In fact, for a long time, my life was in a confused stage, I didn't know where I was going, and I didn't know how to live alone after I got divorced.

In the past five years with Lin Anhang, I have cut off too many of my wings and independence, I used to think that without him I would definitely die, but now I find that in addition to some difficulty breathing, I still don't die after all.

But when I sit here and listen to my mom tell a story, I feel sad, but I don't know where my sadness comes from, and the people who should be sad should be them.

It all started with a car accident, and my mom said that the only people she felt sorry for in her life were me, and her parents who didn't fulfill their obligations to provide for the elderly.

She was twenty years old when she married my father, a year older than me, and married Lin Anhang, my father was a poor boy with nothing, and of course my mother was also a girl from the countryside who didn't know anything.

But fortunately, my dad knows how to trade, his craft is to drive, and he drives a truck, at that time in the countryside was a golden job, and my mother married him for my dad's golden job without suspense.

My mother followed my father out of the countryside, and the two of them planned to go to the city to work hard, but not long after, my mother became pregnant, and the first child was my sister.

My dad drove a truck very hard, often transporting goods for more than half a month, more than 20 days in half a month could not stay at home overnight, often at night at some stops on the highway to rest.

Even stuffing a meal with a dough cake may have been nothing before, because there was my mother at home, but after my mother became pregnant, all this was worth worrying about.

At that time, my mother worked as a nanny in a wealthy family, with a monthly salary of about 1,000 yuan, and if she was lucky, the owner of the family would give her an additional subsidy.

Of course, my mother was lucky to meet a hostess who was not difficult, and the rich man was good at everything, the only thing was that the man rarely went home.

And the hostess is a withdrawn person, every day and night is to stay at home and do not like to go out, she has a five or six-year-old son, since he was a child, quiet, not noisy, often alone in the corner of the garden to play.

Eight months after my mom was pregnant, she had everything to take care of in the family, and my dad quit his very hard job because my mom got a job driving for my dad in that wealthy family.

This simple driving is much easier than driving a truck, except for the need to be on hand at times, basically in his spare time, he doesn't need to do anything in a daze all day, and the most important thing is that the salary is higher than the previous tiring job.

In this way, my mother was pregnant with my sister, and my father came home at night and had time to take care of her.

Seeing that the days are thriving, although the days are not particularly high-end, but with an easy job, a wife, and children, basically more than half of life has been completed.

After my mother gave birth to my sister, she and my father worked hard in the family, and my father was in a state of semi-suspension, because the hostess rarely went out, so he often helped my mother do some heavy work there.

This kind of life is seven years, and five years can make people lose a lot, but they can also make people gain a lot.

But loss and gain are not something that can be summed up in a human sentence, and the seemingly peaceful rich family broke out into the worst quarrel in history.

The reason is only the common problem of rich families, the owner of this family is a man with a successful career, and he once married a wife, but that was on the premise that he did not have the reputation and all the things he has now, and after his divorce, he married a mistress who did not go out often now.

Because of her, he became smooth, because of him, he has the capital to sing every night and forget to go home today.

The background of the hostess is the daughter of a wealthy overseas man, who after his death, inherited all his talents and property to his only daughter and grandson.

After the hostess met the man, the two quickly got married, she helped him succeed in his career, and gave birth to a son, but the good times did not last long, but the man was infatuated with his ex-wife who had shared weal and sorrow with him.

After the man and his ex-wife divorced, after a few years of successful careers, they quickly rekindled their old relationship with their ex-wife, and the two already had a son who was older than the hostess's child.

When everything is full-fledged, everything that used to be immobile begins to become rampant, and the most embarrassing thing about women is that when they meet love, they grasp the superb IQ of the junior and all turn to zero.

The man formally negotiated with the hostess, hoping to officially belong to his ex-wife's son as his own, and also hoped to get the hostess's support.

At that time, the hostess, who was blinded by love, had already transferred all 80% of her property to her husband, but she did not expect that when her father's property was transferred out, her husband would also begin to become strangers.

The hostess had no choice but to compromise with her own son.

The ex-wife's son officially entered the villa, of course, life will not be as harmonious as people see, and compromise does not mean willingness.

A few years later, in March, the hostess became pregnant again, and when she heard that it was a girl, she was really happy at that time, and all her sorrows were relieved.

She likes her daughter, Song Lian sometimes goes to the family to play when she gets out of school, and the hostess always looks at her lovingly and gives her a lot of food.

Sometimes she would tell my mom that it would be nice if she had a daughter.

At the same time, my mother was pregnant with me, but she wanted the opposite of the hostess, she wanted a boy.

Our whole family wants me to be a boy, everything is a blessing from heaven, and things are often a thousand times and a hundred times more bumpy than usual, because people's desires are so strong, but God doesn't let you get your wish so easily.

Five months later, the hostess was pushed down the stairs by the child born to the man's ex-wife, and when she was admitted to the hospital, the child was stillborn, and finally the labor was induced to avoid further trouble.

I heard that it was really a girl, who was already an adult when she induced labor, the size of a palm, and the hostess who had been recuperating in the hospital for a period of time, although she was as quiet as she always was, she became more and more silent than usual.

Even her son ran to talk to her, she didn't care, but fortunately her son was sensible, but a week later, the man's ex-wife broke a leg in an accident and became disabled.

The man thought that the hostess did it for revenge, and quarreled with her at home, but the woman never said a word, and the two of them had a cold war for almost half a year.

In the end, it was found out who did it.

It was the hostess's son who did it, but the man couldn't say a word, because if his ex-wife's son didn't push her downstairs, the child wouldn't be stillborn.

The hostess's son just paid the retribution.

The man also realized that it was useless to blame anyone now, and the most important thing was how to quell the war between his two sons.

And in order to blame the hostess, the man decided to adopt a girl in order to make up for the hostess, but when the girls were brought home one by one, the hostess was treated lukewarmly, and even was often teased by his ex-wife's son, and adopted three in succession, all of them willingly returned to the orphanage as usual.

And our family has also used up all the good fortune of more than ten years.

My dad drove out without permission and hit and killed a person in the middle of the night, so he didn't care about anything and drove back.

When my mom found out about this, I was already in labor, and I fainted in fright when I saw my dad fleeing with blood all over his body.

In the end, I was rushed to the hospital to give birth, my dad kept a vigil outside all night, and after I was born, the body in the suburbs was known and made the news.

But the murderer has never been found.

When my mom was about to run away with my dad, she was taken away by the police station.

My mother cried and carried me to the master's house to resign, my mother said that I was still young at that time, I only knew how to cry, and when she went to resign, the crying voice was very loud, and the hostess did not know if it was because of mental abnormality, and recognized me as her unborn daughter.

Holding me and refusing to let go, and holding me and locking myself in the room and refusing to come out.

My mother jumped to her feet, afraid that the hostess would hurt me because of her abnormal mental health, and worried about my father.

In that panic, the man came back and heard my mother crying downstairs and asking what was going on, and my mother immediately told him that I was forcibly carried into the room by his wife.

When the man found out, he entered the room and went downstairs for about three hours, and made a deal with my mother.