Mr. Guo said that the exhibition is around Christmas, and eighty percent is planning to come back and find me again if necessary."

Zheng Jiayue smiled a little embarrassed when I said this, she looked at me and said with a red face

"Yes, Mr. Chen told you~ I just told her, Mr. Chen may not have planned to give you leave from the beginning.. That.."

"When are we going?"

I looked at Zheng Jiayue and spoke

"It's up to you, I can do it, there's nothing to do now, if you want to go, as long as the documents and everything are ready, right?"

Zheng Jiayue nodded and said

"That's right, then I'll ask Jiaojiao later, and we'll go to the travel agency in the evening to ask, if it's okay.."

"We'll follow their group next time."

I shrugged my shoulders and said I didn't have any opinions... And Zheng Jiayue was very happy, she took a deep breath and said

"I'm finally going..." I don't know why, but my heart has become calm~"

Seeing Zheng Jiayue like this, I thought about it, and still spoke

"Well, if you think too much, you might feel that, but I do."

"My heart slowly began to look forward to it, looking forward to the day of departure.."

Zheng Jiayue glanced at me when she heard my words, and after a while, she still didn't speak, but her eyes became gentle...

Later, when it came to getting off work, Zheng Jiayue quickly followed Chen Jiao away. And I was alone, slowly stepping on the way home...

On the way back, I kept thinking about how I started when I met Yu Qian, then entered the company, met Zheng Jiayue, and then there were so many things and so many coincidences that happened...

Until now, everything feels like a dream... A happy and chaotic dream...

When I got home, I packed up my things, no matter how I said it's this time, I don't know when Zheng Jiayue's side will get all the documents, so it's very important for me to pack up my clothes or something first..

Actually, I don't have anything to bring, and it is said that when I go abroad, I will be more strict, so it should be enough for me to bring some clothes or something...

After packing my bags like this, I quickly fell asleep...

When I arrived at the company the next day, I saw Zheng Jiayue as soon as I walked to the seat, Zheng Jiayue looked happy, obviously there was good news from the travel agency.

Sure enough, when Zheng Jiayue saw me coming, she immediately raised her finger, looked at me and said

"The regiment after four days.. At that time, the documents and everything can be done, and when the time comes, Xiao Xiaoming, you and I can go to Hokkaido~"

I saw Zheng Jiayue's little finger raised towards me, and I couldn't help but smile and said

"Ahhh Well, I'll look at the date, well, how many days will I go? If I go for a week, I'll be back in December."

Zheng Jiayue nodded and said

"yes, what's the matter, do you think it's been a long time?"

I shook my head when I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, and spoke

"Of course not.". It's just casually talking.. That.. It's settled this time, isn't it? Everything you prepare is fine, right?"

Zheng Jiayue nodded at me and spoke

"Uh-huh, there's no problem, don't worry, idiot Xiao Xiaoming~ that.."

"In four days, we'll be standing on the streets of Hokkaido!"

———— tomorrow

Hearing Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.