Chapter 35, The Day of Joy.
What am I going to do?
Of course I'm going downstairs to chase Xiaohui! Xiaohui must have some reason for coming to me today, my heart is pounding all the time, I only need one sentence, I only need one sentence from Xiaohui!
I thought so in my heart, I couldn't wait to chase after me, and asked Xiaohui what was the matter with coming to me today, but Pan Ying refused to let go of my hand.
"You let go of me!!"
I roared at Pan Ying, Pan Ying almost stayed in place like that, she didn't expect that I would have such an attitude towards her.
"What do you mean??Zhang Luo, we're going to get married the day after tomorrow!"
Pan Ying's words were like a bucket of cold water poured directly on my head, leaving me at a loss.
Yes, yes, I'm already going to marry Pan Ying, why should I still be pulling and pulling with Xiaohui, she is about to become my sister-in-law...
My heart was extremely painful but I couldn't say a word, I couldn't care so much, I just wanted to chase down regardless of the consequences, but I didn't expect that Pan Ying directly threatened me and said that if I dared to chase Xiaohui down, she would dare to die to show me.
I never thought about who would be forced to such a point, I used to hate being threatened by others, but now, being threatened by others is a common occurrence.
For the first time, I felt so powerless, I squatted down against the door frame, listening to Xiaohui's footsteps in the distance, I didn't have any strength to struggle at all.
Until all the voices were gone, and a tear fell from my eyes.
It turned out to be helpless, it was so painful. I always thought that there were many choices in life, but now I realize that it is not what I thought.
Pan Ying looked at me, laughing and crying again.
"Do you like my sister that much??"
I didn't answer, but my heart has answered it millions of times.
Pan Ying didn't react to me, she became more emotional at that time, grabbed me by the collar, and shook my body directly, which no longer belonged to my body.
"Speak!!Speak!!"
I smiled, maybe it was the time I smiled brightly recently, Xiaohui came to me this time, there must be something she wanted to say to me, but when she saw Pan Ying here, she directly dispelled all thoughts, it must be like this, it must be like this!
I looked at Pan Ying who was standing in front of me now, and I was extremely disgusted in my heart, I don't know why she had to be with me, would she really be happy with everything she had barely obtained?
Looking at Pan Ying, a nameless fire instantly burst out of my heart, but I couldn't send it to her, I could only hold it back and digest it myself.
I shook off Pan Ying's hand directly, and also shook off her entire body attached to me, and I walked towards the room alone.
After entering, I locked the door directly, and no matter how Pan Ying knocked on the door outside, I didn't open it.
"You open the door for me!!"
Today, Pan Ying has simply exposed her ugliest side in front of me, and I now feel a headache and nausea just thinking about her.
"Anyway, you're going to marry me!!"
Pan Ying yelled at me outside my door.
"I know, the day after tomorrow. I replied to her weakly, and then Pan Ying didn't make a sound, and it wasn't long before I heard the sound of the door closing.
Pan Ying is gone?
I opened the door and went out to take a look, and yes, Pan Ying was gone. Was she finally realizing that I didn't have any feelings for her and was going to give up marrying me?
The last glimmer of hope burned in my heart, but looking at the screen of my phone, my whole body came to my senses.
"The day after tomorrow, I will be qualified to take care of you. "The text message is from Pan Ying.
I leaned against the door, without a trace of strength, I still became like this, and even the last glimmer of hope has been lost, yes, this is a luxury.
How could Pan Ying watch me and Xiaohui walk together, it was completely unrealistic.
But Xiaohui, what did Xiaohui want to say when she came to me just now? I took out my mobile phone and quickly dialed Xiaohui's phone, but it didn't ring a few times, and I was hung up directly.
I panicked instantly, Xiaohui, okay to answer my call? Please.
I made several calls in a row, but Xiaohui still didn't answer, and when I decided to call one last time, the voice rang for a long time, and Xiaohui finally picked up the phone.
"What's the matter?"
There was a hint of indifference in Xiaohui's voice, and I could fully imagine the disheartenedness and despair when Xiaohui opened the door and saw me and Pan Ying together.
"Xiaohui, listen to my explanation... Just now I..."
"Brother-in-law, there is nothing to explain, I wish you and my sister a long time together. ”
After Xiaohui said this, she hung up the phone directly, leaving me alone to listen to the busy tone on the other end of the phone, completely unsure of what to do, the only thing I knew in my heart was that between me and Xiaohui, it may never be possible again.
The phone in my hand slipped straight to the ground, and I just looked out the window, it was late, not to mention the stars, even the moon was gone.
The brother-in-law that Xiaohui shouted to me just now is undoubtedly drawing a clear connection with me, leaving aside the relationship between us, her words made my heart directly cold, after all, on the afternoon of the wedding photo, she was not willing to open her mouth to call me a brother-in-law.
I bought a lot of wine and went home, and I was so drunk that I knew that I wouldn't have been able to fall asleep without the help of alcohol, and after drinking several bottles in a row, I finally cried, and with the power of alcohol, I cried so much.
I knew that I would have had the opportunity to continue to be with Xiaohui, but because of Pan Ying's appearance, there was no longer any possibility between me and Xiaohui.
I drank and vomited, and in the end, I didn't know how I fell asleep, only that I woke up next to the toilet, and I realized that I had slept with the toilet all night.
For the first time, I felt that I loved a woman so much that I lost my mind, and I loved so much that I gave up all my dignity.
I basically spent the next two days like this, as long as I woke up, I continued to drink, and I couldn't fall asleep when I was drunk, until the night before I was going to get married, Pan Ying came to the door again, this time, with Brother Pan.
And Xiaohui never had any contact with me again.
I was taken back to Pan Ying's own home by Pan Ying and Brother Pan like this, saying that I wanted to prepare for the marriage tomorrow, Pan Ying seemed to have completely lost the resentment of that day, and even a little excited and happy.
But Brother Pan, looking at my drunken appearance, couldn't help but feel a little dissatisfied in his heart, and directly scolded me next to me.
I didn't fight back, just looked at them with a smile, and obediently followed them back to Pan Ying's house.
The whole house is red, so red that my vision is not even a little uncomfortable.
My whole person is absent-minded, no matter Pan Ying and Pan Ge who are busy before and after, all of them are full of emotion in my heart.
I'm going to get married tomorrow, but the bride is not the one I want the most.