139. Let's have a baby

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I couldn't say anything, so I could only knock on the car door to signal him to let me get out of the car, and the car was full of banging on the car door, and he sat there looking at me with deep eyes, and didn't speak, let me bang.

I ran out of energy and began to lose my temper and scratch him and bite him, but he didn't move for half a minute, his eyes always followed me.

I raised my hand angrily and opened my mouth to bite down the back of my hand, and as soon as I opened my mouth, my chin was clamped by him, and he said, you say a word to me, and I will take you to where you want to go.

I wanted to gesture in a hurry but found that I didn't understand, and the voice I made was always babbling, and he forced me to say it but I couldn't, and I became a mute, and I couldn't say it.

I sat there trying to lift my throat, and found that I felt like I would never be able to break through that barrier, and I began to sit there crying in despair.

He sat there and looked at me silently for a long time, he wouldn't understand my anxiety, my father's life and death are unknown, my mother's and Song Lian's bodies are still in the morgue, I want to go and see them, I miss them a little.

I was still speechless with tears streaming down my face, and he finally hugged me in his arms and said, it's okay if you can't speak, let's go home.

After he took me back, he never mentioned taking me to see Song Lian and my mother, and in the next few days, I also overheard the conversation between Xu Shenlin and Xu Da in the study, and all the aftermath has been taken care of, and I don't even have to worry about choosing a cemetery.

I don't know why Xu Shenlin didn't let me go to see Song Lian and my mother for the last time, a few times I wanted to escape again and found that the window of my room was surrounded by a security window, sealed to death, and there was no loophole at all, and since then I began to dispel this idea.

In those days, I locked myself in my room, unable to speak, and felt that the world was quiet, Xu Shenlin sometimes talked to me, I always looked at him coldly, and then sat there in a daze.

He didn't force me, he didn't take me to the hospital, he just called the family doctor to check it out, and I didn't know what the situation was, because he always talked about things in the study.

Autumn is gradually passing and early winter is beginning to usher, and I have been in a trance for a long time, I am always thinking about what Song Lian used to say to me, as well as the food cooked by my mother.

And my dad didn't have any news, I promised my mom to take care of him, but as soon as she left my dad disappeared, I can always dream that she and Song Lian looked at me with blaming faces.

A week later, Xu Shenlin took me out of the cemetery, the sky was a little gloomy and it was raining lightly, he wrapped a layer of clothes on me, the cemetery chose a place with a particularly beautiful scenery and quiet place, I heard that the lot here is more expensive than the house in the city center.

Xu Shenlin really handled the aftermath of my family very well, I didn't even need to intervene in the slightest hand to do it steadily, he took me to stand next door to my mother's cemetery is Song Lian, her posthumous portrait is still her ID photo taken when she was twenty years old, the corners of her mouth are bright smiles, clear eyes, she was really young at that time.

I looked at her face for a long time, regretting that I couldn't shed a single tear, and I couldn't speak, so I could only look numbly at her and my mother sitting there side by side, and the smile in the portrait seemed to be coming out of my eyes.

They are walking for a day, so it's okay, at least they won't be alone, unlike the current self who is alone, if it weren't for my dad, I think I would definitely go to accompany them.

A family is a family wherever they go, and they can't leave me behind.

Xu Shenlin stood there in a solemn suit, took a glass of liquor in his hand and poured a glass to Song Lian and my mother's cemetery, and said for a long time, Wen Jing is mine in this life, you don't need to worry, she will live well.

I slowly tightened my hands as he said this, then released them again, keeping my eyes on the tombstone.

As soon as we left the cemetery, it rained heavily and seemed to flood the city, and I sat in the car and watched as the cemetery, where my two relatives were buried, grew farther and farther away from the original sight.

I always felt like I had a dream, a nightmare, after waking up Song Lian was still there, my mother was busy in the kitchen, my dad was sitting on the sofa making tea, smoking a cigarette when my mother was not paying attention, my mother would come out of the kitchen and grab him, holding a spatula and scolding him there.

My dad would smile at her with a good temper, but the cigarette in his hand would still not leave his hand.

Song Lian will sit in his room with a mask on and come to the living room to find food, but what about me?

I think I'll be sitting there with a happy smile on my face, watching this scene with warmth and gratitude, thanking them for all being there.

But time will always be so ruthless, depriving many people of their youth and destroying how many broken families.

The dream came quickly and unconsciously, and I was completely unprepared, and now I was like a deserter trying to hide in the silent world I had created for myself to avoid everything.

On the way back, Xu Shenlin held my cold hand and said, let's get married.

I didn't answer just looking at the scenery outside the car that kept sliding backwards, and not long after that, there was a big turmoil in Xu's family, Jiangnan City has not been found, and as the chairman, he was dismissed on that day, he worked hard for this position for so many years, but he sat on it for three months, and the time of destruction was faster, and he had already collapsed in just a few days.

And Xu's people who were also inspected began to blockade and search, and the news was very sensational at that time, and half of Xu's senior executives were all invited into the bureau for investigation, even Fu Nuo's father was no exception.

All the networks were controlled, the host of the computer was transported out by the police one by one for investigation, Xu Shenlin also went to the police station that day, I remember that one morning, I was sleeping in a daze, and I felt him kiss me on the forehead.

Half-asleep and half-awake, I saw him disappear at the door wearing clothes and ties, and when he came back, it was very late, it was two o'clock in the middle of the night, and I still knew from Xu Da that he came back from the police station.

At that time, I was already lying in bed and falling asleep at two o'clock, he came out of the bathroom and lay on the bed and hugged me from behind, he always had a very reassuring smell, as if he was always on top of it every day, but this person was the person I should hate the most.

But I can't seem to hate it.

He hugged me as usual, always whispering something in my ear, I closed my eyes and fell asleep half asleep, he said, Wen Jing, we want a child.

I opened my eyes suddenly, and the darkness was bare.