My mom said that her life was no less than walking a tightrope, at that time she couldn't allow herself to deviate by half a point, she had to make every step of her every step extremely precise at all times, because there were two lives behind her, except for Song Lian, and my dad, she had to do it.

Even if she goes back more than 20 years, she will not hesitate to choose this choice, because she really has no choice.

When she said such things, I inevitably felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, I am also her daughter, but she has to give up me between her husband and her eldest daughter, forced by the times, but as a mother, shouldn't she use her soft shoulders to support everything that is not weak enough?

This is the temperament of a mother, this is the greatness of a mother, but she still gave up on me without any reason.

Because Xu Shenlin's father put forward an extremely tempting condition at that time, that is, at that time, I became the one who Song Lian said to pay off the debt.

I'm sure you can guess who the owner of this family is, the person who can push his pregnant stepmother down the stairs in such a frenzy, who can push his own mother down his own mother by his own brother, kill his sister who is not yet born, and then unknowingly cripple the woman who destroyed his family, and it was only half a year later that it was found out who did it.

The person with such a strategy can only be Xu Shenlin.

I can't comment on who is right and who is wrong between them, the root of this matter is wrong, the wrong man's half-heartedness, the wrong mother's self-containedness, the wrong Jiangnancheng's mother did not prevent her son from entering the Xu family, all these are essentially some mistakes.

Everyone is wrong together, so it's understandable that these mistakes have become like this.

Even my mom felt that she had made the right choice to abandon me.

In this way, things entered a thaw time, Xu Shenlin's father Xu Zhiwen put forward a very simple condition, let me be fostered in the Xu family until his wife's illness recovered, he will return me to my mother, and my father will be desperate.

My mom weighed left and right for two hours, and it became clear that it was possible that her husband would never come out of the police station once he entered the police station today.

She agreed without any suspense, and promised to take her husband and daughter away and leave the Xu family during this time.

She also hopes that during my foster care time, she will treat me well, and promise that what she says will be returned as soon as her wife recovers.

Not long after, my dad was released from the police station silently, and when he learned that my mom had taken me out in exchange for him in exchange for peace, he sat outside the door in the heavy rain and smoked a few puffs of cigarettes, and my mom wailed and cried in the room.

Song Lian watched all this indifferently and went back to her room to play with stones, all this was just a nightmare through the glass cover for her, although she knew everything at that age, she didn't understand how serious things were.

This is a pale age that has nothing to do with herself, and perhaps the sorrow of her mother and father is now in her eyes, but it is just a quarrel between ordinary husbands and wives and disharmony.

My dad sat outside all night, and when he entered the room, my mom said in a hoarse voice, "Are you blaming me?" I can't do anything about it, do you let me watch you die? Are you absconding from the crime? Do you know how serious your sin will be? I have no choice.

My dad looked at my mother's red and swollen eyes crying, knelt on the cold floor with his legs on the cold floor, and only bowed to his parents' knees for the rest of his life, and said to my mother, don't worry, I will not let you down, I know that all this is for my good, the child may be better than us in the rich and noble family, after we leave, we will live a good life as a family.

My mom sat on the bed and started crying again.

The next morning, after my mom and my dad packed their bags, they planned to take Song Lian out of here, but my mom was reluctant to sneak back to Xu's house to see me.

She said that when she went back, I was crying in Xu Shenlin's mother's arms, no matter how I coaxed her, Xu Shenlin's mother was very persistent towards me, even if I invited a wet nurse, don't let people touch me, except for her son who can occasionally touch me twice, even his favorite husband can't get close.

Jiang Nancheng even glanced at it a few times, and was chased and beaten by Xu Shenlin's mother with a feather duster in her hand.

At that time, it was really a chicken, a dog, and a dog.

My mother said that although Mrs. Xu was a little crazy and really good to me, she took care of me all night, never pretending to be someone else's hand, if she cried and was hungry, she always picked me up and coaxed me there in the middle of the night.

She said that if it was her, she would not be so patient, so she willingly took Song Lian and my father out of this land of right and wrong.

But they didn't go to anything particularly far, they had to keep an eye on the movements of the Xu family, and they couldn't leave too far.

So I stayed in Xu's house for eight years, Song Lian has grown up in eight years, Xu Shenlin has begun to study in high school, Jiangnan City is one year older than Xu Shenlin, but the two are in the same class.

It's nothing more than Xu Zhiwen wants the two to cultivate a relationship, so as not to wait for him to die, and kill each other with both hands, if he doesn't teach this education well, according to the two who have been scheming since childhood, maybe he will have to break up his life's hard work.

His two sons are also strange to say, one of them is usually silent, and when you are defenseless, he may pull out a knife and plunge it from behind you at any time.

Don't look at the usual hippie smiling face, every time you take a step, you may kick from behind at any time, and you don't know what kind of education you were born with.

I was able to grow up healthy and healthy in Xu Jiajian, which is really at the top of the list of ten unsolved mysteries.

My mother said that when I was five years old, Mrs. Xu gave me 10% of the shares of her company and Xu Shenlin, at that time Xu Zhiwen thought that I was not biological, and I would not stay in the Xu family for a long time.

Some shareholders don't know if there is 5 percent, but Xu Zhiwen only has 35 percent in his hands after all shareholders have divided the soup.

In this way, he felt a sense of crisis at any time, 20% of his wife's hands was Mrs. Xu's last point of defense, and the reason why he didn't kick this crazy Mrs. Xu out of the door was because of this 20%.

Half of it was given to his son, and he had no opinion, and half of it was given to a girl who was not related by any blood and was still fostered, and he could not agree.

However, he can't agree that there is no way, because the shares belong to Mrs. Xu, and Xu Zhiwen has no way to interfere with it, plus many of the Xu Group are Mrs. Xu's old ministers before her father's death, although they are not loyal, they can rely on the old and sell the old, and anyone will do it.

And at that time, I was not called Song Wenjing, but had a very simple and well-behaved name, Xu Yuan.

I didn't expect that when I was five years old, I was a person with a family property, but the good times didn't last long, when Xu Shenlin graduated from high school at the age of eight, my mother went back to see me a few times, she said, because Mrs. Xu didn't allow me to have contact with anyone in the family, I could only play with her son Xu Shenlin, and I had been following his ass since I was a child.

The relationship between the two people seems to be very good, so she is also very relieved.

Just when she was relieved, they waited on the side for eight years, Mrs. Xu's illness was still not cured, and I was eight years old, the age when I began to remember, and I was afraid that I would not recognize them in the future.

So my parents started to worry again, and they have been discussing whether it is time to go back and discuss with Xu Zhiwen to take me back.

Just when the two were discussing, Song Lian won an opportunity, although our family moved away for so many years, the two of them were in contact when she moved from Jiangnan City to the Xu family.

Once, Jiangnan City took advantage of Xu Shenlin's outing, and when Mrs. Xu was taking a nap, she was hit hard because she had been subjected to special treatment in front of me and couldn't approach me.

Deciding to wash away his shame, he took a cookie and tricked me out of the room, and then took me to see Song Lian.

Song Lian naturally knew that I was her sister, but at that time she didn't seem to have a good impression of me, because my family had always ignored her for my affairs, but she didn't expect that her private meeting with Jiangnan City would be known to my parents.

When my parents saw me, they were very surprised, hugged me and kissed me, gave me a candy, and coaxed me to call my mother obediently.

Probably really related, my mother said that when she hugged me, I didn't reject it at all, and I like to be coquettish in my arms, and at the moment when I called my mother, she was reluctant to let go.

And the very unreliable Jiang Nancheng did the most reliable thing in his life, this thing made him defeat the woman he hated for more than ten years in one fell swoop.

And it was very effective to come up with a perfect riposte.

That is to tell my mother, take me away, he wants to see Xu Shenlin and Mrs. Xu are so precious to me, if I lose it, what will happen to them.

So my parents really took me away without hesitation, and began to move quietly, although they hesitated, but they thought that Mrs. Xu's illness would probably not get better for a while and a half, and it was even more unlikely that they would let me go if they raised me so big, and even if they went to the Xu family, according to my father's criminal record, they couldn't guarantee that Xu Zhiwen would not tear his face and stab this matter.

So all their patience and swallowing for so many years have been in vain.

Weighing left and right, he secretly left with me.

After leaving, about half a year later, they read the newspaper, and the newspaper reported that Xu Zhiwen's wife jumped to her death from the twelfth floor because she lost her daughter and couldn't accept the facts.

So my parents panicked even more, and they moved farther away again, and I can remember by then, crying all day long, making noise, making noise, and going home.

My mother, in order to prevent the matter from being revealed, once hugged me and said that she was going to throw me into the river, and if I said half a word, she would drown me.

My mom said that since then, I've been reticent and don't talk to her much, but I really haven't told anyone about my past.

Until I was sixteen years old, I sneaked back, but unfortunately, my parents found me halfway and detained me, my mother was really frightened at that time, in order to prevent me from sneaking again, in a hurry, she took a knife and dagger to her neck and said that if I sneak away again next time, she will kill herself in front of me.