118. I don't want to embarrass you
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Jiang Nancheng saw me and Song Lian with a hint of surprise in their eyes, Chen Jinting stood quietly aside and glanced at Song Lian, the provocation in her eyes was self-evident.
After looking at me, he greeted me with a slight smile, I smiled back at her, and the gentleman's friendship between the two of them was as light as water, I don't know why I always felt disgusted with Chen Jinting.
We didn't stop to say anything, we each pushed the things in our hands and passed by, without a pause, especially Song Lian, who seemed to want to maintain the last trace of pride, and didn't squint at Jiangnan City at the moment she walked over, not even a glance.
On the contrary, when they had gone far away, Jiang Nancheng and Chen Jinting disappeared, Song Lian's pride suddenly collapsed, and her face showed a trace of exhaustion, she asked me if I knew Chen Jinting very well? and warned me that Chen Jinting was her lifelong enemy, so I didn't stand on the wrong team.
I smiled and replied to her, you are my sister, of course I am here to help you, but I don't think Chen Jinting seems to have any bad intentions.
Song Lian turned his gaze and glared at me and said, "Don't have bad eyes yet?" What does it mean to have bad eyes, when my child is born, you will know how bad her bad eyes will be.
After Song Lian said this, he didn't say anything else, and we went home after shopping in the afternoon.
The next day, my mother asked me to go downstairs to take out some garbage, and when I arrived downstairs, there was a black car parked not far away, and a person got out of the car, I squinted and looked at it for a while, it was Xu Da.
He seemed to have been waiting here for a long time, and without saying a word of nonsense, he opened the car door and motioned for me to enter, and I looked at him suspiciously and said, "What's the matter, tell me directly."
Xu Da said, it was Mr. Xu who was looking for you to have something.
I threw the garbage in my hand into the trash can and said, "I'm not free."
Xu Da said that Mr. Xu was inside.
I threw away the garbage with my hand, bit my lip and hesitated for a long time, afraid that Song Lian would go downstairs and bump into Xu Shenlin coming downstairs to my house, she would definitely go crazy again, so she could only pat the dust on her hands and quickly get into the car where Xu Dala opened the door.
Sure enough, there was an expressionless Xu Shenlin sitting inside, I bent down and sat down sluggishly, he didn't look at me, his eyes kept looking at the car glass, I sat next to him sluggishly and half-loudly, and my body was straight and didn't talk to him.
Xu Da didn't know where to drive the car, I was afraid that he would drive far, and Song Lian and my mother would definitely be in a hurry if they couldn't find me, so I asked Xu Da not to go too far.
Xu Shenlin, who was sitting on the side, said lightly and asked Xu Da to park the car in a clean place, Xu Da obeyed, the car stopped in a community, and Xu Da got out of the car after parking the car.
There were only me and Xu Shenlin left, and he still didn't speak, so I had to open my mouth again and say something.
He kept looking out the window, and didn't speak in the face of my question and answer, I was a little annoyed by his inexplicability, and I got up and was about to push the door out, Xu Shenlin suddenly pulled me, and I was trapped in his arms.
I glared at him and said, "What do you want when you bring me here and don't talk to me or let me go?"
After finishing speaking, tears flowed out, and I don't know what I was crying for, I always felt that I was too useless, but I couldn't solve the current situation, so I could only try not to trouble him, since I couldn't help him stay away from him.
I thought like this, the tears flowed even more fiercely, he looked at my tears for a long time, and suddenly stretched out his hand and touched my eyes and face with some cool fingertips, he asked, what are you crying about.
I said in a hoarse voice, Xu Shenlin, let's not meet again in the future.
He touched my eyes and face, and continued to wipe my tears as if nothing had happened, and asked in a light tone, why did you suddenly say this, we were not very good before.
I said, no why, the previous was the first, and I don't think we were fit together.
He said with tolerance in his tone, how could he say such a thing again.
That tone looks like I'm gambling with him, but this time I'm not angry with him, I'm serious.
I pushed his hand away and said, don't you think it's funny that we're like this? You're going to remarry Fu Nuo, and the two of us are still here, what do you want me to be, to be a third party before you, or to be a woman who is pampered by you at any time when you think of it, and abandoned when you can't think of it?
After I finished speaking, I felt that all the confusion and resentment that I had accumulated in my heart suddenly relaxed.
His tone cooled, I had never thought of it that way.
Since you haven't thought about it, then tell me, will you marry me?
Xu Shenlin was silent for a long time, and the hand I clenched went from clenching to loosening, from loosening to clenching, and repeated many times, until I felt that my heart was cooling little by little, and I still had a trace of happiness in my heart, and I was suddenly hit to the bottom by such a long silence.
I suddenly laughed sarcastically, look, I said that we are not suitable for each other, and you never thought of marrying me.
I felt that I was simply humiliating myself here, and I didn't have any particularly drastic movements, wasn't I used to his silence? I just wiped the tears on my face, sat there and said straight, I don't want you to be embarrassed, give each other a little time, if everything is settled, we can still have a chance to be together, then it will not be too late for you to come to me again.
The atmosphere is a little solid, I looked at his somewhat cold side face, he didn't do much to stay, it took a long time to briefly reply to me a good word, I didn't stay in the long way, I first pushed the car door and bent down from the inside to get out of the car, the moment the door closed the wind, as if I could put out the fire in my heart at any time, when I raised my eyes, I just saw Xu Da standing on the side of the road smoking, he looked at me from a distance, I wasn't looking at him.
touched the tears on his face, and was about to walk when he heard Xu Shenlin's voice coming from the car, he said, I came to you this time, just to confirm whether you are safe.
His face could not be seen in the black car film, but his voice was a little indifferent, and I said, I am fine.
I have been walking out of the community along the path, and there is no way out after walking for a long time, I put on a pair of slippers on my feet and went around a big circle, so I was really tired and couldn't do it, so I walked to a place where it was easy to take a taxi and stopped a taxi and went home.
When I got home, Song Lian asked me where I had been, and I told her to go out and go around and come back, where she was doing gymnastics, and the music was almost the whole floor.
My mother was busy in the kitchen and almost jumped out with a spatula to beat Song Lian, but she was still wearing sportswear and dancing her own in the living room.
Not affected by my mother's resentment at all, and pointed at me and said to let me sweep the melon seed shells in the living room, no way, now she is the boss, even my mother has to let her, not to mention that I, a younger sister, have no human rights at all.