48. Come out and say
I stayed in the hospital all night, my dad was transferred to the emergency ward, the doctor told me that my dad had a cerebral thrombosis may not be good, it may lead to hemiplegia, unable to speak, unconscious, let me have a psychological preparation, after saying that I put on a mask and walked out with a group of people, I stood there without squeaking for half a sound.
The back of their departure was cold, doctors are used to seeing life and death, a small cerebral thrombosis may not be anything to them, but my dad has been shrewd all his life, but at this juncture, the upper body is not successful, I bit my lip and tried not to cry.
Song Lian ran out now, and never came back at all, I had to go to the hospital to pay the hospitalization fee, but I found that the money in my card was pitiful, and I pestered the nurse for a long time and promised me to pay half first.
I only have my own pocket money left, and my mother's hospitalization fee is always paid by my father, and I don't have to pay half a penny from my sister, and I don't have the consciousness to use money urgently.
I have been married to Lin Anhang for five years, and all my own money has been posted to the family subsidy, and I have no money to save, and now my parents are lying in the ward, and it is not easy to pay for a day's hospitalization.
Song Lian couldn't find it, and she couldn't run to ask my mother where her money was, if she asked, she would definitely know that my dad was sick, and the situation would be even worse.
I weighed left and right in my heart, and I could only find Song Lian for today's plan, so that I could get half of my father's drug expenses next, but I went to Song Lian's company to ask, and the front desk directly replied to me that Song Lian resigned a week ago and didn't work here.
I went home, Song Lian still didn't come back, in order to prevent my mother from suspecting, I looked for Song Lian in the morning, and went to my mother's ward to see her in the afternoon.
When I went in, she was sitting on the bed in good spirits and watching TV for a while, and after seeing me go in, she complained about why I hadn't seen me for a while, and Song Lian didn't see anyone, except for my dad who came to see her a few times, she felt that we were about to forget her.
I couldn't show any abnormality in front of her, but I just smiled and said, it's been a busy time.
My mother suddenly asked me, how are you and Anhang.
We haven't told her that I have divorced Lin Anhang, and Lin Anhang's mother returned to her hometown after returning from the hospital, and she never lived there again, I don't know if Lin Anhang persuaded her mother to do anything, according to her mother's unwilling to give up, she didn't come to my mother to make trouble.
So the old lady has always been calm here, she must think that Lin Anhang and I have lived a good life regardless of our previous suspicions, but how is it possible, the broken mirror will never be possible without a crack and not live the same life, that is just self-deception, and I will never deceive myself.
The two of us are now old and dead, and we know that we can't hide it from my mother for the rest of our lives.
When she asked me, I was silent for a long time and told her that I had divorced Lin Anhang.
She wasn't as excited as I thought, she just asked, what about the kid.
I said, the child is gone.
She didn't speak, just closed her eyes, clutched her chest and began to moan a few words, and I felt uneasy in my heart, and immediately wanted to check if she was okay.
My mother covered her chest and immediately beckoned to say that it was okay, and then closed her eyes and took a deep breath there for a long time, and her frowning brows relaxed, I thought she would scold me and beat me, but I didn't expect to ask me in the first sentence, why did your dad come to me today.
I bit my lip and whispered, he has something to do, and he doesn't have time to come here during this time, let me do it for him.
She glanced at me, her face wrinkled deeply, but those eyes seemed to be able to see through me for a moment, and I tried not to look into her eyes.
I've been bad at lying since I was a child, she always knew it, but she didn't ask anything, she just said, you are so old, you know how to think about your own affairs, and I don't have the energy to care, just tell your dad and let him not forget the jar of vegetables I put in the kitchen, so that he can fry and eat it for me.
She looked at the sunshine outside, and said for a long time, I have been pickling for a year, and it is time to eat, I remember that your grandmother often made it for me.
I immediately asked, what about my grandmother?
Since I grew up so big, I didn't have a grandmother and grandparents, and I had asked countless times before, but my mother always kept her mouth shut, and now she took the initiative to mention it, Song Lian's previous words made me wonder, and I immediately asked.
Who knew that my mother looked at me, her wrinkled face was smoothed out by the light shining in from the window, and she said with some uncertainty that she probably died.
She used about two uncertain words, and I was about to ask again, but she didn't want to mention anything to me anymore, but told me that I was a little tired, and told me to go back early, and don't forget to tell my dad about the jar of pickles.
I walked out full of worries, and the next day I went to the hospital to take care of my dad, he has been unconscious, and even had a few attacks in the middle of the night, still his face twitched badly, foaming at the mouth, and I cried out at the time.
When the doctor who was resting in the office heard the voice of my ward, he rushed to the hospital with sleep marks on his face, and he was in a hurry to rescue him.
I was caught off guard by this series of events, and a week later, my dad's condition stabilized, and although I was happy, the other half of the money from the hospital that I promised began to be delivered.
Song Lian never saw anyone, but once made a phone call to my mother and said a few words, and then hung up in a hurry, and the first thing I did when I went back was to take my mother's mobile phone and broadcast a number to her.
It rang about five times before she answered, but when I spoke, she immediately wanted to hang up.
I said fiercely, Song Lian, if you have the ability, you'd better never let me go back to this home, and it's better not to give me back even when my dad dies!
After saying that, I hung up the phone, and then went to Lin Anhang to borrow money in the afternoon.
Because I feel that although we have said that we have been cleared up, he still owes me something, my youth is not given in vain, and at such a critical moment, he must pay me back.
My circle of friends is only so big, except for Susie and Du Xiaolan, there are almost no friends, but Du Xiaolan herself has two children to raise, and she has no money to borrow from me.
and a Susie, even if she has a lot of money, I won't borrow money from her every day.
For today's plan, there is only Lin Anhang.
At that time, Lin Anhang was a little surprised when he received my call, and even a little unsure if it was me, probably he thought that we might never have any intersection again in this life.
I asked him directly if he was free.
He asked me what I was looking for him, and I said it.