I waited for him for nearly 20 minutes in a café near Lin Anhang's company, and it was still raining sporadically outside.

I looked out of the clear glass window, and he happened to be looking at me as well.

The two of us looked at each other for a second, then he pushed open the door and walked in, and the waiter immediately said a word of welcome, and he walked in and sat across from me.

The two of us looked at each other for about a second, he sat down, I lowered my head and took a sip of coffee, I felt a little bitter, and after taking a sip, I didn't dare to take a second sip.

After he sat down, the waiter came to order, he asked for a mocha, and then sat across from me and said, I didn't expect you to ask me out.

I didn't bother to talk around, so I just said and lent me some money.

Lin Anhang was a little surprised, because we have been married for so long, I almost never mentioned the word money to him, but after the two of us had nothing to do with each other, I personally mentioned the word money to him, and it was inevitable that he was a little surprised.

However, he was not as good as I thought, but he was surprised for a moment, and then said, don't you have a rich boyfriend? Why did you come to me to borrow money?

The tone of his voice was a little sour, as if I had some shit luck, I didn't bother to pay attention to him, and I knew that his self-esteem was in trouble, after all, I got involved with Xu Shenlin as soon as I divorced, and it is estimated that he still suspected that we had an affair before marriage.

He has money and it has nothing to do with me, just like when we got married, you have money and it is you, I never ask, whether you are hiding from me to support my good sister or buy a Tiffany necklace, although we are divorced, I always feel that you still owe me.

Lin Anhang couldn't say a word stimulated by my straightforward words, but after looking at me for a long time, he sighed and said a little self-deprecatingly, Song Wenjing, you are still so unforgiving, you still don't know about my two children.

I said, you don't talk nonsense, borrow or not.

He said, how much.

I said, seventy thousand.

He was startled and said, "What do you want so much for?"

I said, my parents are hospitalized, and I don't have any money now, so you can rest assured that as soon as I have money, I will pay you back immediately.

Lin Anhang was silent for a while, I thought he wouldn't borrow it, but I didn't expect to agree in the end, he put a bank card in front of me, the waiter brought coffee up, he took a sip, and said, the password is your birthday.

I listened, smiled and said, Lin Anhang, you are not disgusting.

Lin Anhang said, this bank card was originally intended to save enough 200,000 yuan on your thirtieth birthday to buy you a car, but I didn't expect us to break up before you were 30 years old.

After he finished speaking, he smiled sarcastically and said, Anyway, you have found a rich boyfriend now, and it is not rare for me to buy you a car, or okay, this money should be regarded as a gift from me to you in advance, although it can't be regarded as a birthday gift, a breakup gift can always be.

I didn't speak, and I began to feel that I was extremely sharp in the face of Lin Anhang, I didn't expect him to have such a heart, he saw me silent and smiled and said, forget it, no matter how much you say now, it's in the past, since you can still borrow money from me, this shows that there is no hopelessness between us, Song Wenjing, don't say thank you to me, what I'm most afraid of is the word thank you.

I opened my mouth, speechless, and finally popped out a sentence, that's okay, when you and Susie have a child later, my red envelope will be bigger.

He smiled bitterly and said, you are so free.

I said, no, don't be free and easy, should I kneel in front of you now and beg you to dump Susie and remarry me? Lin Anhang, this world is like this, no one can rely on one person too much, you tie a knot if you break the thread, no matter how you go, there is always a knot in the middle that is not smooth, and it is a fact that the marriage between us failed.

After I finished speaking, I took the last sip of coffee, and suddenly remembered something and said, by the way, the washing machine I brought from your house has broken down, and the warranty is in your house, if you use it, I may be able to return it to you, and you can use it if you take it to repair it.

Lin Anhang said, no need, since it's broken, so be it.

I said bitterly, "Look, aren't you just as free? If a washing machine breaks down, you can replace it as many times as you want.

Then the two of us were silent at the same time, until the heavy rain stopped outside, the hospital called me to go back, I said goodbye to Lin Anhang, the rain outside still did not stop, and I stood at the door of the café with him to say goodbye.

I didn't bring an umbrella, Lin Anhang looked at the rain and said, I'll give you a ride.

I said, no, wait a little longer, I'll go catch the bus.

Lin Anhang said, look, after taking the money, you turned your face and didn't recognize people, you weren't like this before, Song Wenjing, I am your ex-husband, not your father and enemy, I won't give you this face.

I said, aren't you afraid that Susie will know that I am in your car and chase you with a knife?

Lin Anhang's face darkened when he saw me mention Susie, he didn't answer, just said directly, I'll pick up the car.

Then the back hurried into the vast rainy night, I was thinking, Lin Anhang, we have completed all the tribulations and luck between us, and now it is a new beginning.

None of us should regret everything we have done in the past, if the fate is short, the fate is short.

After Lin Anhang sent me back, he also picked up a few baskets of fruits at the fruit shop not far away, and when I stood and waited, I was really surprised and asked what he was going to do.

He said that although we were divorced, he was a mother-in-law one day, and he would be a mother-in-law all his life.

I think the way we get along now is just right, before we got divorced, I was only willing to talk to him, because I heard others say that men hate noisy women the most, even if they have a belly in their stomachs, they don't dare to take the risk of nagging him, but after the divorce, both of them are more open than before.

I don't know what imprisoned the two of us.

Thinking that I told my mother today that I divorced Lin Anhang, I was afraid that she would think too much, so I took Lin Anhang to see her, so that she knew that even if we divorced, it was not to the point of jealousy and hatred, so that she could relax.

I was also a little surprised, I used to make so much trouble, but I never got to the point of jealousy and hatred.

All the way to the hospital, Lin Anhang and I tacitly chose to be silent, the two of us carried a bag of fruit to the hospital, I told Lin Anhang as I walked, wait a minute, let him stop talking nonsense, and don't tell my mother that my dad is sick, if you can't promise me to do these things, the two of us are still suitable for old age and death.

It's like I borrowed money from him and prostituted me for so many years.

He thought I was a little cheap when I spoke, and I said that he didn't notice that I had always been so cheap.

Lin Anhang said, how do I think we are divorced, you have become able to speak well, you said you loved me before the divorce, but how do I think it is a lie, Song Wenjing, why do you love me but are still so afraid of me, you never dared to say such things in front of me before.

I thought about it, this is the truth, and finally said suddenly, maybe even I don't understand, what is love.

The two of us walked to the door of the ward, the door of the ward was ajar, and there were a few faint words of talking, I stood there thinking that it was a guest at home, but after thinking about it, my mother is a relatively withdrawn person, she has no friends like me, and she doesn't like too many people to come to my house to play, she has been sick for so long, who will come to see her?

I wondered, and finally pushed the door in.

The moment I pushed the door open, I saw a man in a black suit sitting with his back to me in the ward, and an assistant standing behind him, he was sitting there talking to my mother, he heard the sound of pushing the door and turned his face, and saw that it was me, the voice stopped, and then his eyes passed over to me and looked at Lin Anhang behind him.

I thought of Song Lian's previous words, which were not good words, and the alarm bell rushed in with the fruit, and I didn't even realize that I was full of questions and said, why are you here!

The mother, who had been lying on the hospital bed and had been unable to see her expression, had a trace of panic on her face and asked, "Why are you here!"

I didn't go to see my mother, I just stared at Xu Shenlin, for fear that he would say something that shouldn't be said.

Who knows, but he got up from the stool, raised his hand and loosened his cuffs and smiled at my mother elegantly, Since this is the case, I will not disturb my aunt, but I hope you will consider what I said just now.

After he said that, my mother's face turned pale instantly, and her face looked very bad, but she still smiled reluctantly and said, I will think about it carefully.

Xu Shenlin glanced at me, his eyes fell on the fruit in my hand, and then at Lin Anhang, who was standing at the door and never moved, and said lightly, Director Lin, I didn't expect us to meet here.

Lin Anhang said, I didn't expect it either.

Xu Shenlin glanced at Xu Da, who was standing there, and said, Let's go, let's not disturb them.

After he finished speaking, he didn't look at anyone again, his posture was upright and he walked out without hesitation, I didn't worry, handed over the fruit in his hand to Lin Anhang, and then chased out.

The empty corridor was the sound of my footsteps, I stood behind him and stopped him, and said, Xu Shenlin, no matter what happened before, I hope you don't pursue it, my parents can't bear it too much, please let them go.

Xu Shenlin's back paused, he stood in a shadow in the corridor, the sun dragged his shadow for a long time, he turned to look at me, his face was submerged in that shadow, he couldn't see his expression clearly, but he felt that his tone was very calm, and there seemed to be a little cold in the calm, which was different from the tone he used to talk to me.

You think I'm going to hurt them.