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Since Xu Shenlin and I separated last time, he really hasn't come to me again, and I naturally haven't looked for him much, it's still like nothing happened, sometimes I help my mother in the kitchen, sometimes I fight with Song Lian, and sometimes I accompany the old man to listen to Peking Opera for a while, although the time is long, but it is also fast.

It's just that one day my mother was making soup in the kitchen, and the whole person fell down while boiling the soup, and I was washing her yam on the side, and when I turned around, I saw her face pale and lying on the ground, her eyes rolling white.

I took my mother to the hospital for rescue, and when the doctor came out, he told me numbly and told me to prepare for the future.

I sat alone in the corridor all night, watching the dark sky outside turn a leaden gray.

When Song Lian brought my dad to the hospital, she saw that my eyes were red, and she asked me a little strangely why I didn't go in, I rubbed my sour eyes, and the first thing I said was, Song Lian, the doctor said that my mother probably couldn't get out of this hospital.

Song Lian was stunned, my dad was smirking on the side, Song Lian suddenly squatted on the ground and covered her face and cried, crying for about ten minutes, she said with red eyes, it was only fine a few days ago, why did people become like this for a while.

I also want to ask why it is only a while, and I need to prepare for the future.

My mom stayed in the hospital for three days and was unconscious, Song Lian was pregnant and took care of my dad at home, and I didn't close my eyes and sleep well in the hospital for three whole days.

It was the peak period, and there were a lot of people in the hospital, so it was nice to be able to get a room for my mother, and I often woke up in the middle of the night and opened my eyes to see that it was just outside the hallway.

When I got up and looked at the door, my mother was sleeping peacefully in the hospital bed.

Continuing to lie on the wooden chair and falling asleep, there were often painful moans of patients in my ears, and some of them were so painful that they would let out heart-rending cries in the middle of the night.

I covered my ears and tried to isolate these sounds, but they seemed to have taken root in my heart and could not be expelled.

In the end, I got used to it, and at four o'clock in the morning, a uremia patient in the room next door to my mother died, and in the middle of the night, the sound of wheels in the corridor was harsh.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that the face was pale and bloodless, and the last expression was fixed on the hideous face full of pain, and the doctors hurriedly pushed him past me, driving the cold wind of the autumn night, like a knife cutting blood marks on the skin.

Not long after, when his relatives got the news and rushed to the hospital, they saw the empty room, and the entire corridor was filled with heart-rending cries, like a tsunami sweeping in.

And lying on the hospital bed without breathing, he has been relieved, and he will never be in pain, and I have never heard anyone moaning in pain in the middle of the night next to my mother's hospital room.

Her relatives saw him off for the last time, the corridor was cold again, but I couldn't sleep anymore, I closed my eyes and felt that pale and hideous face was against my neck, I always felt something cold next to me, blowing in my ear, and I woke up in a cold sweat.

I looked left and right, and it was already dawn.

When I was a child, I always had an inexplicable fear of hospitals, and even when I grew up so big, this fear still did not decrease by half a point, but became more and more intense.

My mother woke up a few times, but she opened her eyes and fell asleep for more than ten minutes, I often whispered something in her ear when she was asleep, but she seemed to sleep forever, no matter how scared I was in the hospital, she no longer opened her eyes to look at me, comforting and comforting me.

Sometimes when I came out of the ward, I would sit in the corridor and break down and cry, but after crying, I found that crying was useless, so I sat there in a daze, thinking about a lot of things, thinking about whether he would cry if one day he was lying on the hospital bed and was cold and not breathing.

That day, I was wiping my mom in the hospital room, and I was about to take out the dirty water in my hand and pour it out.

As soon as I went out, I saw Lin Anhang standing at the door with a basket full of fruits, and the two of us glanced at each other, did he look a little nervous.

When I stood at the door and saw that it was him, I asked him why he came.

Lin Anhang said, I'm here to see my mother.

He still didn't change the title, I listened weird but didn't say anything, took the water from the basin in my hand to the laundry room and poured it out, Lin Anhang followed me and asked how my mother was.

I said, "Good."

He asked me again, and it was not serious.

I said, quite seriously.

After a long time, he said, Wen Jing, Susie entered the mental hospital, do you know?

I clenched my hand in the basin and laughed softly and said, "Is it?"

Lin Anhang didn't continue this question, he went to the ward to see my mother a few times, and then sat on the wooden chair in the corridor with me, looked at me repeatedly, and said slowly for a long time, You have lost weight.

It has been a long time since we have been divorced and we have not sat down and spoken so calmly, I said, Lin Anhang, how is your mother's health lately.

Speaking of this, a trace of gloom flashed in his eyes and said, I have been to see her a few times, but she has beaten her out, her eyes are now invisible, I can only find someone to take care of her.

When he said this, he suddenly laughed at himself, all of this is caused by myself, no one can blame me, I deserve it.

Hearing such news, my heart is inevitably a little heavy, as if since the two of us divorced, there has never been a day that has been very good, he is, I am.

Sometimes I think about it, I feel that we were wrong from the beginning, if I had forced Susie to have a baby, I didn't divorce Lin Anhang, and the children were still there, although the marriage relationship between us became cold and stiff, would it be much better than now?

I smiled wryly and said that it seemed that the two of us had not been doing very well since the divorce.

I was in a daze, Lin Anhang, who was sitting on the side, suddenly stretched out his hand and slowly touched my haggard face, I was startled and quickly dodged, his hand was not embarrassed or embarrassed to freeze there.

He said with a wry smile on his face, I just want to wipe the dirt off your face.

I tried to ignore the awkwardness in the atmosphere, smiled and said, thank you.

He withdrew his hand, and there was no more than half a point, and the conversation was interrupted, and the two of them sat on the side for a long time without speaking.

After that, Lin Anhang didn't stay long, I sat on the corridor and watched his back slowly withdraw from sight, the black and thick hair before hid some white hair, and the straight back became a little rickety, I remember a few years ago he was still a high-spirited man in my impression, and he was always full of confidence when he spoke, but it was only so long, and he had aged so much unconsciously.

I sat there and touched my face, and suddenly I felt a little sad about that back, and I should hate him.