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After knowing my dad's whereabouts, a big stone in my heart finally fell, that day I went home with Xu Shenlin, almost a week later, I would always see my dad from afar, in that small village he lived very well, would laugh, would shout, always followed behind Tan Qiuju, the two of them were like the most impressive TV Condor Heroes in my childhood memories Yang Guo and Xiaolongnu are inseparable, wherever she goes, he follows, and the back of their handrails can be seen on the construction site at any time.

Always shouting after her, Lee An-jin, Lee An-jin.

In my memory, my dad often called my mother's name like this, that name represents a lot of countless things, I don't know where he felt that Tan Qiuju and my mother were similar, maybe it was the moment when he raised his hand to wipe the corners of his mouth, or maybe it was the warmth of her face full of years but still smiling at him, maybe, he just wanted to find someone to pretend that she was still by his side.

Many, many, I don't want to recognize him anymore, as long as he wants to live like this, I will always be with him.

Since then, I can't tell whether I love or hate Xu Shenlin in my heart, I understand that it is wrong to attribute Song Lian's death to him, Song Lian is dead, bent on death, Xu Shenlin is just a fuse.

If I hadn't been framed by my Susie, there would have been such a fatal thing, and I think it was a bit unreasonable to blame him, and I should blame myself even more.

Once in my bedroom, I overheard a conversation between Xu Shenlin and Xu Da about Jiang Nancheng, who was serving a prison sentence, and I heard that he hadn't seen anyone visiting him since he went in.

Chen Jinting used to visit him every other week, but every time she was turned away, and after about a month or two of insistence, Chen Jinting stopped going.

just sold a villa she bought when she married Jiang Nancheng, and all the money was donated to the welfare home, without leaving a cent for herself, and dismissed all the servants in her family, she knew that Jiang Nancheng didn't want to see him.

I once saw her, it was during my four months of pregnancy, when Xu Shenlin was coming back from work in the company, during this time the company was just on the right track, he worked overtime every day and night, and when he came back, he came to the room to see me, and immediately went to the study, Xu Da was also staying up all night with him.

I usually read a book for a while, then I got up and went to the kitchen to make a little soup for him, that night Xu Shenlin also held me in the living room as usual and watched TV for a while, then got up and went to the study, where I watched thirty on the ground with a ball and played hard.

There was a doorbell ringing in the living room and the babysitter went to open the door.

I sat on the couch and was drowsy with the heat, until the nanny hesitated to say, "Madame."

I looked up from the sofa and looked over, just in time to see Chen Jinting standing there with a thin body, her face was as pale as usual, this is the second time I saw Chen Jinting after a long time, after so many experiences, she still looks dignified and beautiful.

She stood at the door and smiled at me, I was a little surprised, so I quickly got up from the sofa to meet her, she saw my slightly bulging belly, and asked me gently, are you a mother?

My cheeks were slightly red, and I nodded shyly.

Chen Jinting had a look of memory in her eyes, she looked at my slightly convex lower abdomen, and said with a beautiful smile, I used to sit on the sofa every day and night like you when I was pregnant, and I didn't want to go anywhere, and I was very sleepy.

The nanny brought the tea, she took it with both hands and held it in the palm of her hand, I don't know if it was because the weather outside was too cold, her pale and slender fingers kept rubbing on the water cup repeatedly.

I smiled and said that I was quite sleepy and had a very bad temper.

She said, yes, I always feel like my heart is on fire.

When she talked to me about the child, she saw a warm joy between her eyebrows and a serene expression.

I couldn't guess what she meant, the two of us chatted a few words, Chen Jinting asked me when I planned to get married, I looked at the date always displayed on the wall, and said with a smile, I guess it's soon, next month, in fact, marriage is just a formality.

Chen Jinting sighed and said, it's good, so many people get married every day in this world, I remember that I also had children at your age back then.

There was a hint of loss in her eyes, but unfortunately she didn't have anything to do with me.

I slowly pulled her hand holding the teacup towards my slightly convex lower abdomen and said, You can be my son's godmother, the same.

Her hands were full of caution, as if my stomach was some fragile porcelain, and there was a hint of easy beauty in her pupils, and she muttered, is it really okay?

I nodded and said, of course you can, when the child is born, if you don't bother to help me take him, you are his aunt, and it is equivalent to a mother.

She kept touring my slightly bulging lower abdomen for a long time, and finally reluctantly withdrew her hand, smiled at me gratefully, got up and said, when the time comes, I will knit him some little sweater, I can't get this name for nothing.

I looked around the room again and asked, is Shenlin in your house?

I said, in the study.

Chen Jinting said, I have something I want to ask him for help.

I didn't ask her what she needed to help, I just took her to the study to find Xu Shenlin, she seemed to have something to say to him, and I withdrew from the study.

It just so happened that the chicken soup stewed by the nanny for me was already ready, I thought that the weather outside was so cold so I took a bowl and wanted to go to the study to give it to her, and at the moment of opening the door, I heard Chen Jinting say to Xu Shenlin, Shenlin, the matter of the shopping mall is originally a success or defeat, you won, I don't blame you for anything, although he is your brother, he has not fulfilled his brother's responsibility, I just want you to help me give him a word, tell him that I will not go to see him in the future.

When Chen Jinting said this, she was standing in the corner of Xu Shenlin's study, the warm yellow light poured on her emaciated face, the hands on both sides of her legs were slightly clenched, and Xu Shenlin was sitting on the chair and listening quietly.

Chen Jinting spoke again, I will live and wait for him to come out and live.

Xu Shenlin raised his eyes in surprise, and said in a half-loud voice, you can remarry.

Chen Jinting said, Shenlin, since the day I married Nancheng, I have never thought of remarrying, he dies, he lives, I accompany him.

After Chen Jinting said this, she didn't stay any longer, she quietly retreated from the study, and when she saw me holding chicken soup at the door, she smiled at me, as quiet as when she came, delicate and silent, and her back was always so straight.

If you ask me what kind of woman I admire the most in my life, I will tell you very clearly that it is Chen Jinting.

Being able to coexist with a person who doesn't love herself, I think that although half of the women in this world can do it, no woman can be as firm and calm as her, as if more than ten years of waiting is just a verbal number for her.

I sighed for a long time, and suddenly for the first time I felt that a dead person does not mean that he is unhappy, and Song Lian may have used his death to occupy the entire heart of Jiangnan City in this life, but Chen Jinting has not gained anything.

Song Lian's move is really amazing.

Soon after Chen Jinting left, I was four and a half months pregnant, and I sat on the sofa every day and didn't want to move.

After Xu Shenlin was busy for a while, he had put down some of the work at hand, accompanied me to raise the fetus at home, and he was not bored at home every day, when I dozed off, he held me in his arms, with a book on his lap, occasionally turning a page.

There are no waves in such days, but I always feel very stable, as if we are like this for a lifetime in the blink of an eye.

Chen Jinting casually said the little sweater knitted for my child last time, but I didn't expect that the little sweater was sent by her half a month later, two for boys and two for girls, the handiwork is very fine, and the sweater material is very soft.

Soft and soft in my hand, I said thank you to the grandmother, and asked her to help me thank Chen Jinting.

The grandma nodded, looked at me again and again, I raised my eyes and looked at her and asked if there was anything else? The grandma suddenly cried and said that Chen Jinting had already left and went to Wutai Mountain to cultivate, and begged me to persuade her.

When I heard the news, I was stunned for a while, that grandma is a lifelong servant in Chen Jinting's family, Chen Jinting was almost brought up by her hand, and she has been begging me there all the time.

I didn't expect Chen Jinting to embark on this road, the grandmother said with tears in her eyes, Miss Song, Jin Ting has always been a stubborn person, why can't she figure it out so much, what kind of life is on the mountain, how can she endure such hardships when she has been used to food and clothing since she was a child, you must help me persuade her.

In the face of Grandma's plea, I was also shocked, and then said, everyone has a life, Grandma, this is what she wants to do, and it is useless for us to stop it.

When the grandmother heard this, she didn't speak again, so I asked the driver to drive her back, and found someone to bring some food to the nunnery.

The world is calm again.

At night, Xu Shenlin asked me what kind of wedding I wanted, I thought about it for a long time, and said in an exaggerated way, grand, unexpected, the most important thing is a wedding with the groom, and it is best to do some meteor showers or something.

When he heard this, his eyes were full of small smiles, and he said, Do you still need me to sit on the moon to marry you?

I gave him a blank look and said, if you dare to sit, I will dare you to marry.

He stretched out his hand and nodded the tip of my nose, holding me in his arms, the bed was full of warmth, and it was snowing silently outside, he kissed me on the forehead, and said, I have lived very soberly in my life, but now it seems to be a dream, Yuanyuan, you tell me, all this is true.

I buried my face in his chest, listened to his steady heartbeat, suddenly opened my mouth and bit his chest, felt that my teeth were a little sore, and then raised my head to look at him and asked, real or fake.

He pressed his chin against me, and even the pain was fake.

I let out a nymphomaniac laugh.