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In the middle of the night, Xu Shenlin and I found a 24-hour café, and the two of us sat quietly, and he was opposite me, with a light smile on his face, looking as gentle as the rain in February.

I tried to make my face look as serious as possible, because the topic we were going to talk about was a bit too deep.

But from time to time he used his flower-like face to kill me in seconds, I always had a moment of distraction, I always remember that we quarreled so fiercely in the first half of the month, and he held the medicine in his hand to pour me into the scene, now it is so soft, oops, I am really a little uncomfortable.

I was used to the cold war, and the gentleness came suddenly, and I was a little panicked.

I tugged at the corner of my shirt, he leaned back on the sofa and ordered the tea list in his hand, and he didn't ask me for advice on what I needed to drink, he drank a very refreshing cup of coffee himself, and ordered me a glass of warm milk and a small piece of tiramisu.

After ordering, he stretched out his hand to unbutton his suit, took off his coat, and the waiter took it over and hung it on the hanger for him, sitting there with a mature and steady charm.

Looking at the wolf-like eyes of the little girls around me, I know that I am vain, because my man is so good, so many people like him, and he likes me.

After the waiter stepped back, I stabilized my mind, looked at the man opposite seriously, and said, "You give me a little serious."

He stretched out his hand and began to unbutton his neckline again, I faintly saw his bumpy Adam's apple, but he was completely unaware, looked at me and said, I think I am not serious.

I said, you're not serious anywhere, and if you're discharging me, I'm going to put you here tonight."

He laughed, and when he lowered his eyes, his long eyelashes were sprinkled with a golden light by the dim yellow light, this was the first time I had seen a man's eyelashes longer than a woman's, I felt a little unbearable, and I could feel like I could feel ape at any time.

So I looked elsewhere and looked around a few times, took a deep breath, and prepared for the next deep negotiation, and even I didn't expect that I could say the next words so calmly without warning.

I said, I'm not a clean woman, I've been divorced, I've had a baby, and I'm in your brother's bed as soon as I woke up some time ago.

I looked at him with resolute eyes, and added a sentence half-loudly, naked.

His eyes flashed, and then he died.

Although my face looked expressionless, serious and fearless, no one knew how troubled my mind was at the moment, and I was talking to him about all my imperfections and all my bad points, and if he disliked me, he would not want me.

Then we will break up peacefully here, and I don't blame him, because I don't deserve him.

I pinched the cold sweat in my palm and continued, anyway, we have been making trouble for so long, I think everyone is an adult, and there is no need to play those little impulses of the previous eighteen or nineteen, everything is spread out and said, you know, I know, and you don't have to resent each other, Xu Shenlin, I have had a very chaotic life in the past few months, and many things are pouring towards me as if they were all discussed, you also know the events of that day, Jiang Nancheng used Song Lian to blackmail me to test you, I can't help it, Song Lian is my sister, I can only compromise, you must think I am an unclean woman now, I said I don't like you in the room of Jiangnan City that day, that's fake, Because you haven't said whether you like me or not, so I deliberately said it out to be angry with you, sometimes I feel that you don't love me at all, I'm panicking, now your ex-wife is so beautiful, so sensible, compared to her, I just feel like I'm dying at the sight of the light, you have to forgive me for not being confident, I have lived in a very marketable family since I was a child, and I am different from you, I have low self-esteem, so sometimes I am cowardly, such a me, if you are willing to accept, we will get back together, if you don't accept it, we will not meet in the future.

Since there is no result, I want to make myself like a gambler, and press all my valuable things on this game of chess, if I lose, I am willing to retreat to my own defense, and if I win, I am happy.

I said a lot of words, but he sat there without moving, not even showing me a single expression, I pursed my lips, thinking that the win or loss had probably been a little bit clear.

I waited for him for a long time, and when I saw that he didn't plan to speak, he just looked at me fixedly, I was a little anxious, and said with a little crying, you are talking, if you don't like my words, Ling Chi will not take you like this.

He saw that I was a little anxious, and only then did a trace of emotion flash in his dark eyes, and he said softly, who said I don't like you.

I touched a handful of tears with some grievances, and said, anyway, I think you don't like me, you are so indifferent to me, sometimes I feel congested when I think about it, anyway, you are no different from me and your ex-wife.

When he saw me say this, he handed me a tissue, and I pulled it and touched a handful of tears, and he said that he had said that he would talk to me seriously, but now he is playing with children's emotions again.

I said, can't you even let me be wronged? Anyway, I'm panicking during this time.

He said funny, okay, you can be wronged first, and listen to me.

I touched my tears, and I couldn't help crying, and I didn't know why there was nothing to be wronged tonight, and there was nothing worth crying about after a lot of grievances had passed, but today I saw him sitting across from me, thinking of the deterioration of the relationship between us before, and the fact that he and his ex-wife were always going in and out, my heart was like a mine was planted.

In front of the people I like, grievances always seem so natural, I can't help it.

When he saw that I was concentrating on wiping my tears, he immediately gave a deep command, and his eyes looked at me.

When I heard his tone and thought of his previous attitude towards me, my heart began to be angry again, and I glared at him and said, "Are you murdering me?" I tell you, I don't like the tone in which you talk to me.

He sneered and laughed, that smile was really bright, Xu Shenlin rarely smiled, at least when I first met before, I thought he was smiling very fakely, obviously smiling very gently, but it always made people feel that the smile on the corner of his mouth divided others into a dividing line.

Talking calmly, with a river in between, such a person is alienated in his bones.

He took out a tissue from the table again, bent over to wipe the tears on my face, and said in a soft tone, I didn't kill you.