107. I always feel like I've liked it all my life

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Song Wenjing, do you remember where we first met?

I subconsciously said, company.

He shook his head and said, no, the first time we met was under the company building, it was twelve o'clock at night, you worked overtime late, it rained heavily in the middle of the night, you couldn't get a car, you squatted at the door and waited for the rain for half an hour, my car stopped in front of you, I have been thinking about whether to invite you to come up and sit, and I think I am too abrupt, afraid of scaring you, so tangled, time passed little by little, I have been looking at you squatting at the gate in the car for an hour, you seem to be waiting for someone to pick you up, did not wait, lost your temper, looked around the company, parked in front of my car, at that time I wanted to ask the car window if you need to send a ride, Who knew that you kicked at my car when you raised your foot, muttered a bastard, kicked and left, I didn't even have time to chase, the next day Xu Da called me to tell me that the car was hit by a groove, and it took half a month to be raised in the maintenance station, and you gave me such a deep impression when I met for the first time, always thinking about what is the difference between the grumpy girl when I was a child.

When Xu Shenlin said this, his eyes were full of memories, I had a little impression of what he said, I remember that day because I was working overtime until midnight to catch up with a case, and called Lin Anhang to pick me up early in the morning, and waited for almost two hours under the company building, Lin Anhang didn't come, I was choked in my heart, and I didn't want to see the car parked in front of me at that time, and I kicked it when I was angry。

Thinking of that time and absconding, I still have a little shame, and I said, it turns out that the car is yours.

Xu Shenlin saw me with a look of shame and said, It's not mine, do you think others will let you go so easily? I have already gone to the company to find you to lose money.

I said in vain, I didn't mean it, who called your car so unreliable that day, I gave it a kick, I didn't expect it to break so easily.

Xu Shenlin said, okay, I didn't come to you today to lose money, that was the first time we met, the second time we met was in the company, at that time you were listening to music with headphones, I knew you probably wouldn't remember me, so I deliberately teased you with a straight face, I didn't expect you to be fiercer than me, but I didn't expect it.

I said, I didn't know you were my boss that day, and if I did, I would have given you even the egg cake in my hand, as long as you gave me a raise.

Xu Shenlin saw that I always refute, and did not stop me, and after I finished speaking, he continued, the third time we met, you stood in the lobby of the hotel with red eyes, I was eating with a few manufacturers, and I saw you at a glance, when I stood there and looked at you for a long time, I saw that you didn't seem to want to leave at all, so I came up and asked you what's wrong, I didn't expect you to say that you forgot to bring money for dinner, you have been thick-skinned since you were a child, I know, in order not to pierce you, I can only take out the money and stuff it into your hands, because your favorite thing when you were a child is money, I think that when I grow up, you will like money more。

He glanced at me, and I didn't expect you to like it.

I retorted that at that time, you stuffed money to me for no reason, in fact, I didn't like it at all, but I didn't expect you to be so picky later, and let people deduct it from my salary in advance, I thought at first that you were trying to subtly rule me and scared me to death.

The fourth time we met, you stood in my office for an afternoon, you were not patient when you were a child, but you were surprisingly able to endure that day, I thought to myself, this seems to have changed a little, but when it comes to deducting your salary, I think you must have scolded me in your heart a thousand times.

He suddenly changed his words, and his voice began to be less relaxed than before, but with a little caution, he said, Not long after you left the company, I also left, saying so much, Song Wenjing, do you think I like you?

After hearing this, he was silent for a long time, and finally asked cautiously, did you go to Yulin for me?

Two years ago, I was still abroad, and I have been asking Xu Da to find you for many years, but I don't know why there is always no news about you, my mother's greatest wish before her death is to be able to find you back, until the year before returning to China, Xu Da turned your resume in our company, otherwise with your qualifications, why do you think you can be admitted to Yulin for so many years, and the highest record has been late eight times, according to the regulations of Yulin company's employees, employees like you who have no concept of time have already been fired many times.

Xu Shenlin didn't care about my face when he said this, I just wanted to refute, Xu Shenlin said, Song Wenjing, what other reason do you think can explain all this besides liking?

When he said this, I suddenly felt that something had fallen to the ground, but it was still a little like a dream, and I sat there in a trance for a long time, until the waiter brought all the good things to the table, I didn't dare to look at Xu Shenlin with my eyes, and I didn't know how, but now Xu Shenlin said that he didn't know how to respond to him, I didn't pay much attention to so many details before, but now he said it clearly, many places probably even I forgot about myself, I calmed down and drank the milk on my table, and ate the cake again。

It was already twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, and the lights in the café were dim, as if a casual glance made people feel that the sea had changed, and the neon lights outside exuded a gentle and misty light in the dark night, and suddenly felt that the night was so beautiful tonight, although the sky outside was gray and black.

Xu Shenlin didn't force me to ask him for any answer, just sat there and drank the cup of coffee quietly.

When there was nothing left to eat, I asked again, when did you like me.

He thought about it for a long time and said, I don't know, I always feel like I've liked it all my life.

When we came out of the café, there was a cold wind blowing outside, I shivered for the first time, Xu Shenlin walked behind me and suddenly stretched out his hand to take me into his arms, hugged me tightly in his arms, I didn't dare to move.

I only felt that there seemed to be a car speeding around us, and it took a long time to hear him ask me and say, what I have always been afraid of is that it is not me that you like.

I feel that all time is forbidden, in this autumn night, the swishing wind seems to stop blowing in an instant, only the sound of his shallow breathing, he said, Song Wenjing, you don't know how scared I was before, how afraid you were carelessly agreed.