After feeling Zheng Jiayue's reaction, I instinctively glanced at her, and soon I saw her somewhat panicked eyes.

That panic made me squeeze the phone in my hand tighter, and my body froze there for a while.

And Zheng Jiayue also noticed that I was looking at her, she was silent, her eyes dodged for a moment, and she didn't make any sound.

In this way, the two of us stood at the door of the corridor for a while, Zheng Jiayue still took the lead and walked out of the door of the unit alone.

It seems to be deliberate, deliberately trying to leave room for me alone.

When I saw Zheng Jiayue walking out of the corridor, I felt a slight tingling sensation in my body, as if countless steel needles were slowly piercing my skin and piercing into my flesh.

Her back still looks so sad, so ... Alone..

This made me slowly lower my head again, the mobile phone in my hand was still vibrating, and the two words Yu Qian on it seemed to be printed on the mobile phone screen.

At this time, I looked at the words "Yu Qian" on the mobile phone screen, and Yu Qian's figure appeared in my eyes again.

However, the figure that appeared was indeed Yu Qian, standing on the booth, and said to Lu Mao

"I do.."

Three words of Yu Qian.

This picture made me feel like my whole body was torn to shreds, and I couldn't help but grit my teeth, then hung up the phone and turned off my phone directly.

Soon the vibration disappeared, and the sourness in my heart was much less.

I took a deep breath and walked out of the hallway.

At this time, Zheng Jiayue didn't go far, she stood under the street lamp next to the green belt, not knowing what she was looking at.

The dim streetlights gilded her figure a dull gold, and her hair was shining.

I couldn't help but pause when I saw Zheng Jiayue's figure, and quickly walked over.

As soon as she approached Zheng Jiayue, she found me, she seemed a little surprised, turned her head to look at me, and after a while, she asked in a low voice

: "You don't.. Answer the phone?"

I nodded, reflexively lying

"I was just about to pick it up, but my phone was out of battery.."

As soon as I said this, I regretted it a little, because I realized that Zheng Jiayue also glanced at my phone just now, and it is likely that at that time, she should have also seen that my phone's battery was still very sufficient.

Sure enough, after I finished speaking, Zheng Jiayue stared at me for a while, and then suddenly spoke again

"You liar, Xiao Xiaoming you.."

"Why don't you answer Sister Qian's call?"

Her words made my heart sink, and I looked at her and hesitated for a moment, but then shook my head and said

"I don't know, maybe I don't want to pick it up.. I always feel.. It's better not to answer her call, otherwise it won't be easy to calm down, and something will change again. ”

What I said was all the truth, not to mention hearing Yu Qian's voice, at this time, my heart would hurt even when I saw Yu Qian's name.

Zheng Jiayue seemed to feel my emotions when she heard me say this, she opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't make a sound, just sighed softly.

Her sigh made my heart choke a little, and after a short while, I looked at her again and diverted the subject

"Let's go, take you to the gym equipment, I'll tell you, there's something there... You're sure to like it.."

Hearing my words, Zheng Jiayue let out a shallow "um" and followed me to the outside of the community.

There is a small open space near the side of our complex where there is quite a lot of free gym equipment.

In the past, when I first installed those, countless old men and women would gather there every day, after all, it was free, and everyone liked to participate in it.

But after square dancing became popular, those fitness equipment was thrown into the cold palace, and few people went there.

I took Zheng Jiayue to the small open space with fitness equipment, and they were all silent along the way, as if they had something on their minds.

It wasn't until I got there that I suddenly found that there was no one there, and I didn't expect that everyone didn't like it anymore because it was free.

Zheng Jiayue also saw that place, she paused for a moment, but still spoke

"There's no one?"

I heard her ask, looked around, and quickly spoke

"I don't know, maybe I knew you were coming, so everyone ran away?"

Zheng Jiayue turned her head and glared at me, and then asked

"What did you just say... I'm sure I like it? ？”

As soon as Zheng Jiayue's words were finished, I stretched out my hand and pointed to the distance, and then spoke

"Didn't you notice there's something special in there, is there a girl in the world who doesn't like swings?"

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue looked in the direction of my finger again, and soon a faint smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and then she spoke

"Ah~ really.. It turns out that there is a swing... Hey, hey.."

After saying this, Zheng Jiayue had already walked towards the swing by herself, and told me with her actions that she still likes the swing very much.

I breathed a sigh of relief after seeing Zheng Jiayue's smile, and then walked behind Zheng Jiayue.

There were originally two of them, but the one next to them seems to have broken down.

It just so happened that there was no one here, and after I walked over with Zheng Jiayue, I signaled Zheng Jiayue to play if she wanted to...

Zheng Jiayue was not polite at all, she quickly lowered her body and blew on the swing, bent down and sat up.

She smiled at me again as she sat down, and then spoke

"It's been a long time since I've sat on a swing, no, I should say I haven't sat in many years.."

I couldn't help but laugh when I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, and said

"Really, there's no one to rob you today, so you can sit around."

After saying that, Zheng Jiayue smiled at me, and soon she remembered something, and then she moved and said to me

: "That.. Xiao Xiaoming, you come and push me~ You push me.."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me stunned, and I always felt that her words sounded so strange as he meowed...

But after a moment's thought, I walked up behind her and spoke

"It's cheaper for you today. Let's talk about it first, you have nothing to do with me after a while."

After saying that, I reached out and grabbed the iron chain of the swing on the side, and then swayed back and forth vigorously.

With the movement of my hands, Zheng Jiayue's feet were raised (ps. please don't think crookedly about this sentence)

She let out a series of "giggles" and then her body reverberated back and forth with the swing.

Looking at Zheng Jiayue's swinging body, my mood has also changed a lot, I looked at her long hair fluttering back and forth in the air, and suddenly felt that this moment... Pretty good.

I like to hear Zheng Jiayue's laughter, and I like to see her like this, carefree.

Because it will make me feel very relaxed, and it will make me feel very comfortable in my heart.

At this time, Zheng Jiayue seemed very happy, she was swinging higher and higher, but she didn't seem to be the slightest afraid, but she was even happier, I even heard her voice, and heard her shouting at the night sky

"Xiao Xiaoming, I feel like I'm flying~"

Her voice is so crisp and so reassuring... And I pushed her with my hand for a long time, and finally felt a little tired, so I slowly stopped.

After stopping, Zheng Jiayue didn't seem to have played enough, and still sat on the swing and refused to get up, but she didn't force me, just tilted her head and looked at me and asked in a whisper

"Xiao Xiaoming.. You're tired.."

I nodded and spoke

"You can't imagine how heavy you are at all.."

"Cut. . . Nonsense, I'm light, it's because your own strength is too small."

Zheng Jiayue pursed her lips, looking like she was arguing with reason.

When I heard her say this, I shrugged helplessly, and then spoke

"Okay, okay, whatever you want.. It's good if you're happy.."

As a result, as soon as I finished speaking, I heard Zheng Jiayue speak again

"Eh~ Why do you want to learn from me to speak, Xiao Xiaoming, I also told you this just now.. Tell you.. Don't parrot it.."

I looked at Zheng Jiayue with wide eyes and surprise, and then suddenly remembered that she did seem to have said something like this when she was in the school playground...

This made me even more helpless, and I took a deep breath before I said again

"It's unreasonable, you can say that I can't say it?" and I'm telling the truth. Actually, I.."

"I still prefer to see you like this... So.. Don't be unhappy in the future... It doesn't hurt to laugh a lot.."

I don't know why I would say such things to Zheng Jiayue, maybe that's what I really think in my heart...

And Zheng Jiayue was a little surprised to hear me say this, she tilted her head, and her face soon turned red...

After a while, she pursed her lips in embarrassment, and then muttered quietly

"That's it.. Then you.. Then you said it earlier.."

"I said that people have been smiling at you every day.."

Zheng Jiayue's voice was very small, I don't know if she was talking to herself or me.

I couldn't help but take a deep breath after seeing her embarrassed look, then thought about it and spoke again

"Okay, are you still playing? If you want to play, I can try my best to let you play for a while."

What surprised me was that Zheng Jiayue shook her head, she thought about it, and then spoke again

"Forget it.. Don't play.,It's good like this.,Just like now, talk to Xiao Xiaoming where there's no one.. It's good~"

Hearing Zheng Jiayue say this, my heart began to throb again, at this time she raised her head to look at the night sky above her head, looking from my position, I could see her ears showing a little bit in the middle and long hair, her face reflected the lights on the side, and her side face was very beautiful.

I don't know why, I looked at Zheng Jiayue's side face and suddenly became a little crazy.. And after a long while, she said timidly

"Xiao Xiaoming, actually. I'm starting to envy you a little."

I was a little surprised, and instinctively asked

"What do you envy me? Do you envy my male body? You don't have a chance, go back and pray more about being a man in the next life."

My words made Zheng Jiayue tilt her head, she said "bah~" to me, and then spoke again

"It's not serious at all, I'm just envious of you... I have a good life."

I couldn't help but sneer when I heard her say this, and then continued

"You're mistaken... Is my life good? Even if it's good, it's only superficial... Actually, my life has been a mess for a long time.."

As a result, Zheng Jiayue didn't seem to agree with my statement at all, she slowly shook her head again, and said

"No, no... In fact.. Very good yet... You see.. There are so many fun places in your hometown... Your family and your parents are so kind and kind, aren't these part of a good life?

"I envy you... I envy you for all this."

Hearing Zheng Jiayue say this, my throat suddenly became a little blocked, and I was a little speechless for a while, so I could only look at her in a daze.

Because I suddenly remembered what Zheng Jiayue said to me when I was in high school, "The real misfortune... Nobody knows..".

At this moment, I realized that Zheng Jiayue might be thinking about these things, after all, as far as I know, her parents... It's been a long time since you've been apart,

That's why when she first came to my house, she showed such a happy expression, presumably she has been a long, long time, and she doesn't feel like home...

When I think of this, my heart seems to be full of dust, and the ash seems to stand tightly on every inch of blood vessels in my body.

After a moment, I moved my mouth and asked tentatively

"Speaking of... I haven't heard you say that yet.."

"What's going on with your parents? Will they be separated?"

Although I also know that it is not good to ask Zheng Jiayue such a question at this time, I don't know why, at this time, I just feel that I should ask Zheng Jiayue...

I should ask her, because only when I know things can I have a chance to help her untie the knot or something...

Sure enough, Zheng Jiayue, who asked my words, was a little unexpected, she didn't expect me to ask this question, so she lowered her head, not knowing what she was thinking..

After a long while, she slowly raised her head, only to see her look at me, and asked with a somewhat empty look in her eyes

"Do you really want to know, Xiao Xiaoming.. If you're wondering.."

"I can tell you."

Zheng Jiayue's words made my heart tremble instinctively, and at this time I had a feeling that Zheng Jiayue's parents were not the usual kind of quarrels and separations, and the reason why she would say this to me was that there must be other reasons. That's why she asked me that...

This made me really start to hesitate a little, I don't know if I should let Zheng Jiayue recall these things, whether I should listen to the real thoughts that may be very cruel in her mouth...

But I quickly made up my mind, and then nodded and said

"Say it.. I want to know.."