Chapter 424: Who's More Sad Than Who
At this point, it was as if time had been slowed down.
The brain is blank, and in the field of vision, you can only vaguely see the outline of Yu Qian's face or something...
I don't know how I behaved like this, but I just couldn't control my body, I was like a puppet being manipulated, my head moving forward little by little...
And what surprised me even more was that Yu Qian didn't dodge...
She saw it, she saw it, my irrational move... But she just looked at me quietly, her eyes bright in the darkness like stars in the night sky...
And seeing her like this, I was even more confused, and my eyes couldn't help but close, and my lips were about to touch Yu Qian's lips soon...
At this time, my mind was full of Yu Qian's appearance, the first time I saw her, the first time I went out to eat, she turned around, and blushed and told me that she was a model..
She looks good: Charming her...
I've loved it. She..
But at this time, suddenly the picture in my mind disappeared, and in its place, it was Zheng Jiayue's face...
Zheng Jiayue looked at me sadly, from afar, looking at me...
This made my heart chuckle, and my body stopped instantly...
The reason that had just disappeared seemed to burrow back into my body, and I slowly opened my eyes again, and found my lips... It was very, very close to Yu Qian's lips.
Close enough to feel her warm breathing... Closer.. A little further, you can touch Yu Qian's lips...
But now I can't move a little distance forward... I was suddenly sad, for myself, for Zheng Jiayue, for Yu Qian...
What am I doing? What am I doing?
My actions like this will not only hurt Zheng Jiayue, but also... Yu Qian is very embarrassed.
So at this time, I was a little heartbroken, and after a while, I retracted my body, and then looked at Yu Qian and said
"You.. Are you alright?"
The voice trembled a little, and there was obviously no way to hide what had just happened..
Yu Qian seemed to have come back to her senses at this time, she still looked at me, and after about seven or eight seconds, she nodded again, and then stood up.
After standing up, Yu Qian looked at me and said softly
"I'm sorry Wang Ming.. I.. I accidentally stepped on the air.. You're fine, right~?"
I shook my head and quickly got to my feet.
I patted myself on the back as I stood up, and soon spoke again
"Ahhh It's okay, that.. Otherwise, don't send me, this staircase is too dangerous... It's very unsafe for you to go up and down the stairs.."
At this point, I can only rely on changing the subject to cover up my own embarrassment.. Yu Qian heard me say this and thought about it, and soon as she thought of something, she took out her mobile phone and turned on the flashlight on the phone.
The dark corridor suddenly became a lot brighter, and she looked at me at this time and said a little embarrassed
"Ah, just now.. I was a little lazy, I thought there was nothing to do, so I didn't take out my phone, and now.. There's nothing left to do, just go .."
Seeing Yu Qian like this, I couldn't say anything, so I could only nod again and continue
: "That.. Slow down.."
After saying this, Yu Qian and I followed the light of her mobile phone and went downstairs.
The street lights are bright outside, and there seem to be quite a lot of people...
This place is a bit livelier than ours...
Yu Qian walked in front of me and showed me the way.
And I looked at her slender back, and my mind was full of what had just happened...
I didn't expect Yu Qian to be very calm, and I don't know what she was thinking...
In this way, the two of us walked for a while, and finally arrived at a bus stop.
There was no one in front of the stop sign, and it seemed lonely.
And Yu Qian stopped, she turned her head, looked at me and said
"Here, you sit near the company, and then.. It's okay to reverse again.."
I heard Yu Qian say this and nodded, thought about it for a while and looked at her and said
"Well, you can go back too, it's so late... When you go back, be careful.."
Yu Qian heard my words "um", but she thought about it and still spoke
"I'll accompany you to wait for the car, and I'll go back when you're gone."
Yu Qian's words made my heart throb again, but I still nodded, and then sat down with her.
When I sat down and waited for the car, Yu Qian didn't say anything, she just sat quietly next to me, completely unaware of what she was thinking...
And I looked at her and wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say...
After a while, the bus came, I stood up, waved at Yu Qian and said
"I'm gone, and so are you.. Let's go back.."
Yu Qian agreed, and saw the bus stop.
I walked into the car, and before getting into the car, I saw Yu Qian also raise her hand and wave it gently.
I nodded slightly, and then stepped into the carriage.
There are very few people in the carriage, and it looks a little empty.
I instinctively walked to the back of the car and looked out through the rear window.
At this time, the bus had started again, and I saw that Yu Qian was still standing in place, she was looking in my direction, and I didn't know if she saw me.
And when I saw the bus stop where there was no one and Yu Qian who was standing there alone, I suddenly felt a little tingling in my heart...
Because I finally realized that there is a problem, and that is to live here alone...
Yu Qian will also feel lonely, right?
She used to feel very lonely like me...
This reminds me of the way she looked just now, her eyes, her warmth... The breath that makes people's hearts melt.
Obviously I just sensed my intentions, why didn't I dodge it? She didn't feel any resistance at all.
This thought made my brain a little hypoxic, and at this time I thought of Zheng Jiayue again, and secretly scolded myself in my heart.
It seems that I still have to keep a little distance from Yu Qian in the future, otherwise I will almost do something sorry for Zheng Jiayue... Fortunately, nothing happened, otherwise... I don't think Zheng Jiayue will ever forgive me in my life.
I kept thinking about these questions along the way, and then slowly rushed to home.
By the time I got home, it was already late...
I lay down on the bed, took out my mobile phone and found that Zheng Jiayue still hadn't called me, and I didn't know what she was doing that day... I was supposed to call me, but I still didn't call.
I don't want to disturb her because it's too late... So I sighed anyway and threw my phone aside.
At this time, I couldn't help but start thinking about being removed by Chen Yanyu... This mother-in-law is really ruthless, so I don't know what else I can do when I go to the company...
In short, it's useless to think too much, you still have to wait for two days, go to the company for two days first, at least Chen Yanyu hasn't fired me yet, and when she is angry, I'll apologize to her or something, maybe it will be better by then..
After making up my mind, I closed my eyes and got ready to sleep or something...
But as soon as I closed my eyes, my mind was what had just happened in the corridor of Yu Qian's house...
Those images lingered, as if they were imprinted in my mind...
Later, I don't remember when I fell asleep, but when I woke up, it was completely bright.
I looked at the time and it was still early to go to work.. So after getting up and cleaning up, I rushed to the company again.
When I got to the door of the company, I realized that it didn't make sense for me to come early, because I didn't know what I was going to do now.
This made me not in the mood to go upstairs all of a sudden, so I simply planned to wait downstairs to see if I could wait for Zheng Jiayue or something...
However, after waiting for a long time, I didn't see Zheng Jiayue's shadow... This made me feel very strange, and after thinking about it, I still went upstairs, thinking that maybe Zheng Jiayue was already upstairs...
But when I got to my seat, I was still stunned.
Zheng Jiayue is not there, her position is empty, and the position next to me is Xiao Kai's position. Already..
It's even more empty..
There are no things left, and Xiao Kai seems to have moved to the little bubblegum and them.
This makes me feel a little strange in my heart, and now they don't know that I was dismissed by Chen Yanyu... So.. I don't know what I'm going to do today...
Thinking of this, I still don't feel right, Chen Yanyu's dismissal of me is too sudden, it can be said that it is not thorough at all, although I don't seem to do anything on weekdays, but now that I have started live broadcasting, she revoked me on the first day, and there will definitely be problems with the handover?
I really don't know what Chen Yanyu thinks, but at this time, I didn't bother to care about those, so I simply did it in my seat, wondering if I should call Zheng Jiayue...
However, just when I wanted to call Zheng Jiayue, Chen Yanyu actually came... She's obviously new to the company and... It was clear that she was coming for me.
When I saw Chen Yanyu walking towards me, my nerves instantly tightened again.
I don't know what she's going to say to me, isn't it... I regret it, and now I'm going to use my brother, so I came to tell me..
As a result, Chen Yanyu walked in front of me, she looked at me for a few seconds, and suddenly spoke
"Wang Ming, you don't have to go to work these days, go home.."
Chen Yanyu's words made my brain dazed, and I felt as if I had been hit head-on...
And Chen Yanyu didn't have any expression at all, and after saying this, she didn't seem to be going to say anything else to me, so she simply turned around and left...
Seeing Chen Yanyu walking towards her office, my body felt like someone had glued to me.
At this time, I didn't move, or rather, I couldn't move...
This.. What is this?
Is it a precursor to dismissal? Is this a harbinger of my dismissal?
All this happened so suddenly that I couldn't accept it for a while...
But since she said so, it seems that Chen Yanyu is really angry this time, right?
Thinking of this, I took a long time, and finally lowered my head, silently packed up my things, and then set off and walked downstairs again.
When I walked out of the company, I knew that no one in the company knew about my dismissal, but I always seemed to feel the gaze of those people looking at me.
It was a look of disdain, a look full of ridicule in it. Gaze..
I went downstairs a little depressed and dragged my tired body out of the door of the company building.
As a result, as soon as I walked out of the door, I met Zheng Jiayue, who was about to walk in...
The moment I saw Zheng Jiayue, my mood was a little better, but it was only for a moment. I froze again...
Because of Zheng Jiayue's expression at this time... It doesn't look so happy..
On the contrary, I can feel that Zheng Jiayue is very sad... It's the first time I've seen her so sad... This is definitely the first time, because it has obviously come to her eyes...
Zheng Jiayue: Didn't even notice me!!
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If I had to find one word to describe who I am now, it would be... I think I'm like a coward now...
Yes, I hid upstairs, and when I heard Li Xinran's screams, I couldn't move..
I didn't have the courage to rush down to her, my body, and I didn't even have the courage to go down.
At this time, the lights in the corridor went out one by one, and I stood in the dark, with only my faint heartbeat left in my mind, and Li Xinran's scream just now.
Without.. There was no other sound...
Did Lu Mao just hit Li Xinran? That "snap" sound, did he hit her?
I don't dare to imagine what kind of scene Li Xinran's house is like now, I can even guess that it must be very bad...
Lu Mao brought people here, he must have come to take revenge on Li Xinran, in front of others, the more Lu Mao did too much to Li Xinran, the more he could show that he took good care of his younger brother... So I can almost guess that Lu Mao must still be beating Li Xinran, although I can't hear any sound now, but the picture in the room is definitely numb just by seeing it...
What's even more terrifying is that I knew all about what was happening, but I didn't do anything about it.
It's not like me, it's not me at all.
If I were a student, even if I saw a girl I didn't know being bullied by hooligans or something on the road, I would definitely rush forward without hesitation.
And now it's a girl I know, a very miserable girl, or my sworn enemy hurting her, I don't even dare to do anything...
This makes me feel uncomfortable and condemned...
But even so, I still didn't go downstairs.
I still clearly know that my presence will not do any good, it will only make things more troublesome...
I may not be able to beat the three of them alone, and all Li Xinran's plans and preparations will be in vain...
I'll just take this as one of my own reasons, but I'm standing upstairs in the dark. Nothing was done..
I waited for a while, but there was still no movement downstairs.
I was a little bolder, and slowly moved around the corner and looked downstairs.
The three of them were no longer there, the door was tightly closed, and they should have all entered Li Xinran's house.
At this time, I took a deep breath, and then suddenly accelerated, went downstairs as fast as I could, and then rushed out of the corridor of Li Xinran's house.
After running out of the stairway, I almost ran all the way with my head bored...
By the time I came to my senses, I had run far, far away, so far that I didn't know where I was going.
At this time, I looked around in confusion, strange places, unfamiliar lights...
Everything is glittering, but everything is again, completely alien ..
I found a flower stand on the side of the road, and sat on it a little weakly.
After sitting down, I gasped for breath and couldn't calm down for a long time.
I suddenly remembered the time I took Zheng Jiayue to Shenzhen, that time something like that happened, I asked Zheng Jiayue to go first.. And then leave it yourself to deal with those hooligans ..
And now, I'm running faster than anyone else...
This made me laugh a little self-deprecatingly, I never felt that I was afraid of Lu Mao, but now... I seem to be really scared...
Actually, I know the reason, I'm not afraid of Lu Mao, I'm just afraid of myself and losing my current life...
Lose your current position, lose your current job...
I'm just scared that I'm losing these things...
If it had been before, I would have beaten Lu Mao without hesitation, but now... I started to get scared, I would think, I would hesitate...
It's not a good thing, at least in some ways, it's really not a good thing...
I hate the way I am, but really, as if I can't change anything...
In this way, while condemning myself in my heart, I sat here in confusion.
I don't know how long I've been sitting here anymore, but suddenly I realized something...
Then he stood up again.
After standing up, I didn't walk in the direction of the subway, but walked back along the road I had just run all the way over.
When I walked back, my pace was slow, and I was very careful, keeping my eyes on the front...
I've been looking for Lu Mao and them, and I've been looking at them...
However, I didn't see anyone along the way, and when I was about to walk back to the neighborhood where Li Xinran lived, I found a car on the side of the road.
I first avoided and looked, and after making sure that there was no one in the car, I stepped forward again and determined that this was the car that Lu Mao often drove...
I still remember one time when I went home, Lu Mao drove this license plate number to find Yu Qian... It should be that there is nothing wrong with this car..
It seemed that the three of them were still at Li Xinran's house, so I stepped aside again, went across the street, and found a hidden place to hide...
At this time, I was like a paparazzi, watching the car from a distance, waiting for the three people to appear...
I don't know how long I waited, but finally Lu Mao and the two little dogs appeared.
I was nervous when I saw these three people, and subconsciously hid again.
I saw that the three of them quickly got into the car, and after a while, the car started and drove towards the road.
After seeing the car drive away, I crossed the highway again. Then I walked back into the community.
Although it didn't help Li Xinran just now, I have to go see her at this time... Let's see if there's anything going on with her...
No matter what Lu Mao did, I have to take a look, maybe this will make the condemnation in my heart a little better, maybe this will make me feel a little more at ease...
With this thought, the pace of my feet was very fast, and I walked briskly back to the door of Li Xinran's corridor. I barely stopped, and when I went up the stairs, I soon stood in front of Li Xinran's door.
At this point, I reached out and knocked on the door quickly...
And when I knocked on the door, my voice was muffled
"It's me.. Are you at home? Open the door."
The knocking continued for a while, and the door opened.
I was nervous at first, and soon... I saw a picture that I couldn't describe...
How to say it.. How to describe it: .
Li Xinran seemed to see me through the cat's eyes, her eyes were dead, and there was no luster...
Just now the floor in the house is still very clean... A place of hair.
It's all shredded... It seems that there is a shredded one.
At this time, Li Xinran still had tears in his eyes... She looked at me blankly, with a reddened palm print on the side of her cheek.
And her original hair, pitifully and sadly, was a mess.
Seeing Li Xinran like this, I don't know what kind of feeling I feel in my heart...
I never knew the world would be like this.
In this world that looks peaceful and gentle, there can be such a thing... What's even sadder is that this kind of thing is happening almost every moment...
Bullying, abuse... Cruel..
The dark side of this world, everywhere, permeates every corner...
At this time, Li Xinran had not fully recovered from the panic...
I watched her walk in the door, locked her door when she entered, and dragged her to the bathroom next to the side.
After being dragged in by me, Li Xinran's whole body was still shaking, I turned on the faucet on the side, looked at her and said
"It's okay.. Don't be afraid.. When the water boils, you wash your hair first, don't be afraid.."
I don't know what I can do, so I can say that everything I do now relies on my instincts.
Hearing my words, Li Xinran seemed to come back to her senses a little, I noticed that there were still a few footprints on her clothes, obviously Lu Mao's group not only came in and slapped her one by one, but also kicked her... Moreover..
They also ripped off her hair one by one.
Just thinking about it makes me feel like I feel the pain... I don't know how Lu Mao can do it, how can they do it to a girl like this...
And I took another deep breath at this time.. looked at Li Xinran and said again
"Do what I say." After that, he turned around and walked out of the bathroom again.
After walking out of the bathroom, I found a broom on the side and began to silently sweep the hair on the floor.
I know that every girl regards her hair as her most precious thing, so I don't dare to guess Li Xinran's heart now...