Chapter 60
That day, Lu Shengnan went back to Zhang Yi's house with a heavy heart, and did not prepare dinner after going back, and told Zhang Yi that he had some things to think about how to deal with them, so he went up to the third floor and locked himself in the bedroom and never came out; Zhang Yi stood in the living room and watched her back go upstairs and turned around and went to the basement workshop, turned on the computer to search for Lu Shengnan's call records for a few days, and soon saw Xiao Rui's number, raised his eyebrows Zhang Yi fell into deep thought, Xiao Rui's phone was called at noon, and there was no other person's phone call later, indicating that Lu Shengnan met with Xiao Rui today, so, what did Xiao Rui say to her to make her feel so depressed?
Zhang Yi leaned back in the swivel chair and frowned and thought, he probably knew the relationship between Xiao Rui and Lu Shengnan, but shouldn't they be over, especially after Xiao Rui designed Li Ruhan, Lu Shengnan should not accept such a scheming Xiao Rui anymore, why did he meet him today, and he still has such a heavy heart, Xiao Rui can still affect her mood now, Zhang Yi suddenly felt that a sense of crisis was coming.
Lu Shengnan didn't know what Zhang Yi was thinking, lying on the bed and quietly recalling what she had said to Xiao Rui today, she promised Xiao Rui that he could meet and eat when he came to H City in the future, but she didn't promise to start a relationship with him again;
With a wry smile, Lu Shengnan felt that he had thought a little too much, who hasn't changed in the past ten years? Xiao Rui has changed because of the hatred in her heart, and she herself has changed because of the burden of life, even Li Ruhan ······ With a low sigh and rubbing his eyebrows, Lu Shengnan got up and went to the bathroom to wash up and went to bed early, and decided to move back to his house in the next few days before going to bed, no matter what Li Ruhan does, what should be said clearly is still to be made clear, she doesn't like to drag mud and water.
Woke up early the next day, ready breakfast Zhang Yi also came down from the second floor, and was stunned when he saw the breakfast that had been set on the table: "Lu Shengnan, why did you get up so early today?"
Lu Shengnan came out of the kitchen with coffee and replied with a smile: "I went to bed early yesterday." Besides, it's time for me to go to the office, I've had so many days off and I have to go back to getting things done. ”
"Is there anything going on in the office?"
"It's not a big deal, then I should go back and take a look, I haven't been to work for so long, I can't sit still. ”
Zhang Yi didn't say anything, pulled out the dining chair and sat down and began to eat; after eating breakfast quietly, Lu Shengnan went upstairs to change his clothes and drove out, Zhang Yi, who had been sitting quietly for a long time, took out his mobile phone and called Liu Yang.
When Lu Shengnan arrived at the office, only the assistant at the front desk arrived, and the assistant was taken aback when he saw her come in, and asked her why she didn't have a good rest at home, saying that there was nothing in the office recently; Lu Shengnan smiled and said that he had rested, so he still came over to take a look and check the design cases in everyone's hands, so as not to make design mistakes.
The assistant brought coffee to her office, and when she was about to close the door and go out, she hesitated and said: "Sister Shengnan, Mr. Li has been coming to you almost every day recently, today... It is estimated that it will come too. ”
"Got it, if he comes, you can just come to my office. ”
"Okay. Sister Katsunan, do you need me to buy you breakfast? You look thinner. ”
"No need, I've already eaten, Li Xiaobai is here, let her come up to me first." Lu Shengnan said as he turned on the computer.
The assistant closed the door and went downstairs.
About half an hour later, there was a knock on the door, and Lu Shengnan casually said "Come in" still staring at the computer in front of her, she thought it was Li Xiaobai who came in.
Li Ruhan looked at the person sitting at the desk, she was thinner, and the black sweatshirt made her look even thinner; Thinking that she was not by her side when she was most sad, Li Ruhan suddenly felt an astringent pain in her heart, and said hoarsely: "Shengnan, you... Coming back?"
Lu Shengnan looked up from the computer and saw Li Ruhan standing in front of him, he was wearing the formal clothes he wore to work on weekdays, a blue-gray suit and a white shirt today; it was clearly what he was used to wearing on weekdays, but today he had a feeling of vicissitudes and loneliness, vicissitudes and loneliness? Lu Shengnan smiled bitterly at the word he thought of, what vicissitudes and loneliness did he have. After a glance at him, he got up and walked to the sofa, looking back at him: "I'll come back after the family affairs are dealt with, come and sit and talk." ”
Looking at her flat expression, Li Ruhan's heart tightened, and he couldn't help but step forward to squat in front of her, Lu Shengnan avoided his movements, and politely and unfamiliarly invited him to sit down on the sofa opposite; Li Ruhan knew that he couldn't be impulsive at this time, so he had to sit opposite her, and said hoarsely: "Shengnan, I... I'm sorry to hear from Amo about your grandmother!"
"Ruhan, needless to say I'm sorry, you have your choice. Lu Shengnan replied lightly, but her face was indifferent, but in her mind was the look of anticipation on the night of her grandmother's departure; she actually complained about Li Ruhan, but what could she do? Question him loudly? They are just boyfriend and girlfriend who have just established a relationship, and they are not married, where did she come from to question him. Since she can't forgive, if she wants to end this relationship, let's end it plainly, she doesn't have the strength to entangle with him.
"Katsuo, I didn't know that Ah Wan was pretending to be sick to deceive me, and I didn't know about her..."
"Ruhan, don't talk about this! I said, this is your choice, so there is no need to explain it; however, I can't forgive you for your choice! And I also have the right to choose, so let's break up! When we meet in the future, we just treat it as friends. ”
"Katsuo, I don't accept it! I know I'm wrong, I'm willing to correct my mistakes, give me a chance, okay?" Li Ruhan walked up to her and squatted down.
Looking at the man in front of him, Lu Shengnan brushed away the big hands he wanted to hold his hands, stared at his eyes and said lightly: "Ruhan, I can't forget the expectant eyes of grandma when she left, so I can't be with you anymore, I don't want to remind myself of my unfilial piety every day." ”
Li Ru shuddered and then took a step back, he knew what Lu Shengnan meant, because she didn't contact him, let her grandmother leave with regret, she blamed this regret on her own unfilial piety, he knew that this had become a knot in her heart, just like his own knot in his mother's heart.
She really can't forgive herself, he and her really can't be together!