(47) Guilt deserves
Saturday, April 25. Lu Baisong took a lot of effort to save the country through Zeng Xiaoqian's curve, and Du Juan reluctantly agreed to come back for dinner in the evening.
That day, Lu Baisong was as excited as a groom, baking oil, trimming faces, blowing air, and wearing suits and leather shoes in the morning. Buy groceries in the afternoon, cook by yourself in the evening, and arrange a table of meals. He's going to start a new life with a new face.
Zhao Dongsheng was invited to come early, and Xiaoqian and Du Juan called several times, but it was late. A table for four people, a little deserted. The wind was blowing outside, and the clouds were gathering densely.
"Brother-in-law. Xiao Qian received Du Juan's glare, and immediately changed her words: "Lao Lu, today you are reborn and radiant, do you want to renew the relationship with my sister Du?"
Lao Lu didn't say anything, glanced at the cuckoo, pointed at Zhao Dongsheng and said, "This is a friend I specially invited, Mr. Zhao Dongsheng." ”
The three of them pretended to be stupid, pretended to be polite, and sat down again, the two men were full of wine, and the women were casual.
"This bald gentleman is so familiar. Xiaoqian refused to let go of the opportunity to ridicule Dongsheng.
Dongsheng blinked, hinting that she shouldn't mess up, and said, "Probably Ms. Zeng is on TV, Meng Fei and Xu Zheng have seen a lot of this, and they are naturally familiar when they see a bald head." ”
Lu Baisong couldn't hear the sound, because the goddess was back, the life-saving benefactor also saw his goddess, although he had always cowered in front of the goddess, but his heart was very happy. It was difficult to express the feelings in my heart for a while, so I toasted everywhere to vent my heart, but in fact, there were only three places.
The three of them just coped, and the cuckoo had a gloomy face, without a trace of smile, how could he laugh if there was hatred in his heart. Lu Baisong didn't care, he poured it cup by cup, it seemed that he wanted to get himself drunk.
"Boss Lu, Boss Lu, drink slowly and pick up some vegetables. I saw your goddess today, and you are right. ”
"I, Lu someone, am also a successful person, how can I say anything. "He's another glass.
"Who is the goddess? Sister Du! Don't you say that she is not? ”
"Female 。。。。。。 God, for the sake of the unequaled, let us 。。。。。。 Go back to the past, okay。。。。。。 No...... Okay?"
"Lu Baisong, don't come to this set, who is your goddess?
"I'm her dad!"
"Stepdad is not as good as that!"
"You。。。。。。 ”
"What am I? I said wrong? Where were you when she was in school? Where were you at parent-teacher conferences? Where were you when she was sick? Where were you when she needed father's love? You thought dad was a title and didn't have to take any responsibility, right? "The cuckoo broke out today.
"I'm here to apologize today, and I'll spend the rest of my life atoning for my sins. He repented.
"You can't redeem it in your lifetime. ”
Lu Baisong stopped talking, and drank with his head down, wine is a good thing, it will not make people suffer, and it will help people eliminate their sorrows.
After the storm, the cuckoo calmed down like the sea level, and said quietly: "Lu Baisong, five years before marriage, my frozen heart gradually melted for you, and I was ready to take the ring to give you a son, but you learned badly, and gradually drifted away, and the melting heart was frozen again. Don't mention the past, look at your current appearance, are you worthy of the Lu family, worthy of the dead green pine?"
At the mention of green pines, the cuckoo's emotions were stirring again.
"Sister Du, you're going to beat the water dogs!"
Lu Baisong was so ashamed that he was embarrassed, he was only one step away from capturing the heart of the goddess, and he only blamed himself for not holding on. Fortunately, Dongsheng is his life-saving benefactor, and this face is understandable.
The ugliness is self-inflicted, and it is congratulations that I have not been swept away in the past few years, which shows that the goddess is merciful, and there is still room for return, and I am still the male owner of the Lu family. Thinking of this, Ah Q-style he couldn't help but giggle a few times, startling the three of them, thinking that he was crazy.
"Good scolding! I am a monkey baby in the mountains, packaged by the Lu family as the boss, and because of my own cheapness, I became a monkey again. Now I want to go back and be a new person. ”
"Lao Lu, you can do it, you are clever enough, and you can talk like singing a big opera. It's obvious that the wine hasn't been drunk properly, bald, what are you doing in a daze? ”
Xiaoqian's mouth was damaged enough, Dongchen opened the second bottle of Sky Blue and filled it for him, the cup was small, eight dollars a cup, and it didn't choke people in one bite.
At eight o'clock, the cuckoo received a text message, went out for a while, and came back. It was so dark outside that you couldn't see your fingers, the wind was still blowing, and the dark clouds were low, as if they were waiting for someone's order, and the killing would go down.
Today's dinner is Lu Baisong's review meeting, criticism meeting, counting meeting, and repentance and reform meeting. With the strength of wine, he said a lot, and his attitude was extremely sincere, nothing more than being a new person, renewing the frontier, and living again, and Dongsheng and Xiaoqian happened to be his witnesses. And he didn't mention anything about the green pine, so it can be seen that he came prepared.
Green pine is the root of his disease, and he will never be able to overcome the pain in his life.
Xiao Qian and Dong Sheng looked at each other and took turns to toast, but Lu Baisong did not refuse.
"It's been ten years since I've drunk it like this, cool!"
"What if Aomatsu is here?"
He was stunned for a moment, knowing that he couldn't avoid it, and said with a smile: "Drink every day!"
"You're not qualified!" said the cuckoo, gritting his teeth.
"Yes, I'm not qualified. He shook his body, not tempered at all, and lowered his head and said obediently. Like a deflated ball.
Dong Sheng was surprised by the amount of alcohol he had, and even more surprised by his submissiveness to the cuckoo, after drinking so much wine, he was bloodless, cowering like a eunuch, and losing the face of the old man.
"Lao Lu, do it, get drunk and rest!"
Three more cups, like the last three bullets, sent him into the ranks of drunkenness, staggering and swaying up and down.
The cuckoo pointed the way in front, Dongsheng helped him upstairs, he said that he was not drunk, and he still had to drink, saying that this little wine was nothing, and the Sea Dragon King couldn't do him. A drunk person is not a human being, and what he says is naturally not human words.
There was an aluminum alloy window on the closed balcony that was not closed, and when he passed by the tuyere, Lu Baisong shivered, and the dirt swarmed out before he reached the bedroom door, Dongsheng helped him to the bathroom to rinse his mouth, dragged him to the bedside, and he fell asleep. Outside the cuckoo cleans up.
Dong Sheng waved his hand, and a man in white floated in, and he retreated and went to another room, where three people were looking at the computer screen.
"Dong Mei, why are you here?" Dong Sheng asked in surprise.
"I'm here to see the finale. Wenzhu told me about you, Cuckoo, be stronger. After saying that, she hugged the cuckoo, as if to transfer strength to her to support her.
"It's fine. ”
The picture in Qingsong's room was broadcast live on the computer, everyone held their breath, and time was lost minute by minute, only to see Lu Baisong lying on his back on the bed, and the man in white was guarding beside him.
The wind outside the window became stronger, the lightning thundered, and the heavy raindrops crackled down, hitting the roofs, windows, and everyone's hearts.
"Water, water, I'm going to drink water. Lu Baisong shouted, probably thirsty.
The man in white heard his voice, turned around slowly, and handed the teacup over. Lu Baisong took the teacup in a daze, and felt a man in white floating in front of him, so he looked up. He saw a person, exactly like the green pine in the portrait, and the hand holding the teacup suddenly trembled, and the teacup slammed and shattered.
"Why am I here?, who are you?" the voice was fearful and desperate.
"Lu Qingsong, the brother who sleeps on your top bunk. ”
Looking at Lu Qingsong's habitual action of holding his hair with his hands, he rolled off the edge of the bed, paralyzed on the ground, and woke up most of the time.
"You。。。。。。 Is it really a green pine?"
The lightning outside the window slashed down from the sky one by one, and the lights in the house were also cooperating, flickering and flashing (in fact, this was designed by Dongsheng to create a terrifying atmosphere), and the face of the green pine was hideous and scary.
"Lu Baisong, you goddamn bastard! I don't treat you well, why do you want to harm me?"
"I 。。。。。。 He lowered his head, like a broken eggplant, rested for a while, and cried: "Dude, I am sorry for you! It is jealousy that makes me lose my conscience, walk on the verge of madness, rob you of your property, rob your wife, and blame you for having a child." I'm not human, I knew that day would come sooner or later, I didn't expect it to come this way.
"During my time at school, you were excellent everywhere, taking care of me everywhere, and I was determined to be your follower. When the cuckoo came to the school for the first time to look for you, I was stunned, the indescribable beauty was the same as the fairy in my dream.
She smiled heartily at me at the door of the dormitory, sat on my bed and smiled at me, and smiled at me during dinner.
"At that time, there were a mountain of people chasing you, and I was alone, how I wished you would give me the goddess, and I wanted to beg you in private, but I couldn't open this mouth, so I could only bury it deep in my heart. I haven't washed the sheets she sat on in months.
"After graduation, it's not so much that you invited me to come to Dragon City to work hard, but rather the credit of the goddess. I feel very happy when I see her, although she rarely speaks to me, and my life is fulfilling. Just when I saw you two and me, I was jealous, and I vowed to take back my goddess.
"It's one thing to swear, it's another thing to be true. I started to plan, but unfortunately it was useless, you two are like glue, so sweet that you can't be separated at all.
"I know it's disgraceful for a woman who is obsessed with a buddy, you are so good to me, you are closer than a brother. But I can't extricate myself, I have also condemned myself, how many times have I struggled in my heart, sometimes I want to escape, but I can't get rid of the goddess.
"My heart is gradually as hard as iron and stone, as vicious as a scorpion, and my heart is like lightning outside the window, extremely crazy, but on the surface it is as quiet as a lake, and I do things cautiously without showing any traces.
"The net of sin has been sown away upon you, but you have treated me as a relative. I seized an opportunity, that is, the celebration, we drank dazed, in fact, I pretended, after drinking, I couldn't stand the goddess's flattery, raped her, she resisted a little and obeyed, I didn't expect the goddess to be a virgin, I was even more infatuated with her. Then he moved you who were sleeping soundly to her side, and she didn't know it, you stupid boy, you don't enjoy it.
"In those days, I was also worried, afraid of goofs, who knew that you were a bastard boy who didn't know some hints about the goddess, and nothing happened. My evil gall has swelled much more.
"In addition to feelings, I am not lazy at all in my work, because I found that if I find an accident and accidentally drop you, your family property will eventually fall into my pocket, and I will do it alone for several generations that have not been realized, and 'no drug no husband' is so simple.
"I'm like a spider in a spider's web, patiently waiting for my chance. The opportunity came, more than a month later, we came back from Zhejiang, you drank too much, and I drove the car. While you were asleep, I made my hands and feet, and although my sinful hands trembled violently, this did not hinder my determination to send you on your way.
"That time, I also spent a lot of money and drove as fast as I could, I jumped out of the car and was injured, and you were seriously injured with the car. When I wake up, I am most worried about your safety, I am afraid that you will not die, so I will curse, people think I am praying, who can guess the viciousness of his heart from the surface of a person, I succeeded, you destroy my ascendancy.
"Everything went as I wanted. But I am not happy, I get the goddess's people, but I don't get the goddess's heart. When Wushuang came, I was excited and anxious, and I secretly did a paternity test, which was true, Wushuang was my own flesh and blood, and even the goddess was in the dark.
"Qingsong, God has never favored you. I wanted to have another one with a handle, and I followed my mother's wishes, but unfortunately I didn't see the shadow, it turned out that she secretly got on the ring, and it was useless to take it upside down. I've always wanted to pull her to me through hard work, but unfortunately I didn't hold on.
"Every year I will go to your grave to burn incense, saying that it is repentance, but in fact, I beg you, the ghost will disperse early, let me go. However, your soul has never been dispersed, and you have persevered, and there is no other way out except to confess to me, and it is actually liberation to say it. I've always believed that there are no ghosts in the world, and recently I have believed that I lost to ghosts and gods. ”
When he looked up, the man in white was gone, the lights were on, and two policemen handled him up and rudely pushed him out of the room.
The wind and rain outside stopped.
In the other room, the cuckoo couldn't cry, and everyone cried.
In June, Du Juan resold all the factories and real estate, including the real estate purchased by Lu Baisong privately, and sent 100,000 yuan to Lu Baisong's wife, and then resigned with Wushuang to the south.
In October, Lu Baisong asked after the autumn. Before dying, he pleaded to see the goddess and the unequaled side, but the police refused with no news. Someone came from the mountains, two, an old lady in her seventies, with gray hair, trembling and supported by a niece. The little niece was timid, she didn't dare to look at him, and she didn't understand in her heart from her hometown to the prison: the good and decent third uncle, a model in the village, why did he become a shooting ghost.
When the old lady left, she burst into tears: "Son, you are a hero, kill one of you, and make the whole family happy." Our whole family lives on you, did we force you to death? Your 100,000 yuan, we have received it, your brothers and sisters are arguing at home for the money, I have made a big noise with them, so I went on the road to see you.
"Son, my baby, when I go back this time, I have to erect a monument for you no matter what, with the name of your newborn nephew on it, and I will ask Xiao Wu to send his son to you. The girl is useless, and she grows up to be someone else's family。。。。。。 ”
The old lady's babbling words reminded him of the footcloth he used when he was a child, which was smelly, long, sour, and endless; he remembered the green flowers of his childhood sweetheart next door, and his smile showed the red roots of his teeth; he remembered the nuts all over the mountain, and the little squirrels latched into the tree holes one by one; he remembered the stream under the blue sky, flowing downstream, and the white clouds of cotton drifting in the water; he remembered the nameless monument in the back mountain, which was smooth, surrounded by red mountains and crape myrtles that smiled when touched, reflecting the whole hillside.
A gunshot rang out, and the birds flew away.