When I said this to Zheng Jiayue, my heart was already in a mess...

I didn't expect things to turn out like this, I didn't expect Chen Yanyu to play really..

At this time, Zheng Jiayue looked at me, and after a while, she nodded and said

"What Kai told me... He told me."

I didn't expect it to be Xiao Kai again, it seems that after Chen Yanyu let me go in the morning, Bacheng went to find Xiao Kai and the winning man, and then said something like this, but Xiao Kai told Zheng Jiayue all of them, and then Zheng Jiayue came to me.

At this time, I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, this incident originally happened, in fact, I have not been very nervous, because I always feel that for no reason, Chen Yanyu will not immediately revoke my position because I made some mistakes, but now it seems that I am still too naïve, Chen Yanyu did not expect it to be so simple.. It's so easy to do things...

Seriously, it makes me feel like I'm doing it myself... The news brought by Zheng Jiayue made me even more unhappy, but I didn't want to show it in front of her, so although I was very painful in my heart, I still tried my best to put on an indifferent look on my face, looked at Zheng Jiayue and said

"Ahhh That's it."

"It seems that the mistake made this time is indeed a bit big."

Zheng Jiayue was even more anxious when she heard me say this, she looked at me and spoke

"What the hell are you doing, Xiao Xiaoming, why is Mr. Chen like this.. Tell her well, or I'll help you go to her for intercession."

I heard Zheng Jiayue say this and waved my hand, and soon I took a deep breath and looked at her and spoke again

"Uhhh It's hard to say, and I don't really want to say it.. Anyway, let's do it for now, I don't want to think about this now.. I'm tired... I just want to take a break."

Although I know that Zheng Jiayue is kind, I don't think it will have any effect if she follows me to find Chen Yanyu at this time, so to speak, it should be useless...

Now that things have become like this, it means that Chen Yanyu is really angry... It's unclear exactly what she's going to do, but it seems like she really doesn't plan to use me anymore...

It's funny, I didn't expect it to take so long, I was removed from my position on the first day I really started, I guess this is something that everyone didn't expect..

And I didn't explain the matter to Zheng Jiayue because I really didn't want to say it at this time.. I don't want to repeat those things all over again... I don't have the strength either..

Sure enough, my words still made Zheng Jiayue's expression a little bad, she bit her lower lip, and still looked at me and asked

"So what are you going to do.. That's all.."

"Have you given up? That's your position, it's you... You don't want it if you have earned it so hard?"

Zheng Jiayue is more anxious than me, maybe she really cares about me very much...

But I felt even more depressed when I heard her say this, to put it simply, at this time, it was precisely because there was no way, so I didn't want to think about it, and now I'm either cheeky to explain it to Chen Yanyu again, or drag them to play the friendship card..

But now that Chen Yanyu is angry, I don't think it will end well, so the best way is to wait and see.

So I looked at Zheng Jiayue, took a deep breath and said

"Well, it's not like giving up, it's just.. Now that's all I can do, I've said it all, just take this opportunity... Let's rest for two days.."

It seemed that I had provoked Zheng Jiayue with my understatement, and she glared at me, her brows furrowed together.

After a while, she looked at me a little sternly and spoke

"Why are you like this? Xiao Xiaoming, I really didn't expect it.. How could you be.. Why.."

"You don't think about other people's feelings at all, I'm worried about you, why don't you care at all... Clearly.. There's a better way, why wouldn't you want to try it?"

I don't know what's going on, Zheng Jiayue's words made the feeling of irritability in my heart surge up all of a sudden.

I looked at her and said a little impatiently

"Why don't I think about your feelings, I just think about your feelings so I don't want to tell you this? What do you want me to do, do you think I can listen to my explanation when I go to Mr. Chen now? Can you leave it alone?I've said it, I just want to take a break, I'm tired!!"

I don't know how I was so angry all of a sudden, this is the first time, the first time I didn't suppress my emotions and said such things to Zheng Jiayue...

My words made Zheng Jiayue stunned, she didn't expect me to say this, probably because she was frightened by my sudden anger. She opened her mouth slightly and looked at me with a look of incredulity.

And when I saw Zheng Jiayue's appearance, the instant irritable mood in my heart sank again, I looked at her, and I regretted it a little, regretting that I had said such excessive words..

So I paused for two or three seconds, and then spoke up quickly

"Ahhh I'm sorry, I didn't mean that, and I didn't mean to lose my temper at you.. I am.."

Unexpectedly, before I finished my words, Zheng Jiayue shook her head slightly, she looked at me and said softly

"Xiao Xiaoming.. You're throwing a tantrum at me.."

"The first time you lost your temper at me... The way you just looked.."

"It's not like you. Not at all like the guy I like."

Zheng Jiayue's words made the words I originally want to explain suddenly stuck in my throat, I looked at her face, and saw that her eyes were red, and tears were rolling in her eyes.

I really panicked when I saw Zheng Jiayue like this, I moved my body slightly again, and immediately explained

: "I'm sorry.. I, I didn't mean to, I'm really not in a good mood today, I.."

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.. Don't be angry.."

I said this in a soft tone. Because I realized I was wrong...

I have a very good temper on weekdays, I have grown so big, I have almost counted the number of times I have been angry, and I didn't expect that I would speak so loudly at Zheng Jiayue and get angry at her...

But after I finished speaking, Zheng Jiayue still looked at me, she didn't say anything for a long time, and after a while, she suddenly stood up again.

Zheng Jiayue, who stood up, looked at me and spoke

"Do you think... Are you the only one who isn't in a good mood today?"

"I was originally very worried, but it seems that my worry has made Xiao Xiaoming feel irritable... I'm leaving.. Rest for yourselves.."

After speaking, Zheng Jiayue turned around and walked in the direction of the door.

Seeing this, I hurriedly stood up, and was just about to keep Zheng Jiayue, but Zheng Jiayue turned her head, she looked at me, and said in a much higher voice

"Don't come here. Don't follow me.."

"Don't follow me... You rest... Don't follow me.."

Zheng Jiayue's words made my body freeze suddenly, I looked at her, and saw her turn around, open the door and walk out.

The moment the door closed, I saw something shiny and slipped to the ground.

Zheng Jiayue, did she cry?

Did she cry?

That.. Are they her tears?

I don't know, I don't have any thoughts in my head now, I can only stare blankly at the direction of the door, I can't move for a long time...

I stood like this for I don't know how long, and then I came back to my senses, I took a few steps forward, and soon opened the door.

But when I looked into the hallway, the whole hallway was already empty...

Without Zheng Jiayue, there is no one quietly..

I really want to continue chasing out, I really want to chase Zheng Jiayue back, but my footsteps just can't step out of my door...

Because at this time, all in my mind is the sentence that Zheng Jiayue said just now

"Don't come here. Don't follow me.."

At that time, the expression on her face, just thinking about it, was painful and almost suffocating...

I stood at the door of the room for a long, long time, and finally lowered my head and sat back on the sofa with a little slump.

I sat down until dark, during which time I didn't move.

Nothing to think, nothing to feel...

It's like there's only a shell left... It's like, don't care about anything anymore..

I didn't expect things to be so unbearable, if I just lost the position next to Chen Yanyu, it might really be nothing, after all, it didn't belong to me in the first place, and I wasn't so good myself.. Take 10,000 steps back, even if Chen Yanyu is fired from the company, it doesn't matter, after all, I don't even have a normal identity now...

However, what I care about is that I actually made Zheng Jiayue angry, I was angry with her, I actually... Provoked her...

That's when I realized for the first time that I could do without a job, but...

I can't live without Zheng Jiayue, it turns out that in my life, I can't live without Zheng Jiayue...

I don't know when I started caring so much about Zheng Jiayue, but I found that if I lost Zheng Jiayue, I would be miserable, ten thousand times sadter than losing my position, or a million times...

So at this time, I blamed myself, I really didn't expect that I would say such excessive things to Zheng Jiayue, and now she... I must be very sad in my heart...

Thinking of this, I took out my mobile phone and called Zheng Jiayue again..

I've been calling a lot and I've been able to get through every time, but no one has answered...

Zheng Jiayue must have seen my call, but she just wouldn't answer...

She may be angry, she maybe, she is also upset...

I tried to call several times, and after seeing that Zheng Jiayue still didn't answer, I decided to go to her...

I can not apologize to Chen Yanyu for now, but... I have to go and apologize to Zheng Jiayue...

I had to explain it to her, I had to tell her... It's me who is wrong, it's me who shouldn't have murdered her... It's me who shouldn't, take the anger out on her..

The idea got me dressed, I took the keys and was quickly ready to go out..

At this time, it was already dark outside, but I didn't care, even if it was hailing outside, I would go to find Zheng Jiayue...

For the first time, I felt like I wanted to see her so much... For the first time, I realized that I had to see her...

With this thought in mind, I hurried downstairs, but I had just walked to the door of the stairway...

I was stunned all of a sudden...

Because it is in the green belt opposite the corridor, Zheng Jiayue is sitting there.

She curled up, alone. . . Sitting there alone...

That's Zheng Jiayue is not wrong, then she must be not wrong..

I was stunned for about ten seconds, and then I suddenly came back to my senses and quickly ran towards her body.

Zheng Jiayue also noticed me, she slowly raised her head and saw me running in front of her...

I stood up after running in front of her, and then I saw Zheng Jiayue looking at me quietly.

Her eyes are a little hollow, and there are shallow tears on her face... Apparently already crying...

Seeing Zheng Jiayue like this, my heart was like a knife, I looked at her, and was just about to speak, but I didn't expect to hear Zheng Jiayue ask first

"Have you rested enough?"

"Xiao Xiaoming.."

Her words almost made me cry, I couldn't care about anything at this time, I lowered my body and took her into my arms, and then kept talking

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry.."

"I shouldn't have lost my temper at you, I'm sorry... It's all my fault... It's me who didn't control my emotions, I'm sorry... Don't be angry.. I apologize to you... Don't be angry..."

I was already a little incoherent when I said this... And Zheng Jiayue was motionless in my arms, and it took a long time to feel that she also reached out and hugged me. She whispered in my ear

"It's okay.. I don't blame you Xiao Ming... It's that I didn't think about your mood either.."

"I'm also at fault..."

Although Zheng Jiayue said so at this time, I didn't care about it anymore. I hugged her, and secretly swore in my heart that I would never lose my temper with Zheng Jiayue again, absolutely, no longer be angry at her or something...

And Zheng Jiayue just let me hold her, and after a long time, I could feel her sighing softly in my ear...

The sigh was incomparably desolate, like... From the cold water, the sound is the same.

Later, I don't know how long it took, I took Zheng Jiayue upstairs..

After going upstairs, she stood in the bathroom, and I gently wiped the tears on her face with a towel.

Zheng Jiayue is very well-behaved, like an obedient child...

And after I helped her wash her face, I looked at her again and said with a reluctant smile

"Ahhh If you look closely, it's pretty good.."

Zheng Jiayue pursed her mouth slightly, she looked at me, and said with a better expression

"You were blind before... ？”

I couldn't help but be stunned and speechless...

It took me a while before I could defend myself

"Ahhh No, it's just.. I haven't seen it so well.. It's not this time, but I finally saw it clearly.."

"That means I'm not from the Appearance Society."

Zheng Jiayue immediately opened her mouth again after hearing my words and spoke

"Come on.. Which of you men is not... Just say it sounds... Besides.. Less poor with me."

"I haven't settled the matter yet... Don't fight me haha.."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me a little speechless, but I knew that I was at the loss, so I looked at her and spoke again

"Okay, okay .. That.. Are you interested in knowing how I was removed by Mr. Chen? I can tell you."

Zheng Jiayue naturally nodded and motioned for me to say.

In this way, the two of us sat on the sofa again, and I told Zheng Jiayue how to get the data, and then Chen Yanyu's conversation with me or something.

Zheng Jiayue listened quietly, just like Yu Qian...

After I finished speaking, I looked at Zheng Jiayue and asked

"What do you think? How?"

Zheng Jiayue looked at me, tilted her head and thought for a while before speaking again

"I think. Little Ming, you deserve it."

I spat out blood, looked at her and said.

"Are you here to comfort me?"

Zheng Jiayue was very resentful, she looked at me and said

"It's noon, and now... It's not."

———— 5 minutes

If I had to find one word to describe who I am now, it would be... I think I'm like a coward now...

Yes, I hid upstairs, and when I heard Li Xinran's screams, I couldn't move..

I didn't have the courage to rush down to her, my body, and I didn't even have the courage to go down.

At this time, the lights in the corridor went out one by one, and I stood in the dark, with only my faint heartbeat left in my mind, and Li Xinran's scream just now.

Without.. There was no other sound...

Did Lu Mao just hit Li Xinran? That "snap" sound, did he hit her?

I don't dare to imagine what kind of scene Li Xinran's house is like now, I can even guess that it must be very bad...

Lu Mao brought people here, he must have come to take revenge on Li Xinran, in front of others, the more Lu Mao did too much to Li Xinran, the more he could show that he took good care of his younger brother... So I can almost guess that Lu Mao must still be beating Li Xinran, although I can't hear any sound now, but the picture in the room is definitely numb just by seeing it...

What's even more terrifying is that I knew all about what was happening, but I didn't do anything about it.

It's not like me, it's not me at all.

If I were a student, even if I saw a girl I didn't know being bullied by hooligans or something on the road, I would definitely rush forward without hesitation.

And now it's a girl I know, a very miserable girl, or my sworn enemy hurting her, I don't even dare to do anything...

This makes me feel uncomfortable and condemned...

But even so, I still didn't go downstairs.

I still clearly know that my presence will not do any good, it will only make things more troublesome...

I may not be able to beat the three of them alone, and all Li Xinran's plans and preparations will be in vain...

I'll just take this as one of my own reasons, but I'm standing upstairs in the dark. Nothing was done..

I waited for a while, but there was still no movement downstairs.

I was a little bolder, and slowly moved around the corner and looked downstairs.

The three of them were no longer there, the door was tightly closed, and they should have all entered Li Xinran's house.

At this time, I took a deep breath, and then suddenly accelerated, went downstairs as fast as I could, and then rushed out of the corridor of Li Xinran's house.

After running out of the stairway, I almost ran all the way with my head bored...

By the time I came to my senses, I had run far, far away, so far that I didn't know where I was going.

At this time, I looked around in confusion, strange places, unfamiliar lights...

Everything is glittering, but everything is again, completely alien ..

I found a flower stand on the side of the road, and sat on it a little weakly.

After sitting down, I gasped for breath and couldn't calm down for a long time.

I suddenly remembered the time I took Zheng Jiayue to Shenzhen, that time something like that happened, I asked Zheng Jiayue to go first.. And then leave it yourself to deal with those hooligans ..

And now, I'm running faster than anyone else...

This made me laugh a little self-deprecatingly, I never felt that I was afraid of Lu Mao, but now... I seem to be really scared...

Actually, I know the reason, I'm not afraid of Lu Mao, I'm just afraid of myself and losing my current life...

Lose your current position, lose your current job...

I'm just scared that I'm losing these things...

If it had been before, I would have beaten Lu Mao without hesitation, but now... I started to get scared, I would think, I would hesitate...

It's not a good thing, at least in some ways, it's really not a good thing...

I hate the way I am, but really, as if I can't change anything...

In this way, while condemning myself in my heart, I sat here in confusion.

I don't know how long I've been sitting here anymore, but suddenly I realized something...

Then he stood up again.

After standing up, I didn't walk in the direction of the subway, but walked back along the road I had just run all the way over.

When I walked back, my pace was slow, and I was very careful, keeping my eyes on the front...

I've been looking for Lu Mao and them, and I've been looking at them...

However, I didn't see anyone along the way, and when I was about to walk back to the neighborhood where Li Xinran lived, I found a car on the side of the road.

I first avoided and looked, and after making sure that there was no one in the car, I stepped forward again and determined that this was the car that Lu Mao often drove...

I still remember one time when I went home, Lu Mao drove this license plate number to find Yu Qian... It should be that there is nothing wrong with this car..

It seemed that the three of them were still at Li Xinran's house, so I stepped aside again, went across the street, and found a hidden place to hide...

At this time, I was like a paparazzi, watching the car from a distance, waiting for the three people to appear...

I don't know how long I waited, but finally Lu Mao and the two little dogs appeared.

I was nervous when I saw these three people, and subconsciously hid again.

I saw that the three of them quickly got into the car, and after a while, the car started and drove towards the road.

After seeing the car drive away, I crossed the highway again. Then I walked back into the community.

Although it didn't help Li Xinran just now, I have to go see her at this time... Let's see if there's anything going on with her...

No matter what Lu Mao did, I have to take a look, maybe this will make the condemnation in my heart a little better, maybe this will make me feel a little more at ease...